Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

"I'm very determined, either I don't love it, or I love it, it's 100%. So, you can't push me away, unless you don't love me anymore." Once again, it crashed into Suman's quiet and quiet eyes, in a trance, Just nostalgic to the point of heartache.Those deep pool-like black pupils were silent, and the sun fell on her curly and thick eyelashes, casting two light shadows on the bottom of her eyes. Occasionally, she blinked lightly, like a butterfly flapping its wings, like a feather brushing against her heart.In front of her, she was so beautiful that it was almost unreal, like a long-lost dream amidst all the splendor.

I thought so, so I said so. "To me, you are as beautiful as a dream I just want to never wake up from."

"Fool, I'm not beautiful, that's me in your eyes." Suman said softly, before I wanted to refute, she raised her hand to cover my mouth. "I'm just an ordinary woman, and I need other people's affirmation to yearn for love. I can't allow myself to lose my foothold, and I can't lose other people's recognition of me. These are all based on the premise of hurting you."

Faintly knowing what Suman was going to say to me, I gently pulled her hand away, giving her a gesture of silent listening, and let her continue talking with peace of mind.

"Sigui, maybe, the me you love may not necessarily make you happy, and may even bring you misfortune..." Suman's voice gradually became depressed, and there was a trace of hesitation in his clear and firm eyes. Uneasy, "Are you still so firm? Do you still think I'm beautiful?"

"I don't care about other people's censure and criticism. I only care about you. As long as you still love me, I will have the courage to stay by your side." Gritting my teeth, I said firmly. "As for you, I don't care what others think of you. In my heart, you are the most beautiful, beautiful, intellectual, elegant, wise, calm but not indifferent, indifferent and yet deadly style... There will be no one in the world better than you Better people!"

My wayward words made Suman smile slightly helplessly, "Even if the blame and criticism will come from your closest relatives?"

"You mean my mother?" I sensed the hidden worry in Suman's words, and my heart was slightly worried, but it took me a moment to adjust my mentality. "No matter what mother says about you, I won't listen. I'm not a child, I have my own judgment, you treat me well, who else can understand except myself? Who can judge?" I Gritting his teeth, "Even if it's a mother."

"Well, you did it." Suman smiled lightly, pulled me to squat down in front of her, and her slender and soft fingers quickly stroked my cheek, very lightly, slowly Playing, seemingly carelessly, but full of tenderness. "I used to worry that you were just a child at heart to me. No matter how you like it for a while, it will come and go quickly. Children are the most fickle..." She paused slightly, and the fingers caressing my cheeks also slightly moved. Stagnation. "But you proved everything with your actions."

"I won't force you to promise me anything." I was worried that Su Man was worried about the divorce with Xia Ruiting. Although my heart was sour, the urge to love her was greater than anything else. "You follow your rhythm, I... I can do it."

"But I promised you." Suman's gentle smile came into my eyes, almost making me dumbfounded. "Don't act like a fool who is ready to be wronged. Let me ask you, if I say it, do you still think about it like before?"

I turned my face away in embarrassment, how dare I admit it?Suman's words, I have always been doing the reading comprehension when I was studying. I tried my best to break apart and analyze, and I don't know how many kinds of extended meanings the original author probably didn't think of.

"Sigui, your carefulness is an advantage, but it's too much." Afraid that my knees would go numb after squatting for a long time, Suman motioned me to get up.

I stood up following her will, stomped my feet, and looked at the translucent floor-to-ceiling windows behind her.Suman's office is on the 35th floor. From this height, it looks like cars are like insects and people are like ants.No matter whether you are worth over [-] million or penniless, you are generally small in the eyes, not worth mentioning.As for Suman, who has been sitting at this height and in this position, it is really difficult for her to give up such a basic point and habit of looking down.I can understand, including her beautiful and charming in my eyes, at least part of the additional aura of her own beauty comes from this.She is mature, she is wise, and she is looked up to in a high position. Every decision of hers is related to the welfare of tens of thousands of people and even the safety of their lives... Such a woman is of course serious and well-founded, and her reason will always prevail. The emotional side.

I remember when I first met her, she was like this, doing things in an orderly manner, always deciding everything rationally, and even getting along with me was constructed by rational rules and regulations to create a calm to almost cold atmosphere.She doesn't explain anything to me, and it is rare to have such a warm and undefended spiritual dialogue like today. All along, our way of getting along has been done by her. In my opinion, there is no need to express your position, just accept it.And her starting point has always been "for my own good".But now, she has changed, and I know the reason for this is because I have passed the test of time and have the capital to stand by her again, because the current me has gradually made her feel at ease and dared to occasionally use the weak Leaning against my arms, absorbing my natural and harmless warmth.The outside world is full of snobbery and cleverness, the more she is good at dancing and knowing how to use it well, the desire for purity in her bones will make her cherish my existence even more. Those countless nights of embracing and sleeping, although only occasionally, can be She did say that I am her pure land.

I hope that I can be mature enough to bear the wind and rain with her, and I am afraid that I will lose the purity and authenticity that she desires and loves the most. Suman must feel very uncomfortable in her heart. No matter how mature and rational she is, she is just an ordinary person. A woman, as she herself said, yearns for love and approval. This is not her greed but our helplessness. Things that are clearly available at your fingertips need to use the emotion of longing because you choose to fall in love with me... She will also If you are entangled, you will worry about gains and losses, and you will worry about taking care of one thing and losing another, so you have to think and weigh repeatedly.For a long time, she has tortured herself like this. When I was only wandering in the small world of the two of us, she had carefully rehearsed, avoided, and even avoided the obstacles we knew and unknown that we might encounter. solve.Back then, after foreseeing the difficulties and dangers that she might encounter in the future, Xiao Ke directly chose to escape, leaving me alone to wander in the same place, but Suman, after experiencing a lot, still chose to face it, even , help me face it.

I can predict what kind of storm my mother will bring tomorrow, but before I flinch, Suman chooses to catch up.She loves me, so she respects the mother who gave birth to me, but what can I do for her?Her mother is such a lofty existence that even Suman, who is as calm and wise as Suman, dare not pat her chest to ensure that she can be comforted, let alone me?

"What do you think?"

A pair of gentle palms suddenly pressed lightly on my shoulders, and when I turned around, the amazingly beautiful eyebrows and eyes were as clear and clear as water.I suddenly relaxed, thinking so much what to do?The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge. I love Suman, and she loves me too. Isn't that enough.

All the restlessness and hesitation in my heart, at this moment, are just like the clouds breaking through the sky, the snow is falling, and the sky and the earth are all clear and translucent, just like my state of mind.It was just a surprise visit from my mother, and I could imagine what she would say with my eyes closed.I don't need to do anything, just hold Suman's hand and stand in front of her, telling her that we love each other, isn't that enough?

With a slight smile, I pressed Suman's hand on my shoulder and shook it lightly. "I'm thinking about where to take my mother for a walk tomorrow, but I rarely go out by myself, so I really don't have a clue."

"It's me." Suman smiled slightly, took out his fingers and patted my face lightly. "Accompany me to work overtime today, if you perform well..."

"What?" My eyes lit up, and Suman was amused by the sudden excitement, and immediately sat back in my seat pretending to be calm.

"Oh, what's the good in the end?" I rushed over and asked relentlessly.

"Why do you think I suddenly let Xu Jia take two days off?" Su Man looked down at me, shook his head helplessly, then raised his hand and pointed to the sofa. "You, go and sit over there, don't bother me now, I will take you to dinner later, I have two meetings in the afternoon, it may be very late, if you are bored, just wait for me in the lounge. "

"..." I haven't said anything yet, but they have planned everything.I puffed my mouth and pretended to be dissatisfied, swayed from her in front of her and sat down on the sofa, picked up a magazine and pretended to read it.

Suman ignored me after finishing speaking, and continued to devote himself to the great business of reviewing documents.

Her office has excellent lighting conditions. I glanced at her secretly across the magazine. The sun shines on her through the large and transparent floor-to-ceiling glass. Countless small and warm light spots interweave into hazy wavelengths. She is black and quiet. His hair was illuminated into a warm light brown, and his expression of raising his eyes occasionally in thought was fatally overlapped with that afternoon four years ago.

Four years ago...it turns out that we have really known each other for so long.

At that time, I still didn't know what it means to fall in love at first sight. Those indescribable emotions were intertwined and settled in the bottom of my heart with faint joy and fear.I remember the way she talked to me for the first time, her expression when she was angry with me for the first time, and the charm when she was emotional for the first time. So many memories and so many complexes filled my 26 years of unexamined life. I can't find the exit, so I can only store them all in the deepest treasure box in my heart, and place them neatly one by one.

Before I cried and fell down, you stretched out your hand to me. This is not your selfishness but my luck. We can start again, and I will never escape again. Never let go of your hand again.

Suman will always be by my side, don't ask me why, that's how I trust her.This trust came for no reason, but it was taken for granted, as if she and I were born to be so compatible, in the name of love, we will never leave.

It seemed that I didn't expect Suman to show up at the airport with me to pick up the plane. When my mother saw Suman, she was obviously taken aback.

"Auntie, hello." Suman pulled me forward together, hid her hand behind me and patted me lightly to show me to behave better. "haven't seen you for a long time."

"Hehe, Miss Su, long time no see." Jiang is old and hot. Although my mother was taken aback, she recovered quickly, smiled at Su Man without any emotion, and then turned to me and said: "Sigui, you're really serious, such a trivial matter is really troublesome to others? Didn't you just come and pick me up yourself?"

I wanted to say that Suman was not someone else, that she was my dearest and most beloved woman, but I couldn't hold back when I got to the point of my mouth, and I hurried up and hugged my mother's arm, playing tricks: "Oh, you I also know that I'm a road idiot, if I come to pick you up by myself, I'm afraid I won't even be able to find the way home."

While talking, I walked out of the airport. Suman booked a private room in a big hotel in the city early in the morning. I don't understand her, but I deliberately keep talking more and more vigorously.I was worried that Su Man was uncomfortable, so I kept answering in Mandarin, which annoyed my mother, and said with a cold snort, "It's been a long time since I came out, and my hometown doesn't recognize me anymore. Why, speaking the native dialect made you lose your face?"

"No embarrassment, no embarrassment, just do as the Romans do, Mom." I deliberately pretended not to see my mother's anger, and changed the topic. "By the way, as soon as I heard that you will stay for three days this time, I immediately asked for leave to accompany you. I will accompany you to go shopping in the afternoon. You are not cute shopping, ah, yes, why don't you drop by?" Going to Hong Kong?"

In order to prevent my mother from dragging the flames of war on me and Suman, I really took great pains, and I was doing S city promotion there, wishing my mother could get out of the car and go shopping now. Please spare us both.My mother is an old man, so she can't see what I'm thinking?After a sneer, he stopped talking, and the atmosphere in the car became a little stiff for a while.Suman, who was driving the car, also noticed it, and took the initiative to say: "Auntie, I heard from Sigui that you want to take a look at the tea market here. If you don't mind, I can provide you with a copy of the latest market research. Maybe It will help you."

As soon as these words came out, my mother and I were taken aback at the same time.I was just saying casually, Suman, she even found someone to do market research?I'm used to Suman's strong action ability. From being amazed to being able to face it calmly, my mother was really shocked. "Hehe, thank you so much, Ms. Su, for bothering you about such a trivial matter." Although she still had a grudge in her heart, she turned to me objectively and praised Suman in dialect, similar to looking at someone else. The style of doing things and the power of action, so I have to study hard.

Suman smiled softly, "Auntie, you are too polite, and I can just lift a finger."

"Ah, the hotel is here!" I stretched my neck and saw that the hotel was already in sight. As soon as Suman stopped the car, I pulled my mother out of the car.While Suman was locking the car and taking the bag, I quietly turned my back and said to my mother: "Mom, please don't make things difficult for her anyway. If you have anything to say, come at me after dinner."

My mother was startled when she heard the words, and a trace of dissatisfaction appeared in her brows, "I haven't said anything yet, why are you protecting the food first?"

After all, she gave me a hard look and walked towards the hotel with her head held high.

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