Life is like first seeing GL

Chen Xi felt that she had a long, long dream, so long that when she woke up, she couldn't tell whether it was in a dream or in reality, because when she opened her eyes for the first time, she saw the person guarding the bed. Fang Qing, how she wished that time would stop at this moment, just as she was about to reach out to touch Fang Qing's hair, she withdrew her hand again.

She dreamed of her parents, sitting with them and watching the sunset

"Mom, I'm so tired, can you and Dad take me away?"

"Xiaoxi, be brave"

"But, Mom, I really can't hold on anymore"

"Xiaoxi, try again, maybe you can do it. Dad doesn't always tell you that some things don't persist when you see hope, but you see hope because of persistence."

"Mom, I miss you and Dad so much"

"Xiaoxi, go back quickly"

Fang Qing, are you my hope?Chen Xi thinks so

"Chen Xi, are you awake?" Zhou Lin who quietly opened the door and came in called out in surprise

Chen Xi on the bed really didn't have the energy to answer

"You don't know, you have been lying in bed for a week, and you were transferred from the ICU to the general ward just the day before yesterday. What is going on with you, why did you jump into the swimming pool?"

Listening to Zhou Lin's cannonball-like words, Chen Xi really wanted to hit him with something, but Fang Qing was still sleeping beside her, could she not see it?Is it blind?

Sure enough, Fang Qing woke up, and quickly put away the joy in her heart. Fang Qing returned to her normal state, checked Chen Xi's body, and then said expressionlessly: "It's basically fine," and was about to turn around and leave

Chen Xi quickly grabbed Fang Qing's hand: "You have been by my bedside all week."

"Yes, Dr. Fang has been guarding you for a week, and you have lost a lot of weight. You have a good chat. I will go out and call my mother and tell her that you are awake." Zhou Lin left with interest

"Why don't you speak?"

"I still have something to do, let's go first, you, take care of your illness" Fang Qing dodged, she was afraid that she could not help but express her fear in the next second

"I thought I was dreaming." Chen Xi exhausted all the strength in his body to pull Fang Qing into his arms, and said hoarsely

"Chen Xi, are you committing suicide?"

"Chen Xi, what is there on your mind?"

"Chen Xi, you don't even know how many people's hearts you have hurt."

"Chen Xi, speak quickly!"

If her body allowed, Chen Xi really wanted to leave the ward. As soon as Qi Qi heard that she was awake, she hurriedly dragged Su Neng to see her, but before she could speak, she asked questions like cannonballs. Xi can only choose to be silent

"Okay, Qi Qi, if you're like this, which question should Chen Xi answer for you first?" Su Neng finally couldn't bear it anymore and said

"Yes, yes, Chen Xi just woke up, but, Chen Xi, I'm really curious, did you commit suicide?" Really curious

"What if I say yes?" Chen Xi asked slowly

"Oh my God, Chen Xi, what is it that you can't think about, that you committed suicide, come, tell my sister, she will enlighten you"

"Su Neng, can you take her out?" Chen Xi felt unable to communicate with Qi Qi

"Hey, Chen Xi, don't be like this, okay? I haven't settled with you yet. The chairman of Zhou's enterprise is your aunt. Why didn't you tell me earlier that you are a rich second generation. You don't even know it. You sent me On the day of the rescue, your aunt gave Dr. Fang a slap in the face in a daze, which shocked the jaws of all of us."

"What did you say?" Chen Xi's voice was low

"Qi Qi..." Su Neng stopped his mouth and said, is my girlfriend naturally dumb?

"Don't you know?" Qi Qi asked Chen Xi suspiciously.

"what happened"

"It was the day you committed suicide. You had just been sent to the hospital. Doctor Fang was terrified when he saw you in the ambulance. Doctor Wang took over. Then, your aunt rushed in. The first thing she did was give Fang The doctor slapped you, saying that you became what you are today because of Dr. Fang, and that you have schizophrenia, PTSD"

When Qi Qi was so eloquent that he couldn't hold back, Su Neng chose to leave quietly.

Chen Xi blamed herself very much. She didn't plan to tell Fang Qing about these things. No, she planned not to tell Fang Qing for the rest of her life. She didn't want her to suffer any harm. Lin is the same, why don't you take Auntie?

"Chen Xi, do you really like Dr. Fang? The kind of love between lovers" Qi Qi asked

"It's not that I like her, I love her" Chen Xi said with great certainty

"..." If you can use dots to express, Qi Qi must really want to use it now

"It's hard to imagine, right? I also find it unbelievable, but I fell in love with her as early as ten years ago, and until ten years later, liking has long since turned into love. It's a pity that it's just my wishful thinking."

"Chen Xi, aren't you hiding too deeply?"