I want to live, get married

The recovery process after heart surgery is extremely difficult and unbearable for ordinary people.

Lying quietly every day, unable to move, it sounds like nothing, but in practice, life is worse than death.

He Qingqing felt that even if she was sick and bedridden before, she was not as uncomfortable as she is now.

But the only thing to be thankful for is that in such a difficult time, Liu Yanhan's constant company and protection gave her great confidence and courage. If not, she doesn't know if she can survive this difficult time.

Because the internal organs have become disordered after the operation, it is difficult to eat, so Liu Yanhan cooks soup by herself for three meals a day, so that she can eat half a mouthful.

"Come on, ah... Slowly open your mouth and drink some rice milk. Master said that you can have some liquid food today, so I specially boiled rice milk for you. Come and taste how it tastes."

Liu Yanhan sat in front of the bed, carefully scooped up a scoop of rice milk with a spoon, blew it until it was no longer hot, and then carefully brought it to He Qingqing's lips.

In fact, the wound after the operation was painful, and the whole body was tired except for the pain. He Qingqing had no appetite to eat, but seeing the expectant and concerned eyes of the person in front of him, she couldn't bear to make her worry, so she opened her mouth with difficulty and pursed her mouth a little. .

Finally eating some, Liu Yanhan smiled gratifiedly, and asked: "How is it? Is the taste soft and smooth? This rice was soaked last night, and it was specially ground very finely. It should be easy to eat."

"..."

He Qingqing now tasted Tongjue wax in her mouth, and she couldn't taste it at all, but in order to reassure Liu Yanhan, she could only answer with a smile on her pale cheeks.

"You smile, and it's delicious when you smile. In this way, you can eat two more bites today, um! Only two bites, and you can regain your strength by eating more, okay?"

As he spoke, he scooped up another spoon and blew on it, then handed it to his mouth.

"..."

He Qingqing was very tired and did not open her mouth.

Seeing her suddenly not cooperating, Liu Yanhan pretended to complain and said: "Why, I don't want to eat, no way! This is not good, hurry up, open your mouth and take another bite... ah..."

"Eat more, I'll give you something nice tomorrow, okay?"

Under such coaxing and deception, he managed to squeeze in a few more mouthfuls. Because of his weak body and weak energy, eating every day was such a laborious effort, but Liu Yanhan was extremely patient and gentle with He Qingqing, never I find it troublesome.

Liu Yanhan fed the soup carefully, got up and took a scroll in front of the sick bed, spread it out, picked up a pen and wrote something on it.

He Qingqing was lying on the bed watching curiously, Liu Yanhan glanced at her expression, even if she couldn't speak, she knew what she was thinking at the moment.

Then she smiled, and explained to her while writing: "This scroll I filled out is a record about you. Every day, your age, condition, daily pulse, daily dressing change, medication, diet and other matters are recorded. They are all registered.”

"..."

After the operation, He Qingqing couldn't speak. These days, Liu Yanhan is very used to talking to herself in front of her. It's not for other reasons. I just hope that she can feel happier and lively on the sick bed, and won't be too lonely. .

She continued to explain on her own: "You must want to ask what to do with these records, let me tell you, these written records can be passed on to future generations, and it is very important to pass on valuable experience to those who study the art of Qi and Huang, and it needs to be more rigorous. "

While speaking, he carefully completed the record in his hand.

On the fifth day of April, on the third day after heart surgery, the pulse condition was weak, the wound had scabbed over, and the dressing was changed with Qusputum Shengji Ointment externally, and a little liquid food was given to the diet.

After the operation, Liu Yanhan accompanied He Qingqing almost every step of the way, taking good care of her, for fear that she would be emotionally depressed due to her inability to take care of herself.

In the early morning, when the first ray of sunlight penetrated into the room, Liu Yanhan pushed open the carved window, allowing the beautiful scenery of spring to be reflected in the room, and also made the people lying on the sickbed feel better after seeing it.

"Qingqing, look, the weather is really good today. Linfeng Mountain is already full of spring scenery, it is very beautiful. You need to get better soon, next year we can climb the mountain together to see the scenery."

"..."

Qingqing raised her eyelids and looked out of the window, there seemed to be a glimmer of life on her tired face.

Taking advantage of her happiness, Liu Yanhan brought today's routine soup and medicine, and brought it to his lips to feed her.

He Qingqing frowned unconsciously when he caught a glimpse of the dark soup.

Although she couldn't speak, Liu Yanhan could guess from the expression she showed for a moment that she didn't want to take medicine.

Thinking about her being a bitter companion every day, she is also bored personally, and I can't bear to be harsh, but it won't work if I don't eat.

I could only be patient, and the guide said: "By the way, Qingqing, do you remember the gift I promised you yesterday! I brought it to you today, do you want to see it?"

"..."

He Qingqing answered with eyes.

Seeing this, Liu Yanhan smiled, and Gu Zuo said mysteriously: "Do you want it? Then quickly open your mouth and take the medicine. If you take it, I will give it to you. If you don't take it, it will be gone."

So easy to say, He Qingqingfang opened his mouth with difficulty, and ate a mouthful with the spoon.

"Okay, the first bite..."

"One more bite"

"Next..."

"puff……"

He Qingqing suddenly returned the medicinal soup that had just been brought into her mouth, which made her frown in pain.

Because her internal organs are currently in disarray, she has difficulty swallowing, and if she feeds a little faster, it will all overflow.

"Cough, cough, cough..."

Choking made her cough violently, and her chest hurt.

Liu Yanhan hastily put down the medicine bowl, wiped the corners of his mouth and patted his back to smooth his air.

Distressed and guilty, he said: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was a little anxious to feed just now, so I didn't choke you! Let's come down a little slower, okay?"

In this way, we can only be more careful, a bowl of soup and medicine, it takes a whole stick of incense to forcefully feed it into the stomach.

Putting down the medicine bowl, Liu Yanhan was already sweating from exhaustion, but she didn't feel the hardship at all.

Wiping her forehead, she said with a smile: "Qingqing, you are too obedient today, you took all the medicine, in order to reward you, I will fulfill my promise right away, are you happy?"

"..."

"Since you're so happy, why don't you guess what it is!"

"..."

He Qingqing frowned, looking incredulous.

"It seems that you must not have guessed it. Since you are looking forward to it so much, I won't whet your appetite. I will show you later."

Liu Yanhan smiled brightly, like a spring breeze.

As she spoke, she took out a long-necked white porcelain bottle from behind the screen and put it on the table next to the bed.

Seeing this, He Qingqing showed a puzzled expression.

"How about it, can't guess what it is!"

"Let's see..."

As he said that, Liu Yanhan showed a magnolia flower with pearls and dew from behind as if conjuring, and happily inserted it into the long-necked white porcelain vase.

At this time, Xinyi Valley was in the season when the grass was growing and the warbler was flying, but He Qingqing was unable to see the good spring because of her health, which was a pity.

Therefore, Liu Yanhan picked this magnolia flower in the magnolia valley early in the morning and kept it in a bottle.

When she opened her eyes, she could just see it, and in this way, it was considered as moving the spring into the room, and the people on the sickbed could see the colorful spring scenery, and the mood might be happier.

"How is it, do you like it?"

Liu Yanhan asked with a smile while inserting the magnolia flower in his hand into the bottle.

"..."

Although He Qingqing was speechless, when she saw this handsome flower branch, she couldn't move her eyes away, even her tired eyes became refreshed.

"Oh...it looks like you like this gift very much..."

Seeing He Qingqing's big bright eyes flickering, she must have liked it very much.

"Look at how beautiful the magnolia flowers are blooming!"

Liu Yanhan said while arranging the flower branches: "Xinyi Valley grows all over the mountains and plains in spring. It's very beautiful. You must get better soon, so we can enjoy the flowers and scenery together!"

"From now on, I will break a new branch for you every morning and let it accompany you, okay?"

Fearing that He Qingqing would be too lonely, Liu Yanhan tried to talk to her as much as possible every day to relieve her boredom, even though she couldn't speak now, Liu Yanhan was also talking to herself as always.

"Did you know? This flower is also known as Mubihua. It blooms tall, clear and lonely, and is mostly used for medicine. I think it is very similar to Qingqing."

Looking at He Qingqing's puzzled eyes, Liu Yanhan smiled and asked himself: "You must ask why again, right?"

"Do you still remember? When I was first invited to the house to treat your illness, you and I didn't know each other very well. You were really shy, alienated and polite to people, and you couldn't talk to each other all day long. .”

"I especially like magnolia flowers. Peach blossoms are more gaudy than peach blossoms. They are too heavy and not atmospheric enough. Only the freshness and coldness of magnolia flowers can match the state of Ling Ran's atmosphere. Although the appearance of this flower is cold, its smell is spicy and warm. People's hearts."

As he spoke, he gently pulled Qingqing's hand into his palm, and said affectionately: "Just like you, you have sharp teeth and a sharp mouth that chokes people to death, but your heart is soft!

Hearing this, a rare smile appeared on He Qingqing's pale as snow cheeks.

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