The honest person is you

-04-

When applying medicine to Liangmian Su Nuo, he stretched his arms casually, as if he was defenseless against you.

"It's hard for me to bring these people back alive this time," Su Nuo on both sides tilted his face, his eyes fell on you, his brows and eyes were half loose and half playful, "You are wasting what I brought you like this." Gift?"

The tone was not accusatory, but sounded a little happy.Probably because he lost his composure the first time he saw you, for that person—your dead husband.

It makes him feel like he's grabbing you where it hurts.

The reason why you lost your mind is that the members of He Mao's family said that marrying you was the biggest mistake in that person's short life.

You can't hear that.

Not a word.

At this moment, you miss him so much that you want to hug him tightly and tell him your love for him.

...but he is dead.

After his death, the people in the family only wanted to bury him as soon as possible, but you found a way to transform the corpse into a metal state from the master's secret scroll, so you tried every means to obstruct it.

During that time, the members of He Mao's family thought that you were probably crazy, so even if it was a corpse, they were unwilling to let go.It is not until you have successfully transformed that you are willing to bury it.

Generally speaking, after such a long time, the corpse has already changed beyond recognition, so no one wants to check the scene in the coffin again, which just suits your heart.

Your plan is to wait until the elixir for bringing the dead back to life is successfully refined, and then let his body see the light of day again.

But at this moment, you just want to get him back desperately, even if it's just an empty shell that can no longer respond to you.

You raised your white eyelids and stared at the two faces of Su Nuo. You couldn't find any resemblance to him in this face or this body.

You stretched out your hand to caress the arms of Su Nuo on both sides, your fingers moved up along his strong arms, and finally stayed on his face.

"You are the most powerful magician I have ever seen," you said to him softly, holding his face, "far better than all other magicians combined."

Su Nuo on both sides holds your waist, your bodies are pressed together, and he suddenly asks you: "Including him?"

You knew who "he" was referring to, and you didn't answer.

The question of two-faced su Nuo doesn't make any sense at all.

Because in your opinion, no one is good enough to compare with that person.

……

……

You spent a very long time with the two-faced Nuo, but in this environment without too many references, the passage of time became less obvious.

When Li Mei, the subordinate of Liangmiansu Nuo, came to report to him the recent situation in Ping'an capital, you still leaned on Liangmiansu Nuo's arms and did not leave.

Su Nuo's fingers on both sides caressed your arms and shoulders, and from time to time lowered his head to nibble your neck and shoulder blades.

This makes Limei look at you more and more obscurely.

You think it's because he is loyal to the two-faced Su Nuo, so he has prejudice against you, just like after you married that person in the past, the members of the He Mao family also rejected you very much.

However, Li Mei obviously knows better than the elders of He Mao's family what seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages, so no matter what kind of eyes he looks at you, he has never said anything bad about you in front of the two-faced Su Nuo, let alone blatantly speak ill of you. You speak up.

When Li Mei talked about He Mao Baoxian, the current patriarch of the He Mao family, you suddenly asked how the Baoxian father, He Mao Zhongxing, was doing.

He Mao Zhongxing is your husband's elder brother.When your husband was still alive, he once told you that the person who was going to be the head of the house was actually his elder brother, but the elder brother shirked it on the grounds that he wanted to go out to practice.

Hearing your question, Limei seemed a little surprised, probably because you never talked to him in the past, so in the eyes of other people except the two-faced Su Nuo, you will always look arrogant and defiant.

But the two-faced Su Nuo never cared about this.He doesn't care how you get along with other curses or sorcerers in this area, nor how you usually make medicine.

Therefore, when you asked Limei, Limei subconsciously looked at the two-faced Nuo, but what she got was the response that the two-faced Nuo buried her head on you without raising her head.

Li Mei lowered her head slightly: "He Mao Zhongxing passed away 20 years ago."

You think of the last time you saw He Mao Zhongxing, it was when you married that person.He Mao Zhongxing, who was traveling abroad, learned of this incident, and rushed back to Heianjing on purpose.

There were two children who came to congratulate him together, that is his parent-son Kamo Yasuken and his disciple Abe Seimei.

Because you still remembered the names of the two children, you also asked about their current situation by the way.

When you learn that Abe Seimei is already a great onmyoji who has become famous in Heian-kyo today, it's not surprising that emotions emerge in your heart.

That was indeed a very talented child, that's why he was accepted as a disciple by He Maozhong after he saw the sight of Hundred Ghosts Walking at Night on Suzaku Avenue.

However, you also finally realize that such a long time has passed.

The lifespan of human beings is so short, and the color is fleeting, and it is already old in a blink of an eye.

Regardless of Limei not retreating, you grabbed Su Nuo's hair on both sides, pressed him under your body, and stroked his face with your fingers, as if to see the changes in this face clearly.

Su Nuo on both sides looks at you with great interest.

The black curse lines climbed on his weird face, so eye-catching that people ignored his age and facial features. Even you, who slept with him, failed to notice his changes.

There are probably reasons why you don't care.

This is the first time you have looked at this face so closely.

In your memory, apart from Grandmaster and Mrs. Bian, that person is the clearest one.You can't even remember the faces of your biological parents who sent you to the master's school when you were young, only a few vague figures.

When you came back to your senses, you realized that the two-faced Su Nuo had been staring at your face.

He asks you, "What are you thinking?"

There was an arrogant and insolent smile on that weird face, even though it was pressed by you, it still had a hint of contempt.

The world says that the two-faced Su Nuo is an incomprehensible "king of curses", but he can see your thoughts through your expression.

You stroked his cheek: "Are you going to die too?"

The arrogant smile on Su Nuo's face froze for a moment.

He replied, "Didn't you always know that?"

Birth, old age, sickness and death are the fate of human beings, even if they are as powerful as the two-faced Su Nuo, they cannot escape this fate.

Even if he is the terrifying king of curses, he can't be killed with all the power of the magicians, but he can't escape the end of aging and death.

Even if the lifespan of a human being is extended to the extreme, it is only a hundred years or so.Even a cultivator who understands the truth of the world, a great warlock like a master, still faces the fate of death.

You lower your head and put your ears on the chest of the two-faced Su Nuo. His chest is casually exposed, and you stick to his skin like this.

The powerful human heart is beating vigorously, like a drum.

This gentle behavior made the atmosphere at this moment a bit charming.

You said to Su Nuo on both sides: "I hope you don't die."

Such words, falling into the ears of different people, will have completely different understandings.

You didn't look at their expressions, you didn't pay attention to Liangmiansu Nuo's or Limei's reaction, you just lay on Liangmiansu Nuo's body and closed your eyes, listening to his heartbeat.

Only such a voice can give you a moment of peace of mind.

However, Su Nuo's laughter on both sides broke the rare warmth, he laughed with malice as if he was laughing at you.

"It's really strange," said Liang Su Nuo, touching your face, "you would say such a thing."

He said it was too out of character for you.

You didn't speak, just watched him quietly.

Maybe your reaction was so calm that he didn't find it interesting, so the sarcasm on his face gradually dissipated, only his eyes did not move away.

The way his eyes wander over your face is more wanton than when he licks your skin.

Su Nuo on both sides suddenly asked you: "Are you going to grow old?"

What the immortal way pursues is the supreme truth in the world, and the supreme mysteries are all hidden in the "qi" between the heaven and the earth. From more than 1000 years ago to the present, your body has not changed at all.

The aging of the body also means that death is approaching. The appearance of the old master is getting older. Mrs. Bian is holding his hand and staring at his face. A panic almost frightened appears on her aging face.

That expression and gaze were undisguised, but you at the beginning were unaware of the meaning in it.

Because at that time, you only have the pursuit of the world's most reasonable in your eyes, and the irresistible luxury of decorations, greed for taste, and obsession with love and lust cannot shake your heart in the slightest.

But when the two-faced Su Nuo asked you if you would grow old too, you felt overwhelming panic.

You dread this possibility.

In any case, you don't want to, if one day you really resurrect that person, what he sees is your old and haggard face.

Just the thought of this possibility makes you feel anxious.

What's more, the two-faced Su Nuo also said something like "I really want to see your pitiful appearance".

He hit your sore spot with precision once again.

……

……

While refining the "elixir", you also started to take the medicine.

It was not the two-faced Su Nuo who first discovered this, but his subordinate Li Mei.

You have heard about his origins, because the two-faced Su Nuo thinks that Li Mei is exceptionally good at dealing with humans, so he was kept by his side.

But you never eat at the same table as Liangmian Su Nuo, and you don't care where their food comes from.

The way Limei stared at you intently made you frown slightly.

You ask him what's the matter.

This is the place where you make alchemy, and it is also the center of the flowers. As long as ordinary humans come into contact with these plants—even if it is just pollen, they will be assimilated into "flowers".

Even the two-faced Nuo rarely set foot here.

Although Li Mei is a subordinate of the double-faced Su Nuo, he is also a curse master and a human being.

Besides, this is the first time you have met without the presence of the two-faced Su Nuo.

You suddenly remembered that after you married that person, the elders of his family found you alone—that was not an interesting memory.

Because not long after, the elder's body was found in the well in the mansion.You and your husband were also present when it was salvaged. You subconsciously looked at him, and his expression was calm and unwavering.

When everyone was terrified in the face of the rotten corpse, you looked at his side face very intently, revealing an almost sweet smile.

He embraced you in his arms, covering your face with his body.

You think, there will never be anyone in this world who is more tolerant of you than him.