The life of a despised omega

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A few days after the end of the year, when all the agencies were at work, I took the ID card that Aunt Zhang brought me to change my name. I was the only one on the six-page household registration book, and what to change was up to me. .

The staff member was a girl, and she asked me what I wanted to change to. I had no idea in my mind, so I asked her to change my name with a homonym.

She glanced at me, "You are too casual, don't you think about changing your name first?"

Seeing that she was about to nag me, I quickly interrupted: "Just Tang Ruxin, easy."

She recorded the name: "Okay, I will pick it up in two days."

When I went back, Zhu Lin caught me and asked me where I was going. When I told him, he was puzzled: "Why did you change the name? Tangyuan doesn't sound good?"

I said, "I'm leaving here and I want to change my life."

At the beginning, I just stayed here because I wanted to go back to the place I used to see, and I also wanted to earn some money for transportation before leaving. Now I have watched what I wanted to see, and I have earned the money I wanted to earn. It is time to leave.

Zhu Lin nodded and said, "Okay, I see."

Two days later, I bought a mobile phone and applied for a credit card with my new identity, and then used this identity to express Aunt Zhang's card back.

The place where my mother was buried has long been bulldozed and built into a high-rise park. I have been there many times before, but I was stopped by the security guards and I was about to leave. I thought about going to see it one last time.

But in the end I couldn't get in.

Zhu Lin woke me up at night and took me to the gate of the park. I asked, "What are you doing?"

He told me to wait, and went forward with two thin wires.

Not long after, the lock on the iron door opened with a click, and he cautiously pushed the door open and waved to me, calling to me in a breathy voice, "Come in, don't stand still."

This place has changed a lot. It used to be a deserted meadow, but now there are tall buildings one after another. Everything has become too strange. I can no longer find the place where my mother was buried in the first place, so I can only wander aimlessly. Walk around the whole place.

Maybe there is my mother's bones under a certain place, and I can see her up close.

Zhu Lin followed behind without saying a word, and he only occasionally made a sound when I mentioned my mother.

After visiting the entire park, it was already midnight, the place was too big, and I couldn't find the exit. This time it was Zhu Lin who led the way, and I followed him behind.

"Are you going to leave tomorrow?" Zhu Lin asked from the front, without turning his head or stopping.

I quickened my pace and tried to keep up with him, "Well, I'm leaving tomorrow."

"Okay," he said.

Early the next morning, when I opened the door, Zhu Lin stood in front of my door. He snatched the luggage from my shoulder without saying a word, and said with a sad face, "Let's go."

"You don't have to send it to me, I can do it myself." I reached out to get the luggage, but he held it tightly, and said in a bad tone, "Whoever said I'm going to send you off, I have to go too."

Before I could say anything, he snatched my luggage and went downstairs. I closed the door and quickly caught up.

He automatically blocked my words again, no matter what I said, he didn't say a word. He didn't ask until he got to the station: "Where are you going? I'll buy a ticket."

I know he is relying on me and wants to leave with me.

I turned on the phone and took a look, and chose a city to show him, "Let's go here."

He threw his luggage to me and went to line up to buy tickets. I thought the place was a bit crowded, so I dragged my luggage and found a place with fewer people.

After waiting for a long time, I didn't see Zhu Lin coming back, so I dragged my luggage back to the queue, and there was no sign of Zhu Lin.

The station was overcrowded with people coming and going. I dragged my luggage and searched for him for a long time.

When I found him, he was squatting in the corner with his head buried in his knees. I called him, and he looked up at me, with two tears in his eyes sliding straight down his face.

It looked like an abandoned puppy.

Before he had time to discipline him, he yelled at me, "Where did you go, don't you know how long I've been looking for you?" There was grievance in the questioning voice.My heart softened and I apologized first.

"Okay, it's fine if you don't run." He took the luggage in my hand, returned to his usual state, and said with a downcast face: "The train will start immediately, go catch the train first."

Looking at his straightened back, I understand that he doesn't want to be abandoned.

Zhu Lin didn't talk to me again along the way, no matter how I apologized or explained, he always turned his face to the other side. It's really hard to coax this person when he is angry.

In three days and two nights, we arrived at a film and television city in the north called Xuandu.

You can see stars here every two days, and my destination is here.

We rented a house here, and Zhu Lin and I lived together to save money.In the first month, I made a living by singing and singing, but I couldn't support two people at all.

Zhu Lin no longer followed me, and went to find a job as a oddball in the crew, and I also gave up street singing and became an extra actor.

You can have dreams, but you have to support yourself first.

With the source of income, our life has gradually stabilized. We watch group news every day, go to the film crew, and live a busy and fulfilling life.Zhu Lin is getting better and better. He has never worried about not being followed by the crew. Sometimes he will go out with the crew for a few months. At this time, he will choose to quit and go directly to find the next crew, and because of this, he has lost many opportunities.

He only wants to stay in Xuandu.

Young people need to break through, not confined to a square inch.In order to get him to go out, I used various methods, and finally he was annoyed by me, so he reluctantly followed the crew for a while. I'm used to it, as long as he leaves Xuandu, he will simply tell me, and I don't need to persuade him.

But I am different from him, I can only stay in Xuandu as the lowest extra extra, and I can't leave the city.

Day by day, I have played more and more roles, passers-by, cannon fodder, dead bodies...

After accumulating for a long time, three or two characters with lines can be mixed.

It’s just that watching other people’s acting is completely different from acting on my own. It’s okay for me to pretend to be dead in front of the camera, but it’s difficult to speak to the camera.

After failing to perform again, the director issued an ultimatum, "Last chance, if you don't perform well again, I'll get out of here."

"It's just two or three lines, it's so difficult to say it smoothly." Looking at the few lines on the note, I couldn't help complaining.

"That's because you're too nervous." A female Alpha sat next to me and asked me with a smile: "In the past, the camera couldn't capture the face, right?"

I nodded, "Yeah."

"I was like this at the beginning, but now it's better." She took the piece of paper in my hand and looked at it and said, "Actually, just ignore the camera, it's just a few words, just treat it as a normal chat with others .”

I looked at the few explicit lines on the paper, and wondered what kind of words do I need to say to chat with others normally?

She smiled and returned the paper to me, "Isn't it just to seduce people, it's fine if you think you're seducing someone you like."

the person I like?

It's been a long time since anyone mentioned it.

The name engraved in the bottom of my heart resurfaced in my heart, and the memory that was deliberately blocked also flooded into my mind.

Yun Zhan, the person and name that made me crazy, never forgot.

"The filming has started, what are you still doing in a daze, the director will curse again later." The female Alpha pulled me into front of the camera, and I lost Tang Yuan and became another person.

When the director started, I scratched my head and walked out from behind the screen, tripped into the arms of the man with an oops, reached out and stroked the man's waist inch by inch to his chest, and said my first line: "Master, let me let you go today." The servant will serve you."

I went up again to scrape the man's Adam's apple up and down, and the second line came out: "Although my family is a man, it can still make me ecstasy and happy, why don't you try?"

Embracing the man's body, I slid my hand into his waist, pulled out the gun that was pinned to his belt, and said the last sentence in response to the sound of the gun: "Go to hell!"

I was lying in a pool of blood, with blood bubbling from the blood hole in my chest. As a secret agent, I would die with regret.

"Crack! It's over, let's move on to the next one."

I am relieved.

The filming ended today, and I went to the finance department to collect the money. The female Alpha caught up with me, patted me on the shoulder with joy, and smiled brightly: "Congratulations on overcoming your camera phobia."

I sincerely thank her. Her method is very useful. Ignore the camera and think that the opponent actor is someone I like. If I seduce with my heart, I can perform it. According to her, I did it.

"Thank you, your method is very useful."

After receiving the money, she held out her hand to me: "My name is Wang Jue, a future star."

I shook it back: "My name is Tang Ruxin."

Wang Jue is very familiar, took out his mobile phone and added me as a friend, "In the future, we will tell each other about the drama."

I approved her application and said, "OK."

I received a message from her the next day: There is something going on in Xiabei City, come quickly!

Just finished playing a zombie, I took off my costume and immediately went to Beicheng.Wang Jue was waiting at the door of the fitting room with two sets of costumes in his arms. When he saw me, he quickly gave me a set of beggar's clothes in his hand, "I snatched them for you. Change them quickly. There is not much time left."

"Thank you."

This time, it was a group of refugees who weaved through the chaotic crowd and followed the big troops to pat the city gate to make trouble. At the end of the scene, Wang Jue pulled me to sit under the city wall and chatted with me.

"I think you'll be popular," she said.

I was curious: "Where did you see it?"

"Intuition." She said with a smile, "And you are good-looking."

While talking, several RVs came not far away, their imposing appearance attracted the attention of everyone present, and the male protagonist even ran over there disregarding his image.

Wang Jue began to gossip, "I heard that the person in the caravan is an investor in this drama, and also the male lead's financial backer. It seems that the relationship between the two is not bad."

She curled her lips twice, pinched my chin and looked around, "The male protagonist is not half as good-looking as you, and I don't know how he became popular."

In this circle, capital is king.

Wang Jue's eyes lit up, "Why don't you go find a benefactor too, your conditions are so good, those people will definitely be fascinated by you."

I pushed away her face that was leaning up to look at her, "Don't make up your mind, I don't want to do that."

She sat back, "That's right, I heard that kind of people have a lot of fun, and ordinary people can't stand it, let's climb up slowly on our own."

An awning was set up next to the caravan, and the staff greeted everyone to get drinks. Wang Jue patted his buttocks and stood up, "Let's go, go whoring for nothing."

"The weather is too hot. We, Xia Xia, invite everyone to drink fruit tea. Please take care of us in the future." The protagonist's assistant tried his best to promote it.

After drinking other people's food, everyone gave me a lot of face and responded one after another.

Wang Jue took me to a place where there were few people, and complained while drinking: "As far as Chu Xia's acting skills are concerned, a scene needs to be NG [-] times. Let me see, this fruit tea is used to silence the crowd."

"Keep your voice down, and be careful not to be overheard by others."

Wang Jue didn't care. He took a deep breath and said, "What are you afraid of? Isn't this generally accepted?"

There were footsteps behind me, and I grabbed her sleeve to signal her to stop talking, but she didn't realize it, and turned her head to look at me in a daze: "Why are you dragging me?"

I turned around, and Chu Xia stared at us with a dark face, his knuckles holding the fruit tea turned white, and the fruit tea packaging was deformed by pinching.

Is there anything more embarrassing than being caught by the Lord for speaking ill of someone, if Chu Xia stepped forward and gave him two punches it would not be too much.

"Did you see a ghost?" Wang Jue turned around inexplicably, saw who was behind him, and then fell on me as soon as his feet softened, "Oh my god, Chu... Chu Xia, isn't he in the RV, why is he here? "

I supported her, "I don't know."

"What were you talking about just now?" Chu Xia's face was cold.

Just as he was about to apologize, he was interrupted by another voice.

"Xia Xia, what are you still doing there?"

Chu Xia immediately changed his expression, and with a smile between his voices, Yan Yan returned to the person next to the caravan, "I'll be right back."

The voice was a little familiar, I turned my head uncontrollably, and the person at the door of the RV slowly overlapped with the figure in my memory, with long hair, white skin, blue eyes, and a straight nose...

Everything is telling me that that is the person I never want to see again in this life, Gong Huanshen.

Forced, ravaged, marked, pregnant...everything I encountered was recalled with the appearance of that face, my throat was strangled, the scars on my body were torn open, the suffocation made my eyes dim, Wang Jue Chuxia was getting closer and closer to me The farther away, Gong Huanshen suddenly appeared in front of me, and I was so frightened that I trembled all over.

The sound of fruit tea falling on the ground woke me up. In an instant, my brain and hands were synchronized, and I dragged Wang Jue to run away quickly.