The honest person is you

-40-

"At this point, no one will come to hinder us anymore."

The original "curse" has now been broken, and no "offspring" will continue to love you instead of Yusuo, and the curse of falling in love will return to you.

You asked him why he did this to you, and you almost questioned him: "Why did you leave me?"

The night was overwhelming, leaving only one strand of his brain exposed. In the cold moonlight, his thoughts were immersed in the fragrance of flowers, and the breath of trees was mixed with the smell of blood and decay.

Why should I leave you?Ryosuke asked himself the same question.

He remembered it—because love is an illusory thing, which cannot be touched in reality, and the future cannot be predicted... Suo loves you, but in the era when he was born, countless love affairs were born and died like the sun rising and falling in Heian capital.Lisuo doesn't believe in any illusory things. He looks at your face and peeps into your heart through your eyes.

Li Suo loves you, and he knows that you love him too. When you fall in love, you are indeed happy.But all happiness in the world is short-lived, everything is changing, and nothing can be truly eternal.Happiness is a kind of consumable, and it will be gone when you run it out. Besides, you are so beautiful and powerful that countless people are overwhelmed by it.

Because of your love, Li Suo was able to see your heart clearly.When he asked you what Tao is, you told him: "Tao is the Qi in heaven and earth, the root of everything, the beginning and the end of all people. All monks in this world are looking forward to one day able to comprehend the truth of immortality."

"Including you?"

You said to Li Suo: "Including me."

You are very open and honest with him, and you are willing to answer honestly no matter what he asks you.The hometown of Xianyang, the wonderland of Kuze, and the scroll of eternal life that the master spread out for you.

Lisuo has seen through your true heart. When you talk about immortality, your eyes are like stars twinkling. It is an extremely focused and longing gaze—even though you are trying to suppress that longing, but Lisuo knows, You will only pursue those things that you can't get. What you really desire is not love at all but becoming a fairy. He seems to be able to see your future-the love between you will disappear like morning dew one day.

He believes you love him, but he's not sure you'll always love him.

Although immortality and love are the same nothingness, love is far easier to touch than immortality, and it is even easier for you to obtain.When you get what you want and experience the taste of love, when you confirm that you have got it, you will give up everything you have and continue to seek the way to become a fairy you long for.

You will definitely do it.

In this kind of matter, Li Suo can see more clearly than anyone else, because he thinks so himself.Li Suo thought, although he really loves you now, this love will dissipate one day—this is the essence of love.

When he no longer loves you one day, or you no longer love him one day, it will definitely make the other party fall into an embarrassing situation.There are countless resentful couples in Heian-kyo who are secretly cursing each other, and those painful and sad loves hang over the sky of Heian-kyo like dark clouds.

Li Suo can't imagine the day when you no longer love each other, he doesn't want to see the day when you hate and curse each other.No matter who gives up the relationship first, it will appear that the other party is particularly pathetic.Yan Suo wanted to keep this love, no matter what method he used.

He knows that it is because you failed to become a fairy that you have been seeking Tao all the time.So as long as you don't get fulfillment in this relationship, you will always long for this relationship.Li Suo loves you, and he also hopes that you can always love him. It is precisely because he wants to "fall in love" with you forever, that's why he wants to leave you.

He just hopes that you can always love him, and that he himself can always love you.

In this way, Lisuo's wish was indeed fulfilled.

……

……

You originally thought that you knew the other person well enough, you once listened to the other person’s words from the bottom of your heart, and uttered countless sweet words from his lips...but it’s only now that you finally understand that you actually don’t understand Suo Suo’s heart at all , you have never seen through him.At this moment, you also cannot listen to the voice of a brain.

You even feel that the reason why he has fallen into this situation is all his own fault: "Obviously I can give you better..." He is willing to fall.

This kind of "vicious" thought appeared in your mind, and it made you tremble. You actually thought of him like this, but you also understood that this kind of vicious thought was just accompanied by hatred. came.

But even so, you still love him... That feeling may be love, or it may be just an unwilling obsession. The past years are so long and far away, so long that you are about to forget how you loved him in the first place.

You try hard to recall that "love" and what you are willing to do for someone when you love him deeply.Because you love him, as long as he calls your name, you are willing to lend him your strength, and you are willing to fulfill his wish for him, and you can do anything for him—but he just doesn’t want to do that .

Even so, you still want the best for him.

How could he have the heart to treat you like this?He obviously said that he also loves you.

Love and hate are intertwined in your heart, making you unwilling to see his current appearance, the appearance of only one brain occupying other people's bodies, miserable, sad appearance, if it must be like this, if this is what he wants need……

"I'm willing to give you my body, Yan Suo."

You put your soft cheek against its cold brain, and you close your eyes, feeling the soft touch—just like he used to hold your wet fingers.It was almost a similar touch.

Since you want to give your body to him, what should you do with yourself?

— After his "death", you maintained his body from decay.

Because you love him, you are willing to do anything for him, including giving him your body.You wanted to continue your relationship, so you switched bodies with him.

"In this case, it's all right?" You opened your eyes with your fleshy body, staring at everything in front of your eyes, your heartbeats overlapped, and your hearts are still beating for each other to this day ——Your hearts belong to each other too.

You embraced the rope tightly, and the indescribable joy gradually filled your heart, almost satisfying you.

However, recalling the words that Su Nuo on both sides had said to you, sparks of unwillingness began to burst out again.You can't let go of the fact that Rensuo gave birth to Yuren Knotabagi with someone else's body. Maybe he just wanted to create a special container, or to create more possibilities, but you still feel very unwilling.

In the past, you also had a wish to have children with him, but that wish has become an impossible regret before you even say it—because he died soon in your arms "Are.

However, that is his deception to you, he is not dead at all, and has been watching you distraught for his "death".

Thinking of all that, you said to Yan Suo: "At that time, I felt so unwilling."

You buried your head into each other's neck, and your body felt each other's temperature and heartbeat. The rekindled fire of love gave this body that had been cold for 1000 years regained its temperature.

Li Suo told you that love can make people forgive everything, and you think so too. Your love has not changed even after 1000 years, and you still love him today.

But he has "give birth to children" for others.

Ling Suo, who woke up in your body, held your face and explained to you what was going on. All he did was to see more possibilities of human beings... But such an excuse is beyond your control. It looked so pale and powerless in front of him.

"How can you forgive me?" Li Suo asked you in a helpless tone.

This kind of helpless expression appeared on the face that belonged to you, making your face show an incomparably gentle brilliance, a gentle brilliance that has never appeared on your body, so moving under the moonlight.

There is a strange throbbing in your heart, and it beats like a drum with the love that is about to come out.

"I love you, Yan Suo." You don't love his face and body, what you love is his soul, his heart.No matter what kind of posture he appears in front of you, you will love him as always.

This is a very sincere love.

"I know," Yan Suo also softly called your name, and kissed your face tenderly, "I know you love me."

"So give me a baby too," you hold Ronso's hand and put your palm on the other person's lower abdomen. Although you know very well in your heart that your body cannot conceive naturally, you still say to Ronso, "As long as you give me one too, I will forgive you."

Forgive him for deceiving you and for walking away from you.

——Roseo has no other choice.

……

……

You caressed the skin of Ling Suo, this fair and beautiful face—on the face that originally belonged to you, there was an expression of sinking in it.

Memories of the past emerge in your mind, countless nights he touched your face, kissed your skin, and words of love were revealed from his lips... After exchanging bodies, all the feelings Novelty again.

This body cannot conceive naturally, but there is not only one way to conceive in this world, you stroked the smooth skin of the person beneath you, and asked if he was willing to endure a little pain for you.

"It will be a little uncomfortable, but you can bear it for me, right?"

Ron Suo has even "give birth to children" for others.

You don't want to mention this matter repeatedly, just like he can clearly condemn your "betrayal" without mentioning a word. If you really want to continue to pursue it with such an index, it will only make you feel extremely embarrassing and resentful. the opponent's situation.

It is clear that you both still love each other, and that is the ending that neither of you wants to see.

In the past, the masters combined human energy and plant energy to cultivate "celestial beings". The "core" of the immortals is their "inner alchemy". You can also "breed a fetus" by mobilizing energy.

Just put it in...

"Be patient a little longer, and you'll be fine soon."

Sweat and tears wet that fair and beautiful face, and you comforted Suo with a gentle tone, telling him your love for him.You love him so much, how could he not even be willing to bear this level of pain for you?

How many times in the past when he was away from you have you been tormented by that painful relationship at night?You kiss this pale and weak face full of love and pity, your "Qi" and the "Qi" of Suo are intermingling with Yin and Yang.

You caressed the lower abdomen of the rope, it has shown a slightly raised shape, and your union is being conceived in this body.

"I'm so happy." You hold the finger of the rope and kiss the skin as smooth as jade, and the unwillingness in your heart seems to be able to dissipate because of this.All the pain in the past seems to be gone at this moment.

Because you still love him, and he still loves you.You embraced each other in this blood-soaked land, almost forgetting everything but each other.

You put your ears on the lower abdomen of the cable, and the "nucleus" full of vitality is growing in it - this is your "child".