Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

The other side was silent, maybe for a few seconds, maybe longer.Her silence gave me inexplicable encouragement, and perhaps it was because I didn't have to face her face to face, so I wouldn't be defeated by her indifferent eyes, which gave me enough courage to say what I wanted to say.

Leaning on the street lamp, looking up at the moths fluttering and flying under the glass lampshade, they flew and failed again and again, and their heads were bloodied, but they still did not change their choices.Light, their life longing, is just light.

"Zhong Xia went to Chu Xia's place, and I took the wrong phone." Tears rolled down my cheeks like rain, but my voice was unexpectedly stable.Word by word, she said the information she wanted to know. "I heard that you had a quarrel, and I also believe that you persuaded her for her own good, but you didn't know that she loves Chu Xia very much. It's like, I love you very much, which you once knew."

"If you already know who I am, just call me, okay? If you still don't know, then hang up."

The sound of the heartbeat hits my ears, like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, holding his breath just waiting for the sentence, life or death.

Faintly, it seems to hear a soft sigh, extremely soft but the meaning is unknown.I bit the back of my hand, afraid that I would lose control and shout out: Suman, help me.

I don't know how long it has passed, until my brain felt dizzy due to lack of oxygen, I realized that the phone was hung up.

Sure enough, it's still like this...

His calf was weak, and he had expended too much energy in the fateful trial just now, and gradually felt a little unable to stand up, so he simply sat down under the street lamp.

"Here." A bottle of beer was suddenly handed in front of him, and he raised his eyes, but Musa turned back at some point.

I shook my head, "No, thank you."

She looked at me thoughtfully, put the beer on the ground, and sat down beside me.

"Musa, why do you like racing cars?" The dizziness in my mind gradually calmed down, and my thoughts recovered a little bit.Looking at her silent profile, I suddenly wanted to chat with her.

Instead of answering, she asked me, "Why do you want to be a lawyer?"

"I want to succeed and become strong." Thinking about it carefully, I chose to re-study the law because it is the driftwood I can grab the most.The four years of university were not considered a success but they were never wasted. It was only because of dissatisfaction with my mother that I deliberately didn't want to engage in this industry.

"Being a lawyer is equal to being powerful?" With obvious disapproval in his eyes, Musa opened a can of beer, seemed to think of something, shook his head, and poured down the can of beer.

"Ling Hua isn't so easy-going, introduced by a friend?" She asked suddenly.

I nod. "Um."

She smiled, and suddenly changed the subject: "Racing can make me forget all the unhappiness and enjoy the thrill of a blank mind. The faster the speed, the higher the purity of the brain."

"I don't want my mind to go blank." With a wry smile, those memories are the most precious treasures in my current life. Even if I am on the Naihe Bridge, I don't want to drink Mengpo soup.Suffering and joy, knowing the weather.Fortunately and sadly, the cause and effect are chosen by oneself.

"With so many negative things, can you succeed?" She suddenly sneered, squeezed the empty jar, stood up and threw it vigorously, and with a bang, it fell right into the trash can on the side of the road. "It's no use sitting here crying if you want to be successful. Have you ever met a successful lawyer like you?"

"Lawyers are human beings, and they are born with feelings. Why can't they be released?" Can't help but argue.

"With love and without desire, you are doomed to fail. Deep love is useless, but hard desire can be achieved. Love must be received, but desire must be let go. Has anyone ever taught you?" She opened a bottle of beer and handed it over earnestly. "The last bottle, never run out."

Want to accept love, want to let go?Love and desire, don't they complement each other?

"Sorrow arises from love, and fear arises from love. If you are separated from the lover, you will have no worries and no fears." I took the wine, and this time, I did not refuse. "I don't think I will ever be able to forget love and love in this life. You are right, if you have feelings but no desires, you are doomed to fail, but if you have desires but are ruthless, what is the difference between them and the walking dead?"

"I will argue, um, it seems to be recovering well." She patted her pants, "You don't have to die, you can't bear it, it depends on how you find the balance. Being a lawyer is the same as being a human being. There is only the line between life and death, and there is no right and wrong. You The idea is not smooth enough."

Take a sip of the bitter foam, but the taste spread far beyond the root of the tongue. "I understand what you said. Desire, I have it. What I lack is ability, the ability to achieve my desire. Simply put, I am really useless."

She looked at me with a half smile but not a smile, and I met her eyes, under the street lamp, as clear and transparent as when we first met. "If you don't try, who knows." After throwing an inexplicable sentence, she waved her hand. "I have to go back to sleep, you think about it."

At the end, one more sentence. "See you tomorrow."

I'm grateful for the beer. "Thank you, Musa."

Seven and five nights

I can’t turn my heart.My heart is arrogant, so I can't be curled up.

Forget the words and the heart is entwined, and the front edge is completely canceled.

Watching dramas as a child, the ten big characters that the white snake injected into Mr. Zhang's heart for the green snake made me, who was only twelve years old, burst into tears.At that time, I didn't even understand what love was, so I felt so ignorantly hurt.

I have always been afraid of being forgotten.Especially since that person is the love of my life.

It is better to have no fate than to have no fate, and to avoid this trial.If you have never met or seen beauty, you can keep a calm life, find someone you neither love nor hate, and make do with it.

But now, what should I do?

Between a gain and a loss, the good times are no longer, and the person has passed the next year.

In this life, have I failed you, or have you failed me?

Called his mobile phone, but no one answered, so he had to leave a message for Zhong Xia to tell him that he took the wrong phone.

In the afternoon of the next day, Zhong Xia came over.His face was pale, and he wore a pair of huge sunglasses, which almost covered half of his face. "Here, the phone."

Looking at the situation, it seems that the conversation with Chu Xia last night did not go well.I was secretly worried in my heart, but I didn't dare to ask more questions. Unexpectedly, she took the initiative to say: "My aunt was there last night, and I didn't say anything. Sigui, I have an appointment with Chu Xia and Vanessa. You can come tonight too." A resolute look, as if determined to showdown.

"I have something to do tonight." I thought of Musa's appointment, besides, what if I met her?Didn't the phone call last night explain everything?

Zhong Xia raised his eyebrows in surprise, "You don't want to see her?"

Raising my head, I bit the tip of my tongue hard, the stinging pain made my scorching brain instantly drop to freezing point.At this moment, I need such calm. "I'm not ready yet."

"What are you going to prepare? Sigui, don't expect too much, Vanessa still doesn't remember you."

I know it well, but I still can't stop the pain. "I know, she doesn't remember me. Jimo Sigui deleted everything from name to person to voice, leaving no fragments behind."

"Sigui, where's your courage?" She persuaded me disapprovingly. "Yesterday you advised me to be brave, but you don't want to face it yourself?"

"I already faced it last night." I shook my head, smiled wryly, and my tongue was bitter. "Last night, she called you, and I answered the phone. Suman has no idea who I am. Do you think it makes sense for me to meet her now? I'm sorry, I want to calm down."

"Ha, just pretend. I don't believe she can forget you so completely!" Zhong Xia suddenly became excited, "No, you must go with me today. Do you have any friends? Take them with you, It's good to stimulate her! I'll see how long she can act!"

"Zhong Xia, you..." I was taken aback by her sudden change of attitude, "There's no need to do this."

"Sigui, don't you understand? You are brave, but you are always waiting! You asked me to take the initiative to showdown yesterday, why can't you do it yourself? Vanessa hasn't paid any in the past two years. Girlfriend, everyone knows the reason for getting engaged to Xia Ruiting, she is not because of you, why did she do this? I think she remembers you at all, but she just doesn't want to see you rashly!"

I was moved by what she said, but I still couldn't believe it. "Zhong Xia, this is just your own guess..."

"Isn't it, you'll know if you try it?"

I admit that I was tempted for nothing. What Musa said last night and the stimulation of Zhongxia now gave me a sudden idea.Yes, one more disappointment is nothing but disappointment. If you don’t try, how will you know the result?