Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

When I looked at Suman again, she was facing me, standing there elegantly and quietly, but a pair of gloomy eyes revealed her emotions. She obviously had been distracted for some time, even though her expression was still perfect and elegant. Impeccable.

Because I still can't eat too hard food, since I woke up for the past two days, I just drank some meat porridge for every meal.Seeing that Suman also brought porridge, my brother helped me to sit up, and took me out without saying anything.I am grateful to my brother for his respect for Suman and his consideration for me, but there is still a trace of astringency in my heart that is untimely. Suman brought the porridge bowl, pinched the small spoon in his fingertips, and squeezed a bright smile meaning. "Eat something?"

"Yeah." Seeing her smile, I laughed too.

She sat on the head of the bed, spoonful of thin porridge and passed it to my mouth, and wiped the corners of my mouth with a wet paper towel every few mouthfuls, as if she did it often.

I looked at her quietly, hesitated for a long time before reaching out and placing my hand on her lap.She was obviously stunned, put down the spoon, grabbed mine with her fingers, grabbed them one by one stubbornly, and wrapped them in her palm.

I was silent, so she didn't speak.It was already November, and the warm sun shone in through the glass windows. The advantage of southern cities is that winter comes very late. She was still wearing only a thin shirt and a small powder blue suit. Pale as if he hasn't slept well for a long time.

"Sigui, I...I also want to feed you porridge." Thinking of realizing something, Zhong Xia suddenly blushed, and walked to my bedside regardless of Chu Xia's eyes, and gently placed his palm on Suman's shoulder, looking Glancing at her, he looked at me again.

Thinking of leaving the next day, this old friend's affection is always inconvenient.Presumably Suman thought the same way, she handed the porridge bowl to Zhong Xia, and only whispered: "Feed less, she can't swallow."

Chu Xia still talked less, sat quietly on the chair and looked at us, and looked more at Suman, probably also heartbroken for her, after doing so much, and letting go so much, in the end Still can't help but watch me go.

I drank some more porridge in Zhongxia's hands, and I politely expressed that I was full, so Suman got up and went to the bathroom again, and after a while, he wrung out the towel and came out.Zhong Xia stared blankly at her little by little, carefully wiped my face and hands again, and suddenly asked: "Sigui, can you not leave? Vanessa can't bear you, we...we all can't bear you ..."

"Fool, I'm just going home to recuperate, and I'm not leaving forever." I patted her hand hanging by my side, and turned my eyes, only to see Suman silently looking at the bow tied on my leg by Ji Yuzhen's prank, With a thought in my heart, I suddenly thought, how long can the memory of love last?If it is long, will it be longer than our life?If I leave, can she really let go of all her burdens and live the life she wants to live?Now that I see her face again, I can vaguely remember the entangled figure behind the curtain that night, and I can still remember Durex who was eye-burning on the carpet of the guest room that morning. The burning pain seemed to be still trembling at the tip of my heart, but in the next second I was suddenly relieved like that.A physical betrayal, what can it explain?She doesn't love Xia Ruiting, she only plans and uses him, although I don't know why she went that far with him, but the important thing is that she is still her, the person I can't bear to hate no matter what happens Carefully keep the person in the deepest part of my heart.She is still her, isn't that enough?

Zhong Xia and Chu Xia only stayed for half an hour before leaving. I saw Zhong Xia’s eyes full of reluctance, but got up obediently under Chu Xia’s eyes. .

"You can tell me what you want." After the door closed, I looked at Suman's silent eyes, and my heart felt sore. "I can't see you like this, hesitating to speak."

Suman stared at me suddenly, his eyes were full of surprise, and there was also a vague unknown emotion. I can't tell, the emotion is just like a firework, and it is fleeting.

"Really, just say what you want, even if you don't make sense." I smiled lightly, looking at her eyes that suddenly brightened a lot.

"Sigui..." She shouted, but stopped silently, and after a long while raised her hand to press the bridge of her nose, and said softly: "Nothing can change the fact that you are leaving, can it?"

"I promised my mother." I said.

"I know." She answered quickly.

"Being an unfilial daughter for so long, you must be filial once."

She looked at me suddenly, her pink lips trembling slightly, and it took a long time for her to reply: "Yes."

"I'm not trying to get revenge on you, do you understand?" I couldn't help sighing seeing her still look like "I know you're still angry with me". "Suman, I admit that I was angry with you. When I was most desperate, I also thought about hating you, as if I could save myself by hating you. But, in the end, I found that hating you is far better than not being able to do anything anymore. Loving you is even more difficult. Who would be willing to hate someone who has truly loved. "

She was silent for a while, and then slowly asked: "Sincerely... have you ever loved?"

"I hurt my head, don't pick my words." I turned my face away helplessly, opened the drawer and took out the blood-stained photo.

Her face turned pale in an instant, and she stared straight at the thin piece of paper.

"At that time, I really thought I was going to die." Since I was rescued, I have been suppressing the emotions that I have never told anyone in detail. Today, I can finally remember them calmly, and even more frankly tell them what I care most about. the person listening. "They all said I was too stupid. In any case, saving my life is more important than anything else. But, you understand me, don't you?"

"Sigui..." There was a faint blue under her eyes that no amount of makeup could cover, and her eye sockets became wet in the blink of an eye. "Don't...don't say it..."

I have never seen her so sad, she didn't know what to say, and it hurt me like a needle. "It was you who gave me courage."

She blinked her tears slightly, her red lips slightly parted: "Me?"

"Well, it's you. It's strange to say that this photo was always in my wallet, but that night, when I stopped to get gas, I saw it, and suddenly I missed you very much. I took it out and put it on my shirt At that time, I thought, I can only feel you in this way in the future, photos are better than people, they will not be capricious, and they will not disappear suddenly, as long as I like them, they will always stay in the same place A place. Am I extra naive?"

"Yes." She smiled while holding back tears. "Pictures will be lost if you are not careful, but people won't. As long as you like it, she will always stay in the same place."

My throat gradually became hot, and I sucked in my nose. "Suman, if you can, don't be stubborn."

She didn't answer, just forced a smile.

"You're doing fine without me. The days are calm. I know how hard you've worked so hard to get what you've got. Just give up. I can't bear you to regret it later. Believe me, I say this from the bottom of my heart , you didn’t feel sorry for me, because love means that you never need to say sorry to me. Suman, for you, when Jimusi returns, he is willing to go.”

She laughed shortly, and when she looked at me again, her eyes were already filled with embarrassment. "Yeah, before you came, I was doing very well. The days were calm and calm. But you came, didn't you? As soon as you came, my heart was full of wind and clouds. I measured it and tried it selfishly. I have made choices, but when I grasp everything in the palm of my hand, I suddenly find that you are getting farther and farther away from me. You keep saying that as long as I am happy, but without your sharing, is such happiness meaningful? I can’t answer , but I know that when you go further and further away, my long-standing beliefs are blurred."

"I've always been stubborn. I'm used to weighing things up. When I make a decision, I don't change it. I hate repetition, and I'm even more afraid of being subverted. But the sum of all the emotions I'm not used to can't compare to the scene of seeing you lying in a pool of blood. Sigui , you know, selflessness is also a kind of selfishness, you are really selfish, you keep saying that you will love me forever, is your eternity only so short? Have you ever thought about me? Have you ever thought about your parents? You jump It's completely clean, have you ever thought about how sad the living will be?" The sudden coldness in her brows suddenly grabbed the photo in my hand a few times and tore it to pieces.She stared at me coldly, but the sparkle in her eyes hurt my heart. "I don't need eternity like yours, and I don't believe in eternity. I only know that if I want something, I will go for it, and the same is true for feelings. Say something that will love me forever, and say that you will never fall in love with her again. , no one can keep their vows for a lifetime, you can't, and neither can I."

"If you want to go home, I won't stop you. The dead knot between you and me was made by me alone. I'm not sure that I can untie this knot. If I don't do it well, I may get involved. There is a situation like today. , I don’t blame anyone, I just hope you understand that letting you go is not because I’m afraid, let alone regretting as you think, I just have things that I haven’t dealt with well, and I’ll come to you again when I’ve settled everything. Remember, I won't give you a chance to fall in love with someone else, not even once."

I couldn't say anything, I held the fragments of the photo in my palm, and tears rolled down my eyes. She seemed to be separated by a thick layer of ice fog, but the words she said were still so clear that my soul trembled .

"Sigui, I once heard that love is like throwing away a handkerchief. Whoever gets lost can only pick up the handkerchief and desperately chase after the person who lost her." She smiled lightly, with soft light in her eyes, Suddenly said: "Leave Manman to me."

I was slightly dumbfounded, wiped away my tears, and smiled. "hostage?"

She stood up, gently hugged my shoulders, and pressed her chin against the top of my head without any effort.I don't know how long it took, she let go of me, her eyes no longer drifted away, and I saw the firmness and persistence in her eyes clearly.

smile slightly.She said, "Yes."