Life is like first seeing GL

Three years later

Sometimes love is so crazy that I'm a burning log.His body was bruised and turned into ashes.Sometimes, if you love for too long, you forget what love is like.You have dimmed my past years, but you don't want to accompany me to the end of time.The love is too deep, so I humbled myself into the dust, but I didn't want to end up, and I really became dust.Fang Qing, I have been to Tibet, and I have seen the grandeur of the Potala Palace; I have been to Yunnan, and I have felt the sky south of the colorful clouds; I have been to Sichuan, and I have tasted the spiciness of Sichuan cuisine, and I have traveled all over the cities. But every time I go to a place, I think, if only you were by my side, the years are so long, and you are so unforgettable

"Mr. Chen, it's time for your class."

"Okay, come right away." Putting away his thoughts, Chen Xi picked up the textbook on the table and walked out of the office. Chen Xi spent two years traveling all over cities, big and small, and then returned to the place where their medical team went to the countryside. In the village, I became a language teacher, occasionally teaching children medical knowledge

Looking at the back of Chen Xiyuan, the principal shook his head, this teacher Chen was in a daze again

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"Doctor Fang, today is another day of surgery?" the head nurse asked Fang Qing who was drinking water

"Yeah," Fang Qing hummed weakly.

"You said that Dr. Chen is also right. He left without even saying hello. Such a good seed."

Fang Qing didn't answer any more, but left thoughtfully. Chen Xi, where are you? I don’t have any news from you, you’re not here, I just found out that there is no coffee, no tiramisu on the table every night on the night shift, and no breakfast every morning after the night shift

"Doctor Fang, an earthquake just happened in XX Village, XX Town." As soon as the head nurse received the notification, she stopped Fang Qing who hadn't gone far.

"Walk"

When she came to the gate, Fang Qing took a step back when she saw the person getting off the ambulance, because the person who got off was Chen Xi, whom she had been looking for for three years.

"The patient has HIV. He has just undergone emergency treatment and is preparing for isolation measures." After getting out of the car, Chen Xi said, waiting for the medical staff to take over the stretcher

"bang"

"Doctor Chen"

"Chen Xi"

With the exclamation of everyone, Chen Xi fell down

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In the visiting area of ​​the isolation ward of the hospital's ICU, through a large glass, looking at Chen Xi lying on the hospital bed with all kinds of equipment stuck all over his body, Fang Qing finally couldn't restrain herself, and she burst into tears. Why leave me without saying a word?Why won't you tell me about your hand injury?Let me misunderstand you like that and say so many hurtful things, Chen Xi, wake up soon, okay?May I make your favorite scallion oil noodles for you?

The head nurse at the side sighed and patted Fang Qing's shoulder: "Fang Qing, I'm sorry, I didn't know that things would turn out like this?"

"You've seen her, haven't you?"

"I never told you. Three years ago, the day before Xiao Chuan proposed to you, I went to her. I wanted her to stop having any thoughts about you. You finally got Xiao Chuan. You loved him very much. Nian, I don’t want you to give up your hard-won happiness because of Dr. Chen.”

"Happiness? I waited for Xiao Chuan for ten years. It wasn't until I met Chen Xi that I realized that I shouldn't just stay in the past. If I miss it, I miss it. I should look forward. Maybe the next person I meet , is the one who can spend the rest of my life with me." This is the second time Fang Qing saw Chen Xi lying on the hospital bed so quietly, and the first time she escaped by herself, causing the man to leave sadly. full of guilt

"Then I think, Dr. Chen, is the person you mentioned who can spend your whole life with you. You have to support her. She is still waiting for you to take care of her." In the past three years, whenever you have time, you will go to her, no matter what. You will go to places far and near, although every time you come back with no results

"Did the vice president say when Chen Yu would wake up?"

"Dr. Chen's head suffered a strong impact, and there was too much intracranial hemorrhage. In order to save the little girl, he was not treated in time. It is a blessing that he was able to be rescued."

"Vice-principal? Why are you here?" Before the head nurse could answer, I heard the voice of the vice-principal

"Her hands?"

"I've asked Professor Situ. I'm afraid it will be difficult for her to pick up a scalpel again in the future. Fang Qing, I won't stop you this time. Dr. Chen is indeed a person worth entrusting." Before that, he admitted to the hospital that he had acted too aggressively at the time, and Dr. Chen did not do anything wrong. Later, Qi Qi also admitted to himself that he had made a mistake when he made a mistake in copying the penicillin test. Two years ago, the hospital received a letter Thank you letter and invitation letter from Massachusetts General Hospital, the affiliated hospital of Harvard University in the United States. Chen Xi will go there every winter and summer vacation, and follow the medical team to volunteer in some impoverished areas in Africa. The hospital hopes that Chen Xi can participate in the research and development of a project in the past

"Fang Qing, how is Chen Xi?" Zhou Lin rushed over after receiving the call from the hospital

"Intracranial hemorrhage, her right hand was too badly injured, the little girl she saved had HIV, she might be infected"

"Fang Qing, if Chen Xi wakes up this time, you still can't accept her, can you please don't appear in front of her?" Zhou Lin spoke to Fang Qing so seriously for the first time

"I'm sorry, I didn't know it would turn out like this." Fang Qing broke down in tears

"She persisted for ten years, for you, for being strong enough to stand by your side, but when she was standing by your side, she committed suicide and escaped. In the past three years, I don't know how she got here. Since she chooses to give up, if she wakes up this time and you still can't accept her, please don't give her any hope, okay? I'm afraid she won't be able to bear it."

"This time, I won't run away again, I will stay by her side"

The author has something to say:

When I first thought about this story, I didn’t know how many times I cried. I used my youth to forgive this self who had nothing but ignorance, laziness and rebellion.