You are miserable so what?

Once a certain idea sprouts, it will penetrate into the flesh and blood, absorb reason and continue to grow, and will not stop until it is put into practice.

Mo Shenyuan bent his knees exhaustedly, sat on the steps and breathed intermittently.

The strange impulse made his brain confused, and he almost shouted to ask Fu Zhushu what the meaning of his lover's existence was in Fu Zhushu's heart.

For a long time, he has positioned himself as a harbor that tolerates Fu Zhushu's pain and difficulties, and does his best to do what a lover should do.

"For you?" The weak question blurted out, "What kind of existence am I?"

Why it is necessary to openly admit that you need to walk with the opposite sex at night

Is it arrogance without fear, or does it really feel that this relationship is so indestructible.

If you suppress it any longer, he will die.

There was a sound of water, and it took a few seconds for Fu Zhushu to reply, "What? I was washing up just now."

"When is the next day off?"

silence.

"……next Tuesday."

"It's your birthday." "You still remember."

"Why don't you remember your birthday." The man said refreshedly, "I'm going to run for a while. Are you coming back in the afternoon? I miss you, stay with me."

"I don't want to go back."

Fu Zhushu paused, suppressing his voice with the charm of a mature man, "Are you angry?"

He coaxed with a little affection: "If you are not happy, I will not go."

Mo Shenyuan almost wanted to laugh.

Fu Zhushu is extremely insecure, and often arranges scenes that make Mo Shenyuan jealous.

At that time, why didn't I think about whether he was happy or not.

"No. Let's go to the pier for dinner at night, okay?"

Mo Shenyuan regained his strength, stood up with trembling knees, and said abruptly, "Dad has been arranging blind dates for me."

There was a long silence on the other side.

After a while, the man's composure was pried open, he gritted his teeth and said, "You will never get married."

"how about you?"

Fragmentary breaths passed, and with the piercing sound of beating, the electrical appliances seemed to be kicked to the ground.

The man's voice was very low, but he spoke extremely fast, "You won't get married, you are mine."

"I ask you, will you get married then?"

"Or, if I don't get married, why don't you go get married?" It's just an answer, is it that difficult to say?

"Moyanghe! Moyanghe!" He roared uncontrollably.

Mo Shenyuan took his phone away and put his hands in his pockets, he was used to it.

After the loud noise and the sound of the beating subsided, he refocused on the sleeping hole, and said lightly, "Don't talk, listen to my voice obediently."

"Sit down and take three deep breaths."

"Don't worry, relax your muscles and take three deep breaths."

The soft and warm noise carried an unknown force, and the man who was caught up in emotion calmed down instantly, breathing wildly like the rest of his life.

Fu Zhushu was aloof and arrogant in front of others, but in front of Mo Shenyuan, he threw away his helmet and armor, and it was difficult to control his emotions.

Mo Shenyuan didn't know whether it was the last failed relationship, or the muddy childhood that made Fu Zhushu so neurotic.

"Go for a run, I'm busy."

Before Fu Zhushu could say anything more, Cao Shenyuan hung up hastily.

I said it on purpose.

Sometimes he can understand why Fu Zhushu likes to see him jealous

Every time he sees Fu Zhushu's hysterical appearance, Cao Shenyuan can be sure that this relationship is alive and Fu Zhushu cares.

Neither of them would realize that Fu Zhushu's uncontrollable anxiety was only because of Mo Shenyuan.

"Brother Shenyuan."

"Who are you talking to?"

Li Mianxin stood one meter away, her almond eyes shifted guiltily, "Mom called us to eat."

Mo Shenyuan turned around, "Not only my aunt, but also my parents."

...Uh huh. "

Li Mianxin spread her hands, and there was an earplug lying on it, "You can put it on. The topic of today's meal is definitely to discuss how you will reproduce by mitosis ten years from now."

The bowls and chopsticks are neatly arranged, and the atmosphere in the exquisite Chinese-style room is extremely tense

Mo Yanghe sat on the top seat, calm and relaxed. "Let's eat."

After he spoke, the rest of them picked up their chopsticks and picked up the dishes quietly.

No matter how transparent the restaurant was, such an invisible oppressive feeling made Mo Shenyuan's forehead drip with sweat.

Aunt Mo Shenyuan was more open-minded. She was afraid that Mo Yanghe would make things difficult for her, so she took the initiative to bring up the topic, "Has the hospital equipment supplier changed? Cha Qiyang's youngest son has made some moves recently."

"Can there be any movement? An ignorant dude."

"Jiang Renhe is getting old. No matter how ignorant he is, he will never stop staring at the will. He must perform well and make some achievements."

"It's not the result of his father spending money on it."

Mo Shenyuan listened without saying a word.

Their family has been practicing medicine for generations, but the Jiang family is different, they are all real businessmen.

Aunt Mo Wu has been deeply involved in the marketing department of pharmaceutical companies, and now she has climbed to the position of vice president of business.

Medical equipment is deep and profitable, so she abandoned medicine to go into business, and at first she received a lot of ridicule from Cao Yanghe.

"Practiceness is the most important thing. Mian Xin, don't be like your brother, playing with code machines all day long."

Li Mianxin smiled awkwardly, Mo Shenyuan remained silent,

Mo Wu pulled the topic back in time, "Jiang Congpan sharpened his head to seize the market, and the funny thing is, he killed a thug halfway through."

"Who?"

"The surname is Fu. I don't know what it is. He is vigorous and has a brain. The thing that is afraid of is the substitutability of medicine. Their company has encountered Jiang Congpan head-on.

Li Mianxin became interested, "What does it look like?"

"In my thirties, I don't care about my looks."

Mo Wu giggled, "Jiang Congpan's bastard bought sex to lure Mr. Fu into a bait, but because he stepped into sex, he was taken away from the sex shop and locked up for a few days.

"... so poor."

Mo Shenyuan glanced at Mo Yanghe.

Mo Yanghe was not interested, caught his son's gaze, threw his chopsticks and said, "I agreed not to make things difficult for you today."

"But you heard me clearly, people have to be brought back this year."

Mo Shenyuan's brain hurt, he didn't dare to disobey, he could only pretend to be stupid, "Who?" Li Mianxin bit his chopsticks, "Brother Shenyuan, uncle asked you to take your wife home.

An unhappy meal.

Mo Shenyuan was used to being depressed in the family, and he dared to let go of his breath when he got in his car.

He wanted to drive back to his house, but after thinking about it, he turned back to the home of the two of them.

Just now Fu Zhushu's emotions were rioting, and the family might be in chaos.

Unexpectedly, the house was clean and tidy as usual, as if nothing had happened.

Fu Zhushu didn't know where he went.

"Let's find a shortcut." Mo Shenyuan laughed at himself, taking advantage of the good weather to move the flowers and plants to the balcony to dry.

Just as the last pot was placed, the little finger was still wet with mud, the door clicked, and Fu Zhushu unexpectedly returned home at this time.

He has escaped from anxiety, and his skin glows with a healthy glow after jogging.

A dangerous lone wolf keeps his eyes on his prey.

He strode up to Mo Shenyuan, let out a pleasant chuckle from his chest, then suddenly grabbed the opponent's wrist with one hand, turned his shoulders, and raised Mo Shenyuan's arms above his head.

"Hey!" Mo Shenyuan didn't have time to stop, his field of vision swirled, and he was instantly suppressed on the floor.

His chest was wide open because of this action, and a sense of shame suddenly enveloped him.

Fu Zhushu straddled it, his condescending appearance seemed inhumane. "The inside has been washed in advance."

As he spoke, he rested one hand on Mo Shenyuan's waist, and pulled the clothes to tear them easily.

Cao Shenyuan's eyes widened, and he kicked his legs like a fish short of water, "Fu Zhushu! Stay away from me!"

When his knee touched the inside of the man's thigh, he grunted in pain, but he didn't mind leaning over to inhale the scent of the man's neck.

"I said I won't go, don't be angry anymore, okay?"

The tone seemed to be accusing, accusing Mo Shenyuan of being unreasonable, and he was the tolerant boyfriend.

This made Mo Shenyuan even more disinterested, and he couldn't react even if he rubbed him.He suddenly stopped struggling, turned his head and said coldly: "You look like rape, it's ugly."

"You love me, what do you call rape." "I'm not interested now."

Fu Zhushu withdrew slightly, squinting his eyes in displeasure, "Why?"

"Okay, I'll go wash."

Fu Zhushu is as good as a stream, bouncing off the floor

He picked up the torn shirt and threw it away, striding into the shower.Standing up, Mo Shenyuan ran his thumb over the tooth marks on his chest and collarbone, and sat in front of the computer desk with a blank expression.

I haven't showered yet and don't want to wear clean clothes.

The sound of water rushing.

After browsing the GSN Forum [-]-IT technology exchange website, he cleaned up the computer garbage and was distracted for a moment, not knowing where he clicked.

A local folder called "mine".encryption.

His heart beat faster, and Mo Shenyuan's index finger began to twitch uncontrollably.

The small cursor circled the folder a few times, and finally obediently double-clicked the icon.

[Please enter password]

Enter Fu Zhushu's birthday, wrong.

The heartbeat made Mo Shenyuan's ears tremble. After confirming that Fu Zhushu was not there, he carefully entered the four numbers.

opened.

It's his birthday.

There is only one photo album in it.All that was saved was Mo Shenyuan's photo.At that moment, Mo Shenyuan felt that Fu Zhushu could save him again.

"Pfft, so ugly."

No matter how ugly or strange the light is, the photos are stored in the album one by one.

The smooth screen reflected the corners of Cao Shenyuan's lips that could not help but curl up.At some point, the laughing stopped abruptly.

The CSN forum in the background jumped out, and the cursor jumped out uncontrollably around the CSN forum page in the background. The cursor was uncontrollable, circling around Mo Shenyuan's forum login name, as if confirming his identity in an interesting way.

Mo Shenyuan had a secret secret, so he didn't have time to act quickly, the computer's access authority was taken away, and the camera flicked on--

There is no clothing to cover the body, and the scars on the lips have not disappeared.

Sitting in front of the computer desk, Mo Shenyuan's fair and thin torso, and flushed cheeks due to nervousness, were perfectly captured by the camera.

The other party was like a prophet, Mo Shenyuan quickly covered the camera and the video was immediately turned off.

Then cursor down and reopen the "mine" folder.Mo Shenyuan stopped moving.

Because the other party was actually in that folder, the hidden file was called up.A password was required, which was quickly cracked.

The jumping code quickly jumped across the screen, and the white light shone in Mo Shenyuan's eyes.

In that hidden folder, there are two small documents. [Need][Assay]

"What is it?"

Knowing that the right to control the cursor is not here, Mo Shenyuan still grabbed the mouse with trembling hands, trying to open the document.

The other party was very considerate, clicked to open the document in time, and a small buffer appeared on the screen.

circle.

What is it.

The seeds of uneasiness occupy the space in the bottom of my heart, very boring, very boring.

"Shen Yuan, what are you doing?" The scent of shower gel wafted over. "Bang!"

Mo Shenyuan stood up abruptly, and the swivel chair fell to the ground.The laptop was snapped on.

It took him a while to realize it later, what is he guilty of?

"What's wrong?" Fu Zhushu frowned.

The water drops disappeared into the towel along the mermaid line, the man lifted the chair, pressed his extremely wide palm on Mo Shenyuan's shoulder, and pressed it closely from the back, "Why are you nervous?"

Skin to skin, Mo Shenyuan slipped away from him, pulled a piece of clothing on and put it on, and his tone regained his composure, "Someone passed through the firewall. It's all right now.

Leaving aside the matter of hackers, Fu Zhushu's reaction now is that he cares

of.

He observed quietly.

If there are ghosts in those documents, Fu Zhushu should have revealed some clues by now

The moment this thought popped up, it made him feel uncomfortable.

Since when did the first reaction turn into doubting his relationship?

Fit snug for lovers.

Fu Zhushu didn't care about it, but wanted to hug Mo Shenyuan, and he didn't forget to say, "I told you not to do this all the time. It's a small invention and I'm learning programming. It's not interesting."

"Don't forget, the first expensive gift the university bought for you was what I earned from it."

"That was before, isn't the money I earn enough for you to live on now?"

"What?" Mo Shenyuan was stunned, "Then should I just quit my job as a doctor and be your housewife?"

"When you get married, I will help you clean up the rhinoceros and take care of the children?"

"Why are you talking like that all of a sudden." "Is it necessary?"

The remaining fire of desire was extinguished at once.Fu Zhushu looked worried, with arrogance, "Don't you want to stay with me for a while?"

"Can the subject not be you forever?" "Can't you say I want to stay with you for a while?"

Fu Zhushu grabbed his arm, pressed the bored and uncomfortable lover into his arms, and comforted himself, saying: "Of course I want to. Why are you always angry."

Yes.

Why are you so angry.

Either he was worried about Fu Zhushu's leg pain in the rain, and he was afraid of the dark when he was locked in a confined space, or he was worried that his family members would find out about this underground relationship and whether Fu Zhushu had stolen food.

The original intention of falling in love may be the attraction of hormones and souls, but now, he suddenly doesn't know what he is chasing.

He has only loved this one person, so he doesn't know if this is a normal love

It should be a very happy thing if you can walk on the street hand in hand.Mo Shenyuan thought so.

The pier is breezy and there are many couples.

Taking advantage of the impulsiveness of the night, Mo Shenyuan held his breath, and suddenly flipped his round fingertips over Fu Zhushu's palm, and slid in between them.

as predicted.

Almost as a conditioned reflex, Fu Zhushu dodged away.

Even if he was pulled back soon, that reaction still hurt the softest part of his heart.

laboratory.

"See you tomorrow, teacher."

"It's hard work, be careful on the road."

The young professor beeped the device.

After all the students left, a hoarse female voice sounded faintly, "Jiang Qishan, put away your hypocritical smile."

When Jiang Qishan was a child, he could only smile on the surface, but now he has already learned to put on the human skin of each character:

The bloody young master who vowed not to return to the Jiang family, the physics genius who negotiated conditions with Jiang Ren, and the fringe family members who were not welcomed by his biological parents.

And, a young and handsome distinguished professor.

"Ah." Under the incandescent lamp, the boy was tall and tall. He lifted his peaked cap and shook his head casually. He pressed the cap on idly, then turned sideways, and said softly, "That chair has stinkbug eggs."

Li Qiangqiang stood up speechless.

"Ask you."

"what?"

"An ordinary 31-year-old man, what does it smell like?"

……how could I know. She paused for two seconds, raised her eyes and asked, "Is there any unusual 31?" "

When talking to Jiang Qishan, never expect to be coherent or get the desired answer.

He put the notebook back into the drawer and locked it, earnestly as if he was asking some profound questions:

"A fluffy rabbit, or a lame wolf, who would you be soft on?"

"What's the meaning."

Jiang Qishan raised his hat, his eyes urged.

"Wolf."

"Don't fucking look at me with that encouraging look!"

"What about the lame wolf who becomes wary, and the lame wolf who screams in pain?"

"...It hurts. A strong and coquettish wolf is the best life."

"Oh--"

"last question."

"How do I make others let go of their guard against me?"

"you?"

"OK."

"Eliminate those muscles of your body."

Li Qiangqiang turned off the lights in the laboratory halfway, and his eyes circled Jiang Qishan for a while, and finally stopped on his face that seemed to be smiling,

The brim of the hat casts shadows, such a Jiang Qishan makes Li Qiangqiang feel frightened, "Don't be distracted."

There is no need to ask, to play with others, Jiang Qishan is the one with extraordinary talent.

No empathy, the worst, and the best kid.

Breaking the rules and then getting out safely, causing chaos but being clean, this is Jiang Qishan's most primitive ability.

"Where are you going?" Li Qiangqiang took a breath, "Are you worried about Teacher Mo? What do you want to do?"

"He's a doctor, not a teacher."

Jiang Qishan lifted his coat, put it casually on his shoulders, and smiled lightly, "It's not right either. It's a patient."

Maybe it was because he stayed up late, maybe it was because of the ginger tea Fu Zhushu gave him before going to bed.When Mo Shenyuan came home, he went to bed very early and deeply,

If it weren't for the frantically barking doorbell, he'd be lethargic until noon the next day,

Feeling swollen and uncomfortable in his temples, Mo Shenyuan went to open the door in a daze, and found that the corridor was empty.

"Who?"

No one echoed, and the room was silent.

Fu Zhushu was not at home.Mo Shenyuan suddenly woke up.

He closed the door, almost feeling his feet trembling, and there was a male fragrance in the air.

No, not the woman from last night,

Fu Zhushu's heart is higher than the sky, and he will not do this for the sake of the women he contacts in business, wash and dress up one by one, and then go out while his lover is asleep.

It's a bargain.

It was the "savior" whom Fu Zhushu had been thinking about just after returning to China, and he couldn't be wrong.

11:30 p.m.Opposite Binnan.

Mo Shenyuan squeezed the phone tightly.

At this time, he was surprisingly calm, not at all like last night.

The extravagant revolving door rolled half a circle, and the gentlemanly mature man raised his arm halfway to prevent the soft and petite girl from being bumped.

The man carries a priceless gift in his hand, and when he speaks, he will bend slightly so that the other party can hear him clearly.

"Boss Fu, I really belong to you."

Mo Shen didn't look at the dazzling picture, turned his back, and pressed the familiar number with trembling hands.

"Hey?

"Where are you? I woke up." Suppressing the bitterness in his throat, he pretended to be relaxed and said, "Why can't I find you."

"Sorry, I went out with my friends, you go to bed first."

"Fu Zhushu." His voice turned cold.

Fu Zhushu fell silent immediately.

So what if you make this call?Mo Shenyuan asked himself.

He seemed to be holding the phone rigidly, trying to shrink into a ball, make it smaller, make it smaller

That was his lover's "savior".

A "savior" who accompanied a dark time

Mo Shenyuan really wanted to shout out and tell Fu Zhushu, the blind man, that he saved his leg, his almost amputated leg!

"Shen Yuan." Hang up? "

About to agree, at some point, half of the light from the street lamp was cut off, and a boy stood in front of Mo Shenyuan with his hands in his pockets.

His face was bruised and scratched.

"It's you." Mo Shenyuan was in a daze.

The bad young people last night, and the students who ran into the school today.

Deep silhouette, brown hair, peaked cap, sweatshirt, "I just recognized you."

"Don't you remember me?"

"When they scolded me, it was you who demanded justice for me."

Then, the boy suddenly hugged Mo Shenyuan forcefully, almost trying to crush Mo Shenyuan with all his strength.

"I miss you so much."

Mo Shenyuan lost his mind for a moment,

"hug me."

"elder brother."

The mobile phone that was still on the phone clanged and fell to the asphalt road.

On the other end of the phone, Fu Zhushu, who was anxious to hang up the phone, yelled like crazy, "Mo Shenyuan! Where the hell are you!"

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