The honest person is you

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Your patience depends on the things you face. In the past, you were able to practice Taoism in Penglai for thousands of years without distraction, precisely because you had endless longing and longing for "Tao".

Later you fall in love with that person, have a relationship with him, and become a husband and wife, and you can only see things related to him in your eyes.

Your love affair continues in the blood of the Jiamo family, even if you don't love them, you will stay in the Jiamo family, because this is the last thing he left for you.

Kamo Kentoki won your attention by virtue of his similar smile to that person, bit by bit seeking the power flowing from your fingers, until he begged you to curse Kamo Kento... until you Never let him come to you again.

So now when you look at Xia Youjie's face, you seem to have endless patience and tenderness.

Xia Youjie went to that store to buy strawberry daifuku, and he handed you one of them, saying that Wu really likes to eat strawberry daifuku from this store.

"He heard that I was going to perform a mission near here, and he specifically told me to remember to bring a souvenir."

"What about you," you asked Xia Youjie, "what do you like?"

"Soba noodles."

Xia Youjie always smiled when he spoke, with a gentle expression, revealing a calm and approachable temperament.That person in the past was clearly the Patriarch of He Mao, but he always faced everyone with a smile.

Because you told Xia Youjie that you had never eaten soba noodles, Xia Youjie took you to a nearby soba noodle shop in surprise.

The buckwheat noodles in the bowl have been soaked in ice water beforehand to improve the taste. Xia Youjie said that the weather is not the most suitable now, and summer is the best.

You took a sip and replied: "Then come to eat again when summer comes."

Xia Youjie couldn't help turning his face to look at you, he seemed to have something to say to you, but he was hesitating whether to speak or not.

So you took the initiative to ask him.

Xia Youjie asked, "Did the Kamo family...do anything to you?"

Because he heard that you never left Kamo's house before, and because he heard from you that you have never even eaten soba noodles-although it may be that this food is too common, so it will not be served in front of you.But Xia Youjie thought of your appearance just now, the novelty when you stood alone at the door of the dim sum shop and the buckwheat noodles were served, which made him feel that your past might not be free.

In fact, you gradually "break away" from the secular world because of practicing Taoism. Disease, aging, hunger...these can all be overcome.You have also felt that you are very close to the ultimate truth of immortality.

Xia Youjie believes that the strong should protect the weak, and magicians should protect non-skilled people, because those with power stand on a higher ground than those without power, so they have to bear more responsibilities.

Wu said that you are very powerful and have extraordinary abilities, but in Xia Youjie's eyes, you are so strange to everything in the outside world, Xia Youjie who doesn't know you well, even thinks you are a bit pitiful.

Xia Youjie Yihan looked at you with pity, and you thought of the past again in this gaze.

At that time, you had just left Penglai, and you were very unfamiliar with everything in this world. Only the hand of that person commanded you to feel the warmth.He caressed your cheek affectionately, revealing his sincerity to you.

You have an admiration for each other, and you love him more than any other emotion.

But he cursed you, and at the end of his life he replaced himself with someone else.

Facing Xia Youjie's gaze, you lowered your white eyelids and said softly: "In the past, the ancestors of the Kamo family cast a curse on me."

That curse has bound you, and that is the root cause that has bound you for thousands of years and made you unable to escape.

But now you still love him, love everything related to him and similar to him.

Xia Youjie doesn't know when is the "before" you mentioned, it may be decades ago, or it may be hundreds of years ago, which is beyond the scope of Xia Youjie's imagination.But he knows that many conjurers have rare spells, and maybe you have spells related to life extension.

Xia Youjie, who is good at caring for others, has always felt that you seem to have a heavy heart, and he thinks that you may also have your own difficulties.Just like the conjurers he knew, because of the existence of Gojo Satoru, they were set off to be extremely weak. Because of their own weakness, they couldn't do many things, and everyone was suffering from the world.

The only things that can make you feel better are things about that person.

You stared at Xia Youjie's face, your gaze made him a little nervous.Because the way you look at him always contains an emotion called "love".

Xia Youjie didn't know how to respond to such emotion.

After he separated from you, he would still think of your face. Gojo Satoru asked him if he was in some trouble, why he was always absent-minded, maybe he was in a relationship... Gojo Satoru was joking, but it made Xia You Jie suddenly realized that he might also have a crush on you.

Before you know it, you have met many times. Once when you went out, it happened to snow, and the fine snow fell in your hair, hazy.

Xia Youjie went to the convenience store to buy an umbrella, and the soft snowflakes fell gently, and he held up the umbrella for you all the way like this-this is the closest time you have been to each other.

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After many years, recently is the time when you go out most frequently.

Kamo Tadahei didn't dare to rashly ask about your whereabouts, but you went out frequently, but Mei saw the clues, she asked why you always go out, why didn't you take her with you.

It is true that you have feelings for Mei, but that little bit of feeling is insignificant compared to that person.You, who was pestered by Mei Kamo, just said that you have something to do.

Mei almost begged you and said: "Why can't you tell me? No matter what it is, I am willing to do it for you...!"

But you asked her back, and you asked what she could do for you.

"Mei, you always say that you must surpass Gojo Satoru, and you always say that you want to become the head of the Kamo family." But in fact, she couldn't do anything.

Kamo Zhonghei brought back a child last month - a boy he gave birth to a woman outside, and that boy also inherited the "red blood manipulation" of Kamo's family.

Because the main wife did not give birth to a boy who inherited the technique, Kamo Tadahei’s plan was to record this child under the name of the main wife, and declared to the public that it was a child born to the main wife. He brought the child to you, Respectfully and ingratiatingly, he said that he named the child "Kamo Kenji".

Kamo Kenji and Kamo Xianlun have the same pronunciation.

Kamo Tadahei heard that you once treated "Kamo Xianren" differently, and family rumors also said that in the end, because the head of the family at that time asked you to kill Kamo Xianren, who had fallen into a curse master, you never saw him again.

Kamo Zhonghei thinks that you who dote on Mei may not recognize this child (Kamo Kenji), so he wants to give him such a name to ask for your mercy.But Kamo Kenji's arrival is almost an unprecedented disaster for Kamo Mei.

Even though she grew up loved and loved and inherited the family's magic formula, she still couldn't compare to that child - just because the other party was a boy.

You think of that thin boy, look at Mei in front of you again, and suddenly say to her: "In the past, there were always people who judged me for not being able to do anything and not being worthy of what kind of identity I had."

For you, it is really a very long time ago.

"Do you know what happened to them afterwards?" You asked Mei.

Mei looked at you blankly.

You spoke lightly of their ending.

You are still you in the past and now, but the attitude of others towards you is completely opposite. People in the Kamo family admire you and are obsessed with you.Tian Yuan regards you as a celestial lord, and the higher-ups in the magic world also know of your existence, but they all fear you and respect you respectfully.

The Kamo family has had close contacts with high-level people in the magic world since ancient times, largely because the Kamo family has you.

Nowadays, who dares to talk about you, saying that your status is low and your origin is unknown?Those who disrespected you are dead in the past, only you live forever.

Mei fell silent, she lowered her head, you got up and left, she didn't catch up again.

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In June, Xia Youjie told you that he was going to perform a mission.

"Will it take a long time?" If so, it means you won't see each other for a long time.

But Xia Youjie said that it shouldn't take long, but this mission is a bit special.He asked you, have you also lived a long time.

Xia Youjie didn't reveal to you what his mission is, he just asked you: "I heard that in the magic world, there is a magician whose spell is immortal, do you know?"

You know who he is referring to, and because of this, you think that it may be time for Tian Yuan to assimilate with the "star plasma body".

But you didn't tell Xia Youjie about this, you just answered him that you had heard of it a few times before: "That magician seems to be called Tianyuan."

Xia Youjie couldn't tell from your words whether you knew about the "astral plasma body", so he didn't pursue the question any further, but changed the topic and asked if you had anything he wanted him to bring.

You said, "I hope you can bring yourself back safely."

Xia Youjie said, you are too foul.

"The hexagram image can tell us the answer." You tell him that the Yi hexagram is a way to predict the future.

Remembering that Kamo Mei begged you to change the hexagram for her, you decided to predict his future for Xia Youjie, but you wrote down Xia Youjie's name, and the result of the hexagram was completely beyond your imagination.

In the beginning, there was no such thing as reincarnation and rebirth in Taoism, because the pursuit of Taoism is immortality, immortality and holiness, which is contrary to "reincarnation" from the root.

But you also fantasized about such a possibility when he died.You try to believe in the existence of gods and Buddhas, and believe that people can enter reincarnation after death and be reincarnated.

But that's just an illusion...

Until you see traces of that person from Xia Youjie's future - that person overlaps with Xia Youjie, which seems to tell you a certain possibility.

You feel a strange dizziness, your heart is beating strangely, and the world around you seems to be spinning.

Xia Youjie saw that something was wrong with you, he held your shoulders and let you lean into his arms.

You stretched out your hand and touched his face almost tremblingly. There were tears streaming down your fair and beautiful face. Xia Youjie hugged you helplessly.