Moonlight Love Poem
Chapter 76 Acceptance
In other things, I have never been an indecisive person. In Andrew's words, I see everything very simply, like an outsider who calmly handles everything in the regiment, and I am cold and do not let people The appearance of the close one is very suitable, and sometimes he dare not approach me after seeing it.
But only in love, which I have never seen before, I became a newborn child, passively accepting everything, losing all the ability to think rationally, love for Auston and Brian, I can only hold it in my hand in a daze, and I dare not even hold it, for fear that all this is illusory and will be blown off by the wind in the next second.At the same time as the heartbeat, what I felt at the same time was a deeper fear.
Love is too erratic, Elvis could look at me with such hatred just because I refused to give him this thing in the last second, if it was replaced by Brian, or Oston, if I explicitly refused any one, I would What can I get?Wouldn't I have lost more?
Immersed in such bewilderment and fear, I admit that my heart is really moved, but I resist it and dare not approach.But when I was hit by this heavy love again, I suddenly figured it out. I looked at the marks on my fingers and wanted to look at an unknown shackle.
Even if I blindly escape, what can I gain?
Brian said he was out of his mind, so why didn't I?Hesitant and soft-hearted in love, and can't bear to hurt anyone, in the end it can only hurt both sides.
Maybe I should be braver.
"Bryan." I murmured, curled my hands unconsciously, and saw Bryan narrow his eyes and turn his head to the side, his jaw tightened slightly, as if he was clenching his teeth.
I stared at his mirror chain. When the mirror chain was shaking, a small mole that had been covered up was also exposed. It was obviously such an inconspicuous thing, but now it seemed to burn me.I tightened my fingers, the words rolled in my throat, and I couldn't say it.
Brian, proud Brian.He has always been an elegant and calm noble son. He doesn't show any emotions easily. The words of keeping calm and wisdom seem to be engraved on his soul. He has been doing this since he was a child, even after I caught Ivis beating He had wounds on his body, and when he came to see me the next day, he also used potion to tidy himself up completely, and there were no traces at all.
Even in the matter of love, Brian restrained himself. In his impulsive but forcibly retracted actions, how much ice can a strong love withstand? Withdrawing my hand, isn't it enough for me to see his sincerity?
Brian said I was a soft-hearted Virgin Mary, but in his eyes, wasn't I a cruel devil?
My nose was a little sore, and it was hard to breathe just putting myself in Brian's situation.
"You..." I choked up and held his arm with my hand.
Brian's body trembled, his eyelashes trembled, his head turned slightly, his deep green eyes stared at me, the light of expectation flickered in his eyes, and then slowly faded away.
"If I say I like you now, can I still give me the ring?" I said intently, seeing my shadow reflected in his eyes.
Brian stared at me blankly, motionless. After a while, he pulled off my hand that was holding his arm. As soon as the feeling of loss rose in my heart, I was taken into a firm embrace.
We were so close that I could feel his crazy heartbeat, pounding and pounding, violently in my chest.I grabbed his shoulders, pressed against his neck, smelled the light fragrance of his body, pressed against his skin tightly, and could feel his tears falling on my neck.
The tears obviously had no temperature, but I flinched as if I had been scalded.As if frightened, Brian's arm around my waist tightened even more.
"Ansair." His voice was low, as if confirming, "You said this yourself, and you cannot go back on your word."
"...Well." I closed my eyes, "It's me."
Brian hugged him even tighter. I couldn't breathe, and said softly, "You hug me too tightly."
He smiled in my ear, and seemed to have regained his composure: "Then give me a kiss, and I'll let you go."
My face became hot, I didn't expect Brian to turn here so quickly, and said calmly: "I can't move, you hug me too tightly."
A light kiss landed on my neck, and the warm breath sprayed on my neck. I froze for a moment, and realized that it was Brian who kissed my neck.
"...Since you don't give it," he said, letting go of me, "then I'll come and get it myself."
I clutched my neck, but couldn't say anything.
Brian's expression was relaxed and happy, and he looked radiant, as if he had gotten something precious.As he said this, he took my hand, looked at the indentation on my fingers, raised his eyes, and there was light in his deep eyes.
"I really want to put it on for you, but it's just a half-finished product now." He said, frowning slightly, stroked my wrist, and stretched his brows, "But I have something else now, I can give it to you first. "
I asked him, "What is it?"
Brian squeezed my hand and pressed it to his chest. The violent heartbeat was no slower than what I felt before. I suddenly realized that even though he appeared so calm, his heart was still turbulent.
"My heart is for you first." With a smile in his eyes, "Remember to wait for me to come over at night."
Saying goodbye to Brian, I was still very excited. I sat on the sofa and looked down at my palms. I didn't know what I was going to do. There was only one heart beating violently. In the empty space, it seemed that only this a voice.
During the lengthy silence, I glanced at the invitation letter that was placed on the table before, and naturally recalled Brian who had just left. After an uncontrollable heartbeat and ear heat, I barely calmed down and prepared to get up to find my brother Tell me about the engagement banquet tomorrow.
I went upstairs and knocked on my brother's door.
After a while, my brother opened the door, still holding a paintbrush in his hand, obviously just painting.My eyes moved to the room, and there was only a vague figure on the drawing board with long black curly hair. It seemed that my brother was drawing a self-portrait.
"What's the matter?" After my brother finished speaking, his eyes moved behind me, "Is Brian gone?"
"...Well." I took a deep breath and said seriously, "Brother, don't go to the engagement banquet tomorrow, I will explain it to you."
My brother looked at me in confusion, as if he didn't understand what I meant: "Why?"
I explained the relationship with him carefully, and watched my brother listen carefully at the beginning to be confused and dazed at the end. His blue eyes were like a deer in the forest. He stretched out his hand as if giving up, and said in compromise. : "Okay, stop talking, I won't go."
After completing the task, I nodded with satisfaction and said casually, "By the way, brother, are you drawing a self-portrait?"
My brother's cheeks turned red suddenly, and he lowered his head not daring to look at me.
It seems that my brother is shy.I made it clear in my heart that I didn't intend to ask any more questions. I chatted with my brother about other things casually, and then left straight away.
As soon as I walked down the stairs, my brother's voice stopped me. He poked his head out, most of his body was still hidden in the door, and his tone was tentative: "If I don't plan to marry, will you let me go free?"
I don't know why my brother asked this suddenly, so I thought that my brother had a sweetheart, but seeing his shy look, I couldn't say it directly, so I hinted: "Of course, my brother has the freedom to do anything, as long as you protect It’s better not to be deceived by others.”
The elder brother groaned, quickly nodded his head and stepped back, closing the door.
I smiled softly and walked to the garden happily. When I came to the garden, flowers of various colors were like various gems, caressed by the breeze, bringing a burst of floral fragrance.I reached out and touched the petals of the blue rose, looked up at the orange sky, and thought of Brian's kiss on my neck.
Obviously you can kiss me directly, why not do it?
I was stunned, and realized what I was thinking, my face started to get hot again, and the hand touching the petals felt inappropriate, so I quickly took it back.
A scream came from the southwest, the sound was so loud that I felt as if I had been stabbed, and my beating heart quickly calmed down. Looking in that direction, I could vaguely see a group of people, just Not sure what happened.
I called the butler to prepare the car, and after getting in the car, I hurried towards that direction.That place was not far from the Duke's Mansion, and it took only a minute to get there. After I got off the car, the group of people were still there, so I separated them and walked inside.
When I saw the scene on the ground clearly, my pupils shrank.
Bloodstains spread all over the ground. The long-haired woman in a gorgeous dress fell on her back, her hair was messy. I leaned over to test it, and found that she was still breathing.
It turned out to be Eliza Cooke!
She also seemed to recognize me, her dilated pupils narrowed a little, her lips parted slightly, as if she wanted to say something.
The city patrol team arrived at this time, quickly put Miss Eliza on the stretcher, and drove away the surrounding people. The captain at the head saluted me and said respectfully: "Your Excellency, Duke!"
"Yeah." I calmed down and said calmly, "This is Miss Elisa of the Cook family, I'd better inform them as soon as possible... and send it directly to the Cook family."
"Yes!" The soldier responded, and said, "Excuse me, did you see what happened just now?"
I had mixed feelings: "No, I rushed over after hearing the screams, and when I got here, I saw Miss Elisa lying here."
The soldier nodded, saluted again and left.
I just watched him instructing the soldiers to transfer Miss Elisa to a special transport beast, and quickly and steadily drive towards Cook's house.
The author says:
Ding dong, your boyfriend number one is online.
But only in love, which I have never seen before, I became a newborn child, passively accepting everything, losing all the ability to think rationally, love for Auston and Brian, I can only hold it in my hand in a daze, and I dare not even hold it, for fear that all this is illusory and will be blown off by the wind in the next second.At the same time as the heartbeat, what I felt at the same time was a deeper fear.
Love is too erratic, Elvis could look at me with such hatred just because I refused to give him this thing in the last second, if it was replaced by Brian, or Oston, if I explicitly refused any one, I would What can I get?Wouldn't I have lost more?
Immersed in such bewilderment and fear, I admit that my heart is really moved, but I resist it and dare not approach.But when I was hit by this heavy love again, I suddenly figured it out. I looked at the marks on my fingers and wanted to look at an unknown shackle.
Even if I blindly escape, what can I gain?
Brian said he was out of his mind, so why didn't I?Hesitant and soft-hearted in love, and can't bear to hurt anyone, in the end it can only hurt both sides.
Maybe I should be braver.
"Bryan." I murmured, curled my hands unconsciously, and saw Bryan narrow his eyes and turn his head to the side, his jaw tightened slightly, as if he was clenching his teeth.
I stared at his mirror chain. When the mirror chain was shaking, a small mole that had been covered up was also exposed. It was obviously such an inconspicuous thing, but now it seemed to burn me.I tightened my fingers, the words rolled in my throat, and I couldn't say it.
Brian, proud Brian.He has always been an elegant and calm noble son. He doesn't show any emotions easily. The words of keeping calm and wisdom seem to be engraved on his soul. He has been doing this since he was a child, even after I caught Ivis beating He had wounds on his body, and when he came to see me the next day, he also used potion to tidy himself up completely, and there were no traces at all.
Even in the matter of love, Brian restrained himself. In his impulsive but forcibly retracted actions, how much ice can a strong love withstand? Withdrawing my hand, isn't it enough for me to see his sincerity?
Brian said I was a soft-hearted Virgin Mary, but in his eyes, wasn't I a cruel devil?
My nose was a little sore, and it was hard to breathe just putting myself in Brian's situation.
"You..." I choked up and held his arm with my hand.
Brian's body trembled, his eyelashes trembled, his head turned slightly, his deep green eyes stared at me, the light of expectation flickered in his eyes, and then slowly faded away.
"If I say I like you now, can I still give me the ring?" I said intently, seeing my shadow reflected in his eyes.
Brian stared at me blankly, motionless. After a while, he pulled off my hand that was holding his arm. As soon as the feeling of loss rose in my heart, I was taken into a firm embrace.
We were so close that I could feel his crazy heartbeat, pounding and pounding, violently in my chest.I grabbed his shoulders, pressed against his neck, smelled the light fragrance of his body, pressed against his skin tightly, and could feel his tears falling on my neck.
The tears obviously had no temperature, but I flinched as if I had been scalded.As if frightened, Brian's arm around my waist tightened even more.
"Ansair." His voice was low, as if confirming, "You said this yourself, and you cannot go back on your word."
"...Well." I closed my eyes, "It's me."
Brian hugged him even tighter. I couldn't breathe, and said softly, "You hug me too tightly."
He smiled in my ear, and seemed to have regained his composure: "Then give me a kiss, and I'll let you go."
My face became hot, I didn't expect Brian to turn here so quickly, and said calmly: "I can't move, you hug me too tightly."
A light kiss landed on my neck, and the warm breath sprayed on my neck. I froze for a moment, and realized that it was Brian who kissed my neck.
"...Since you don't give it," he said, letting go of me, "then I'll come and get it myself."
I clutched my neck, but couldn't say anything.
Brian's expression was relaxed and happy, and he looked radiant, as if he had gotten something precious.As he said this, he took my hand, looked at the indentation on my fingers, raised his eyes, and there was light in his deep eyes.
"I really want to put it on for you, but it's just a half-finished product now." He said, frowning slightly, stroked my wrist, and stretched his brows, "But I have something else now, I can give it to you first. "
I asked him, "What is it?"
Brian squeezed my hand and pressed it to his chest. The violent heartbeat was no slower than what I felt before. I suddenly realized that even though he appeared so calm, his heart was still turbulent.
"My heart is for you first." With a smile in his eyes, "Remember to wait for me to come over at night."
Saying goodbye to Brian, I was still very excited. I sat on the sofa and looked down at my palms. I didn't know what I was going to do. There was only one heart beating violently. In the empty space, it seemed that only this a voice.
During the lengthy silence, I glanced at the invitation letter that was placed on the table before, and naturally recalled Brian who had just left. After an uncontrollable heartbeat and ear heat, I barely calmed down and prepared to get up to find my brother Tell me about the engagement banquet tomorrow.
I went upstairs and knocked on my brother's door.
After a while, my brother opened the door, still holding a paintbrush in his hand, obviously just painting.My eyes moved to the room, and there was only a vague figure on the drawing board with long black curly hair. It seemed that my brother was drawing a self-portrait.
"What's the matter?" After my brother finished speaking, his eyes moved behind me, "Is Brian gone?"
"...Well." I took a deep breath and said seriously, "Brother, don't go to the engagement banquet tomorrow, I will explain it to you."
My brother looked at me in confusion, as if he didn't understand what I meant: "Why?"
I explained the relationship with him carefully, and watched my brother listen carefully at the beginning to be confused and dazed at the end. His blue eyes were like a deer in the forest. He stretched out his hand as if giving up, and said in compromise. : "Okay, stop talking, I won't go."
After completing the task, I nodded with satisfaction and said casually, "By the way, brother, are you drawing a self-portrait?"
My brother's cheeks turned red suddenly, and he lowered his head not daring to look at me.
It seems that my brother is shy.I made it clear in my heart that I didn't intend to ask any more questions. I chatted with my brother about other things casually, and then left straight away.
As soon as I walked down the stairs, my brother's voice stopped me. He poked his head out, most of his body was still hidden in the door, and his tone was tentative: "If I don't plan to marry, will you let me go free?"
I don't know why my brother asked this suddenly, so I thought that my brother had a sweetheart, but seeing his shy look, I couldn't say it directly, so I hinted: "Of course, my brother has the freedom to do anything, as long as you protect It’s better not to be deceived by others.”
The elder brother groaned, quickly nodded his head and stepped back, closing the door.
I smiled softly and walked to the garden happily. When I came to the garden, flowers of various colors were like various gems, caressed by the breeze, bringing a burst of floral fragrance.I reached out and touched the petals of the blue rose, looked up at the orange sky, and thought of Brian's kiss on my neck.
Obviously you can kiss me directly, why not do it?
I was stunned, and realized what I was thinking, my face started to get hot again, and the hand touching the petals felt inappropriate, so I quickly took it back.
A scream came from the southwest, the sound was so loud that I felt as if I had been stabbed, and my beating heart quickly calmed down. Looking in that direction, I could vaguely see a group of people, just Not sure what happened.
I called the butler to prepare the car, and after getting in the car, I hurried towards that direction.That place was not far from the Duke's Mansion, and it took only a minute to get there. After I got off the car, the group of people were still there, so I separated them and walked inside.
When I saw the scene on the ground clearly, my pupils shrank.
Bloodstains spread all over the ground. The long-haired woman in a gorgeous dress fell on her back, her hair was messy. I leaned over to test it, and found that she was still breathing.
It turned out to be Eliza Cooke!
She also seemed to recognize me, her dilated pupils narrowed a little, her lips parted slightly, as if she wanted to say something.
The city patrol team arrived at this time, quickly put Miss Eliza on the stretcher, and drove away the surrounding people. The captain at the head saluted me and said respectfully: "Your Excellency, Duke!"
"Yeah." I calmed down and said calmly, "This is Miss Elisa of the Cook family, I'd better inform them as soon as possible... and send it directly to the Cook family."
"Yes!" The soldier responded, and said, "Excuse me, did you see what happened just now?"
I had mixed feelings: "No, I rushed over after hearing the screams, and when I got here, I saw Miss Elisa lying here."
The soldier nodded, saluted again and left.
I just watched him instructing the soldiers to transfer Miss Elisa to a special transport beast, and quickly and steadily drive towards Cook's house.
The author says:
Ding dong, your boyfriend number one is online.
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