I want to live, get married

So, when he came to the door, he flinched back.

"You should trust her..."

Liu Yanhan comforted herself: "Since we have worshiped and married, it is a lifetime commitment. We should respect and trust each other, and we should not blindly suspect each other. Besides, I am clear about her previous experiences. There may be an illegitimate child, absolutely impossible."

He shook his head, trying to get rid of bad thoughts.

But from some corner of my mind, some voices popped out again, disturbing and disturbing people.

"Senior Sister He is not like us who have lived here since we were young. We have long been accustomed to the colorful world outside..."

"Look, look! I know that's the case. I didn't tell you, Senior Sister. You and Senior Sister He can't do it in the long run."

"If you are a person, you will change your mind, let alone people's hearts, you are too careless, senior sister, so as not to be sold later and have to help count the money."

"A woman's heart is a needle in the bottom of the sea. The world of flowers and flowers is so big, and she can change her heart with just a tick."

The negative emotions that the little junior brother said this morning flooded into her mind, making her breathless.

That's right! He Qingqing has become the female head of the He Mansion, and has been traveling in other places for the past two years. The two have not seen each other for a long time. For such a long time, I have not been by my side. People have emotions and desires. Even if the other party has some variables, It is not impossible.

He looked at the milk baby in his arms again, wondering if it was because of suspicion, even such a cute child suddenly became unpleasant.

No longer in the mood to play and laugh with him, Liu Yan put the child back on the bed in a sleepy manner, and let him play by himself, while she wanted to go out for a walk to get some air.

But before the front foot was lifted, the baby on the back foot began to cry loudly.

"Wow... wow... wow..." The child's white, tender and chubby face was wrinkled into a ball of wrinkles, and the big tears rolled down his cheeks, only wetting the red pocket.

"Nei...Nei..." While crying, he stretched out his chubby paws, scratching and scratching in the air, and called out aggrievedly.

At first he wanted to ignore it, but when he saw the child crying pitifully, Liu Yanhan's heart softened.

She hates children crying the most. If a child is crying and fussing when she is in the clinic, she is really anxious and sad from the bottom of her heart. It is much more difficult than treating an adult. Although she is not yet a parent, she feels the same.

Immediately, she turned around and went to the bedside. She picked up the child again, patted it in her arms, and coaxed softly: "Oh! Baby stop crying, sister is not leaving, sister was just teasing you."

But no matter how coaxed this time, the baby just kept crying, her fair little face was flushed, snot and tears dripped down her cheeks, it was very lively.

"Okay, the baby stopped crying, what's the matter?"

While coaxing good words, Liu Yanhan took out a handkerchief from his arms and wiped the child's tears and nose: "Elder sister can't leave, just laugh."

"Cough, cough, cough..."

Xu Shi cried too hard, his throat was choked by tears, the baby suddenly coughed, his body shook violently and he was gasping for breath, his face flushed red.

Seeing this, Liu Yanhan immediately held him upright, put his head on his shoulder, patted his back to comfort him, and hurriedly comforted him: "Baby can't cry, be good, if you cry again, you will be choked. "

But the crying still didn't stop.

"How could this be, baby, are you uncomfortable somewhere?"

So, he put the child back on the bed and lay down, and said to himself: "Sister, help me to see what's wrong, don't move around, do you understand?"

As he said that, he stretched out his hand to help the child take the pulse, and found that the pulse was stable, not as ill, and he felt suspicious: "It's all right, what's the matter?"

Unwilling to be reconciled, he pressed the child's body around and checked carefully.

When I pressed the abdomen, I found that the child's fleshy belly was deflated, and I thought it must be hungry.

"Baby, are you hungry!" Liu Yanhan asked with a smile.

"Oh... oh...", the baby doll babbled, as if she was really hungry.

Thinking about how to get something to eat for the children.

Coincidentally, I bought a catty of glutinous rice balls today, so Liu Yanhan got up and lit the tea-burning stove on the table, put a small casserole on it, sat on the water, and after a while, the water boiled.

There are white waves tumbling in the pot. Walking along the side of the pot, pour the glutinous rice balls into it slowly.

He took a teacup and poured them out while they were still hot, and the sweet aroma filled the whole room.

"Baby, wait a moment, the glutinous rice balls are already cooked." Afraid of scalding the child, Liu Yanhan used a spoon to carefully mix the glutinous rice balls in the bowl while blowing the hot air.

"It's still a little hot, let's wait for a while, it won't be hot anymore, and my sister will feed you, okay?" He said, smiling brightly at the child, trying to make him happy.

The milk doll also felt the kindness of the beautiful sister in front of her like a human being, and grinned "giggle" with her small mouth.

It is estimated that this child is young, and the row of small milk teeth is not strong.

Liu Yanhan patiently and meticulously smashed all the glutinous rice balls in the bowl with a spoon, and waited until they were no longer hot before scooping up a spoonful of "sweet paste" and bringing it to the child's mouth.

The little milkman sniffed the spoon, only to feel a burst of sweetness lingering at the tip of his nose, and opened his mouth to swallow it in one gulp.

I smacked the sweet paste in my mouth and felt that it tasted good, so I swallowed it.

He opened his small mouth impatiently, waiting for the second feeding.

In this way, you take a spoonful and I take a bite, and a bowl of glutinous rice balls is quickly fed.

The soft, sweet and glutinous hot food dispelled the hunger, and the milk doll finally showed a satisfied smile, and the two lumps of meat on his face bulged even higher.

After eating and drinking enough, the child began to feel sleepy, but Mi stared and refused to sleep, and would moan and cry from time to time, presumably because he was sleeping.

"What's the matter, baby, why aren't you sleeping yet! Aren't you already full?"

"Wow wow... wow wow..."

It's okay if you don't ask, but when you ask, the milk baby starts to cry.

Because of crying too sadly, while sobbing, while murmuring the baby's language indistinctly: "Woo... woo... hug... woo...", crying and crying, snot bubbles blowing out .

Seeing the child in a state of distress, Liu Yanhan couldn't help but burst out laughing with a "poof", and quickly picked up the child in his arms and coaxed it.

"Oh! Well, sister knows, sister hugs you to sleep, don't cry, sleep well, you can grow taller when you sleep, you know?"

So, while patting the child in his arms, he paced back and forth in the room.

The milk doll was satisfied, and finally calmed down, licking her fingers obediently, leaning her little head in Liu Yanhan's arms, and fell asleep peacefully.

After the child had slept soundly, he was gently placed on the bed, and the quilt was tucked in for him.

"Woo..." With a long breath, Liu Yanhan shook his sore arms with relief, thinking: "Such a small milk dumpling is quite solid, it's too much to hold for a long time."

After the child fell asleep, the room became quiet, and he finally had time to sort out his chaotic thoughts. He sat in front of the bed and quietly looked at the peaceful sleeping face of the child.

"It's so similar, He Qingqing must have been like this when she was a child."

"Fair cheeks, bright eyes."

"What a lovely child!"

But for some reason, Liu Yanhan suddenly felt very disappointed. Although he ordered himself not to think about it, if everything in front of him was true, how should he face it?

"Should I hate it? But how can someone who once loved him hate him, or should he turn around gracefully and forget each other in the rivers and lakes?"

"Are you kidding me? Ever since we got married three years ago, I have entrusted my body and mind to the other party, almost costing my life. How could it be possible to let go without any pain?"

Liu Yanhan smiled bitterly: "Keep three points in everything, so as not to be the one who gets hurt in the end. But when you meet someone you really like, how can you hold back? Thinking about this world, no one has yet given a perfect solution .”

Thoughts were tossing and turning in my heart, and I finally made a decision for myself: "Everything will be done after we meet, and we will have a good talk before making a decision."

"If it's a misunderstanding, then it's luck."

"If everything is the last thing you want to see, and you don't know what to do for the time being, let's take one step at a time!"

After a while, feeling a little sleepy in such thoughts, he leaned back in the chair.

At first, I could still hear the noise of people coming and going on the street, and sparrows chirping outside the window, and then the sound faded away, and people fell asleep on the table.

After waking up again, the guest room was already dark. Liu Yanhan rubbed his sore eye sockets, sat up, and fumbled to light up the oil lamp in the room.

Hearing the silence outside the inn, it was probably late, and the market on the street should have been closed.