teacher!I'm hungry

In the days that followed, Fang Qin could not remember what happened that night at all, but he clearly remembered Jiang Lingling's teachings.

If you give up, you will gain, if you give up, you will gain, and if you give up, you will get big!

So Fang Qin decided to start to implement this plan of giving up and gaining.

Before enrolling in high school, he gave that watch to Xu Lifeng, who was so surprised and delighted that he almost patted Fang Qin's head and said he was a good boy.

Fang Qin packed up some of his own things, and solemnly bowed to Xu Lifeng, "This is an apology, I hope the teacher will not take those unpleasant things to heart."

Xu Lifeng put the watch on his hand, and cheerfully posed in various poses in front of the mirror, "What unpleasant thing?"

Fang Qin paused, "...Well, teacher, are you troubled? Let me tell you that I like you."

Xu Lifeng's heart sank, most of his cheerfulness was gone, but he still acted as if nothing had happened on the surface. He turned his head and looked at Fang Qin suspiciously, wanting to see Fang Qin's expression at a close distance when he said this.

"You apologize for this?"

Fang Qin nodded, his face was as calm as ever, and there seemed to be a little apology in his eyes.He asked again, "The teacher must be very troubled, isn't it?"

Xu Lifeng had mixed feelings in his heart, and continued to stare at himself in the mirror, scolding Fang Qin thousands of times in his heart.Okay, you kid finally knows how to apologize. I asked if you could apologize sooner. I kissed your teacher all over before saying this. Isn't it too late!

"Yeah, I'm very troubled, and I can't beat or scold. If it weren't for your teacher, my mental quality is better, maybe I would really suffer from some kind of mental illness."

Fang Qin put his head down and smiled wryly, then opened the closet and stuffed some clothes into the bag.Xu Lifeng looked at him suspiciously, although his words were exaggerated, but you were the one who asked, are you going to run away from home now?

Xu Lifeng pressed Fang Qin's hand and closed the wardrobe door, "What are you doing?"

Fang Qin slowly withdrew his hand and smiled at Xu Lifeng. This was really a polite smile, which really made Xu Lifeng feel cold.

"Teacher, I decided to move out in high school. Li Xiaoran rented a small apartment for He Yan. It's no problem for two people to live there."

Xu Lifeng was startled, and raised his voice, "Why do you go outside when you're not at home? What's going on in your mind?"

Fang Qin looked at Xu Lifeng seriously, he was very emotional, his brows were frowned, his eyes were filled with why, yes, Jiang Lingling said, it was to achieve this effect.

"Teacher, you can't take care of me forever. When school starts, you have to go to class. I also want to be independent as soon as possible. In this way, you don't have to run around at home and school all the time. I can also practice outside. Moreover, I continue to live with the teacher. It's also very inconvenient to be together... Doesn't Teacher Jiang come here often? It makes the two of you not have enough space."

"What kind of two-person space, you know a fart! Don't tell me all the fucking nonsense." Xu Lifeng also realized that he was too excited, so he calmed down and lit a cigarette, "I just live at home, and I'm not allowed to go anywhere .”

"why?"

"It's so chaotic outside, I don't worry."

"Then you can rest assured that I sleep with you every day, and I don't worry about myself."

Xu Lifeng glared at Fang Qin angrily, and the smoke in his mouth was blown out of his nose, "I'm going to buy you a bed."

Fang Qin looked at Xu Lifeng in silence for a long time, and finally pulled his bag on the back, "Teacher, you are too selfish. You can't leave me and refuse to be with me. What mood do you want me to face every day?" to you."

"Where are you going?" Xu Lifeng softened his voice and quickly grabbed Fang Qin's wrist.

"He Yan has already made room for me. I'll go to school with him after putting away my things." He withdrew his back to face Xu Lifeng, paused and said, "I won't be coming back at night."

Xu Lifeng felt that something was wrong a long time ago. He thought that Fang Qin was still angry because of Jiang Mengxin's affairs, but he didn't expect him to think this way.

After that night, Xu Lifeng obviously felt that the conversation between Fang Qin and himself had become less. There was no sound when watching TV or eating. He stared at himself with glowing eyes and laughed from ear to ear.

He will take the initiative to clean and wash clothes, saying that he is living together, so he can't stay idle all the time.They were indeed unfamiliar with each other, and even when they slept at night, there was a large space in the middle of the bed, which made Xu Lifeng, who had been hugged by Fang Qin for a long time, unable to adapt for several days.

He really wanted to talk to Fang Qin, Xu Lifeng was overwhelmed by this sudden change, but what did he want to talk to him about, the relationship between them?What is their relationship?

Xu Lifeng hadn't seen Fang Qin for half a month since the beginning of school. He was busy with the processing of freshmen's admission materials, admission arrangements, and ideological education for middle school students. There was no one who would accompany him to eat every day. Sometimes he really forgot to eat.

Xu Lifeng would be dragged by Jiang Mengxin to go shopping at night, he could have refused, but he didn't want to stay alone in a deserted room.So I took advantage of the hustle and bustle of the market to refresh my mind, and when I was tired from shopping, I could fall asleep early when I went back at night, without staring at the ceiling in a daze.

In the past, the auspicious day of Friday was Xu Lifeng's favorite, he packed his things early and waited to pick Fang Qin home after school.But now on Friday, Xu Lifeng will become very slack and lack of energy, because it means that the busy work of the week is over, and he will go back to his home alone, eating in front of the air, holding the air sleep.

Because he couldn't eat, didn't know the taste of the food, and had to accompany Jiang Mengxin around under the coercion and lure of his mother, his body and mind were in an extremely negative state. Xu Lifeng suddenly found that he had lost weight.

Xu Lifeng knew the reason why he was so depressed, didn't he just want to see Fang Qin?But high school is on a monthly vacation, and there is evening self-study at night, so I can't disturb his rest, and what's more, he hasn't figured out how to face Fang Qin himself, Xu Lifeng is so worried that his hair is turning gray.

It was Friday again, and he went to Li Xiaoran's bar for the first time to have a few drinks, and then told Li Xiaoran about these things, and sure enough, he vomited quickly, and his aggrieved mood improved a lot.

Originally thought that Li Xiaoran would laugh at him, but Li Xiaoran patted Xu Lifeng's head knowingly and said, "Brother, don't you torture yourself? Just do what you want, I found that you have a fucking problem in your heart." , do you know what it feels like to like?"

Xu Lifeng shook his head and nodded again, "I seem to know, but it doesn't seem to be the case."

"Let me tell you in a simple way, besides your parents, if you can't live without someone, if you want to see someone every day, if you see someone, you will react, then you fucking like it."

When he took a taxi downstairs, he felt a headache. He took out the key in a daze and opened the door, only to find that the light was on.Startled, he hurriedly took off his shoes and went in. Sure enough, it was Fang Qin, who was sitting on the sofa watching TV.

Xu Lifeng stood there, feeling a little excited.Fang Qin saw him coming in and smiled at him, "Are you back?"

Xu Lifeng was stunned for a moment before he let out an oh, walked over and sat beside Fang Qin, "Why do you...?"

Before he finished asking, Fang Qin took out a slip and handed it to Xu Lifeng, "Students who live outside, the school asks their parents to sign a letter of guarantee. I thought about it, let the teacher sign it."

Xu Lifeng took a look at the list. Could it be that it was an agreement that he was responsible for his own life and property? He turned his head and looked at Fang Qin, "I really can't come back to live?"

Fang Qin smiled at him and did not speak. Xu Lifeng picked up the pen and pinched it for a long time, but still hastily signed his name.

Fang Qin put away the guarantee slip and got up and pointed to the box on the table, "The egg tart I bought for you when I came here is already cold, so you can eat it as a midnight snack. I'll go first."

Fang Qin finished his bag and walked past Xu Lifeng.Xu Lifeng's heart was complicated, his palms were sweating, he wanted to reach out to hold him, but unfortunately he had already passed by when he made up his mind.

Xu Lifeng chased him to the door, Fang Qin turned around and asked him, "Teacher, is there anything else?"

"No, it's almost twelve o'clock, don't go alone, I can't send you off after drinking some wine today, so stay here tonight."

Seeing that Fang Qin hesitated, he immediately said, "I will rest tomorrow, just sleep on the sofa. You sleep in the room, and I will take you to school in the morning."

Fang Qin's hopeful mood was now completely empty, his face was gloomy, he turned and opened the door forcefully, "No, I'm sorry to let the teacher sit on the sofa, I'd better go back."

Xu Lifeng was already agitated, but now he couldn't control it after being hit so mercilessly.He grabbed Fang Qin and dragged him in.

"What the hell are you trying to argue with me? You said it was dangerous in the middle of the night. Why do you run away! If you tell you to stay, you stay, don't talk so much nonsense," said Fang Qin, pushing Fang Qin into the room, " Wash and go to bed early, and get up early tomorrow, I'll be outside, just call me if you need anything."

Xu Lifeng closed the door and leaned against it. Sure enough, having Fang Qin at home felt much more at ease.

This night on the sofa, Xu Lifeng finally slept relatively peacefully, and had a comfortable dream after a long absence.

In the dream, he was lying on the beach basking in the sun, the warm sunlight wafting over his body like a veil, very soft and comfortable.Then he went for a swim in the sea and felt himself moving effortlessly through the water like a fish.

But...he seemed to be drowning.

Xu Lifeng flicked the water desperately and struggled vigorously, but his body kept sinking into the sea. His chest began to feel tight, his lungs began to hurt, and he gradually felt that his head began to dizzy, and he was about to lose consciousness. He was going to die. ?

"Don't!" Xu Lifeng yelled, sat up at once, opened his eyes panting, fortunately, it turned out to be a dream, even if he was going to die, he must not force himself to drown.

It was a bit dark in the room, but he still belatedly realized that there was a figure beside him.

"Fang Qin? What are you doing here..." Xu Lifeng felt that his lips were wet when he spoke, and finally knew how his dream could turn into a nightmare. Resentment soared to the sky, "You fucking came to sneak attack!"

Although the expression could not be seen clearly, Fang Qin spoke in a very calm tone, "You insisted on keeping me here, hey~ You should have thought of this kind of consequences."

In an environment with poor eyesight, people's hearing will naturally be more acute.No matter what Xu Lifeng heard, Fang Qin felt that Fang Qin had a big tongue, and he hissed. Only then did he realize that his mouth was full of the taste of iron. He swallowed, but he didn't feel any pain, did he?

"Did I bite you?"

"Well, if I hadn't retreated so fast, you would have bitten off your tongue."

Xu Lifeng was a little worried, he yelled so vigorously just now, his teeth must bite down easily, so he hurriedly got down and turned on the light.

"Come on, open your mouth and let me see."

Xu Lifeng saw that the tip of Fang Qin's tongue was blood red, and Fang Qin's breath was full of blood, he frowned and grabbed Fang Qin's arm, "Who told you to be so messy, If I try harder, your piece of meat will fall off."

Fang Qin leaned very close to him, and there was a tendency to get closer and closer, Xu Lifeng hurriedly stopped him, "Don't make trouble, there is class tomorrow, go back to sleep."

"But my tongue hurts so much, I can't sleep, teacher, blow it on for me."

Xu Lifeng quickly made up the ambiguous scene in his brain, he dared not think about it too much, he would not be able to fall asleep if he thought about it too much.

"Are you kidding me! Go get a piece of ice and suck it, the pain will stop after a while."

Fang Qin grabbed Xu Lifeng's neck, leaned over, and rubbed noses with Xu Lifeng, "No! I want the teacher to help me. You hurt me, and you have to pay for it."

Then Fang Qin closed his eyes, his long eyelashes cast a shadow by the light, he stuck out his tongue and licked Xu Lifeng's lips, Xu Lifeng was a rascal, he opened his mouth after holding back for a while and let Fang Qin rush in.He carefully licked and sucked Fang Qinqing for fear of hurting him.

Fortunately, after some gentle lingering, Fang Qincai retreated with a smile, said good night to Xu Lifeng, and went to bed obediently.Xu Lifeng felt unspeakably comfortable, hugging the pillow and continuing to dream of basking in the sun.

That night, I felt that my relationship with Fang Qin had improved a little.

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