"Regulate work and rest time, do not get up late during the day, and do not go to bed late at night.

If I don't get up on time during the day, my mother will lift my curtains and quilt, take away my pillow, my clothes, and then my bed. I don't want to get up, or she will call me forcibly Get up, or be pushed into the gap between the bed and the wall by her, the gap is full of dust, I still don't want to get up.

If I didn't rest at night, she would stand by my bed, appear from various directions, go around the edge of my bed, grab what I was holding, and yell at me so loudly that the whole building could hear her, like During the day, I reached out to grab my pillow and quilt, unplugged the surrounding wires, turned off the Internet, and accused me of not sleeping.

Once, when I was going to be late for school, and I was carrying my schoolbag on my back, she came to stop me, blocked the door, and held a rice bowl, insisting that I eat before leaving.

Another time, she hit me at noon, and I had to go to school in the afternoon, and I didn't want to listen to her, she overturned the tables and chairs, and I didn't run out, and after she finished beating, she stopped and left, and my grandmother came to pull me up, saying , It's not good for people to see, they just feel ashamed.

A guest knocked on the door outside, and my grandmother opened the door, inviting someone to come in and sit down. The guest saw me and asked in surprise, why is this so.

Grandma's expression looked very embarrassed, she was ashamed, flushed, and she urged me to get up, but I didn't move.

It's time to go to school. In the afternoon, I stepped on the dot to the door of the classroom.

At night, when it was dark, cockroaches crawled over the bed, and I heard the sound of mice, ringing at the bedside.

I turned on the light and looked for the mouse with a stick. Before I found the mouse, my mother came out and searched on the balcony.

In the dead of night, there was a pile of scraps on the balcony. She kicked the things a few times and stretched out her hand a few times. The sound was loud, and the lights in the building opposite were turned on.No mice were found.

Then, she asked me to have three meals a day at fixed times, and like her, I was not allowed to order takeaway.

She would serve me boiled noodles in a bowl the size of my face, which I didn't like, but I can't remember how long.

Lunch is not fixed, and at night is a bowl of fried rice with eggs.Sometimes, there will be stewed dried beans on the table.

I hate ginger, scallion and garlic, but she sprinkles it every time, every time.

She asked me not to swear, cry, laugh, wash my own dishes, or eat other people's dishes.

Swearing, being impolite, crying out tears, just pissing, laughing, too ugly, laughing out loud, too ugly, only washing one’s own bowl, too selfish, such a grown-up person, asking others to pick up food, and Not without eyes and hands.

Father doesn't appear often, he always has something to do, and he comes back once a month or a year, four to seven days at a time.

He would take me to the supermarket, and if I asked him what he wanted, he would say nothing.

I will not speak.

Sometimes, they would take me to my uncle's house. There are too many sons there, so I hope to have a daughter, but I don't.

So in the beginning, they didn't like me.

I didn't like it either.

I said, I hate my mother.Uncle looked at me and said that I was an unconscionable thing.

My brother is eight years older than me, and my uncle's son. We are not close. We are very obedient, have good grades, graduated and employed, married a wife and had children, have a pair of twins, and earn more than [-] yuan a year.

I don't think much of them, as long as they stay as far away as possible.

Because their opinions are the same.

I don't want to go out.

They require me to go shopping once a week, go on a short trip once a month, and go on a long trip three times a year.

At least that is the case.

Of course I never went out once, they thought I was sick.

So, they began to think of a way to transfer me to another school first.

I went from a public school with a decent commute to a private boarding school with profanity everywhere.

I dropped out of school.

They agreed, and without my knowledge, they contacted a more closed correctional private school.

I still dropped out.

They sent me to a psychiatric center where I stayed.

After a while, my mother and uncle took me back.

After living at home for a while, they sent me to a new school.

I still dropped out.

I lived at home for a while.

Grandparents go to relatives' house to play, parents go on honeymoon, uncle, brother and sister-in-law go back to their respective homes.

I'm alone in the house.

That night, suddenly very hungry, I went out.

Then, you know what happened next. "

Wei Dao nodded, and said with a smile: "It's late at night, it's not easy to go into the kitchen, it's very noisy to open a fire."

Di Wei drank most of the bottle of wine in one breath.

They were looking for wine while talking, and they simply sat by the wine box, green bottles piled in piles.

Wei Dao: "I don't know what happened later, you can talk about it later."

Di Weilai: "That night? I was very hungry, and I went out to find something to eat, but there were no open shops around.

It's all open-eyed and nonsense, selling dog meat, and it is clearly stated on the sign that the business hours are until two o'clock in the morning.

I went, and the shop looked like it had been closed long ago, and it wasn't even open at that time.

I didn't find any food, so I just wanted to find a quiet and safe place where no one was around.

Standing is about the same.

I just found a chair, but the surrounding lights were too bright, so I didn’t sit down, and walked into the building where there was no one, it was dark, there was no one, it was safe.

Quiet and nice.

Not long after I stood still, the phone rang and my grandmother called.

I answered, and as soon as the call ended, a stranger ran outside.

I just put away my phone when a string of strangers came in behind the stranger.

The one who came in first said to me, brother, help me, help me, someone will die.

A bunch of people who came in later said to me, boy, mind your own business, if you interfere, you will be fine!

I don't like this kind of tone very much. The one who came in first ran to me and ran to me, saying in a very familiar tone, "Brother, I'm your younger brother, why don't you know me?"Didn't you say that you have the same blessings and share the same difficulties, so we followed you?How long does it take to count?You can't keep your word!Back then, the elder brother could fight ten alone, but now they don't even have ten in total, so don't be afraid of them!

I just beat up a group of people, it was too dark to see clearly, and the sound was loud and obnoxious.

Then, I walked out. "

Di Weiliao glanced at Weidao, as if to say, what else do you want to ask.

Wei Dao smiled: "What happened after you and I separated?"

Di Weilai waved his hand: "There's nothing to say, I've said it before, I want a house, I want to make money first, go out, do business, make money, save money, that's what it is now."

Wei Dao: "Okay. But I don't think this is what I want to ask... Do you have any plans in the future?"

The two drank one sip after another, they were clearly the host and the guest, and they drank like they were in a competition.

Di Weiliao swallowed a sip of wine and said: "I said it before, did you drink too much and your memory is not good?"

Wei Dao smiled and said: "I didn't mean that, I was... you just go straight? It doesn't matter, you don't have a background, just go like this?"

Di Wei was silent: "That's it, either die or live, I won't be able to die for a while, so I have to live, if I want to live, if I don't do what I like, living is better than dying Now, we can’t go the other way.

If I don't do what I like while I'm alive, should I wait until after I die?

I don't live for those things, only to die, because living is meaningless.

You should know.

At least, now I think so. "

Wei Dao nodded and put down an empty bottle.

Di Weilai also put down an empty wine bottle and smiled: "Are we friends?"

Wei Dao: "Forget it."

Di Weilai: "That's a reunion after a long time, do you still order takeaway? There's not much wine left."

Wei Dao laughed: "I see, you want to prostitute my takeaway for nothing."

Di Weilai shrugged: "My friend, what's the point of not going whoring for nothing?"

Wei Dao turned on his mobile phone and ordered a case of wine, half of green plums and half of peaches at his gourmet store.

Di Weilai came over to take a look and asked, "Why is it peach and not peach blossom?"

Wei Dao replied: "Because peaches are fruits, so are green plums."

Di Weilai asked: "How does it taste? Have you tried it?"

Wei Dao thought for a while: "Probably."

Di Weilai asked again: "Isn't it very sweet? I don't like rum, it's weird, these are not sweet, if you eat rum at night, you will get caries if you don't brush your teeth."

Wei Dao smiled and said, "Don't worry, I won't get dental caries."

His tone was sure and flat, as if it was the case.

Di Weiliao was a little curious: "Huh——what do you mean?"

Wei Dao said: "If I don't know it, you don't have to. I'm not human, and neither are you?"

He raised his eyebrows at Di Weiliao, looked at him, shook his head, and said with a smile: "No."

Di Weilai and Weidao touched a wine bottle, made a crisp sound, and sighed: "Of course not, if I were a non-human, it wouldn't have taken me so long to get to this point."

Wei Dao nodded: "Human beings have only been around for ten years. When you and I first met, you lived for nearly two years, right?"

Di Weile: "You have good eyesight, I was 19 years old at that time."

Wei Dao said with a smile: "It's okay, logically speaking, shouldn't human beings have reincarnation? You can continue to live for a long time."

When he said this, he opened his eyes wide and looked at the state of Di Weilai's soul, and suddenly frowned with his drunken eyes: "No, your soul is weird."

Di Weilai didn't take it seriously: "Where?"

Wei Dao thought for a while, but couldn't tell: "It's strange, it seems to be broken, but there are no cracks or scars."

He glanced at Di Wei again, and added: "You are different from me, your soul is complete at first glance, but there are problems when you look closely."

Di Weilai smiled nonchalantly: "It doesn't matter, anyway, I'm still alive, right?"

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