The life of a despised omega

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Yun Zhan stayed by my side all the time, and didn't leave until I woke up.I sat up on his bed, my body was cleansed by the treatment, it was dry and not so sticky anymore.

At this moment, Yun Zhan was sitting on the sofa and reading the script. I got out of bed and approached him quietly. He turned his face away before he took two steps, and said coldly, "Go back when you wake up."

She was so gentle after falling asleep, but she didn't recognize her again after waking up.I sat back on the bed again and said shamelessly, "I'm still very uncomfortable, everything hurts."

He withdrew his eyes and stopped talking, and looked down at the script.

The TV didn’t turn on the sound, and it was broadcasting so quietly. I didn’t dare to disturb Yun Zhan, so I watched a silent TV series. When I changed the channel, I suddenly saw 16:30 displayed on the lower right corner. I stood up in shock and asked Yun Zhan: "What's the number today?"

"Thirty, you slept for two days."

"Didn't I delay the process again?"

"Yes, tomorrow is the last day, so you still want to hang out with me?" He put down the script and looked at me, "Let everyone celebrate the New Year with you in the crew?"

That won't work, it already made everyone very dissatisfied, and if we delay everyone's reunion at home, I'm afraid I won't be able to stay on the set anymore.

"Then can I bring the script to you to memorize?"

"No."

Yun Zhan was starting to get bored, and it would only be annoying if he continued to stay.I got up and went to open the door, "Then I'll go back and read the script first, thank you for taking care of me these two days."

He opened his mouth but didn't speak.

"What's wrong?" I held the handle and waited for him to say.

He approached and took my hand and opened the door by himself. I was pushed from the room to the corridor by him, "I have already paid off what I owed you that night, so don't bother me again."

I didn't understand what he meant, so he shut the door.

When I turned to leave, I was taken aback by Zhu Lin. He leaned against the edge of the corridor, his eyes fixed on me.

When I looked over, his hair was disheveled, his eyelids were obviously wrinkled, his eyes were black and white, and his white lips were bloodshot.

The eyes looking at me are lax.

I waved my hand in front of his eyes, "Zhu Lin?"

His eyes gradually focused, and after a while he looked at me brightly, and called my name aggrievedly.

I said, "It's me."

He stepped forward and hugged me, "Are you awake?"

"woke up."

"Are you still uncomfortable? How can you feel uncomfortable?"

"It's not uncomfortable, everything is fine."

I was dragged and checked by him before I let go. He was a little stunned, so I pushed him into the elevator, "Go back to the room, I haven't read the script after two days of sleep."

"Let's rest for a while, don't be in such a hurry."

"It's not been a day or two since the crew members have been dissatisfied with me. If I continue to rest, I'm really going to be kicked out of the crew. Besides, the Chinese New Year is coming soon. I can't let them spend the New Year with the crew. It's the last day. Spring Festival."

Zhu Lin didn't bring up any interest, and simply replied oh.

I said: "Don't be sad, it's still your birthday on the Spring Festival, and we will celebrate together this year."

At first Zhu Lin’s birthday was decided by me and him. He said he couldn’t remember his birthday and felt that the Spring Festival was very meaningful. I suggested that the Spring Festival would be his birthday in the future, and he readily agreed.

Sure enough, when it came to this, he became more emotional, "Okay."

After memorizing the script, it was already time for a break, and Zhu Lin was unwilling to leave. He let me sleep on the bed and guarded me in the room. I looked at his haggard face and shook my head, "Go and rest, I can do it."

He repeatedly said that he wanted to stay, but I refused.

"Okay, just call me if you need something." He closed the door for me.

I woke up at two o'clock in the morning. The period was stimulated a few days ago and was forced to advance. The bloody pheromones in the body were causing trouble, and there were signs of fever again. My tongue was dry and my mouth was dry.

Not wanting to be affected by filming tomorrow, I got up to find inhibitors.

I accidentally knocked over the glass on the table while closing the drawer.

At that moment, Zhu Lin hurriedly opened the door and came in, hurried towards me, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong? What happened?"

"It's just that the glass was broken." I looked at him with the suppressant, and the panic in his eyes hadn't faded away. I asked, "Did you not go back to the next door, and kept guarding outside my door?"

He clenched his hands and let them go, and then lowered his eyes several times in a row, and said awkwardly, "I'm worried about you."

I sat back on the bed and injected the inhibitor into my body. He stopped two steps forward and moved his hands in the air restlessly. "Does your body feel uncomfortable again?"

"The fever period has advanced, it's no big deal."

"Oh." He let out a long breath and said, "Then you'll sleep after you've dealt with it. I'll go out first."

"Zhu Lin." I called to stop him.

"what happened?"

"Just sleep here."

He said that's good for him to sleep on the sofa.

After closing the door, Zhu Lin curled up on the sofa beside the bed with his back to me.I looked at his back that shrank in half, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

His back became obviously stiff, and he said after a while, "It's okay, I voluntarily, you don't need to be burdened."

I wanted to say more, but he cut me off quickly.

"I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep, good night."

"Good night."

I looked at the ceiling and couldn't fall asleep for a long time. The two sentences "I'm sorry" and "It's okay" didn't say anything but they said everything.

Maybe you can give it to time, and that feeling will naturally disappear after a long time.

But, will it really be?

When I woke up, Zhu Lin was still awake, his eyes were black and black, and he was frowning and muttering non-stop. I picked up the blanket on the ground, and when I squatted down, I vaguely heard him say: "Don't hurt him... what am I going to do?" It will be all right……"

"Don't be afraid, Tangyuan, I will protect you..."

It's a very familiar cooing sound, I've heard it many times in my sleep.

This guy can't sleep all night because of me.

How can I be.

As soon as the blanket was put back on him, he suddenly opened his eyes, which were bloodshot.With his wrist clasped in his hand, he said with a vigilant expression, "What are you doing!"

The ferocious and terrifying appearance of Zhu Lin made me a little frightened, and when he stared at me, I replied unconsciously, "I will cover you with the quilt."

After seeing clearly who the person in front of him was, he slowly let go of his hand, wiped his face indiscriminately, and said, "Sorry, I scared you."

I shook my head and said no.

He sat up and asked me: "What time is it now, pack up and go to the studio."

I asked him to rest in the room. I can do it by myself. He didn't respond to my words, but walked out the door while saying that he was fine. When he was at the door, he said, "You wash up first, and I'll order breakfast."

If you can't persuade him, you can only give up.

After breakfast, almost all the staff members arrived on the set. When they saw me, they thoughtfully asked me how I was doing, and looked very concerned, but what I heard behind the scenes was that they hoped that I would not wake up.

My provocative kung fu is a bit too strong. When I came as the singer of the theme song, I was very popular, but when I appeared on the crew as the leading actor, I was very disgusted.

In just a few months, I went from happy to disgusted by everyone, and I am the one who can't be a human being.

The filming location is still the orphanage. The content is that Yu Hyuk kicked over the gasoline in a fit of anger after arguing with Xun Guang. The children in the orphanage played with firecrackers and caused the orphanage to be burned. Xun Guang's younger brother who was locked up in the basement was burned to death. .

After changing clothes and putting on make-up, the director directly yelled to start, Yu He pressed Xun Guang on the bed in the Datong shop on the first floor, but the force failed Yu He slapped Xun Guang backhanded, Xun Guang is not a vegetarian, turn over Just wrestled with Yu He.

In the end, Yu He left the room with a bruised nose and a swollen face. When he saw the children laughing happily in the yard, he kicked the two children down very angrily.

"Fucking." I kicked over the gasoline and came out of the camera.

The children teased people with firecrackers. One of them was standing near the gasoline, and the other threw the firecrackers there. With a loud bang, the wall burst into flames. The children were frightened and ran away, crying and screaming. .

This venue was temporarily built by the crew, and they were unwilling to actually burn the orphanage. The crew mainly shot scenes here, and the scenes about the burning of the orphanage mainly depended on post-production special effects.

When Zhu Lin brought the water, he fumbled in his pocket, but found nothing. I took the water and asked him what was wrong. He said in a panic, "I forgot the medicine in the dressing room."

"I'll go over and get it right away, you wait here for me."

I looked at Yun Zhan's face on the monitor and nodded and said yes.

"Crack! It's over, next one."

Before the staff stepped forward to put out the fire, the fire that originally burned only one wall suddenly became larger and quickly spread to the entire orphanage.

The sudden fire frightened everyone. A few seconds later, there were cries and screams. The wooden orphanage was surrounded by raging fire, and the burning sound became more and more harsh.

"Quick, put out the fire!"

"Call quickly! Quickly!"

The monitors went off, and the staff were all trapped in the room.

The fire was so fierce that all the staff in the yard backed up. I was pushed and fell to the ground. When I looked up, a Lincoln parked a few hundred meters away, and Gong Huanshen, who was wearing sunglasses, spread his hands The corners of his mouth curled up.

He's showing it all off.

It was all done by Gong Huanshen, this is the price I paid for angering him.

I stared at the door that had been flooded by fire, praying that Yun Zhan would come out of it in the next second.

Noisy shouts appeared, a panicked crowd appeared at the door, the crew and the staff of the orphanage all escaped, but I never saw Yun Zhan.

What about Yun Zhan?

Why didn't Yun Zhan come out?

I grabbed the photographer and asked, "Yun Zhan, where is Gu Yin! Where is Gu Yin?"

"No, I do not know."

Yu Hailan stamped her feet and rubbed her hands nervously: "I almost died in the sea of ​​fire when I was filming before, why did I meet again this time?"

Did Yun Zhan almost die because of the fire?

Could it be that he was frightened and didn't have time to come out.

I'm going to save him!

I want to save him.

I grabbed the fire bucket, soaked myself and rushed into the fire,

The people behind me may be screaming for me to stop.

And I have no reason to stop.

Yun Zhan is still waiting for me.

I can't stop.

The fire scorched my body, thick smoke drilled into my lungs, and all I could see was orange red, and I moved forward with hot eyes and tears.The water-stained cotton coat severely restricted my steps, and I dragged my heavy body towards Datongpu's room.

I couldn't see clearly, couldn't see anything clearly, I put down my hand covering my mouth, and called Yun Zhan hoarsely.

Yun Zhan didn't respond, so I changed to Gu Yin's name.

The wooden floors on the second floor were falling one by one, and they were chasing me.

"Gu Yin!"

"Gu Yin, where are you?"

What responded to me was the voice of Zhu Lin crying for glutinous rice balls.

How did Zhu Lin come in?I searched for the direction of the sound, and before I could utter a sound, the figure flew towards me, pushed me to the ground, pressed the fallen firewood on my back, and it became hot little by little, hissing The sound of grilling meat came out frequently, and my back started to hurt.

After I got up, the hissing sound continued, and a smell of burnt meat penetrated my nostrils. There was a huge beam in front of me, and Zhu Lin was pressed tightly under it.

That's where the hissing sound and burning smell come from.

I moved closer and reached out to Zhu Lin, "I'll pull you up, don't be afraid, you'll be fine."

It took him a long time to let out a breath, and he said intermittently: "Hurry up... get out... Yun Zhan... has already gone... go, you... hurry up and find... him..."

He was pinned down and couldn't move. I watched him become more and more blurred, "I don't! I'll save you! I'll save you."

The big strings of water slid down his face, and he became sober. He called my name angrily, and told me not to move the wood. He had something to say to me.

I lifted the pillar on his body and shook my head vigorously: "Let's go out, I will rescue you first, you hold on! I beg you, hold on."

"You will listen to everything I say, will you listen to me again?"

He shook his head: "Don't waste...working hard...suffering...." He stretched out his dark red hand from under the pillar, and said, "Here...here...remember...to take medicine."

A pill bottle was held in a hand with charred flesh.

How painful it must be.

I grab his hand, mine is the same as his.

But my hands don't hurt.

Distressed.

It hurts terribly.

"I can't...can't protect...you anymore, you take care...well of yourself."

I knelt on the ground and begged him, begging him hoarsely: "Zhu Lin, come back to life, you go out with me, after I go out, I will be with you well, I will like you, I will love you, I beg you..."

"Tangyuan..." He shook his eyes and closed his eyes, "My name is...Zhu Lin, you have to forget...I..."

"No, I don't forget, you..."

The holding hands spread apart, and a medicine bottle was exposed from it. There was still something on the bottle, and I picked it up tremblingly.

It was a paper towel soaked in water, with black handwriting faintly on it.The paper towel was soaked in water and turned into a ball, red, white and black, and it was no longer what it was at the beginning.

Holding the pill bottle and alcohol I frantically called his name and he never answered me again.

"Stop screaming, he is already dead, he will never agree to you, he was killed by you, you should pay for it..."

The person in my mind appeared again, and he told me about my crimes.

Zhu Lin was killed by me.

Died the day before his birthday...

"Do not--"

"what--"

I'm in so much pain, it hurts everywhere...

It's time to pay for it.

He should have died long ago.

Let's end it here.

Closing my eyes, I lie between the raging fires.

Let the scorching fire burn away the sins on my body, leaving a handful of dirty ashes, let the wind give it a chance to redeem.

Take it to say sorry to all those who suffered misfortune because of Tang Yuan.

Then it dissipated little by little in the world, and there was no such person as Tang Yuan in the world.

Burn me with fire.

I'm damned...