Xie Nv

Yan Yu, I love you so much.

Even if there are thousands of contradictions, it is heartbreaking.I am also most afraid of your accommodating and bowing your head.

The stand is a hundred feet high, almost submerged in the light clouds.Chu Yanyu was as stable as Mount Tai, with the appearance of "I am the head", although he was somewhat immature at this age.Qin Hua wanted to laugh, but couldn't.

With such a big burden on her, no one cared about her.

She has no father and no mother, Chu Xia is her father, and Duan Zui'an is her mother, but they will not treat Chu Yanyu as their own after all, and even Duan Zui'an will use his mother's name to justifiably harm her.

Over the years, I'm afraid she's used to the pain, it's numb, and she won't be in pain anymore.

A woman who loved to laugh so much and was so gentle before, was obliterated by these people and things all her sorrows and joys, and became a villain in countless people's mouths.

"Yan Yu..." She murmured involuntarily.

"Ah?" Chu Yanyu was a little caught off guard, but quickly raised the corners of his mouth to look at her, "Huahua, what?" Although she looked like a man and her shoulders were a little wider, there was an unreasonable gentleness between her eyebrows and eyes. , nothing can be suppressed.

She was dressed in black, with a simple style, but she looked extraordinary because of the luxurious silk and satin, which made her fair face even more.

Every glance shocked Qin Hua's heart.

Qin Hua quickly grasped both hands and sat up straighter out of habit: "I'm not used to it."

She was considerate: "Hua Hua, it's good to go back, there is no need to force yourself."

Qin Hua didn't know whether to laugh or cry, thinking how long I've only been sitting, so let me go back?This can be called "strong support", but I really think highly of her.The breeze was just right, and half of Qin Hua's scattered hair was slightly messed up, sweeping it to the front of his clothes.

Qin Hua complied naturally, but was mistaken by Chu Yanyu for not being able to sit still.She smiled: "Yan Yu, do you have some brains?" Chu Yanyu immediately stood up, stood in front of the stands, glanced around, and turned his back to Qin Hua: "What are you talking about?"

Qin Hua: "Are you angry?"

"No." Chu Yanyu who was leaning against the high platform was very indifferent.

Qin Hua walked over and supported her, not leaning on her.Qin Hua looked at the black-clothed disciples who were beating fiercely, and said, "Yan Yu, I don't understand these things, please learn slowly, don't mind."

"Ah."

"Yan Yu, I think... what's on your mind, if you can... you can say it." Qin Hua looked into her eyes, those sharp red eyes, "I don't want you to be like this."

"I'm not angry." Chu Yanyu said again, "I'm just a little tired."

There was a bit of tiredness in the voice, it seemed that he was really tired.

Qin Hua closed her eyes and faced the wind: "Yan Yu, when I was very tired when I was a child, I would cry a lot. You can do it now too."

Chu Yanyu finally had a smile in his eyes, and joked, "How old are you?"

"Seventeen." Qin Hua replied truthfully and seriously.

Chu Yanyu was surprised, and after a while he lowered his face again: "I'm sorry."

This time it was Qin Hua's turn to be surprised: "...Why?"

"Huahua, I missed your birthday. In this life, I actually..." Chu Yanyu couldn't continue, she kept silent.It's not that she doesn't remember, it's just that the time has passed so fast that she can't remember what day and night it is.

Qin Hua: "... just for this little thing?" She almost forgot. Before the age of six, there was a mother who remembered her birthday, and before the age of 16, there was a considerate elder sister and second elder sister who remembered her birthday, and then later. A Niang is far away from me, my senior sister is also born with me, and no one will remember my birthday.

So she hoped that Chu Yanyu could remember.

Because she was different, she was the only person Qin Hao would be moved by looking back several times.

"Yan Yu, in the last life, what was it like when you married me? I really want to see it." Qin Hua suddenly laughed, wanting her to remember happy things and smile.Chu Yanyu was stunned: "Did you forget?" She suddenly remembered that she never seemed to have mentioned this matter to Qin Hua, so Qin Hua should think that Chu Wan in the previous life also married her.

"I..." Chu Yanyu's eyes wandered, and he didn't dare to look directly into Qin Hua's eyes, "In your last life, you were very good-looking..."

"It's rare to see you talking incoherently like this." Qin Hua felt that her flustered child's appearance was the real one, but she didn't become suspicious.

"Huahua..."

"Wait...Yan Yu, look!" Qin Wei stretched out a small finger and motioned to Chu Yanyu, "Is that Rong Yun?"

Chu Yanyu suppressed his smile.

Qin Hua didn't know why: "Can't he participate in this...competition?"

Chu Yanyu: "These people have always tacitly refused to participate, but the Shiji faction has no dead rules."

Qin Hua sat back.She has always been unwilling to take care of other people's family affairs.Chu Yanyu probably didn't want her to interfere too much.She looked at Chu Yanyu standing on the high platform, who was getting more and more beautiful and fairer, and told herself quietly: Her road is long, and she must not be a stumbling block.

Chu Yanyu said a few more empty words in the stands, and sat back.The two of them were watched by countless people under the high stage, and their behavior should not be too intimate.

Chu Yanyu felt that the thousands of disciples in the audience could only see their heads, so he put his hand on Qin Hua's knee and patted it lightly a few times.

After sitting for a long time, Qin Hua felt Chu Yanyu's hard work for the first time.

Although there is no need to take care of the disciples under the stage, sitting in this position is a burden in itself.

Looking at the thousands of black-clothed disciples in the audience, a picture appeared in her mind. As a general, Chu Wan was standing on the city wall, waving the military flag, and with an order, thousands of soldiers roared past the city.

So spectacular.

At the end of the day, the position of the Tenth Elder was finally settled.The name sent didn't seem to surprise Chu Yanyu.She just glanced at it, and then said loudly: "Rong Yun, temporarily act as the tenth elder."

After speaking, she shook her sleeves and left without looking back.

Qin Hua heard the disciples discussing that Rong Yun betrayed the Lord and begged for glory, and Chu Yanyu deserved it for ignoring him.I also heard that Chu Yanyu had a violent temper and couldn't tolerate any kindness from his former attendants.

Different opinions.

A woman came up and asked Qin Hua, "Ma'am, Rong Yun, are you still there?"

Qin Hua hesitated, and heard Chu Yanyu send her a voice transmission: "Huahua, see him for me." Qin Hua picked up the luxurious black clothes of the so-called elders of the Ten Extremes School, and handed them to Rong who walked over with his head down. Cloud: "Ten Elders."

Rong Yun trembled, put on black clothes, stood on the stage, and was saluted by thousands of disciples.

After the disciples dispersed, Qin Hua finally let out a sigh of relief as she stepped down from the high platform.He looked back and saw that Rong Yun had been following, and straightened his body again: "Rong... Is there something else for the tenth elder?"

"Ma'am." Rong Yun looked submissive, losing his former figure, "I want to meet the head of the sect."

Without even thinking about it, Qin Hua made the decision for Chu Yanyu: "Tenth Elder, I can't see the head of the sect either."

"Ma'am, I'm ashamed to meet the sect leader, but can you give me a word." Rong Yun clasped his fists in salute.

Seeing that there were so many people around, Qin Hua couldn't be sure which woman was Duan Zui'an's eyeliner, so she finally asked Chu Yanyu using sound transmission.Chu Yanyu replied: Just let him see me.

Qin Hua casually called two girls to take him away.

Here Wen Yi came over again: "Madam, the head of the sect has something important to do today, please rest early."

After half a month of marriage, Qin Hao has gotten used to it, and even smiled when she nodded her head: "Understood, let's go." The maid next to her would always comfort her: "Ma'am, the master will come tomorrow."

Qin Hua was skeptical, but probably still didn't believe it, just nodded with a smile.

When Chu Yanyu did this, the whole sect knew that Qin Hua had been left out in the cold, causing everyone to look at him with sympathy, making Qin Hua a little breathless.

On the other side, Chu Yanyu was sitting on a chair inlaid with gold on the jade platform in the center of the hall, his legs were naturally separated, and his gaze was serious.

Rong Yun was about to kneel, but she yelled at her: "The ten elders don't need to perform such a grand ceremony."

"Master."

"Go down if you have nothing to do." Chu Yanyu picked up a booklet, pretending to read it very seriously, "Stay where you are."

"Young master..." Rong Yun looked like he was about to cry, and his expression was sluggish.

Chu Yanyu stared at the brochure intently, with the same expression as usual: "Since you're fine, let's go down." His tone was quite gentle.

Rong Yun cried: "Young master... subordinate..."

Chu Yanyu threw the booklet aside, propped his chin on his elbows, and leaned on the side eloquently: "Ten elders, please respect yourself."

Rong Yun choked, and for some reason, walked out with a solemn expression.

A gleam of pain flashed in Chu Yanyu's eyes: Rong Yun, I can't tell the truth from the fake in your acting, it's really amazing.

Once upon a time, you and I were in harmony as master and servant, and we all looked like teenagers of the same age.

Chu Yanyu twitched the corners of his mouth with a half-smile, feeling that he was really self-indulgent, he was already Duan Zui'an's person, what was he still thinking about?

He flipped through the pamphlets compiled by several elders sent by Wen Yi, and casually stuffed a mouthful of crisps sent by sister Chu to deal with his stomach that was about to squeak. have children.

Although Duan Zui'an is hateful, the child in her belly is still innocent and cute.

What's more, this is Chu Xia's posthumous son, Chu Yanyu will keep this child because of his affection, reason and heart.As for Duan Zui'an, Chu Yanyu couldn't keep her.

While considering her own identity and wanting to give this child a mother, she also considered her father, Qin Wei, and her own ten years of life and death. After several considerations, she decided to deal with Duan Zui'an secretly.

Qin Hua either stayed in the mansion every day, or wandered aimlessly on Shiji Mountain, and was still at ease, but he was not as happy as An Yueshan.

For Qin Hua, An Yueshan is her home, and Yin Qingqing is like her father. A group of brothers and sisters protect her like her family. She may not be able to go back to such a place.

Things are different, even if you go back, you may see Yin Cunyi who is not there, Yin Qingqing who is in decline, and the deserted courtyard, only the cherry blossom trees are swaying, sending countless people and things in a lack of interest. .

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