Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

I thought that she had to do it because of her mother's illness, but she never thought that there was such a big plan.Frankly speaking, my mood is very complicated, I don't know how to face Suman like this, a strange feeling that I have never had before suddenly surfaced in my heart, like a dark corner in the depths of my heart suddenly cracked. Little by little, those shady negative emotions seep out slowly.

This feeling, sucks.

"Sigui, what are you afraid of, please tell me?" My hesitant attitude made Suman even more uneasy. She held onto my hand and carefully stared at my eyes. Forced me to turn around and face her. "Don't like me doing this?"

I nodded in a daze, looking at the face in front of me that was so familiar and unforgettable, I couldn't help feeling disgusted with myself.Heh, it doesn't matter if I like it or not, but if I say something to vent, in the end, she has her own opinion on what to do and will not be changed by anyone.

She sighed knowingly, rubbing her fingers up and down my browbones. "Sigui, trust me, I will never hurt you."

Her words made the tears I had so easily held back pour out again.I pressed my eyes desperately, crying almost breathlessly.never hurt me?Heh, heh, how ironic, Suman, really ironic, don’t you really know, don’t you know that I’ve been hurt by you so much that I’m exhausted?

Suman panicked, opened his arms and hugged me tightly, pressed his palms on the back of my head and stroked, "Sigui, don't cry, don't cry..."

She looked at me tenderly, again mistaking my momentary weakness for submission.When her soft lips were about to fall, I suddenly raised my hand to her shoulder and pushed her lightly.Looking into her slightly surprised eyes, I smiled miserably. "I want a home."

The look of surprise was instantly replaced by grief, the woman in front of her was as elegant as before, her red lips trembled slightly, and her eyes sparkled. "I'll give it to you, trust me, I can do it."

I ignored her words, lowered my eyes, and stared blankly at the dark red carpet on the floor. "I used to think that no matter where you are, as long as you are there, it is my home. But now, I am suddenly afraid, Suman," I gently raised my hand to press on my heart. "This place of peace of mind is my home."

"Did I make you uneasy?" She took a slightly embarrassed breath, and when she spoke again, her voice was already choked up by three points. "Sigui, you...you are leaving me, aren't you?" Without waiting for my answer, she suddenly shouted, "I don't allow you to leave!" The fingers holding my shoulder almost sank deep into the flesh, she His face suddenly paled.

"I don't know, I don't know." I shook my head in embarrassment, letting the warmth of my eyes fly around.

"It's not that you don't know, you are reluctant." Her hands passed through my hair and covered her cheeks, and the heat in her palms instantly burned me. "Sigui, you are reluctant to part with me, our love, look at me, look into my eyes, I don't believe you will part with it."

"You're right," I could still remember smiling despite tears streaming down my face. "I can't bear to part with you. When I think about being separated from you, I feel so painful that I want to jump off the twenty floors."

"Sigui..."

Tears blurred her delicate makeup, but such a powerful force erupted from her thin arms, she pressed me into her arms again, firmly, without leaving any gaps, her whole soul was instantly captured by her breath filled up.She suppressed and shouted: "Give me time, I beg you, Sigui, give me time to get everything, then—"

"Shh." My fingertips pressed lightly on her lips, and then gently withdrew. "Do not talk."

"Sigui..."

"I know why you've been working so hard all this time, I know." My sudden soft smile made Suman uncontrollably relax her posture, and she looked at me with dark eyes. , I was overwhelmed for a while. "You want your mother to be satisfied, and you want your father to face up to your ability and your existence, Suman, this is your knot, but it's as close as I am, but it can't be opened for you."

"Sigui, I..."

Her hesitant and unspeakable appearance broke my defense in an instant. "so……"

"So?" She repeated inexplicably, a gleam in her eyes pierced my heart.

I smiled lightly. "So, I'll give you time to do what you want."

After being startled for a while, she suddenly opened her eyes wide.The slightly red and swollen eyes, the charming arc and the deep feeling in the eyes, have since become a sharp memory in my life.

"I want to go back, Suman, will you take me back?" I looked at her with the same affection, and I poured out all my tenderness to meet the waves in her eyes.

The ecstasy in Suman's eyes didn't need to be concealed at all, she almost immediately grabbed my hand that had been hanging down. "Okay, I'll take you back now." After a pause, her eyes were tender and tender, and she closed my palm in hers. "Sigui, no matter how much you blame me, it will always be your home, you must remember it, you must remember it."

I rubbed my face and squeezed out a faint smile.She could see how vain and helpless this smile was, but the gesture of me taking the initiative to go back with her made her relax her vigilance. She quickly tidied herself up briefly, then took my hand and walked out of the hotel together.

But half an hour later, I was already standing at the door of the house with her.Suman was opening the door, and I stared blankly at her delicate and white side face. The long eyelashes flickered to hide the entanglement and sadness in her eyes—it took her half a minute to open the door she was used to. □In the keyhole.

After finally opening the door, she changed her shoes, and seeing me standing stupidly aside, a pair of slippers arrived in front of her very quickly.He lowered his head, just in time to meet her regretful and loving eyes.I was shocked, "I'll do it myself."

After I changed my shoes and went into the room with her, seeing her tired expression made my heart ache. "Go take a bath and rest, I know you are very tired today." After dealing with mother, he came to me again, and even a hard-nosed person couldn't bear such two twists and turns.

She looked at me wordlessly, but there was clear reluctance and fear in her watery eyes. "Let's wash together, your hands are inconvenient, I'll help you." Suman said suddenly.

"I washed it." I said, looking at the floor.When rejecting her, always unable to meet her eyes.I know what I am afraid of. There is no way to resolve the humble love in my heart. It needs the help of time to live completely, or die completely.

Suman was still hesitating, as if she was afraid that I would suddenly disappear while she was taking a bath.I thought about it, took her key and locked the door, and then turned out my key in the bag and put it in her hand together with her key. "Are you relieved?"

She finally smiled in relief, pressed her red and swollen eyes, and said softly: "Then I'll take a shower, you're tired too, go back to your room and rest, okay?"

After seeing me nodding, she finally entered the bathroom with peace of mind and closed the door gently.

After packing up clothes, notebooks and other sundries, I put the suitcase on the balcony of the living room, and then went to the study cabinet to dig out the birthday presents I had prepared in advance.Opening the velvet box, the bright ice blue sliced ​​through my heart full of holes like a sharp knife.The determination I made for myself shivered fiercely, as if it was a sudden cold snap, which made my hands tremble and my face turned white and my lips darkened.

I took the box and went back to the bedroom, where I sat quietly on the edge of the bed.Suman in the bathroom must be very preoccupied. He always takes a shower for at least an hour, but today he came out in half an hour.Walking towards me while wiping her half-dried hair, I smelled the gorgeous rose fragrance on her body.

"Why are you sitting here, aren't you sleepy?" She sat down next to me, but her eyes were suddenly attracted by the box in my hand. "What's this?"

"Gift." I looked at her with a smile. "For you."

Suman was slightly taken aback, put the towel for drying his hair aside, gently took the royal blue velvet box from my hand, and opened it.Her expression froze instantly, and a little bit of clear surprise and joy gradually sprouted in her eyes. "Sigui..."

"It's the birthstone of October. It's not worth more than your other jewelry, but it's what I want."

"Thank you, Sigui. I... like it very much." Suman was genuinely brimming with joy, her eyes flooded like a torrent of tenderness, she turned and looked at me tenderly, her eyes flickered that incomparable Touching light. "You help me put it on."

"Okay." I took out the ring from the box, held it carefully on my fingertips, reached out to hold her slender white palm, stared blankly at her five fingers for a few seconds, and then, without hesitation, Pushed up her ring finger.

"Suman."

"Ok?"

The slight shyness in the corner of her eyes made me flustered instantly. "will you marry me?"

She was stunned, watching my eyes become softer, her long eyelashes flickering, she stared at the ice blue one on her finger, at that moment, I felt as if my heart was not in my chest, my heart , the heart named Jimo Sigui is now jumping vividly between her fingers and in her eyes.

"I am willing." She said softly but firmly, "Sigui, no matter how many times you ask, my answer is yes."

"Hehe, I'm joking, don't mind."

My words made her raise her face quickly, and looked at me resentfully.

"It's just a birthday present, delivered early," I said.Looking at her thin shoulders, the blue hair scattered on her shoulders like seaweed seems to be knotted in my heart one by one, and then tightened a little bit.It hurts, it really hurts...

"I haven't thought about the wedding gift yet, heh, we'll talk about it later."

Suman's eyes flickered, and he lowered his eyes in embarrassment and sadness, but did not answer.After a pause, her fingers brushed into my hair habitually, gently kneading my earlobe.

My fingers curled up involuntarily, I put my palms on my knees, lowered my head, and didn't dare to look at her face anymore, only to hear her calling me softly in my ears, one by one, one sentence, so affectionate, so warm.

She said, "Sigui, thank you."

She said, "Sigui, hold me."

She said, "Sigui, let's go to sleep, it will be fine when we wake up."

She said: "Sigui, be good, don't think about it, I love you and it won't change."

she says……

She said a lot, as if she had said all the sweet words in the past few months since our reconciliation.But I didn't want to say anything, just listened quietly to her whispering in my ear, and then hummed at the right time to reassure her.Finally, she gradually couldn't resist the drowsiness, and the warm breath on the back of my neck gradually became peaceful. I moved my body, and saw that she just hummed lightly and showed no sign of waking up. So she gently removed her arm from my chest.

Throwing off a corner of the thin quilt, and then lightly landed on the ground.

Suman is really tired today, she is deeply sleepy, and she doesn't realize that I have quietly left her bed, and will leave her house in a few minutes.

I put the car keys on the coffee table in the living room, pulled out the suitcase, and pulled Manman away. I stood blankly in the living room for a while, only vaguely thinking about it, coming here alone for her, and now I am alone Going for her, um, Jimo Sigui, you really are a fool.

But no matter how stupid I am, I also know that a person must be clean and thorough, especially love, which cannot withstand any harm and calculations.Now that I'm gone, I can't sloppy.

I opened the door, put the key on the cabinet in the entrance, and carefully closed the door.

Goodbye, Suman.

Farewell, the house with memories I love so much.

Goodbye, my four years and three months of love.

Goodbye, maybe never again.It is only now that I understand that sentence, seeing each other is like not seeing each other, affectionate, but also seems ruthless.

At four o'clock in the morning, I was walking alone in a neighborhood with dim street lights.Looking back at the familiar floors and windows, the cold wind in the early morning blows into the eyes, which are astringent and cool, and the eyes hurt a little.Manman didn't know what was going on, just ran around my feet in an unusually fresh way.I took it to the taxi and finally found a small hotel that could accommodate me with my puppy. As soon as Manman was settled, the phone sang like crazy, which was Suman's exclusive music.

She woke up so early?I didn't answer it, let it hang up by itself, and then quickly pressed the shutdown button.

Lying on the bed, tossing and turning over and over again, but my heart was pulled up in the end.The love for that woman seemed to have been baked into his bones and blood, even though he was riddled with holes, he couldn't bear her to be frightened and frightened, and the wind and rain were blowing.I took the phone and turned it on again.

A text message popped up as soon as it was turned on, and it was no surprise that it was from Suman: Sigui, where have you been?Come back, okay?

After thinking about it, he was about to reply to her, but the phone vibrated, and her call came again.Forget it, it's good to be clear.I got connected. "it's me."

"Why did you turn off the phone? Sigui, where are you now? Tell me, please?" She spoke incoherently, and I heard her chaotic pacing. "I'll pick you up, will you come back?"

"I haven't left." I looked at the sliver of light coming through the cracks in the partially closed curtains, "I will always be in your heart, and so will you."

"Thinking back!"

"Suman, don't worry about me. Although I have no relatives in this city, I don't feel lonely at all because of you. So, let me exist in your world in another way, OK?"

"Not good..." Her choked voice was wrapped in electric current, and each sound hurt my heart. "If we can't be together, what's the point of such an existence?"

"Yeah, we can't be together, what's the point of such an existence." I coughed softly, "What's the point of such a love."

Take a deep breath.

"Suman, promise me that you will take care of yourself."

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