Although whether I like a man or a woman has nothing to do with my relatives, if one person asks me a question on my face, my mother's face will not be able to bear it.I felt sad in my heart. It was enough to do what I did for my children. I was not guilty of my emotional choice, but it was wrong to face my parents and family. "Mom, I'm sorry, but you believe me, I really worked hard, if I can change it, if I really can't like it, I will listen to you! But...but I can't do it." I gave up Suman and succumbed to the world, and found a man I didn't love to marry and have children. I really can't do it!

Suman opened the door and came out, her mother's lips moved, as if she wanted to say something but she didn't.The group set off quickly, and I took Suman's car. While following my brother's car, she asked, seemingly unintentionally, "What did you and mom say just now?"

"It's nothing..." I didn't want to transfer my negative emotions to Suman.

"Sigui," she suddenly sighed softly, her expression that was always perfect and impeccable loosened, it was the hesitation and sadness that would only be revealed in front of me. "Don't embarrass yourself. If there is anything, I will solve it."

"We face it together and solve it together." I smiled. "Hey, as for me, I did something wrong a while ago, which made my mother lose confidence in me. This is my responsibility, and I have to solve it myself. Suman, don't take everything on your shoulders. I'm too tired." When I pressed her slender shoulders, my heart ached. "Don't embarrass yourself."

When the light turned red, she stepped on the brake slowly, blinked her long eyelashes, and looked at me sideways.The noon sun hit her body through the glass, and the memories were overwhelming, thinking of the past that could not or be forgotten to the bone, thousands of thoughts were crumpled together, but it turned out that only the ardent and restless love and hope for her remained. , only the tender and surging distress and tolerance for her remained.Suman, the sun rises and the moon sets, and a thousand sails have passed, thank you for still being by my side, loving me, and not changing your original intention.

There is a banquet at noon and a banquet at night. As the protagonist, grandma had a lot of fun, she was enjoying herself, and only suffered from the mother who had to keep entertaining relatives. By the time the banquet was finished at night, her face had turned from white to red , From red to black, all the last anger was spilled on the good old peacemaker father.It's not a big deal, it's just that some relatives who rely on the old to sell the old or sell the small to sell the young are angry, but over the years, it has become a rule for mother to vent her anger at father when she has something to do, and the whole family has long been accustomed to it, and no one is nosy.

Jian Yan resigned after dinner, saying that she was busy with work and it was really inconvenient to ask for leave.Grandma was very reluctant to give her a big red envelope and then reluctantly let her go.As soon as I saw the red envelope, I couldn't help thinking about it. If grandma is biased, I would not be happy to only give it to Jian Yan and not to Su Man!When I got home, Suman went to take a shower. Grandma suddenly pulled me and whispered, "Sigui, you can give this red envelope to Xiaoman later."

"You give it to her yourself, she likes what you give it to me." Seeing that my grandma was really impartial, I immediately felt relieved and said with a smile.

"Where, I gave her life and death. My old woman chased after me for a long time. You said that this girl looks so delicate, how can she be so stubborn?" Grandma said with a bitter face.

"Ha, she is like this, she has a bad temper... It's okay, I'll give it to her." Seeing the helplessness and tolerance on grandma's face when she talked about Suman, for some reason, I was suddenly very moved. I regard her as a good sister of mine, just like Jian Yan, but my eyes still turn red accidentally.It seems that we have really become a family that loves each other, without worldly obstacles and grievances. Suman is the person I love and the child that my grandmother loves.

We are a family.

"Remember to give it, this child is too polite, come here to buy so many things, I heard Xiaojin said that her family background is good, but no matter how good the family background is, it's other people's business, we still have to be conscious of our own shame." How did grandma know? The repeated thoughts and emotions in my stomach patted my shoulder and smiled.

Holding the thick red envelope, I blurted out and asked, "Grandma, do you like Suman?"

Grandma was stunned, "That's a good question, how could your friend grandma not like it?"

"I mean, if Suman wants to become a family with us, grandma, would you like it?" My mother's words were still in my ears during the day, and I was suddenly extremely uneasy, knowing that telling the truth would be a bolt from the blue for grandma , I still can't help but yearn for grandma's approval in such a roundabout way.

"Xiaoman wants to recognize her god-in-law? That's good, don't recognize your mother, let her recognize me directly, ha ha."

Seeing that my grandma misunderstood what I meant, I was a little disappointed, but I felt a sense of peace in my heart, and I was suddenly discouraged.Seeing grandma's gray hair and kind smile, the rest of the words were swallowed abruptly.I can't be so capricious and let my grandma pay for my feelings. She is so old, and she only hopes for the blessings of her children and grandchildren.Although love is precious, family affection is also priceless.

After taking a shower, I nestled on the bed with Suman and watched TV, took out the big red envelope given by my grandmother, and happily handed it over to the leader, before she was about to say no, she said: "I don't care, I'll take it for you anyway, There are thousands of them, if you don’t want them, I’ll hold them for you, anyway, what’s mine is yours.”

"Let me see what material your face is made of." Sumante looked at me helplessly, and made a gesture to grab my face. "How old are you, and you are still greedy for the old man's money, can I not afford you?"

"Hey, that's not the case." How can I say that I have become a professional gnawing...

Suddenly, my mother's loud voice sounded again in the hall, to the effect that she was complaining that my father had left the shopkeeper all day long, so it's better to go there with the calligraphy and painting together.I'm speechless, haven't I been scolding all night, why did it start again?

Probably never seen such a lively family battle. Although Suman's eyes were watching TV, his ears were clearly turned sideways to listen to my mother's scolding.I couldn't help but reached out and scratched her nose lightly, "Hey, hey, I said Mr. Su, do you listen to the corner like this? You worry about the quarrel between the husband and wife, are you ashamed, are you ashamed? "

She felt a little embarrassed when I said that, she gave me a look, but with a pair of clear and innocent pupils, said in a low voice: "Your mother is really good at swearing..."

"That's not very powerful. Wait, can you understand?" I was stunned, my mother's dialect was thrown out like a cannonball, can Suman understand?This unscientific!

"Some words can be guessed clearly." Suman pursed her lips, "Did your father do something wrong?"

"Haha, no, my dad never needs to do anything wrong when he gets scolded." I was amused, and thought to myself, can't you listen to the words and guess the context? If you ask me what I do, guess it yourself!

"Then why did your mother get so angry at him?" The goddess was really curious.

I slowly peeled the heated chestnuts bought by the goddess herself, one for her, one for me; one for me, one for her.In the end, he got anxious and slapped my paw to stop eating. "Come on, what's the matter?"

"Oh," I rubbed my face, "this is the tradition of our family. My mother is angry and needs something to vent. She is reluctant to give birth to me and my brother, and she can't scold my grandma because she is her own mother, so I have to Looking for my dad."

"That's right...why are husband and wife the least important thing?" Suman obviously disagreed with my explanation, and he began to analyze it by himself. "I think it's because your dad has the best temper in your family. He can endure such a long time of abuse... Well, I really admire your dad."

"My temper is also good, why don't you praise me?" I hurriedly put gold on my face.

"You?" Suman silently took a pillow and hugged it in his arms, leaning back. "Yeah, I have a really good temper."

what is this?I rolled my eyes, depressed at the obvious disapproval in her voice.I have such a good temper, I can't fight back when I'm beaten or scolded, she bullies me like bullying a tumbler, push down, stand up again, push down again, stand up again.

"Sigui, do you know that I really admire your mother's summary of you at the beginning." Suman sighed as if he had seen my psychological activities. "I always thought I knew you very well, but in fact I was only half right about you. And your mother was all right."

"Can you... get to the point?"

"Usually don't bark, just bite when something happens." She glanced at me, the corners of her lips slightly raised. "No wonder Manman likes you, I think it's because you are so similar, you seem to have a sense of intimacy."

"..." I am a human being, not a dog.He actually used my mother's words to hurt me... "Speaking of Manman...what's the matter with her having a girlfriend?" I suddenly remembered what happened earlier.

"Ask Zhong Xia, it's her oolong." Su Man suddenly smiled, and the moment he raised his eyes, the corners of his eyes and brows were full of beauty, which made my heart sway, sway.Zhong Xia... Well, I haven't seen her for a while, and I don't know what happened to her and Chu Xia, and Miao Sa, Sister Hua...

Seeing my expression, Suman knew what I was thinking, touched my cheek, she tilted her head slightly, and stared deeply at me. "When your leg injury recovers, find some time for everyone to go out and have fun together."

"Okay!" Thinking of that national holiday, if I hadn't been bitten by Xiao He... When I raised my eyes, Su Man's expression was a little stagnant, maybe he had thought of that.My heart was sad, and I was afraid that she would be hurt, so I quickly grabbed her hand. "It's passed."

There are only two dim yellow wall lamps turned on in the bedroom. Under the soft light, her white and delicate skin is as warm and seductive as silk, and her palm is pressed against my face, emitting a warm heat.Unable to bear it, he opened his arms and embraced him. "Suman..."

"Ok?"

Close your eyes, your head is full of her, and the warmth in your arms is also her. "It's nice. It's nice to be able to hold you like this..."

"You didn't believe that I was really here until now, did you?" She said a little funnyly, with her palms on my back, playfully pressing along the joints one by one.

It means something.I was a little embarrassed, and said in a low voice: "Can't I take it easy?"

"Okay. Take it easy, how about I cut your nails for you too?" She said suddenly.

I was taken aback, what, so I was waiting here? "I swear, this, this is definitely a misunderstanding, a misunderstanding."

"Did you misunderstand why you stuttered?" She squinted at me, her tone was indifferent, but her words were full of contempt, and she almost rolled over and overwhelmed me.

"Who... who stuttered... She insisted on cutting it for me. Really, I really didn't ask for it." I said softly, pointing fingers.

"Did I say anything?" In the blink of an eye, she fell innocently.

"..." I gritted my teeth, this hypocritical woman. "Sometimes I really wish you were like my mother, just scold you if you are not happy, and forget it after scolding."

She snorted softly, pinched my fingers, clenched them one by one, and then loosened them, playing with them a little loosely, and said slowly: "I ask you, your mother always gets angry like this, and your father never did." A tantrum?"

Hey, is this considered to be uncovered?I rubbed my hands flattered. "I really don't remember it. Every time my mother loses her temper, my father always has a calm attitude. I think he is afraid that my mother will be more energetic if he resists."

She smiled suddenly, and looked at me thoughtfully, the flickering emotions in her eyes trickled down. "You are like your father."

"My brother and I are both like dad." Some surprises, she let me go so easily, but she was more indulging in the deep tenderness in her eyes.

She looked at me with a soft light in her eyes.Suddenly said faintly: "Actually, this is the real family."

Her throat was a little choked, and her calm and sentimental eyes stung me for a moment. Growing up in such an indifferent and utilitarian family, how did she ever experience such ordinary happiness?Respecting each other like a guest without seeing each other, how can it compare to being disgusted and caring at the same time, such a true case.Feeling sorry for her is more important than anything else, I grabbed her fingers, pressed them on my lips, and kissed them one by one, watching her frown and smile, and her eyes rolling. "Suman, wherever I am is your home. When we are all old, if you are in a bad mood and want to scold others, I will let you scold me too. I promise not to talk back."

She couldn't help laughing: "Should you talk back in your heart?"

"That's impossible." I shook my head like a rattle.

"When we're all old..." she murmured and repeated, her pale face glowed with an almost intoxicating soft light under the wall lamp, her long curly black hair covered her shoulders like seaweed, and only her gently remained in the air. Shallow breathing.

"Well, when we are all old. Even if we are all old, you will still be the most beautiful and best woman in my heart." When the heart has already determined that her life and love cannot be separated in this life, and the future Life is full of so many unknowns and ups and downs, and I finally understood the meaning of that song.A certain person, a certain relationship, really wish to grow old overnight and never be separated.

Gently stroking the center of her eyebrows with his fingers, there was a clear dimple, and only then did he belatedly realize that her emotions were not right. "Suman?"

She let out a heavy breath, stretched out her hand and pinched my ear: "You still say? Let's forget it in the past. How many times have you scared me in the past six months? Tell me yourself!"

"I'm sorry..." Looking at her suddenly excited eyes, the blood-stained photo quickly flashed in her mind, and she looked like she was torn to pieces in anger.

"You always say I'm sorry." She held back her emotions and whispered: "But the one you are most sorry for is yourself! Don't say anything else, what did you do that morning? If you were willing to ask me at that time, where would there be What happened later? The words hide the wounds in the bottom of my heart and turn into poison, what is the end of self-deception, haven't you suffered enough?"

"Enough is enough, I don't want to eat anymore in this life." I hurriedly said, afraid that if she continued talking, this good night would be completely ruined. "I promise, I won't think about it by myself in the future, and I will ask you about everything as soon as possible, and I will never give bad guys a chance to instigate discord."

"You are the fastest to admit your mistakes." She said helplessly.

"I really understand. Emotions should be mutual intersection, not you advancing and retreating." I said seriously, without any coquettish or foolish jokes. "I have never been a smart person. Forgive me for falling so many times before I realized this truth. But if you are as smart as you, shouldn't you try to open your heart to me? Suman, you gave me everything I could. I want to give you everything I have, and I want to give you everything I have."

"You've already given it to me." She looked at me blissfully, under the shadow of the lamp like mist, her eyes contained too much deep emotion, and her pair of shiny black pupils seemed to be looking straight into my heart through the skin.

"I don't want to interfere with your way of doing things, nor do I want to meddle in everything about you. I just hope that in some aspects, you can discuss with me when making decisions." I lowered my head and said. "It's really uncomfortable to be told all the time, it makes me feel like an accessory to you."

"No one will be sad and desperate because of losing an accessory." Those unspeakable entangled pasts died together in confusion, and finally, the warmth in the crystal-clear eyes gradually grew. "Actually, before deciding to come here, I thought carefully about why I like you, whether I like you or the feeling of being with you, whether I like you or just because you are kind and sincere to me, whether I like you or I just like the feeling of being looked up to and valued by you."

I couldn't help becoming nervous: "Then...do you want to understand?"

Instead of answering, she asked, "I'm here to take you away. What do you think?"

I closed my eyes with a smile and took a deep breath. "I'm really happy. Suman, you know, I dare not even dream that one day you will let go of everything you have always valued for me."

"For myself."

I was stunned. "Suman..."

Her fingers picked up the hair that had just grown below my shoulders after I was cut short after being injured, and gently wrapped it around, she smiled faintly. "Just for myself. Because I want to get you back, because, I want to be with you."

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