The woman in front of her started her classic uncomfortable movement again, embracing her arms.Seeing my embarrassed figure, Zhong Xia stuck out her tongue, hid behind Su Man and pointed at her quietly, and told me with her lips: "I'm angry."

My scalp exploded, and I moved to stand in front of her in embarrassment.Only then did I realize that Miao Sa was also standing by the window, and when she saw me coming, she raised her glass to me.

Seeing me walking over, Suman turned around and left after giving him a cold look. How could I not see the obvious "followme" aura?Quickly followed up.

Sure enough, the destination was the bathroom. As soon as I entered, I rushed to the pool and began to wash off the sticky arms, and then tore off the paper and wiped my body carefully. It was so uncomfortable, this sticky feeling!

Suman stood aside with a cold face, I didn't dare to look at her directly, so I had to peek at her condensed expression from the mirror, the face that was originally a charming lotus face was covered with frost at this moment, it made me feel like I was walking on thin ice.I couldn't help being startled, Zhong Xia said she was angry?Angry at me for dancing with Ning Zhiyuan?But Suman has never been petty about such things, besides, isn't she just finishing dancing with others?

As if feeling the question in my heart, Suman finally said, "What are you thinking?"

What do you think?I stared at her blankly, not understanding what she meant by asking this sentence.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Suman frowned, and said again: "It's my fault to agree to the bet without permission, but don't you really understand the situation at that time?"

"Forced?" I repeated blankly, so Suman was going to explain to me about that nasty bet?

"Aren't you unfamiliar with Musa's mouth, she keeps saying she wants to chase you, can I forcefully stop her? Take ten thousand steps back and say that even if I forcefully stop her, she will listen?" Su Man said in a serious voice.

I don't know why she was the one explaining to me, but I could hear the strong dissatisfaction in her tone. Why does it seem to be my fault?I opened my mouth, not knowing what to say for a moment.

Suman said again: "I am confident that you will not change, so I accepted her bet. I don't think there is any problem with it. Will she stop bothering you if I reject the bet? Or do you want me Ask you to change your job and move? I can understand that you are unhappy for a while, but your actions have disappointed me. Sigui, are the maturity and changes you mentioned just casually? The you tonight are the same as the previous ones. What's the difference between you?"

I was dumbfounded by her series of questioning, blah blah blah!I can accept her explanation. In fact, I didn't intend to get entangled in this matter, but her accusation against me-what did I do wrong?I just said yes to a dance out of courtesy, what did I do wrong?Or am I simply wrong that I shouldn't be here!

"When you saw Xia Ruiting and I appeared together, you were unhappy. Sigui, have you ever thought that would you be happy when you see me like this? This is a reality that I can't change. I thought you Really understand me, now it seems that I was wrong."

As Suman spoke, his words became more and more serious.Yes, I admit that I saw that she was unhappy with Xia Ruiting, but I didn't say anything, I didn't put any pressure on her, I even stayed away from her to avoid embarrassment when she saw me—how could it still lead to What has she thought of so much?Swallowing was a little weak, I swallowed a few times hard, my throat tightened, and my throat was burning.

"Sigui, think about it carefully, don't be blinded by past feelings and take it for granted to stay by my side, what do you think about me, if you can't accept the current situation, don't force yourself!"

Maybe it was my silence that angered Suman even more. She waited for a while without my response, her face darkened, and then she said something that almost made me bleed out of anger.It is no exaggeration, I was so angry that I was bleeding, and there was only one voice in my head: What did I do wrong?What did I do wrong?How did it rise to such a height that even I doubted my feelings for her? !

After Suman finished speaking, he turned and left, leaving me standing alone in the bathroom with wine stains all over my body.At the bottom of my heart, I was thinking about what Suman said just now, without any clue, but my heart gradually woke up from the silence, and then, it ached clearly.Even the sour process was omitted, the tears fell directly out of the eye sockets, and then fell into the pool in big drops.

The door opened again, and Zhong Xia walked in poking around. "Sigui?"

"Don't talk to me." I choked up and waved my hand, signaling her to leave.

Although Zhong Xia is kind, the young lady's temper is hard to control, sometimes she can't help being subjective, just like at this moment, instead of letting me calm down, she grabbed my arm and yelled loudly: "Vanessa is too much! You What's wrong with dancing with others, I'll scold you like this!"

I grasped the point of her words in a mess. "Are you really angry because I danced with someone else?"

"Who knows!" Zhong Xia said angrily, "Not long after you went to dance, Musa came and saw you and said that the man was chasing you, ah, speaking of this, Sigui, is this true?"

"Let's get to the point." At this time, there was still gossip, and I was really convinced.

She stuck out her tongue, "Oh, then Vanessa came over, I wanted to make you angry with her, I said she can dance with Xia Ruiting, why can't you dance with others, is it true, why is she angry?"

I was completely defeated by Zhong Xia!No wonder Suman called me in out of nowhere and made such a fuss. It turned out that she mistakenly thought that I danced with Ning Zhiyuan on purpose because I was competing with her?She thought I was still as impatient and childish as before? !

"Sigui, did I say something wrong?" Finally belatedly realizing that he might have been a disservice, Zhong Xia became slightly uneasy.

"It's nothing, Zhong Xia, let me stay alone, I'm so annoyed." I didn't want to take my anger out on her, although Suman misunderstood me, but what she said really hurt my heart Heart, no matter what the motive is, it's just a previous habit to casually suspect my feelings for her. Could it be that she can't even see my heart for her...my heart?Is she heartless? !Being teased by others to misunderstand me with a few words, she never trusted me at all, never believed that I would change for her!

Just casually denying my feelings, my sincerity to her...

Those who don't want to be angry, don't want to cry, but the grievances flooding in are out of control like a flood bursting a bank.Tears fell more and more fiercely, I was like a child who loves to compete with myself, and decided to let myself bury my head in the pool and cry happily, then wiped away my tears and left resolutely, leaving here, leaving this uncomfortable and speechless everything.

When I went out, I ran into Miao Sa standing in the corridor, and was surprised to see her lighting a cigarette.

I walked past her sullenly, and was grabbed by her. "Do you want one?"

After knowing all this, I can't say I hate her, but I don't have the 100% trust and respect I had at first.No matter what the reason is, I can't accept her behavior of teasing other people's feelings because of her own preferences, let alone talking about the little tricks she played in it, creating encounters several times, and even deliberately telling Su Man that Ning Zhiyuan My favor.

Looking sideways at her, she was leaning against the wall, with her left foot pointing to the ground, lazily smoking a thin cigarette.With a tall and slender figure and a beautiful and radiant face, she looked even more handsome and charming against the backdrop of the black dress and skirt.This is a woman who can be called "good-looking", but at this moment, I just feel plain, even ugly.Because she violated my faith, the flower of love, which should have been pure and beautiful, was watered by her with destructive impurities, and now it is getting sick.

"I'll go back first. I'll send the dress to be cleaned. If you think it's inappropriate, I'll pay you for a new one, or you can send the bill to my mailbox." I said coldly, turned around and left .

Ignoring Miao Sa's reaction, I left the hotel and went straight home.Open the car window, let the cold wind blow in, the heat in the body is gradually suppressed, but the mind becomes clearer.Maybe, Suman's words are not completely wrong. I am different now than I used to be?Still the same?Perhaps, in my bones, I am still the cowardly and lacking self-confidence I used to be, so I carefully study and judge the situation and carefully explain to my lover.I have not been able to live a truly wanton life, not only because I fell in love with a woman who is better than me in every way, but because of my inner self, she has not been able to truly understand her own value.

Forget who said that if a person wants to transcend his environment and origin, progress is not enough, he must evolve.Evolution cannot be achieved overnight, just like the principle of quantitative change to qualitative change, so put away your distracting thoughts, pretentiousness, and groaning without illness, and do things down-to-earth.Bearing it bravely is the first step. I was misunderstood and blamed by Suman, but I was able to press the pain of the earth-shattering that day in my heart, go back to sleep, go to work, and prepare for the next challenge. I have won myself.

When I went back that night, I didn't call Suman, nor did I wait for her call. I added food and water to Manman, and then I washed and went to sleep. On the contrary, Miao Sa's call came after me, with a cautious tone, not a bit of the wantonness and publicity of the past. .

"Apprentice, are you asleep?"

"Well, I fell asleep."

"Well, oh, that's right, you can just throw away that dress if it gets dirty. I have a lot of them anyway, so it doesn't matter." Obviously flattering, or just looking for something to say.

"I've told you about the way to deal with the dress just now, and you can choose the same." My voice was calm and safe, and I thought, just as I often can't hear Suman's emotions, Miao Sa should also treat my suit at this time. The inner thoughts know nothing.This doesn't feel bad, no wonder they all like to talk like this to show their maturity and elusiveness.

Sure enough, Miao Sa coughed and became even more uncertain. "Apprentice, well, I still have some information about the case of the day after tomorrow, do you want it?"

"Master, let's save the business for tomorrow when I go to work. Now I have to rest."

"Oh, you still think of me as a master." Miao Sa's words revealed obvious surprise, "I thought you were going to break with me."

"You think too much. I can tell the difference between public and private affairs. Well, if there is nothing else, good night, master."

After I finished speaking, I hung up the phone.Miao Sa is certainly irritating, but in all fairness, if there is no opportunity to take advantage of the tight bond between me and Suman, even ten Miao Sa make troubles and I can laugh proudly, so I will not take my anger on her.

Lying back on the bed, I stared blankly at Kongluo on one side, touched the white pillow with my fingers, and muttered to myself: "Suman, Suman, silence is not a solution, but at least, silence can be faced, facing me and you. There is a real spiritual gap between them. I will give you time to examine, examine me and the relationship I brought, and before you make a decision, I will not disturb you, and we will go on parallel for the time being."

Thinking about it carefully, I was attracted to her at the beginning because of her unique tranquility. When I think about problems, I am extremely domineering, but I can't help but feel soft and distressed.Rubbing the astrology of my water system, perhaps, meeting her is destined to be tolerant and change shape for her in this life.

Feelings close to morbidity, obsession like a double-edged sword, doomed to be blocked by success, and blocked by failure.

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