After standing there blankly for a while, I suddenly realized that I forgot to ask her name again.Do you vaguely remember someone calling her "Musa"?Is it her English name?
I went to the bathroom to wash my face, but the tears gathered on my jaw faster than the water dripped, and then dripped into the pool.There are ripples, like a heart lake that has been thrown into a stone.The pain of being broken, after all, is not worth the confusion that disturbs the mind.
When I opened the notebook, my pale face was reflected on the fluorescent screen.Like all self-abuse personalities, he is used to recording his heartache in the middle of the night.
XNUM X night
The body is like floating clouds, the heart is like flying catkins, and the breath is like gossamer.A wisp of lingering fragrance is here, what do you want for a thousand gold wanderers?
Friends have heard news from you continuously, such as, you have returned to your country, such as, you have been engaged.People look at me with complex and difficult eyes, but there is clarity in sympathy.I told myself, I don't care, because I care too much, so I don't care.Exiling himself to this city alone has cut off all escape routes.However, all the mental construction and preparations are no match for the eyes that look at you in embarrassment, the pain, heart palpitations, and tears cannot be contained, so you can only let it go.
You know, I met you today.Passing by each other but not being able to share the pain of cherishing each other, I didn't understand before that the guys who just thought of writing were all too hypocritical, so that they wrote such tortured words, such as: We can never go back.
Until now, when I really rubbed shoulders with you, I realized that the pain was not exaggerated.Suman, can't we go back too?I saw you in that person's arms, quiet and safe, but in contrast, I was so naive and failed, just like before.After all, I really don't deserve you, do I?
An acute cold came and went quickly, the next day I went to work as usual, Ning Zhiyuan greeted me as soon as he saw me. "Jimo."
"Ning Zhiyuan." I frankly met his eager eyes. "I'm not very savvy. It's best if you tell me what you have to say in the future. Anyway, thank you yesterday."
His eyes lit up, and he looked me up and down in disbelief. "You, you can be regarded as a little response. If you ignore me again, I really think you are made of stone."
I smiled slightly and sat down in my seat. He followed and said in a low voice, "Lawyer Luo, don't worry. If he dares to trouble you, I will testify for you and we will report him."
I wryly smiled and said, "How can I report without evidence?" At that time, the incident happened in a hurry, and there was no audio recording or video camera. If the report fails, he will bite back. He only said that I couldn't be promoted, and I deliberately framed it. Isn't it self-inflicted? trouble?
"There used to be a senior sister who suffered from him like this. Later, when the incident was exposed, he pushed all the responsibility on the senior sister, and he pushed it all away. The senior sister was dumb and ate Coptis chinensis. She has the backbone, she can only resign and leave." Ning Zhiyuan said, "When he used you again, I was worried that this would happen, but unexpectedly, I was really worried."
I don't want to talk about it again, don't even want to think about it.If it were me in the past, I might choose to resign and refuse to work with that scumbag in a fit of rage, but now, I will never be so impulsive.I also made a mistake. The mistake was that I lost my principles, so I can no longer choose to resign and escape by mistake. The more he insults me, the more I want to do things under his nose and show him success!
Lawyer Luo is also a smart person, so naturally he wouldn't openly antagonize me, but he couldn't help embarrassing me in private, in retaliation for my wrongdoing of his plan to curry favor with Judge Cao.For example, deliberately arrange a lot of chores for me, repeatedly print documents and send faxes, consuming my time and patience.I'm not annoyed, I do all his orders well, so that he can't be picky, and I will work overtime if I am asked to work overtime. stand up.
During this period, Ning Zhiyuan's hospitality towards me became more and more obvious, he either gave me food or drinks all day long, and it was invalid for me to return it, so I had to ask my female colleagues to enjoy it for me.He didn't care, he still bought some gadgets to stuff in my drawer day after day, and I was so worried that opening the drawer every day was a mental torture.
One day when he came to work, he mysteriously handed over a note, and at the end, his blushing faded away.I just felt a little bit in my heart, it couldn't be...then what?Afraid of what to come, unfolded the note and wrote a line of delicate small characters: Jimo Sigui, you said that it would be best if I had something to say to you next time. After thinking about it, your words made sense, so I decided to invite you to lunch. If there is no objection, see you at the restaurant opposite during lunch break.
I threw the note into the trash can by my feet, and flicked through the file to hide my anxiety.to go, or not to go?If I go, if he speaks a bunch of vague words during the meal, I will naturally have no intentions. If I refuse bluntly, it will inevitably hurt people.not going?In case someone just cultivated friendship with me with good intentions, wouldn't I worry too much about myself and appear petty instead.
After much deliberation, I finally decided to go to the appointment. There is no forced business in the world. If it is really the worst scenario I imagined, at worst, I will face it with a hard scalp, and it would be tactful.
The more I don't want the time to pass, the more time flies, and the lunch break arrives in the blink of an eye. I saw Ning Zhiyuan walking out first, so I slowly packed up the files and rushed to the appointment.
As soon as I entered the restaurant, I saw him looking up, and he was very happy when he saw me appear. "I was worried you wouldn't come."
I smiled awkwardly, found a place to sit with him, and said first: "How could it be. I should treat you to dinner as well."
He was startled, then smiled for a moment and said, "That's not going to work, I'll invite you for this meal."
I don't want to.If he invites this meal, I have to invite it back for any reason, and when I eat like this, when will it be the end.He hurriedly said: "Senior brother Ning, I want to thank you. If you don't let me invite you for this meal, isn't it to make me feel uneasy all the time?"
Sure enough, he hesitated, and muttered to himself: "That being said..."
"That's the decision." I took the menu and started to order.
"Jimo, I, I want to..."
"I don't know what you like to eat, why don't you come and order." Without giving him a chance to speak, I handed him the menu.
"Uh, it's up to you to make up your mind, I'm free, free." He waved his hand shyly, and he pushed the menu back to me. "Jimo, I, I want to ask you, do you have a boyfriend?"
My fingers pinching the menu froze, and I couldn't answer for a while.
Maybe it was my silence that gave him encouragement, and he said again: "Jimo, I appreciate you very much, if you want, can you..."
"No." Even though I had rehearsed various euphemistic versions in my mind beforehand, at the critical moment, I still said the three most blunt words in the world based on my intuitive reaction.Ning Zhiyuan's stunned and disappointed expression came into his eyes, and there was a tinge of guilt in his heart, but more importantly, he was relieved - it's good to have said it thoroughly.
I went to the bathroom to wash my face, but the tears gathered on my jaw faster than the water dripped, and then dripped into the pool.There are ripples, like a heart lake that has been thrown into a stone.The pain of being broken, after all, is not worth the confusion that disturbs the mind.
When I opened the notebook, my pale face was reflected on the fluorescent screen.Like all self-abuse personalities, he is used to recording his heartache in the middle of the night.
XNUM X night
The body is like floating clouds, the heart is like flying catkins, and the breath is like gossamer.A wisp of lingering fragrance is here, what do you want for a thousand gold wanderers?
Friends have heard news from you continuously, such as, you have returned to your country, such as, you have been engaged.People look at me with complex and difficult eyes, but there is clarity in sympathy.I told myself, I don't care, because I care too much, so I don't care.Exiling himself to this city alone has cut off all escape routes.However, all the mental construction and preparations are no match for the eyes that look at you in embarrassment, the pain, heart palpitations, and tears cannot be contained, so you can only let it go.
You know, I met you today.Passing by each other but not being able to share the pain of cherishing each other, I didn't understand before that the guys who just thought of writing were all too hypocritical, so that they wrote such tortured words, such as: We can never go back.
Until now, when I really rubbed shoulders with you, I realized that the pain was not exaggerated.Suman, can't we go back too?I saw you in that person's arms, quiet and safe, but in contrast, I was so naive and failed, just like before.After all, I really don't deserve you, do I?
An acute cold came and went quickly, the next day I went to work as usual, Ning Zhiyuan greeted me as soon as he saw me. "Jimo."
"Ning Zhiyuan." I frankly met his eager eyes. "I'm not very savvy. It's best if you tell me what you have to say in the future. Anyway, thank you yesterday."
His eyes lit up, and he looked me up and down in disbelief. "You, you can be regarded as a little response. If you ignore me again, I really think you are made of stone."
I smiled slightly and sat down in my seat. He followed and said in a low voice, "Lawyer Luo, don't worry. If he dares to trouble you, I will testify for you and we will report him."
I wryly smiled and said, "How can I report without evidence?" At that time, the incident happened in a hurry, and there was no audio recording or video camera. If the report fails, he will bite back. He only said that I couldn't be promoted, and I deliberately framed it. Isn't it self-inflicted? trouble?
"There used to be a senior sister who suffered from him like this. Later, when the incident was exposed, he pushed all the responsibility on the senior sister, and he pushed it all away. The senior sister was dumb and ate Coptis chinensis. She has the backbone, she can only resign and leave." Ning Zhiyuan said, "When he used you again, I was worried that this would happen, but unexpectedly, I was really worried."
I don't want to talk about it again, don't even want to think about it.If it were me in the past, I might choose to resign and refuse to work with that scumbag in a fit of rage, but now, I will never be so impulsive.I also made a mistake. The mistake was that I lost my principles, so I can no longer choose to resign and escape by mistake. The more he insults me, the more I want to do things under his nose and show him success!
Lawyer Luo is also a smart person, so naturally he wouldn't openly antagonize me, but he couldn't help embarrassing me in private, in retaliation for my wrongdoing of his plan to curry favor with Judge Cao.For example, deliberately arrange a lot of chores for me, repeatedly print documents and send faxes, consuming my time and patience.I'm not annoyed, I do all his orders well, so that he can't be picky, and I will work overtime if I am asked to work overtime. stand up.
During this period, Ning Zhiyuan's hospitality towards me became more and more obvious, he either gave me food or drinks all day long, and it was invalid for me to return it, so I had to ask my female colleagues to enjoy it for me.He didn't care, he still bought some gadgets to stuff in my drawer day after day, and I was so worried that opening the drawer every day was a mental torture.
One day when he came to work, he mysteriously handed over a note, and at the end, his blushing faded away.I just felt a little bit in my heart, it couldn't be...then what?Afraid of what to come, unfolded the note and wrote a line of delicate small characters: Jimo Sigui, you said that it would be best if I had something to say to you next time. After thinking about it, your words made sense, so I decided to invite you to lunch. If there is no objection, see you at the restaurant opposite during lunch break.
I threw the note into the trash can by my feet, and flicked through the file to hide my anxiety.to go, or not to go?If I go, if he speaks a bunch of vague words during the meal, I will naturally have no intentions. If I refuse bluntly, it will inevitably hurt people.not going?In case someone just cultivated friendship with me with good intentions, wouldn't I worry too much about myself and appear petty instead.
After much deliberation, I finally decided to go to the appointment. There is no forced business in the world. If it is really the worst scenario I imagined, at worst, I will face it with a hard scalp, and it would be tactful.
The more I don't want the time to pass, the more time flies, and the lunch break arrives in the blink of an eye. I saw Ning Zhiyuan walking out first, so I slowly packed up the files and rushed to the appointment.
As soon as I entered the restaurant, I saw him looking up, and he was very happy when he saw me appear. "I was worried you wouldn't come."
I smiled awkwardly, found a place to sit with him, and said first: "How could it be. I should treat you to dinner as well."
He was startled, then smiled for a moment and said, "That's not going to work, I'll invite you for this meal."
I don't want to.If he invites this meal, I have to invite it back for any reason, and when I eat like this, when will it be the end.He hurriedly said: "Senior brother Ning, I want to thank you. If you don't let me invite you for this meal, isn't it to make me feel uneasy all the time?"
Sure enough, he hesitated, and muttered to himself: "That being said..."
"That's the decision." I took the menu and started to order.
"Jimo, I, I want to..."
"I don't know what you like to eat, why don't you come and order." Without giving him a chance to speak, I handed him the menu.
"Uh, it's up to you to make up your mind, I'm free, free." He waved his hand shyly, and he pushed the menu back to me. "Jimo, I, I want to ask you, do you have a boyfriend?"
My fingers pinching the menu froze, and I couldn't answer for a while.
Maybe it was my silence that gave him encouragement, and he said again: "Jimo, I appreciate you very much, if you want, can you..."
"No." Even though I had rehearsed various euphemistic versions in my mind beforehand, at the critical moment, I still said the three most blunt words in the world based on my intuitive reaction.Ning Zhiyuan's stunned and disappointed expression came into his eyes, and there was a tinge of guilt in his heart, but more importantly, he was relieved - it's good to have said it thoroughly.
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