Lord Grimth Returns - It seems like an old friend is coming

I was listless in the office during the day, and forced to smile when I returned home at night, but I didn't want to disturb Suman before I came out, but I had to avoid getting close to her without showing any traces, which was really too tortured.I had no choice but to choose a compromise method, procrastinating the time to go home very late, and deliberately avoiding the only dinner we had together at the end of the day.

The person with the workaholic attribute of this obvious anomaly didn't intend to suspect anything, but expressed a little surprise that I worked so hard without Miao Sa, and she was also busy, so the first two days were safe and overdone. All is well.

But on the third day, there was nothing I could do to avoid it.At the beginning of October, a national holiday was thrown around. Since the beginning of the relationship, I have been busy with work with me, and after we got back together, I have been busy with work. The guilt broke out, probably because I was worried that what would happen next Busier, so she asked me in a good mood if there was anything I wanted to play - it turned out that she planned to take me on a trip.

It would be such an epoch-making romance and warmth to put it in the autumn of nothing, but it is spread out at this moment... I feel so uncomfortable that it almost overwhelms me. "No, don't..."

"What's the matter, don't you want to go out to play?" Suman couldn't help being surprised.

I struggled with my words. "It's only a few days in total, and I can't enjoy myself anywhere."

"It's a bit hasty to go abroad. Seven days is too little in China. Go to Sanya and call Chuxia and Zhongxia, okay?" I don't know if I misread it, but Suman's tone of voice was like that The ground is gentle, and even has a bit of flattering and coaxing meaning. "Don't you like playing with Zhong Xia very much?"

How can I have the mood to play with Zhong Xia... Anyway, today is the last day, I gritted my teeth: "I want to take a day off first, and make a decision tomorrow, okay?"

Suman naturally agreed, but she was stunned by my hesitant and vague attitude-don't ask me how I know, we have been together for so long that even this little emotional change of hers can't be grasped. How can it be impossible?I pretended to be asleep before ten o'clock this night, pay attention, not sleeping, but sleeping, falling asleep, but can Suman be a fuel-efficient lamp?As long as she is determined to tease me, don't say that I'm just "asleep", even if I die, I have to fake my body.

"Sigui, are you asleep?"

He took the initiative to get into my arms, his small voice sounded extraordinarily moving and seductive in this silent night, with a silky texture.My heartbeat is almost breaking through the physical limit - this is really uncontrollable, why is there no such thing as Liu Xiahui in the education I received from childhood to adulthood?

I endured and endured without moving, but the frequency of my heartbeat had already betrayed me, and Suman was not stupid. When he spoke again, his voice was filled with determination and coquettishness: "Sigui?"

I also wanted to pretend to be asleep, but the other side got angry because I didn't get a response, so I leaned over and pressed my face with both hands, and rubbed my face fiercely——I'm really looking for death if I want to pretend to be asleep again.Opening his eyes hesitantly, facing her pair of gloomy eyes, the moment he opened his mouth, there was a faint hint of wind and rain: "What's wrong with you?"

"I, I'm sleepy." I didn't dare to look at her again, I thought I was really not an expert at lying, and I couldn't bear the evasive eyes.

"Do you have something on your mind?" Suman hit me straight.

"That's right..." My teeth hurt, and it's really uncomfortable to bear such a big secret alone, but the matter is still unclear, how can I have the heart to tell Suman such a scary thing like this?I'll let myself bear this painful torment!

"Why, is that little girl in trouble?" Suman pondered slightly, "Didn't you call the police?"

"Well, yes..." I know that this kind of perfunctory attitude is completely unbearable in front of Suman, but at this moment, my mind is really in a mess, and I can't even make up some random excuses.

"What is it? What's the matter with you?" Suman was really angry now, and his fingers slid down and pinched my ear, "You dare to hide it from me? Tell me, what is it?"

"That's, that's—" Or else people are a little quick-witted, I closed my eyes and let it go, "I just thought that your mother will come to beat the mandarin ducks after a while, and I feel uncomfortable."

I thought that Su Man would complain that my generous mouth and petty words were not worth it, but she was silent for a few seconds, sighed suddenly, and stepped back from me.The side of her body sank slightly, and she got into my arms within a few seconds after she lay down, and found a comfortable position by herself. "No wonder I see you with a preoccupied look these days. I thought you were really okay...Sigui, don't be alone if you feel uncomfortable. You can even have an outburst to me, you know?"

"Hmm..." Seeing that she took my lie seriously and comforted me seriously, my heartache doubled immediately. "It's okay, I, I'll be fine after a night of sleep..." I can't think deeply if I see the result tomorrow, it's the disease, how I will face Suman and us in the next few days Make an appointment to grow old love together.I just think about it, let me own this moment selfishly first, owning this woman who is shrinking into my arms like a kitten, her soft and fragrant body, her warm and sweet breath, the corners of her eyes and eyebrows. The warmth and tenderness that almost drowned people.

My heart sank suddenly.If one day, all these things will no longer belong to me...

"You, you're such a child, I wouldn't have told you in advance if I knew about it." She touched my face lovingly.

"Children..." If I were really a child, it would be best if I liked laughing rather than crying, gathering rather than parting, but why am I always crying and always wanting to disperse?Suman...Suman...what should I do if it turns out to be the worst?what should we do?The thing I am most afraid of is to be separated from you, and I am chasing here just to fight for a future with you. The greatest sorrow in life is to hold hands, but you can’t grow old, you can’t grow old, the so-called being with you How ironic it is to grow old together!

"Well, a child needs a lot of security and love." Suman said, suddenly raised his face and kissed him.

I was startled, and turned my head almost reflexively, and her warm breath landed on the corner of my mouth in embarrassment.Frowning sullenly, she looked at me, but I could only look away in embarrassment. "Ah, I've been a little angry these past two days, and my tooth hurts." What a bad reason!

"Really...really, I'm sleepy, let's go to sleep." My clumsy lies couldn't fool her at all, I knew it, and I held my breath in my throat, but I didn't dare to spit it out, for fear of the next All his patience collapsed in seconds.

Suman looked at me fixedly, with indescribable depression and injury in his eyes.How long?In fact, it is only 1 minute at most, and my breath holding ability will never exceed this value.Finally she gave up first.Sighing, she raised her hand and gently rubbed my face. There were thousands of words in her eyes, such complicated thinking and judgment, but she swallowed them all by herself.She didn't say anything, she even gave up the right to question or lose her temper, and just lay back quietly like that.I heard her inaudible sigh, tearing the pain in my heart like a nightmare.She must be very unhappy, she must be, but I can't hug her and get close to her like I usually do, I can only pretend that I didn't hear anything, pretend that I was really sleepy and unconscious, and pretended to be heartless So he fell asleep.

I can't sleep with my eyes closed, and the obvious deliberate silence of the person next to me makes me almost want to hide in the bathroom and cry bitterly. Why, why is this happening?Biting the back of my hand fiercely to stop myself from crying, I obviously love her so deeply, why do I torture each other like this?

Suman...Suman...everything will be fine tomorrow. If tomorrow proves that I am worrying unfoundedly, I will let you punish me and let you vent my anger. I can do whatever you want!But if it turns out to be what I fear the most...

Suman, I'm sorry, I can only leave!

The next morning, I got up before seven o'clock—in fact, I didn't sleep all night, and I didn't sleep for an hour until after five o'clock, but woke up again in a blink of an eye.

Suman, however, slept very deeply, quietly and without a sound, her cheeks half covered by black hair were as smooth as silk, and the sound of her light and regular breathing lingered in the air.Gently pressed a kiss on her forehead, closed the door, and I went to the kitchen to cook the porridge.

While waiting, I just sat in the living room, staring blankly at the brightly lit sky, the sunlight poured in through the exquisite large bay window, and fine floating dust could be faintly seen swirling in the air, the sky was so blue, The clouds are so white, and everything is so beautiful.Except for my gloomy state of mind, it seemed gloomy that it was about to rain.

The porridge was ready, I left a note on the table in the dining room, took the car keys and went out.

"You came at a good time. Go and see Zhang Xiaohe. Her biological parents came here yesterday and they are making a fuss to pick her up." Dr. Li said as soon as he saw me. "The hospital stopped them. After all, they were patients with highly contagious diseases. It would be too dangerous for the patients and others to take them out like this."

"Doctor Li, you mean..." I only focused on the words "highly contagious disease", hoping that I had heard it wrong. "Has the result come out yet?"

Dr. Li took out the test sheet from Zhang Xiaohe's medical record and handed it to me, sighing. "HIV test came back positive."

is that a lie!With a shake of my hand, the list fluttered to the ground.The dull pain in my chest gradually became clearer, I wanted to pick up the list and read it again, to see if I was wrong just now!But when I stretched out my fingers, I suddenly realized that I couldn't gather any more strength.

It's a lie... There is only this futile question left in my mind, and it turns out to be true, I really got that disease... What about me?What about me who got bitten out of nowhere?

what do I do? !

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