She usually likes to hold my arm when going out, but this time it was my turn to hold her arm, shyly, like a bird.After checking my identity with the front desk, she helped me into the elevator slowly, and as soon as the door closed, I immediately hugged her: "Hmph, you said I was not serious last night, you are serious, why did you bring me to the hotel?"
She turned her face sideways with a half-smile, "You can go back now if you want to."
"I don't." I curled my lips, not being provoked by her.
As soon as I saw the room number, a certain string in my brain clicked and broke. "Suman, I see!" I said excitedly, "This is the room you lived in when you first came to my house, isn't it! You booked this room on purpose, didn't you?" Oh my god, my goddess is too It's romantic, how can she be so romantic, this is forcing me to cry.No, I have to hold back.
"Not bad, you can still remember." Mingming was so excited, she had to keep her face serious, as if all these things had nothing to do with her.
After closing the door, my legs didn't work well, and it hurt a little when I walked, so I jumped directly onto the big sofa, and then I hooked my fingers at her. "Let's order room service, we'll have lunch here, we won't go out."
"Who wants to take you out?" She glanced narrowly at my legs, walked to me and sat down, and let me immediately put my head on her lap.
"Oh..." I couldn't help but let out a long sigh, and grabbed her fingers and squeezed them. "It's better to be comfortable outside. You can do whatever you want. At home, if you look at you more often, my mother will stare at you, saying that I am like that husband stone."
"Your mother said that about you?" Suman also thought it was funny, the hotel room was too warm, she took off her coat as soon as she entered the door, and now she came to help me take it off again.
I think I am really a very pure and good young man, with straight roots, and I am serious and serious on weekdays, but every time her little finger touches my button, I always have some very beautiful thoughts Woolen cloth?It's broad daylight now, Jimo Sigui, do you have no bottom line... In order to distract my attention, I have nothing to say: "Speaking of the husband stone...Suman, who of us is the husband and who is the wife? ?”
Su Man probably never thought about this question, he was startled when he heard the words, and then smiled: "Little thing, why are you asking this?"
"No reason, just... just curious." I turned over to let her take my thick coat conveniently, and then threw her down with ease. "Hey, call me husband and listen."
She was not angry at being thrown by me, but her face immediately became sour when she heard this. "It's not dark yet, are you dreaming?"
"You...you call me, and I will obey whatever you say from now on, I promise to obey." I licked my lips and began to lure. "You have to know that in our family's tradition, whether it's right or wrong, the wife always wins. Really, just call me, I won't suffer."
She then smiled, and the spring breeze brushed through her eyes, and the little me was reflected in those dark pupils, so immature and so joyful. "I have the final say on whether to suffer or not? What are the benefits? Let's hear it."
I hurriedly said: "No matter how busy or tired you are, my husband will promise to cook and wash for my wife, and I will also give you a massage and back massage, and press where you point."
She remained silent, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, her long eyelashes were lightly covered, and two light shadows fell from her dark eyes.
I was a little anxious, grabbed her finger, pointed to the ring and shouted: "I have already proposed to you, I don't care, you are my wife, no matter in name or in reality, you can only marry me I'm bound."
"Marriage proposal? Isn't it a joke?" Her eyes flickered slightly, obviously she was wronged at the beginning, and now she is waiting for an opportunity to take revenge.
My face collapsed: "The sentence that was a joke is a joke."
Probably because she didn't expect me to be so sophisticated, she froze for a second.
"Can't I be wrong..." Afraid that she would still care, I quickly bowed my head and confessed. "I was so angry at the time, thinking that you were going to marry someone else, I was unwilling but I had no position to fight... I'm sorry, I will never say those heartless things in the future." Seeing that she was still silent As I said this, I felt a pain in my heart, and gently rubbed her trembling eyelashes. "Suman, it's all over." It's not that I don't remember what idiots I did to her that morning, but now...
"Your evaluation of yourself is quite pertinent." She raised her eyes to look at me with quiet and calm eyes.
I was taken aback, "Huh?"
"Ah, what?" She looked at me angrily, "I can do whatever I want, but if you accidentally expose your back, you will immediately turn your face and deny anyone. Let me tell you, I still feel wronged now." She He said faintly, and suddenly pulled himself up: "Go away, don't touch me."
Pushed by her like this, I leaned straight off her body, and watched her sit up and straighten her clothes and hair in a daze.I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: It's over, is this old account going to be settled with me for the rest of my life...
Suman ignored me, straightened his clothes, turned on the TV and started watching, obviously to put me away.
When I was kicking my head around Suman, there was a knock on the door. Suman shook off me to open the door, and soon the dining car pushed in.The red wine steak fruit plate even has a cake.My child had a heart attack, he reached out and stuffed a mouthful into his mouth, and immediately narrowed his eyes sweetly.When I was digging for the second time, a certain person who was holding Joe with me finally couldn't hold back, and slapped me on the back of the hand: "Go and wash your hands!"
I stuck out my tongue guiltily, and went to the bathroom to wash my hands. Halfway through the wash, I suddenly saw the huge jacuzzi inside. My heart skipped a beat, I raised my eyes, and my cheeks were strangely flushed.
With a cough, he washed his hands again with pretentiousness, and then slowly jumped out again.Hey, why did the room suddenly become dark?Upon closer inspection, it turned out that the curtains were all drawn.Suman was standing with her back to me. While I was washing my hands, she had already set the dinner plate on the table and lit the candles romantically.Hearing me come out, she poured the wine without raising her head and said, "Let's eat dinner first, and the cake is for you in the afternoon."
Seeing that I didn't answer, she finished pouring the wine, perhaps a little surprised, and turned to look at me.
Just for a moment, time seemed to stand still.She was standing at the dining table pretty and alive, with a gentle expression and picturesque eyebrows.The neckline of the white sweater is very low, and you can clearly see the slender clavicle lying horizontally under the neck, stretching to the sides like butterfly wings.Her long hair hangs down her shoulders, under the candlelight it shimmers like a lake, and her skin is as white as milk.The extreme contrast of black and white all over her body makes her look delicious.
"Suman..." His voice suddenly choked, and I was afraid that the beauty in the candlelight was just a dream.
"What's the matter?" She asked softly, approached and took my hand, leading me to sit down at the dining table.
"It's nothing..." Embarrassed by my own emotions, I quickly shook my head and stared blankly at her sitting opposite, holding the crystal cup in her plain hand, letting the icy red glow on her fingers.All of a sudden, everything in the world became nothingness, there was no hotel, no lunch, no candlelight, even the air was nothingness. In my eyes and my heart, there was only her, and it was only her.
She smiled knowingly, and suddenly raised her glass to me. The smile in her eyes was as hard to capture as fireworks, but it instantly lit up the entire sky.
I hurriedly picked up the cup in front of me, and drank it in a daze like a boy who just met a date for the first time, and then received her concerned gaze in the next second. "What are you doing in such a hurry? The afternoon is still long."
"Happy." I said with a smile.What I am embarrassed to say is: with you, a lifetime is not long enough.
She smiled leisurely, her eyes and brows were full of beauty.This meal was extremely tangled and extremely joyful, she was naturally calm and elegant, but I became more and more embarrassed, I couldn't bear to take my eyes away from her for a moment, the way she gently cut the steak, the way she pursed her lips with a smile, The water in her eyes was full of water, and even her rosy lips were soaked in wine, like crystals under the candlelight.
She didn't let me drink too much, fearing that it would be bad for my recovery, but once everything was tainted with love, I couldn't help people's control. I comforted her and comforted myself along the way, so why not indulge once in a while?The more she drank, the more she drank, a thin thread seemed to protrude from her heart, and it affected her whole body with every frown and smile.Emotions were seduced, and suddenly it seemed to be flying a kite. In fact, she didn't talk much during the whole lunch. She only remembered that she ate a small half of the steak and then started to eat fruit. The corners of her delicate lips were stained with a little juice, shining brightly. Like a shining diamond hidden in a treasure chest.
The blood started to flow in my head, and I didn't want to eat—no, no, to be precise, I found something I wanted to eat more.
I forgot how it all started. When I could finally see the scenery in front of me clearly, she was already in my arms, and she stumbled down on the ocean-like soft and warm big bed. "Suman..." I shouted in a daze, but she gently lifted my head and sealed it with a kiss.The fragrance on her body stimulated my remaining rationality, I couldn't tell the distance from the near, the real from the fake, so I simply didn't think about anything, and just concentrated on feeling this love with my fingers and lips.
The air seemed to be on fire, and her dignified and reserved face was filled with uncontrollable joy, biting her lips with pain and joy, her long eyelashes trembling like fallen leaves in the wind.The soul flew up for a while, and seemed to fall for a while. Her slender legs half-knelt on me, and her long hair flowed across the air like a waterfall.
Sometimes she groans softly, and sometimes she bites her lips, her snow-colored skin is covered with a thin layer of pink, she is as supple as a dying white bird.Desires are like weeds that grow wildly in summer, I hear my heart beating wildly, and all the uncertainties and entanglements die together at this moment, but the love that cannot be separated from eternal life burns like a raging flame, burning my soul to death ash.
The vicissitudes of life, the world is changing, even if the world is separated, as long as there is still a breath left, I still can't resist a tear from her, and I can't resist a hug.She is the unique treasure deep in my soul, the only one I want to hold tightly in the palm of my hand even at the moment of life and death.
"Thinking...Thinking..." She whispered dreamily, half-opening her misty pupils, the desire in her eyes gurgling like a mountain spring.
Before I met her, I never knew who could call my name so touchingly and deeply tenderly.I think of her elegant and delicate smile when I first met her, her soul-piercing eyes, her tears of sadness and disappointment, and her... This seduction brought the emotion of my life.
They hugged each other and slept for a long time before waking up faintly.
She has not yet woken up, her calm and ignorant sleeping face is as pure as an angel.I watched for a while, and then for a while, until the scorching gaze made even the sleeping person feel uncomfortable. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me quietly.
"Why do you seem unhappy?" I didn't ignore the slight disturbance in her eyes.
"You make me sad." She lowered her eyes, any strand of hair that was too long ran across her neck, I stretched out my hand to hook it, but she gently patted it away.
"So wronged." I took a deep breath and held hers with my fingers under the quilt. "I didn't do anything."
She looked at me for a few seconds, then said quietly: "I just dreamed about you, and you refused to go with me, but insisted on staying with another woman."
"Huh? That woman is over 50, right? Is it my mother?" I deliberately teased her.
She doesn't smile.The long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if angry.I didn't dare to joke anymore, and said seriously: "I heard that dreams and reality are opposite, besides, it's just a dream. Don't be unhappy, let's get up and watch a movie?"
"Not even in a dream." But it was rare for her to compete like a child. "It's not okay to make me feel bad."
"Okay, okay, no." I've never seen her like this before, I was half fresh and half reluctant, so I put my arms around her slender shoulders and comforted her. "It's all my fault that I bullied you in my dream, or you can beat me up to vent your anger."
Only then did her face soften a little, and she whispered: "Next time, make me have such a dream again, and settle accounts with you together."
When I saw that she was serious, I couldn't help but think it was funny. Who was she dreaming about?To be so angry, it must not be my mother.
Seeing me sniggering, she couldn't help but feel ashamed, so she raised her hand and slapped me on the shoulder: "You're still laughing!"
This embroidered fist... I couldn't help but pressed her down again and kissed her. She didn't push hard, but kept avoiding me repeatedly. Her long neck was swinging from side to side. His mouth was so dry, he couldn't help but bit down on it.
"Hiss—" She gasped suddenly.
I finally let go with satisfaction, carefully admiring the epoch-making significance of the first... bite mark in Miss Suman's life.It was really enjoyable to bite, but when I looked up and saw her bright eyes and water vapor, I couldn't help being dumbfounded.Oops, is the mouth too heavy? "Su...Suman..." I swallowed nervously. "Does it hurt?"
"Needless to say that you look like Manman, just learn it everywhere, what if your mother sees it!" Suman didn't care about my physical injury at this time, and even pushed and kicked me down.
"What's the matter if you see it? Sooner or later." I couldn't help arguing, "You see, my legs are getting better, and I can go to Shanghai with you after a week or so. "
"You have a good plan." She snorted, pushed me away and sat up, seeing my hee-hee eyes, immediately pulled the quilt under her shoulders. "Let me ask you, what if your mother refuses to allow you to leave home?"
"How old am I, if I really want to leave, who can stop me?"
She looked at me sideways, and suddenly sighed softly: "Sigui, I don't want to become a bad person who destroys your happy family of three generations."
"You're not——Suman, why do you think so?" This was serious, and I put away my loose posture and sat up.
"Then you promise me, if mom doesn't agree, we will ask her to agree together, and wait until she agrees. Even if I go to Shanghai to wait for you first. No matter what, don't abandon your home." She said softly, but she was extremely firm.
"Suman..." Looking at the waves in her eyes, I thought of everything she had done to come to me, because she made such a painful decision to abandon her family, so no matter what, she didn't want me to make the same mistakes again, right?
"I used to wonder what kind of family could raise such a precious child like you, and now I finally understand." She helped me straighten my hair, her warm smile was like sunshine shining on the snow. "Sigui, having such a family is your greatest happiness. Promise me, never destroy it."
"What about you? What about your happiness?" My heart was sour, like a vat of old vinegar. "Suman, I will not put you out of this happiness."
"Then share it with me." She smiled lightly, but that smile warmed my heart all the time. "If this happiness is contrary to our little happiness, don't rush to make a choice, we will be together, and we still have a lot of time. Sigui, apart from false fame, we have nothing less than others."
When it was getting dark, the snowflakes began to float again, and the street was soon completely white.The only people who go shopping on Christmas day are couples. Watching young men and women walk by laughing, or flirting, thinking of what Suman said, I feel peaceful, and I don’t even envy them for being upright.Of course we don't have what they have, but what we experience and feel, they will never have in their lifetime.
In the heavy snowfall, I proudly threw down the umbrella Suman bought, pulled her around behind the street lamp, tore off the big scarf and put half of it around her neck, covered my cheeks and kissed her lips.A tinge of pink soon appeared on her snow-white cheeks, she was a little ashamed, but it was hard to hit me outside, so she could only give me a stern look.
She asked me to call the shots at dinner, so I took the call and took her to a small restaurant where I used to eat in high school.I haven't been here for a few years, the shop is twice as big as before, and the decoration of the store is much better. To my surprise, the boss is still the same boss, and of course, the proprietress is also the same proprietress.
She followed me in, but rarely made any comments.Without thinking about it, I knew that she must have never tasted such a delicacy as rice noodles, so I ordered directly without asking her.I didn't expect the proprietress to still remember me. When she saw my face, she chatted with me excitedly, and even ordered her husband to serve me the rice noodles for two people. Twice as many, I was sweating profusely.
"What were you talking about just now? Do you know this boss?" Suman kicked me lightly under the table while the boss's wife was finally busy.Obviously a little unhappy, I left her alone and chatted with others on my own, using a dialect she couldn't understand.
"She said that I haven't changed from my appearance in high school, and I can recognize it at a glance." Seeing her not moving my chopsticks, I quickly introduced: "Try it, it's really delicious, definitely older than you Those deadly expensive things are delicious."
She just took a sip of it, her eyelashes flickering: "What else did you say? Besides, why is she looking at me like that?"
"You look good." I laughed out loud, but she gave me a sharp look.Hurry up and rub your face. "She asked me if you were my classmate who always came to eat rice noodles with me. I said no, and she was upset. She said that there was no girl in this school that she didn't know. There was no reason for you to be so shiny. But she has no impression of the girl. Haha."
She snorted. "Really, I always come to eat with you, who is it?"
"..." Why did I come out of my mouth again? "Just a classmate who got along very well at that time..."
"That's right." She replied flatly.
"Everyone is married, and their children are crawling all over the floor." I thought something was wrong, and added another sentence.
"Well, I know quite clearly." She smiled half-smile.
"Sister, that's a high school classmate, I don't believe it, you don't have a familiar classmate or something." I was in a hurry, and I thought about it, I have all the wedding invitations for me, not many Many also included 800 yuan.
"Then I don't always eat with so-and-so." She said slowly.
Of course you didn't, hmph, at that time, someone from Lin probably contracted out the job of having dinner with you.I can only slander in my stomach, but I dare not say it out of my mouth.
Probably seeing that I was really in a hurry, she stopped teasing me and sipped the soup. The cold air when she first entered the store seemed to dissipate, and her face, which was too white, gradually became a little rosy. "It's quite delicious." Finally, she put down the spoon and made a comment.
I was certain in my heart that the depression just now dissipated, and I couldn't help saying: "Yes, I think you must like it."
There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, one hand under her chin, and she looked at me leisurely, her eyes were unusually transparent.I blushed when she saw it, and hurried to eat rice noodles.Suddenly there was a noise, it was Suman's cell phone that rang, and she quickly picked it up as soon as she looked at the caller display: "Auntie."
Is it my mother?I was wondering why my mother called Suman, when I heard Suman say, "I'll be going back soon, I'm having dinner... It seems to be near the school where Sigui used to be in high school... Well, we will be careful on the way... Alright, I'll call you after I get in the car."
Seeing her hang up the phone, I was a little unhappy: "My mother is really, why did you call you? She didn't say anything to you, did she?" I was only worried about whether my mother thought we were going back late and complained about Suman.
"Fool, your mother called me to see you." Seeing that I had finished eating, she raised her hand to pay the bill.
is that so?I was thinking about it when I saw that she was going to take out the card, so I quickly held her hand and said, "Give me a break with the proprietress, just pay the card for a few dozen dollars. Does this look like a credit card machine?"
She gave a soft ah, and saw that the proprietress was also looking at her with a smile, and couldn't help being a little embarrassed, holding the card to give or accept it.
I love her shriveled face so much, I couldn't help but touched her face, lowered my voice and said triumphantly: "Don't worry, my husband will come here, I won't lock you here."
She glared at me, and then took the card angrily.After paying the bill, I took her by the hand and went out. As soon as I opened the door, silver snow was flying all over the sky. Ice crystals fell on the eyelashes, and soon turned into a ball of water, which slid down the cheeks in a cool way.
"I'm afraid it's not easy to take a taxi in heavy snow."
"Your mother called a car for us, it should be here soon." Suman smiled slightly.
"Ah, when?" I saw her holding the phone, and couldn't help but take a look at it, and saw a text message from my mother: I called a car for you, the license plate number is XXX, I know this driver, you guys Just wait by the school.Don't ride around in the car. It's the end of the year, you two girls, be careful and safe. "
"Hey, my mother is really thoughtful." I couldn't help but sigh, indeed, a child with a mother is like a treasure.But why didn't she send it to me and sent it directly to Suman?Is it really what Suman said, not to see outside?
Suman didn't answer my words, but just stood pretty on the side of the road, with unexplained emotions in his eyes.But she was obviously full of thoughts, but she stubbornly pursed her lips, without saying a word, and let the snowflakes fall slowly on her hair and shoulders.
The car arrived soon, and I carefully checked the license plate number, and it was the right one. "Let's go." I took her hand, looked into the depth of her eyes, and smiled brightly: "Let's go home."
"Yeah." She also showed her face, and her fingertips brushed my forehead hair covered with ice crystals, and then gently slid across my cheeks.
"Let's go home."
The author has something to say: If you say no to thugs, you are determined not to thugs.
It's finally over. After writing my love letter of more than 100 million words, I felt a strong sense of exhaustion, and my whole body was not feeling well in the middle of the night.This ending tossed me for more than ten hours. It was nothing more than dissatisfaction with this and that. After three or four revisions, it was finally finalized.I'm sorry that I can't give you the long-awaited big boat show. Just like this, I'm worried that it will become Luo Jiasuo again.
The story belonging to Suman and Sigui is really over here. I joked that I will write the third part. I am sorry to disappoint you, because next, I will go all out for my sister Mu. Struggled with the little gummy.I hope everyone will support us a lot, fattening party, overlord party and so on, come to us for a private chat.
In the end, the director and Mr. Bottle, I will give it to you as a gift for your lover, please wait as if nothing happened, anyway, you will definitely see it in your lifetime.
Otherwise, just compare your life with me, right? (serious face
It is said that deep love does not last long, and wisdom will hurt. The latter is fine. I am afraid that I will occupy the former.
PS is not cheating.Anyway, I'll have to write it before I hang up.
Episode 170 - The Goddess's Life Is a Dream
The first time she saw that woman, she was actually very displeased because of her father's ambiguous behavior towards her, not to mention that the woman had a very boring face.Through that face, she will always be forced to evoke some memories that she has tried her best to forget. In the past, a woman she buried deep in her heart.
Actually they don't look alike.Occasionally, she would also think about why she became more interested in her later.It's just that every time I think about it, my mind is exhausted and I can't get the answer. After a long time, I gradually stop thinking about it.
She has always had a straightforward temperament, she doesn't like to be procrastinated, and her likes and dislikes are as clear as water.
It's just that since when, that serious face became more attractive in her eyes.She gradually realized that her existence was not only forcing her to study, but also not only her father's lover as she guessed.At that time, she often said that as long as you beat me, you will be what you say.At first she was just dissatisfied, and was led to challenge higher heights again and again, but hell never won. This made her more eager to compete. During class, during meals, and even when sleeping I often think of her, like a dazed man.
Later, they got to know each other gradually, and when her father was busy, he even entrusted her to her to take care of her.At that time, she was only in her 20s, but she was mature beyond her age. From three meals to studying, she took care of everything seamlessly.She has provoked many times, saying do you want to marry my dad?Tell you, it's useless, my dad can't marry another woman, and grandpa won't like you either.She is not annoyed, but the look in her eyes often makes her jump violently, and she always treats her like a child.Although she is young, she is quite arrogant. Once she puts on the expression of being a teacher, she can't help tearing it up, as if this is the only way to prove that she is not stubborn and immature - but it often backfires.Later, she was also tired, and sometimes she was lazy to see her, but if she really didn't show up for a while, she would become dazed again, always wondering whether she had forgotten her.In fact, it's ironic when I think about it, how could she forget her because she was so devoted to her father?It was just this knowledge that made her upset and disgusted inexplicably.
It's just that I never thought of this disgust, and I have hated it for more than ten years.
In the past ten years, she has watched her become more and more mature, elegant and quiet in her speech, and sophisticated in her actions. Her father valued her and even opened an office under her name, as if laying another big brick for her to enter the Ling family's door.She found fault and quarreled, but she just smiled and asked her if she wanted to come and help her without losing the opportunity.She was short of breath for a while, so she couldn't help but sarcastically said, you open a mom-and-pop shop, what's the point of me intervening?As soon as the words came out, she regretted three points first. She thought she would refute, but she just smiled and lost her temper. In the end, she still hurt herself.She asked her, Miao Sa, why did you become a lawyer?She was speechless, and hesitated for a long time before choking out a satisfactory answer, I want to win you, I have never been able to win you in these years, maybe all the entanglements in my heart are unspeakable, but it is just a desire to compete, she thought, I I just want to win you, Qin Shuanghua, I treat you, that's all.
The woman hid herself very deeply, except for her career, she was always elegantly tired, as if she didn't care about anything.But she has a lot of friends, all kinds of religions, black ways and white ways, wherever she dabbles, there must be her confidants.She seldom talks about her emotions, and when she chats occasionally, her red lips are dull, but her eyes are full of affection. She often troubles which side really belongs to her heart, and sometimes she can't help but wonder how she will be in front of her father. , Which side will be hidden, and which side will be dedicated, but thinking about it later, it will always stop angrily and cannot continue.When I was very tired, I would think, it is too difficult to figure out a person, so I don’t have to punish my heart?It can be seen that she cares about everything about herself, is gentle and meticulous, and only thinks that she is somewhat special, but when she turns around, she treats others the same way.The gentleness and meticulousness without emotion, the same caring and caring, she looked into her eyes, and suddenly understood that she could not escape in this life, whether unwilling or angry, her desire was greater than anything else, she wanted her There is nothing ordinary in the eyes, only her.
When her father had an accident, she was not around, and she even learned the news passively.She ran around alone, and even took care of her grandfather's illness. She suddenly despaired, as if the situation she had been longing for all this time suddenly disappeared.She didn't stay because of power, she was actually sincere to her father.She was so tired that she fell asleep. She twisted the towel in her hand and repeated it repeatedly, but she dared not touch her body. Sitting on the side of the bed and looking at her eyebrows that were difficult to heal in her sleep, she felt that the world was so close, a dream freezing cold.
Maybe it will always be like this between them, and the reason is just like this.Only one heart is bumping repeatedly, it is difficult to convince myself.She never gives up easily, no matter how big the obstacle is, she just turns around and forgets it. If she is as indifferent and ruthless to her as the object of love when she was young, maybe she can still be deterred, but she has such a pair of passionate eyes, looking at her quietly , as if she put her in the bottom of her heart, never forgetting.
So she only focused on rehabilitating her father, hoping first, and she was eager for quick success. She persuaded her, but she didn't listen, as if she could save her father by saving her father first, or, she just didn't want her father to accept it. her love.
It's not that she didn't think there would be a trap, but she let her thoughts go back. If there are really thousands of arrows piercing the heart in this world, her life will only be about this matter.The innocent and kind girl had been carefully helping her with the housework the night before, but now she was lying in a pool of blood, and her life and death were unknown.She hated it so much that she wanted to kill, and when she saw those livestock through her relationship, she picked up the wooden stool and smashed them, until at the end of the beating, she collapsed on the ground from exhaustion.She persuaded her, but she vented her personal anger, she approached her, very close, almost close to her body, she didn't struggle, she just looked at her faintly, calm down, you have paid the price for your impulse.She was suddenly very weak, and in a panic, she cried out for the first time, scratching her hair, wishing that she was the one who was lying in the intensive care unit with uncertain life or death.
why?She questioned her, why am I such a failure?Looking back on this life, from birth to the present, everything seems to be going smoothly, but in fact everything is far-fetched and forced.Birth, old age, sickness and death, love, parting, not being able to ask, resentment and resentment, it turns out that life is the first suffering, but she is stuck in not being able to ask for it, but why is it so painful that she can't help herself, wishing she had never been born?
She held her in her arms and wiped away her tears.She couldn't help being weak, and asked again, why you refused.He refused to say anything, he only hoped that she would understand, and she really understood.Shaking her head, she smiled awkwardly, which made her teeth itch with hatred, and she couldn't control it, so she threw herself on the ground and pressed her down hard.
She let her bully, let her vent her emotions, but when she was about to tear off her last cover, she looked at her tenderly, Miao Sa, I can give you everything, except love.
She was exhausted all at once.I want nothing but love.His lips and teeth trembled, as if he had bitten out blood.She stared at her blankly and got up angrily.Suddenly she was very sad, she looked like this, and she said like this... What else can I fight for?After so many years of tossing around like a clown, what else can she toss about?
Turning around to escape from her room, it seemed that she had escaped from her life, but all the haze did not dissipate, and her warm touch seemed to be still in the palm of her hand.If you never know that feeling is okay, once you taste it, how can you forget it forever and be a stranger ever since?
The father was successfully rescued, but he was also discouraged and retreated early.Grandpa's condition has improved, and everything in the family seems to have returned to the moment when nothing happened. She saw her father holding her hand, but did not mention marriage, and her usually handsome face had an aging look.Heartbroken, but with nothing to say, she proposed to go abroad for a few years, but her father was noncommittal, but she turned pale.Do you have to go?She found a quiet place and wanted to touch her head, but she avoided it.Her lips trembled first, she sighed, as if she was fighting with herself, but she smiled again after a while, how long did she plan to go out?
She looked at her, but she looked out the window.I didn't think about it.Suddenly I couldn't help stabbing her again, so I laughed, I'm counting on you at home, and I won't change my words.
She smiled lightly, if I don't marry your father, will you still leave?
She stays, what do you mean.My heart was flustered like rain, but my face didn't change at all.
Your father said that he didn't want to drag me down. After all these years, I have done enough for the Ling family.She said lightly, brushing her fingers over her ears and brushing her broken hair.
She was completely stunned, staring into her eyes, hoping to look into her deep heart.But I heard her say, I am able to have today because of your father's strong support. Without him, I am afraid that I would not even be able to finish college, let alone become the Qin Shuanghua I am today.
She has never heard her mention the past, and she has been climbing desperately when she is very ambitious, but it turns out that everything has its own cause and effect, and what she has gained today is just to make up for what she lacked in the past. She just doesn't want to endure poverty anymore, she has done nothing wrong.She thinks about paying, and she has a thousand words for a while, but she has nothing to say for a while.After lingering for a while, I asked, do you love him.
She didn't hesitate, kindness is also love, not to mention that your father is also a teacher and friend to me, and I am willing to do whatever he wishes.If this is love, then I love him.
She hesitated for a few seconds, and I understood.
She looked at her, Miao Sa... calling her softly, as if giving everything.The face that was once clear to the bone was gradually blurred at this moment.Smiling weakly, she knows that all her tenderness is only in this sound
She turned her face sideways with a half-smile, "You can go back now if you want to."
"I don't." I curled my lips, not being provoked by her.
As soon as I saw the room number, a certain string in my brain clicked and broke. "Suman, I see!" I said excitedly, "This is the room you lived in when you first came to my house, isn't it! You booked this room on purpose, didn't you?" Oh my god, my goddess is too It's romantic, how can she be so romantic, this is forcing me to cry.No, I have to hold back.
"Not bad, you can still remember." Mingming was so excited, she had to keep her face serious, as if all these things had nothing to do with her.
After closing the door, my legs didn't work well, and it hurt a little when I walked, so I jumped directly onto the big sofa, and then I hooked my fingers at her. "Let's order room service, we'll have lunch here, we won't go out."
"Who wants to take you out?" She glanced narrowly at my legs, walked to me and sat down, and let me immediately put my head on her lap.
"Oh..." I couldn't help but let out a long sigh, and grabbed her fingers and squeezed them. "It's better to be comfortable outside. You can do whatever you want. At home, if you look at you more often, my mother will stare at you, saying that I am like that husband stone."
"Your mother said that about you?" Suman also thought it was funny, the hotel room was too warm, she took off her coat as soon as she entered the door, and now she came to help me take it off again.
I think I am really a very pure and good young man, with straight roots, and I am serious and serious on weekdays, but every time her little finger touches my button, I always have some very beautiful thoughts Woolen cloth?It's broad daylight now, Jimo Sigui, do you have no bottom line... In order to distract my attention, I have nothing to say: "Speaking of the husband stone...Suman, who of us is the husband and who is the wife? ?”
Su Man probably never thought about this question, he was startled when he heard the words, and then smiled: "Little thing, why are you asking this?"
"No reason, just... just curious." I turned over to let her take my thick coat conveniently, and then threw her down with ease. "Hey, call me husband and listen."
She was not angry at being thrown by me, but her face immediately became sour when she heard this. "It's not dark yet, are you dreaming?"
"You...you call me, and I will obey whatever you say from now on, I promise to obey." I licked my lips and began to lure. "You have to know that in our family's tradition, whether it's right or wrong, the wife always wins. Really, just call me, I won't suffer."
She then smiled, and the spring breeze brushed through her eyes, and the little me was reflected in those dark pupils, so immature and so joyful. "I have the final say on whether to suffer or not? What are the benefits? Let's hear it."
I hurriedly said: "No matter how busy or tired you are, my husband will promise to cook and wash for my wife, and I will also give you a massage and back massage, and press where you point."
She remained silent, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, her long eyelashes were lightly covered, and two light shadows fell from her dark eyes.
I was a little anxious, grabbed her finger, pointed to the ring and shouted: "I have already proposed to you, I don't care, you are my wife, no matter in name or in reality, you can only marry me I'm bound."
"Marriage proposal? Isn't it a joke?" Her eyes flickered slightly, obviously she was wronged at the beginning, and now she is waiting for an opportunity to take revenge.
My face collapsed: "The sentence that was a joke is a joke."
Probably because she didn't expect me to be so sophisticated, she froze for a second.
"Can't I be wrong..." Afraid that she would still care, I quickly bowed my head and confessed. "I was so angry at the time, thinking that you were going to marry someone else, I was unwilling but I had no position to fight... I'm sorry, I will never say those heartless things in the future." Seeing that she was still silent As I said this, I felt a pain in my heart, and gently rubbed her trembling eyelashes. "Suman, it's all over." It's not that I don't remember what idiots I did to her that morning, but now...
"Your evaluation of yourself is quite pertinent." She raised her eyes to look at me with quiet and calm eyes.
I was taken aback, "Huh?"
"Ah, what?" She looked at me angrily, "I can do whatever I want, but if you accidentally expose your back, you will immediately turn your face and deny anyone. Let me tell you, I still feel wronged now." She He said faintly, and suddenly pulled himself up: "Go away, don't touch me."
Pushed by her like this, I leaned straight off her body, and watched her sit up and straighten her clothes and hair in a daze.I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: It's over, is this old account going to be settled with me for the rest of my life...
Suman ignored me, straightened his clothes, turned on the TV and started watching, obviously to put me away.
When I was kicking my head around Suman, there was a knock on the door. Suman shook off me to open the door, and soon the dining car pushed in.The red wine steak fruit plate even has a cake.My child had a heart attack, he reached out and stuffed a mouthful into his mouth, and immediately narrowed his eyes sweetly.When I was digging for the second time, a certain person who was holding Joe with me finally couldn't hold back, and slapped me on the back of the hand: "Go and wash your hands!"
I stuck out my tongue guiltily, and went to the bathroom to wash my hands. Halfway through the wash, I suddenly saw the huge jacuzzi inside. My heart skipped a beat, I raised my eyes, and my cheeks were strangely flushed.
With a cough, he washed his hands again with pretentiousness, and then slowly jumped out again.Hey, why did the room suddenly become dark?Upon closer inspection, it turned out that the curtains were all drawn.Suman was standing with her back to me. While I was washing my hands, she had already set the dinner plate on the table and lit the candles romantically.Hearing me come out, she poured the wine without raising her head and said, "Let's eat dinner first, and the cake is for you in the afternoon."
Seeing that I didn't answer, she finished pouring the wine, perhaps a little surprised, and turned to look at me.
Just for a moment, time seemed to stand still.She was standing at the dining table pretty and alive, with a gentle expression and picturesque eyebrows.The neckline of the white sweater is very low, and you can clearly see the slender clavicle lying horizontally under the neck, stretching to the sides like butterfly wings.Her long hair hangs down her shoulders, under the candlelight it shimmers like a lake, and her skin is as white as milk.The extreme contrast of black and white all over her body makes her look delicious.
"Suman..." His voice suddenly choked, and I was afraid that the beauty in the candlelight was just a dream.
"What's the matter?" She asked softly, approached and took my hand, leading me to sit down at the dining table.
"It's nothing..." Embarrassed by my own emotions, I quickly shook my head and stared blankly at her sitting opposite, holding the crystal cup in her plain hand, letting the icy red glow on her fingers.All of a sudden, everything in the world became nothingness, there was no hotel, no lunch, no candlelight, even the air was nothingness. In my eyes and my heart, there was only her, and it was only her.
She smiled knowingly, and suddenly raised her glass to me. The smile in her eyes was as hard to capture as fireworks, but it instantly lit up the entire sky.
I hurriedly picked up the cup in front of me, and drank it in a daze like a boy who just met a date for the first time, and then received her concerned gaze in the next second. "What are you doing in such a hurry? The afternoon is still long."
"Happy." I said with a smile.What I am embarrassed to say is: with you, a lifetime is not long enough.
She smiled leisurely, her eyes and brows were full of beauty.This meal was extremely tangled and extremely joyful, she was naturally calm and elegant, but I became more and more embarrassed, I couldn't bear to take my eyes away from her for a moment, the way she gently cut the steak, the way she pursed her lips with a smile, The water in her eyes was full of water, and even her rosy lips were soaked in wine, like crystals under the candlelight.
She didn't let me drink too much, fearing that it would be bad for my recovery, but once everything was tainted with love, I couldn't help people's control. I comforted her and comforted myself along the way, so why not indulge once in a while?The more she drank, the more she drank, a thin thread seemed to protrude from her heart, and it affected her whole body with every frown and smile.Emotions were seduced, and suddenly it seemed to be flying a kite. In fact, she didn't talk much during the whole lunch. She only remembered that she ate a small half of the steak and then started to eat fruit. The corners of her delicate lips were stained with a little juice, shining brightly. Like a shining diamond hidden in a treasure chest.
The blood started to flow in my head, and I didn't want to eat—no, no, to be precise, I found something I wanted to eat more.
I forgot how it all started. When I could finally see the scenery in front of me clearly, she was already in my arms, and she stumbled down on the ocean-like soft and warm big bed. "Suman..." I shouted in a daze, but she gently lifted my head and sealed it with a kiss.The fragrance on her body stimulated my remaining rationality, I couldn't tell the distance from the near, the real from the fake, so I simply didn't think about anything, and just concentrated on feeling this love with my fingers and lips.
The air seemed to be on fire, and her dignified and reserved face was filled with uncontrollable joy, biting her lips with pain and joy, her long eyelashes trembling like fallen leaves in the wind.The soul flew up for a while, and seemed to fall for a while. Her slender legs half-knelt on me, and her long hair flowed across the air like a waterfall.
Sometimes she groans softly, and sometimes she bites her lips, her snow-colored skin is covered with a thin layer of pink, she is as supple as a dying white bird.Desires are like weeds that grow wildly in summer, I hear my heart beating wildly, and all the uncertainties and entanglements die together at this moment, but the love that cannot be separated from eternal life burns like a raging flame, burning my soul to death ash.
The vicissitudes of life, the world is changing, even if the world is separated, as long as there is still a breath left, I still can't resist a tear from her, and I can't resist a hug.She is the unique treasure deep in my soul, the only one I want to hold tightly in the palm of my hand even at the moment of life and death.
"Thinking...Thinking..." She whispered dreamily, half-opening her misty pupils, the desire in her eyes gurgling like a mountain spring.
Before I met her, I never knew who could call my name so touchingly and deeply tenderly.I think of her elegant and delicate smile when I first met her, her soul-piercing eyes, her tears of sadness and disappointment, and her... This seduction brought the emotion of my life.
They hugged each other and slept for a long time before waking up faintly.
She has not yet woken up, her calm and ignorant sleeping face is as pure as an angel.I watched for a while, and then for a while, until the scorching gaze made even the sleeping person feel uncomfortable. She slowly opened her eyes and looked at me quietly.
"Why do you seem unhappy?" I didn't ignore the slight disturbance in her eyes.
"You make me sad." She lowered her eyes, any strand of hair that was too long ran across her neck, I stretched out my hand to hook it, but she gently patted it away.
"So wronged." I took a deep breath and held hers with my fingers under the quilt. "I didn't do anything."
She looked at me for a few seconds, then said quietly: "I just dreamed about you, and you refused to go with me, but insisted on staying with another woman."
"Huh? That woman is over 50, right? Is it my mother?" I deliberately teased her.
She doesn't smile.The long eyelashes trembled slightly, as if angry.I didn't dare to joke anymore, and said seriously: "I heard that dreams and reality are opposite, besides, it's just a dream. Don't be unhappy, let's get up and watch a movie?"
"Not even in a dream." But it was rare for her to compete like a child. "It's not okay to make me feel bad."
"Okay, okay, no." I've never seen her like this before, I was half fresh and half reluctant, so I put my arms around her slender shoulders and comforted her. "It's all my fault that I bullied you in my dream, or you can beat me up to vent your anger."
Only then did her face soften a little, and she whispered: "Next time, make me have such a dream again, and settle accounts with you together."
When I saw that she was serious, I couldn't help but think it was funny. Who was she dreaming about?To be so angry, it must not be my mother.
Seeing me sniggering, she couldn't help but feel ashamed, so she raised her hand and slapped me on the shoulder: "You're still laughing!"
This embroidered fist... I couldn't help but pressed her down again and kissed her. She didn't push hard, but kept avoiding me repeatedly. Her long neck was swinging from side to side. His mouth was so dry, he couldn't help but bit down on it.
"Hiss—" She gasped suddenly.
I finally let go with satisfaction, carefully admiring the epoch-making significance of the first... bite mark in Miss Suman's life.It was really enjoyable to bite, but when I looked up and saw her bright eyes and water vapor, I couldn't help being dumbfounded.Oops, is the mouth too heavy? "Su...Suman..." I swallowed nervously. "Does it hurt?"
"Needless to say that you look like Manman, just learn it everywhere, what if your mother sees it!" Suman didn't care about my physical injury at this time, and even pushed and kicked me down.
"What's the matter if you see it? Sooner or later." I couldn't help arguing, "You see, my legs are getting better, and I can go to Shanghai with you after a week or so. "
"You have a good plan." She snorted, pushed me away and sat up, seeing my hee-hee eyes, immediately pulled the quilt under her shoulders. "Let me ask you, what if your mother refuses to allow you to leave home?"
"How old am I, if I really want to leave, who can stop me?"
She looked at me sideways, and suddenly sighed softly: "Sigui, I don't want to become a bad person who destroys your happy family of three generations."
"You're not——Suman, why do you think so?" This was serious, and I put away my loose posture and sat up.
"Then you promise me, if mom doesn't agree, we will ask her to agree together, and wait until she agrees. Even if I go to Shanghai to wait for you first. No matter what, don't abandon your home." She said softly, but she was extremely firm.
"Suman..." Looking at the waves in her eyes, I thought of everything she had done to come to me, because she made such a painful decision to abandon her family, so no matter what, she didn't want me to make the same mistakes again, right?
"I used to wonder what kind of family could raise such a precious child like you, and now I finally understand." She helped me straighten my hair, her warm smile was like sunshine shining on the snow. "Sigui, having such a family is your greatest happiness. Promise me, never destroy it."
"What about you? What about your happiness?" My heart was sour, like a vat of old vinegar. "Suman, I will not put you out of this happiness."
"Then share it with me." She smiled lightly, but that smile warmed my heart all the time. "If this happiness is contrary to our little happiness, don't rush to make a choice, we will be together, and we still have a lot of time. Sigui, apart from false fame, we have nothing less than others."
When it was getting dark, the snowflakes began to float again, and the street was soon completely white.The only people who go shopping on Christmas day are couples. Watching young men and women walk by laughing, or flirting, thinking of what Suman said, I feel peaceful, and I don’t even envy them for being upright.Of course we don't have what they have, but what we experience and feel, they will never have in their lifetime.
In the heavy snowfall, I proudly threw down the umbrella Suman bought, pulled her around behind the street lamp, tore off the big scarf and put half of it around her neck, covered my cheeks and kissed her lips.A tinge of pink soon appeared on her snow-white cheeks, she was a little ashamed, but it was hard to hit me outside, so she could only give me a stern look.
She asked me to call the shots at dinner, so I took the call and took her to a small restaurant where I used to eat in high school.I haven't been here for a few years, the shop is twice as big as before, and the decoration of the store is much better. To my surprise, the boss is still the same boss, and of course, the proprietress is also the same proprietress.
She followed me in, but rarely made any comments.Without thinking about it, I knew that she must have never tasted such a delicacy as rice noodles, so I ordered directly without asking her.I didn't expect the proprietress to still remember me. When she saw my face, she chatted with me excitedly, and even ordered her husband to serve me the rice noodles for two people. Twice as many, I was sweating profusely.
"What were you talking about just now? Do you know this boss?" Suman kicked me lightly under the table while the boss's wife was finally busy.Obviously a little unhappy, I left her alone and chatted with others on my own, using a dialect she couldn't understand.
"She said that I haven't changed from my appearance in high school, and I can recognize it at a glance." Seeing her not moving my chopsticks, I quickly introduced: "Try it, it's really delicious, definitely older than you Those deadly expensive things are delicious."
She just took a sip of it, her eyelashes flickering: "What else did you say? Besides, why is she looking at me like that?"
"You look good." I laughed out loud, but she gave me a sharp look.Hurry up and rub your face. "She asked me if you were my classmate who always came to eat rice noodles with me. I said no, and she was upset. She said that there was no girl in this school that she didn't know. There was no reason for you to be so shiny. But she has no impression of the girl. Haha."
She snorted. "Really, I always come to eat with you, who is it?"
"..." Why did I come out of my mouth again? "Just a classmate who got along very well at that time..."
"That's right." She replied flatly.
"Everyone is married, and their children are crawling all over the floor." I thought something was wrong, and added another sentence.
"Well, I know quite clearly." She smiled half-smile.
"Sister, that's a high school classmate, I don't believe it, you don't have a familiar classmate or something." I was in a hurry, and I thought about it, I have all the wedding invitations for me, not many Many also included 800 yuan.
"Then I don't always eat with so-and-so." She said slowly.
Of course you didn't, hmph, at that time, someone from Lin probably contracted out the job of having dinner with you.I can only slander in my stomach, but I dare not say it out of my mouth.
Probably seeing that I was really in a hurry, she stopped teasing me and sipped the soup. The cold air when she first entered the store seemed to dissipate, and her face, which was too white, gradually became a little rosy. "It's quite delicious." Finally, she put down the spoon and made a comment.
I was certain in my heart that the depression just now dissipated, and I couldn't help saying: "Yes, I think you must like it."
There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, one hand under her chin, and she looked at me leisurely, her eyes were unusually transparent.I blushed when she saw it, and hurried to eat rice noodles.Suddenly there was a noise, it was Suman's cell phone that rang, and she quickly picked it up as soon as she looked at the caller display: "Auntie."
Is it my mother?I was wondering why my mother called Suman, when I heard Suman say, "I'll be going back soon, I'm having dinner... It seems to be near the school where Sigui used to be in high school... Well, we will be careful on the way... Alright, I'll call you after I get in the car."
Seeing her hang up the phone, I was a little unhappy: "My mother is really, why did you call you? She didn't say anything to you, did she?" I was only worried about whether my mother thought we were going back late and complained about Suman.
"Fool, your mother called me to see you." Seeing that I had finished eating, she raised her hand to pay the bill.
is that so?I was thinking about it when I saw that she was going to take out the card, so I quickly held her hand and said, "Give me a break with the proprietress, just pay the card for a few dozen dollars. Does this look like a credit card machine?"
She gave a soft ah, and saw that the proprietress was also looking at her with a smile, and couldn't help being a little embarrassed, holding the card to give or accept it.
I love her shriveled face so much, I couldn't help but touched her face, lowered my voice and said triumphantly: "Don't worry, my husband will come here, I won't lock you here."
She glared at me, and then took the card angrily.After paying the bill, I took her by the hand and went out. As soon as I opened the door, silver snow was flying all over the sky. Ice crystals fell on the eyelashes, and soon turned into a ball of water, which slid down the cheeks in a cool way.
"I'm afraid it's not easy to take a taxi in heavy snow."
"Your mother called a car for us, it should be here soon." Suman smiled slightly.
"Ah, when?" I saw her holding the phone, and couldn't help but take a look at it, and saw a text message from my mother: I called a car for you, the license plate number is XXX, I know this driver, you guys Just wait by the school.Don't ride around in the car. It's the end of the year, you two girls, be careful and safe. "
"Hey, my mother is really thoughtful." I couldn't help but sigh, indeed, a child with a mother is like a treasure.But why didn't she send it to me and sent it directly to Suman?Is it really what Suman said, not to see outside?
Suman didn't answer my words, but just stood pretty on the side of the road, with unexplained emotions in his eyes.But she was obviously full of thoughts, but she stubbornly pursed her lips, without saying a word, and let the snowflakes fall slowly on her hair and shoulders.
The car arrived soon, and I carefully checked the license plate number, and it was the right one. "Let's go." I took her hand, looked into the depth of her eyes, and smiled brightly: "Let's go home."
"Yeah." She also showed her face, and her fingertips brushed my forehead hair covered with ice crystals, and then gently slid across my cheeks.
"Let's go home."
The author has something to say: If you say no to thugs, you are determined not to thugs.
It's finally over. After writing my love letter of more than 100 million words, I felt a strong sense of exhaustion, and my whole body was not feeling well in the middle of the night.This ending tossed me for more than ten hours. It was nothing more than dissatisfaction with this and that. After three or four revisions, it was finally finalized.I'm sorry that I can't give you the long-awaited big boat show. Just like this, I'm worried that it will become Luo Jiasuo again.
The story belonging to Suman and Sigui is really over here. I joked that I will write the third part. I am sorry to disappoint you, because next, I will go all out for my sister Mu. Struggled with the little gummy.I hope everyone will support us a lot, fattening party, overlord party and so on, come to us for a private chat.
In the end, the director and Mr. Bottle, I will give it to you as a gift for your lover, please wait as if nothing happened, anyway, you will definitely see it in your lifetime.
Otherwise, just compare your life with me, right? (serious face
It is said that deep love does not last long, and wisdom will hurt. The latter is fine. I am afraid that I will occupy the former.
PS is not cheating.Anyway, I'll have to write it before I hang up.
Episode 170 - The Goddess's Life Is a Dream
The first time she saw that woman, she was actually very displeased because of her father's ambiguous behavior towards her, not to mention that the woman had a very boring face.Through that face, she will always be forced to evoke some memories that she has tried her best to forget. In the past, a woman she buried deep in her heart.
Actually they don't look alike.Occasionally, she would also think about why she became more interested in her later.It's just that every time I think about it, my mind is exhausted and I can't get the answer. After a long time, I gradually stop thinking about it.
She has always had a straightforward temperament, she doesn't like to be procrastinated, and her likes and dislikes are as clear as water.
It's just that since when, that serious face became more attractive in her eyes.She gradually realized that her existence was not only forcing her to study, but also not only her father's lover as she guessed.At that time, she often said that as long as you beat me, you will be what you say.At first she was just dissatisfied, and was led to challenge higher heights again and again, but hell never won. This made her more eager to compete. During class, during meals, and even when sleeping I often think of her, like a dazed man.
Later, they got to know each other gradually, and when her father was busy, he even entrusted her to her to take care of her.At that time, she was only in her 20s, but she was mature beyond her age. From three meals to studying, she took care of everything seamlessly.She has provoked many times, saying do you want to marry my dad?Tell you, it's useless, my dad can't marry another woman, and grandpa won't like you either.She is not annoyed, but the look in her eyes often makes her jump violently, and she always treats her like a child.Although she is young, she is quite arrogant. Once she puts on the expression of being a teacher, she can't help tearing it up, as if this is the only way to prove that she is not stubborn and immature - but it often backfires.Later, she was also tired, and sometimes she was lazy to see her, but if she really didn't show up for a while, she would become dazed again, always wondering whether she had forgotten her.In fact, it's ironic when I think about it, how could she forget her because she was so devoted to her father?It was just this knowledge that made her upset and disgusted inexplicably.
It's just that I never thought of this disgust, and I have hated it for more than ten years.
In the past ten years, she has watched her become more and more mature, elegant and quiet in her speech, and sophisticated in her actions. Her father valued her and even opened an office under her name, as if laying another big brick for her to enter the Ling family's door.She found fault and quarreled, but she just smiled and asked her if she wanted to come and help her without losing the opportunity.She was short of breath for a while, so she couldn't help but sarcastically said, you open a mom-and-pop shop, what's the point of me intervening?As soon as the words came out, she regretted three points first. She thought she would refute, but she just smiled and lost her temper. In the end, she still hurt herself.She asked her, Miao Sa, why did you become a lawyer?She was speechless, and hesitated for a long time before choking out a satisfactory answer, I want to win you, I have never been able to win you in these years, maybe all the entanglements in my heart are unspeakable, but it is just a desire to compete, she thought, I I just want to win you, Qin Shuanghua, I treat you, that's all.
The woman hid herself very deeply, except for her career, she was always elegantly tired, as if she didn't care about anything.But she has a lot of friends, all kinds of religions, black ways and white ways, wherever she dabbles, there must be her confidants.She seldom talks about her emotions, and when she chats occasionally, her red lips are dull, but her eyes are full of affection. She often troubles which side really belongs to her heart, and sometimes she can't help but wonder how she will be in front of her father. , Which side will be hidden, and which side will be dedicated, but thinking about it later, it will always stop angrily and cannot continue.When I was very tired, I would think, it is too difficult to figure out a person, so I don’t have to punish my heart?It can be seen that she cares about everything about herself, is gentle and meticulous, and only thinks that she is somewhat special, but when she turns around, she treats others the same way.The gentleness and meticulousness without emotion, the same caring and caring, she looked into her eyes, and suddenly understood that she could not escape in this life, whether unwilling or angry, her desire was greater than anything else, she wanted her There is nothing ordinary in the eyes, only her.
When her father had an accident, she was not around, and she even learned the news passively.She ran around alone, and even took care of her grandfather's illness. She suddenly despaired, as if the situation she had been longing for all this time suddenly disappeared.She didn't stay because of power, she was actually sincere to her father.She was so tired that she fell asleep. She twisted the towel in her hand and repeated it repeatedly, but she dared not touch her body. Sitting on the side of the bed and looking at her eyebrows that were difficult to heal in her sleep, she felt that the world was so close, a dream freezing cold.
Maybe it will always be like this between them, and the reason is just like this.Only one heart is bumping repeatedly, it is difficult to convince myself.She never gives up easily, no matter how big the obstacle is, she just turns around and forgets it. If she is as indifferent and ruthless to her as the object of love when she was young, maybe she can still be deterred, but she has such a pair of passionate eyes, looking at her quietly , as if she put her in the bottom of her heart, never forgetting.
So she only focused on rehabilitating her father, hoping first, and she was eager for quick success. She persuaded her, but she didn't listen, as if she could save her father by saving her father first, or, she just didn't want her father to accept it. her love.
It's not that she didn't think there would be a trap, but she let her thoughts go back. If there are really thousands of arrows piercing the heart in this world, her life will only be about this matter.The innocent and kind girl had been carefully helping her with the housework the night before, but now she was lying in a pool of blood, and her life and death were unknown.She hated it so much that she wanted to kill, and when she saw those livestock through her relationship, she picked up the wooden stool and smashed them, until at the end of the beating, she collapsed on the ground from exhaustion.She persuaded her, but she vented her personal anger, she approached her, very close, almost close to her body, she didn't struggle, she just looked at her faintly, calm down, you have paid the price for your impulse.She was suddenly very weak, and in a panic, she cried out for the first time, scratching her hair, wishing that she was the one who was lying in the intensive care unit with uncertain life or death.
why?She questioned her, why am I such a failure?Looking back on this life, from birth to the present, everything seems to be going smoothly, but in fact everything is far-fetched and forced.Birth, old age, sickness and death, love, parting, not being able to ask, resentment and resentment, it turns out that life is the first suffering, but she is stuck in not being able to ask for it, but why is it so painful that she can't help herself, wishing she had never been born?
She held her in her arms and wiped away her tears.She couldn't help being weak, and asked again, why you refused.He refused to say anything, he only hoped that she would understand, and she really understood.Shaking her head, she smiled awkwardly, which made her teeth itch with hatred, and she couldn't control it, so she threw herself on the ground and pressed her down hard.
She let her bully, let her vent her emotions, but when she was about to tear off her last cover, she looked at her tenderly, Miao Sa, I can give you everything, except love.
She was exhausted all at once.I want nothing but love.His lips and teeth trembled, as if he had bitten out blood.She stared at her blankly and got up angrily.Suddenly she was very sad, she looked like this, and she said like this... What else can I fight for?After so many years of tossing around like a clown, what else can she toss about?
Turning around to escape from her room, it seemed that she had escaped from her life, but all the haze did not dissipate, and her warm touch seemed to be still in the palm of her hand.If you never know that feeling is okay, once you taste it, how can you forget it forever and be a stranger ever since?
The father was successfully rescued, but he was also discouraged and retreated early.Grandpa's condition has improved, and everything in the family seems to have returned to the moment when nothing happened. She saw her father holding her hand, but did not mention marriage, and her usually handsome face had an aging look.Heartbroken, but with nothing to say, she proposed to go abroad for a few years, but her father was noncommittal, but she turned pale.Do you have to go?She found a quiet place and wanted to touch her head, but she avoided it.Her lips trembled first, she sighed, as if she was fighting with herself, but she smiled again after a while, how long did she plan to go out?
She looked at her, but she looked out the window.I didn't think about it.Suddenly I couldn't help stabbing her again, so I laughed, I'm counting on you at home, and I won't change my words.
She smiled lightly, if I don't marry your father, will you still leave?
She stays, what do you mean.My heart was flustered like rain, but my face didn't change at all.
Your father said that he didn't want to drag me down. After all these years, I have done enough for the Ling family.She said lightly, brushing her fingers over her ears and brushing her broken hair.
She was completely stunned, staring into her eyes, hoping to look into her deep heart.But I heard her say, I am able to have today because of your father's strong support. Without him, I am afraid that I would not even be able to finish college, let alone become the Qin Shuanghua I am today.
She has never heard her mention the past, and she has been climbing desperately when she is very ambitious, but it turns out that everything has its own cause and effect, and what she has gained today is just to make up for what she lacked in the past. She just doesn't want to endure poverty anymore, she has done nothing wrong.She thinks about paying, and she has a thousand words for a while, but she has nothing to say for a while.After lingering for a while, I asked, do you love him.
She didn't hesitate, kindness is also love, not to mention that your father is also a teacher and friend to me, and I am willing to do whatever he wishes.If this is love, then I love him.
She hesitated for a few seconds, and I understood.
She looked at her, Miao Sa... calling her softly, as if giving everything.The face that was once clear to the bone was gradually blurred at this moment.Smiling weakly, she knows that all her tenderness is only in this sound
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