Wanjie takeaway

"My parents are an ordinary couple with an average relationship. They often quarrel and nag. They go out after dinner. It is usually the father who walks outside. It is usually the mother who does the laundry and cooks at home. Not so much. I like it, just because of the inheritance of the family, the older generation of parents above need their children to get married and have children, and they want to see their children have children.

What they like to say in their mouths, if you don't understand me now, you will know when you have children.

They can't accept that their children are barren, as if they are against their nature, and the world is about to be destroyed.

They also like to say, if you don't have a son, who will take care of you in the future.

It seems that as long as there are no descendants, they will definitely not be able to die, and they will not be able to live in peace.

So, my parents started blind dates, got married, got pregnant, prepared to have children, and checked.

They don't want daughters, so it doesn't matter if the female fetus is aborted, it doesn't matter if it hurts the body, as long as they have sons.

They think that one is not insured, and at least two are needed, so that it will not be difficult to provide them with pensions in the future.

My brother and I are not twins. I am one year and one month older than him, and my birthday happens to be on the same day.

I was born at night, he at dawn.

As far as I know, when I was conscious, my parents would often whisper in my ears, saying how much time and money they spent, how much energy they spent trying to drag me into growing up for my brother, and that I must be anxious in the future. For their benefit, we should provide them with pensions until the end of their lives.

What they like to talk about most is still the matter of abortion. It was found to be a female fetus, and it took four consecutive beatings before it reached my brother.

They told me that when my younger brother comes out, you have to take good care of him, protect him, watch him grow up, and help each other to live with him. You will live your whole life in the future.You are brothers, so you should have a good relationship for the rest of your life so that no one can get involved.

They gave birth to their second child and left it to me to raise him.

They are in a hurry to go to work, they always have a lot of work and they are away from morning till night.

Only in this way can there be enough money to support the two extra sons.

At the beginning, they got along fairly well, and they felt more at ease, and they didn't go home almost all day and all night.

So much so that when my younger brother was eight years old, he asked me who the parents who came back were.

They looked shocked, thinking that I must have led him badly, and asked me why I did this.

Said that I broke their hearts, that I was really a rebellious boy who refused to obey.

It is said that before I was born, an old man with a celestial spirit passed by the door, asked for a bowl of porridge, and told them after drinking that it is better to abort the first child, otherwise there will be serious bloodshed when it is raised.

They still didn't believe it, they just dismissed the old man and continued to live their lives.

He also said that my mother brought me into the world after a narrow escape, so it’s fine if she refuses to be grateful, and if she is still so ignorant and disobedient, she should be beaten.

He also said that when I was a child, the expressions on their faces were not right. It is impossible for a child to have such an expression on his face, just like the dwarf in a horror movie who returns to his soul after death and snatches someone else's body.Outrageously indifferent.

They scolded me and made me beat my brother.

I moved my hand, my younger brother stared at me, his eyes seemed to be falling out, the tears couldn't fall down, he was extremely wronged.

When my parents saw my younger brother being beaten, they turned around and ran away crying in anger, and they were so anxious that I went to find him.

I went out alone, I searched outside, but I couldn’t find anyone, so I went further away, passing by a small alley, a group of people were fighting each other inside, my voice was not low, they rushed out and scolded I gave me a meal and wanted to beat me, so I ran away, and they scolded me behind me and looked for me most of the night.

I didn't find my brother, but they almost did.

Because there were so many of them, and their voices were loud, and they yelled much more fiercely than me. My younger brother, who was about to go home after hiding and crying, lost his way and didn’t know how to get back. When he heard someone calling my name, he thought it was someone else trying to trouble me. , I was so scared that I couldn't walk, I hid for a long time, and I was so sleepy that I almost fell asleep in the abandoned water pipe.

After the person who was looking for me left, the sound disappeared for a long time, and he managed to crawl out of the pipe with drowsiness. After walking a few steps, he lost his direction again because of the dark sky and complicated environment. He was afraid and began to panic, everywhere. Running around, trying to find a place similar to before to hide.

I went to find him, it was almost dawn, and I found him in an unfinished building, he seemed to be asleep, having a nightmare, I walked over, he heard footsteps, woke up suddenly, saw me, and was startled , I didn't recognize anyone for a while, and I wanted to find a place to hide, thinking about those paupers who were said to be abducting children.

In a panic, he bumped into the wall, which was very close to the edge of the railing. There was a black and white wall lamp hanging on the side wall outside the building. There was no electricity, it would not light up, and a thick layer of dust fell on it. He couldn't believe it, he bumped into it, and a nest of moths seemed to fly away from the wall, making a fluttering sound, and dropped a lot of plaster and dust, including the wall lamp outside.

The unfinished building has been placed for a long time, the walls are very fragile, and the sound has not stopped after the sound is made. It is not a crackling sound, but a gentle, continuous and weak feeling like some kind of insect action. We are all nervous, and no one pays attention to it. I put it over there.

I said to him, come here, don't be afraid.I didn't finish the rest of the sentence, so he was so scared that he wanted to jump out of the building, which was the second floor.

If there were railings and an outboard air conditioner, he probably wouldn't have jumped and seriously injured. "

No. [-] coughed twice and laughed, "But there are only wall lamps there.

I wanted to pull him back, he wasn't even paying attention to who I was and I didn't have time to talk at a time like that.

There was no tugging, when I caught him, he was waving his arms, his back was down, and he was about to fall.

I didn't have much strength, but he was terrified to death, and he panicked more than ever.

He told me later that he thought he was going to die for sure, and he would have to pull a backrest after he died, so that after he died, he would not be able to walk alone, and maybe he would not have to die by himself.

I was indeed pulled down by him, he was restlessly moving in mid-air, I held him down, and as he wished, I used it as a back.

His back was hurt a little, he saw my face in mid-air by light, recognized me, and felt guilty all the time.

Since then, he has listened to me very much. "

There were footsteps outside the door, followed by the sound of opening the door. When the door opened, there was a person standing outside.

A hazy shadow enveloped the person who came, and the person looked up and saw two people in the room, and was stunned for a moment.

The man stepped inside, came in and closed the door behind his back, bowed his head silently, and hurried into the room.

His hair is tied up in the back of his head, a small black braid, tied up casually, the first time I saw him, I didn't think of the messy beauty, but felt decadent and exhausted, and the impact softened into chaos and crashed into the minds of the viewers exploded.

His face is hidden behind the hair, he deliberately avoids his eyes when he lowers his head, and takes great steps.

No. [-] smiled at Wei Dao, like a gentle elder brother who tolerated his younger brother.

"Then, as we got older, that couple got worse.

We killed them, joined the religion, and became one of the tens of thousands of people under the protection of the leader, and we have worked for the leader ever since. "

What's more, No. [-] didn't say a word about how to do things and what to do.

"You're joking, my younger brother is more silent than me. We each have a division of labor. Even though we live together, we actually don't speak a few words a month."

No. [-] coughed twice and smiled apologetically to Wei.

Wei Dao asked: "Abode?"

No. [-] also made arrangements long ago, sent Wei Dao to live next door, and said with a smile to Wei Dao: "I live with my brother, there are no vacant guest rooms, please be patient for one night."

Wei Dao looked at No. [-] and nodded.

Number four's voice was a little hoarse, he smiled at Wei Dao, and told a short story in a terrible voice: "I am the third child in my family, I have a pair of parents, an older brother, an older sister, and a younger sister, and they They are all dead, I killed them with my own hands, when I left, I set a fire, the bodies and houses were burned, and I was seriously injured when I escaped, the leader saved me, so I will work for the leader, what do you want to ask?"

Wei Dao and No. [-] were relatively silent for a while.

Wei Dao asked: "Your throat?"

No. [-] laughed and said, "I was scalded when I was a child. I can't remember who it was. I was given freshly boiled hot water to drink, and I almost went dumb."

There is also a little shadow of sunlight when he smiles, and more, it is a shadow in the dark.

His skin color was the darkest among the five, not wheat-colored, it was as black as a crack in the sun-dried soil.

However, his face is the broadest and toughest. At first glance, he looks like a simple and honest person.

If he hadn't looked like this now, trying his best to be gentle but still indifferent, maybe many people would feel familiar.

His temperament is alienated, his habit is silent, his smile does not look happy, nor is he forced to smile, but the truth under the mask is hidden, the calm appearance is distorted, the helplessness may be broken, and the ice of calm is melted, His life is like a flickering candle, a dying candle in the wind, and a lonely candle in the day.

The illusion of glow, the reality trembling in the cold wind.

A false existence, a personal mistake.

Wei Dao is like a new reporter who suddenly took up the job, sitting in front of the interviewee, without any emotion, not knowing how to be careful, and only asking his own doubts: "Will it be profitable?"

Four shook his head.

Wei Dao: "Escape?"

"Kill, be chased all the way, wait to die."

At a certain moment, the skylight shines through the glass to illuminate the room, and there is a clear line between the dark and the light, with half and half boundaries. The skylight that cuts away obliquely completes its mission and leaves contentedly, regardless of how calm and dark the divided scene is. turbulent.

They sat facing each other, silent, like two mirrors facing each other, hard, fragile, with sharp edges and corners, reflecting each other.