Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

Even though it's autumn, the sun is shining at noon, so I don't know if she has just arrived or if she has been standing there for a long time. Her face is pale, but her pupils are deeply deep, and the wind and snow are raging between her brows. She looked at me without saying a word, but there were thousands of words in her eyes, condemning my deceit and fooling, my willful behavior.

Time seems to have stopped, and I seem to be able to hear the sound of her heart cracking, together with the rapid and broken airflow.

"Go and pack your things."

I don't know how long it took, maybe a few minutes, maybe, in fact, it was only a few seconds, Suman finally spoke, but it was such a cold sentence without any emotion.I stared at her blankly, and the moment my lips moved, I was frostbitten again by the coldness between her brows. "I don't want to hear anything right now!"

The faint sunshine is dancing on her face, she is trying her best to control her emotions, I know, I just know, the full and splitting pain cut across her throat like a sharp knife, she frowned, and the anger and struggle in her eyes were clear, But at the critical point of the outbreak, it was suppressed abruptly.She who is suppressing her anger and heartache like this, who is indifferent and affectionate like this, is like the most contradictory existence in this world, extremely sharp yet extremely fragile, so calm yet so thin.

Is it an illusion?It was obvious that my eyes were flushed, but at that moment, I actually felt that, maybe, she was about to cry.Don't ask me why, I just think so.If I don't say anything more, if I don't explain clearly—

She was about to cry!

"Suman... I... am not what you think..." It was only when the words came to her lips that she realized that she was so pale and feeble. For a moment, even her breathing seemed to be sad.

"Are you going?" She completely ignored my words, only raised her eyebrows coldly, and raised her delicate jaw slightly. "Aren't you going? Very good, I don't want anything, come with me."

"No, it's not!" I was startled by her attitude, "Then wait for me, wait for me for a few minutes, and I'll pack up my things!"

Turning around and taking a few steps, my heart suddenly moved, and I stopped. "Su, Su Man." Seeing her and Ji Yuzhen confronting each other, I couldn't help but get scared, "Well, it's none of her business, don't—"

What I wanted to say was "Don't get me wrong", but before I could say anything, I was shocked by Suman's cold eyes that suddenly shot over.She turned her back and stared at me, suddenly raised her fingers, pinched the bridge of her nose and pressed it lightly. "Jimo Sigui, hello, you are fine."

"Suman..." Seeing the anger and disbelief flowing clearly in her eyes, and the inexplicable panic and air raid coming over the city, I panicked and retreated instinctively, but she rushed a few steps and came right in front of me .

"It's really kind of you to make me so angry!" She suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist.

Being held so hard by her, my wrist was in pain, but what hurt me even more was the words she said, wrapped in wind, snow and cold, piercing into me like ice thorns from the extreme north heart. "No, no! I didn't!" I'm fine, I'm not fine at all!Suman, I don't want to be angry with you at all, not at all!

She stopped talking, and the palm of my wrist suddenly increased strength, and she pulled me towards the elevator together with a strong tug.I was pulled behind by her, stumbled, and didn't stand still until the elevator door slammed shut. A feeling of inescapable loss of strength suddenly swept over me. I closed my eyes, wishing I could pass out immediately.

The elevator stopped on the floor where I lived, and I numbly followed Suman, and saw her stop in front of my room and look at me coldly.Startled, I quickly took out my room card and opened the door.

Suman walked in first, and I hurriedly followed in and closed the door.

"Sit down first..." I didn't dare to say more, and I packed my luggage in a dull manner.I didn't bring anything at all, just a few changes of clothes, a notebook, and just put them in the suitcase.While I was packing up my things, Suman was standing by the side coldly, without saying a word, as if she hated the place she was in, she didn't sit down, she just stood with her arms crossed not far from the door , looked coldly at me pulling the box and walking to her.

"You can go." I drooped my head, not daring to look at her face or eyes, so I could only stare at her delicate white ankles.

"You never came home at all?"

Above her head was her harsh questioning, and the familiar cold fragrance came to her nostrils.The head is lowered a little. "Um……"

"Have you been living here all by yourself these days?"

"Hmm..." It was only after he finished that he remembered that he was taken back by Ji Yuzhen the day before yesterday.When I was about to speak again, Suman sneered. I heard the sound of her opening the handbag, and I instinctively wanted to look up, but I couldn't see anything clearly. It touched my shoulder, and in a blink of an eye, it scattered and fell to the ground.

"See for yourself." The voice was as cold as ice swallowed, and even the air flow was as cold as ice slag.

what is this?

There were at least a dozen photos left on the crimson carpet. I didn't care about being surprised and bent over to pick them up. As soon as I picked them up, I almost sat on the ground in shock.I picked them up one by one, looked at them, and threw them back. I was about to curse, what the hell!

Ji Yuzhen and I are clearly photographed in the photo, I don’t know if it’s sincere or intentional, the angle of each photo is so imaginative, either she half blocks my face, or it looks like I’m cuddling with her, some I ate in the restaurant, and she also sent me back to the hotel... This is really irresistible!

"I, I just stayed at Ji's house for one night, really, really, if you don't believe me, you can check the hotel's front desk records, I didn't lie to you." My mind was dizzy, and I didn't bother to ask Suman where these photos were Is it because she has been looking for someone to check on me since she left?No, it's impossible, Su Man is not such a dark person, if she has something private in her heart, she will ask me directly, she doesn't even bother to do such petty things!What's more, these photos only focus on the two days when I was in contact with Ji Yuzhen, so the purpose is very clear, right?

"I think you should remember it very clearly." Suman walked up to me and squatted down, gently covering my still slightly swollen cheek with one hand, her palm was as cold as I almost forgot to beat at the moment heart. "I only give you one chance to lie to me."

"I didn't lie to you!" A surge of fear instantly occupied the entire chest. "These photos are real, but the situation is not what the photos show. I, I asked Ji Yuzhen for help. I stayed at Ji's house for one night and left the next day. There is nothing between us!" I said Then, suddenly angry, he grabbed the photo and tore it up, "Who is so despicable to take these pictures!"

"Sigui, do you know what makes me sad the most?" Suman withdrew her hand, she stood up, looked down at me condescendingly, the corners of her lips curled up slightly, and a very cold smile appeared. "What saddens me the most is not that you lied to me, or that you met her, but that you have something to do, and you would rather choose to believe her than me."

Suddenly my heart burned, "Suman!" I wanted to stand up and face her and look into her eyes to explain clearly, but my legs seemed to be filled with lead, and I fell down heavily with only a slight movement. Shrinking his legs in embarrassment, he raised the back of his hand and pressed hard on his eyes, abruptly stopping the surging tears. "No, it's not like this, I didn't tell you not because of anything else, but——but——I don't want to hurt you!"

Suman looked at me with eyes half down. After hearing my explanation, her expression flickered, and she blinked without a trace. "Hurt? What else can hurt me than lies?" She bent over to help me stand up, and pressed me against the corner, her eyes met and I could hear my breath. "Finally willing to tell the truth, huh?"

I gasped for breath, trying to control the tremor in my voice. "I, I have a last resort..."

A pair of cold palms suddenly covered my neck, and the pads of the thumbs pressed against my chin, tracing along my trembling lips. "Is this... the meaning of giving up the explanation?"

"Suman!" Seeing that her breath was getting closer and closer, I couldn't help feeling anxious, and I turned my face away suddenly.

She was startled, then sneered. "Do you always have to hide to solve problems?"

I was hurt by what she said, and couldn't help shouting: "I didn't!"

"Then tell me, why?" Her translucent bright eyes were covered with gloom, and her words were slightly cold. "Don't test my bottom line again and again, Sigui, you have no chance."

I was frightened by the coldness in her words. I understand Suman's temperament. She won't say harsh words easily, but once she says it, you won't be able to pull it back even if you fight hard. Lin Xue's Is the lesson from the past not clear enough?

Not daring to hesitate any longer, I gritted my teeth, and every word seemed to burst out from between my teeth. "I might be sick..."

She was obviously stunned, and turned my face to force me to look at her. Her dark eyes were full of disbelief and bewilderment. "What did you say?"

"HIV," I grinned miserably. "The little girl I saved, she had HIV, and she... bit me."

If I were the heroine of the eight o'clock romance show, I could smile weakly and tell her, my lover, I might be terminally ill, so please let me disappear, it would be good for you and me to disappear.Or like the sassy heroine in a martial arts movie, because she was seriously injured, she drove away her lover viciously, and then jumped off the unfathomable cliff alone in the silent night.But the reality is that I am neither, I am just me, Jimo Sigui, a timid and stubborn fool.I wanted to push it away, but found that my submissiveness and loyalty to her were everywhere, not to mention my bad voice-even if it was acting, I was destined not to be able to continue acting.

Maybe someday in the future I will be brave enough to push her away because of irreparable trauma, but at least right now, I can't.Under the aggression of her scorching eyes, a heart cannot be broken into two pieces, and a love cannot withstand being destroyed even more. I have no way to retreat, so I can only be doomed to surrender.

After I finished speaking, I froze on the spot, motionless. I couldn’t even remember exactly what Suman said and did. I only vaguely remembered that her handbag fell on the ground, the car keys fell out, and she bent over. He went to pick it up, but his fingertips slipped several times before he picked up the key back in his hand.

"Let's go," she said.Seeing that I was hesitating, he suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged me into his arms. "Come back with me."

"Before the result comes out, you stay with me and don't run around."

"if it is ture--"

My words were forced back into her throat by her, she stared at me, sparks in her eyes jumped, her red lips were almost pursed into a line, and it took a long time before she said: "Then wait for me too!"

My tense heartstrings suddenly loosened, and I no longer wanted to suppress my emotions, so I buried my head in her neck and burst into tears.The six-week countdown is now only two weeks away, and nearly a month of torment awaits.Countless times I have imagined what I should do if this nightmare comes true, whether to tell Suman frankly, or to leave without saying a word, but no amount of imagination can compare to her being in front of me, listening to her with a shocked and sad face. After I finished the whole story, I stretched out my hand and hugged me, who was at a loss, tightly into my arms, and let me wipe all the tears on her delicate and decent dress.

It was already 10 minutes after leaving the hotel.I finished the check-out procedure, pulled the suitcase, followed the condensed Suman out of the hotel gate with my head drooping.

Ji Yuzhen probably left long ago.Thinking of her, I suddenly froze. "Have you eaten?" Suman said that she came to the hotel to find me as soon as she came out of the company. She must have no time to eat in such a hurry.

Sure enough, she shook her head lightly, her pale face made my heart ache.She got into the car, looked sideways at me as I threw the suitcase into the trunk, and sat down in the passenger seat again.

"May I accompany you to eat something?" Please, Suman, nod your head, and stop looking at me with such a tired and sad face!My fingers curled up into a ball and pressed tightly on my leg, fearing that I couldn't control myself in the next second and rushed to hug her tightly, without any distance.No matter what, it's fine, as long as she can be happy, as long as she doesn't show this kind of expression that hurts my heart - even if I want to die immediately, I am willing!

In the next second, his cheeks became hot, but it was Su Man who suddenly untied the fastened seat belt, leaned over and pressed me into his arms. "Sigui..." I heard her cry in a low voice, as if it was a curse escaped from the depths of her throat after being squeezed layer by layer, her voice was unbearably hoarse. "When will you learn a lesson! Why...why do you always make me sad because of others..."

"I'm sorry..." Except for these three words, I can't think of any words that can express the sadness and guilt in my heart.Not to mention the news that I may be infected with HIV, but to say that I lied, but let others throw it in Suman's face. It is difficult to accept, both emotionally and self-esteem, especially when she returned it before getting the news. I confessed once I had a chance, but at that moment, the willful and reckless me was so confused that I still lied to her.

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