You are miserable so what?

The spacious classrooms of N University are full of seats. Even though it is an extremely obscure public elective course in the Department of Physics, as the only course open to the whole school, there are extremely many students.

Li Mianxin bit the penholder, struggling to look at the physics formulas on the blackboard.

I didn’t immerse myself for 2 minutes, and my attention fell on the serious professor who gave the lecture

Professor Po's hair was not long before, and with his superior head-to-body ratio, he always had an indescribable youthful vigor.

Now it's so short that you can clearly see every frown.

The originally inconspicuous demeanor was fully revealed, and when he was not smiling, his every move was oppressive.

"Desperate, do you still want to get 61 points?" the roommate teased in a low voice.

Li Mianxin put down the pen, picked up the phone and said, "Brother Shenyuan is a good buddy of Professor Jiang, I'm not afraid."

"What?"

"Speaking of which, I haven't heard from Brother Shenyuan for a long time..." She frowned and opened Mo Shenyuan's chat page.Last contact was a week ago.

After thinking for a moment, she entered a few words into the chat box:

[Brother Shenyuan, what are you up to?Uncle Yi is so arrogant, he slipped the tongue at dinner yesterday, and he bought you a computer.You type the code, it is suitable:-)]

Ever since Mo Yanghe went all over the city looking for Mo Shenyuan that day, her brother's name has become a taboo in the family.

If Mo Yanghe didn't mention it, no one would dare to say it.

Mo Wu's face was full of sadness, thinking that this old-fashioned old thing would be so angry that he would die.As a result, Tradeao paid close attention to his son secretly, and secretly added a lot of Internet knowledge.

After waiting for a long time, there is no display of typing on the opposite side.

Li Mianxin didn't think much about it, she just thought that Cao Shenyuan was in a bad mood because of a broken relationship, so she put down her phone.

Her arm was stabbed, she turned her head, received the gaze and looked at Cha Qishan.

The other party propped one hand on the podium, while lecturing, his eyes looked in a certain direction of the classroom from time to time—

A couple clung to each other as if no one else was there, sniggering and reading a book together.

"Oops." The roommate clicked his tongue while watching the show, "The teachers hate this.

"Well."

Li Mianxin looked at Jiang Qishan, and then at the boy in the couple.

I was muttering in my heart.

Repeated several times, there are always some weird associations in my heart.

It reminds me of the time when I met Cha Qishan and Brother Shenyuan at the school gate.Strange.

"Do you think that Professor Jiang is quite scary?"

"what?"

Raising his head, Jiang Qishan stood tall and straight at the blackboard in the middle of the podium, his Adam's apple vibrating rolled over his collar when he spoke, his lips opened and closed, carelessly.

When the face is expressionless, it has the wildness of hunting with energy.

"Pfft, he seems to be in a daze." Li Mianxin laughed.

Some students also noticed this and stood up and asked a disruptive question.Jiang Qishan didn't even lift his eyelids, his pupils were still dilated, and the answer blurted out, the stunned student sat down in embarrassment.

He suddenly came back to his senses, pulled the corners of his lips and walked to the computer, arched his back, and opened the forum page silently

The white shirt strained his broad back as he bent down.

The computer page is projected on the big screen in the classroom,

No one said anything until they saw the ID name on the top of the forum.A well-known forum leader.

There are tens of thousands of fans, but only one follower.

There are many students who study computers in the class, and the students whispered to each other for a while.

On the one hand, I am envious of the physics professor's involvement in the Internet, and on the other hand, I am curious about the only concern.

Li Mianxin looked at the familiar ID and punched his forehead with his wrist.That's right, it's Brother Shenyuan.

The articles he posted were not very popular, but they were well-organized and unique, and they were praised by people in the industry, but not understood by outsiders.

Suppressing excitement, Li Mianxin said, "I'll say it! I'll say Brother Shen Yuan is a genius!

"Professor Jiang is draining him."

There may be no shortage of geniuses in the world, but opportunities for exposure.

As long as there is an opportunity, Mo Shenyuan will definitely make a great achievement, an achievement that even Mo Yanghe will applaud.

"boom!"

The lesson plan fell to the ground, stirring up fine dust.The noise stopped abruptly, and everyone looked at the podium.

Jiang Qishan's breathing became quicker, and he looked down at the title of Mo Shenyuan's latest article, as if he was obsessed with Mo Shenyuan's smell, Jiang Qishan was also extremely obsessed with every word and tone of his words.

Therefore, he knew too well the rules of Mo Shenyuan's posting. This was posted on behalf of someone.

After Mo Shenyuan finished writing, send it out for him.

Jiang Qishan suppressed all expressions, turned his neck slightly, and crushed the powder with a click.

Found a flaw.

"Self-study."

He said coldly, and then left the classroom without looking back.

Li Mianxin's heart was beating wildly, and she said anxiously, "Where did Professor Jiang go suddenly? It can't be related to brother Shen Yuan, right?"

She suddenly covered her mouth, and turned her head in disbelief, "Speaking of which, his ex hasn't been on the news for a long time."

Mo Shenyuan was lying on the desk. There were only a few books on the desk, and the only notebook was almost full.

In just one week, because of depression and confinement, I could only read books.

He didn't even want to let go of the pen, as if once he relaxed, Fu Zhushu would find a space, and use those big dry hands to hold him tightly from behind, pressing him tightly in his arms.

Then, without concealing the terrible possessive desire, he turned his head and pressed his mouth to his mouth.

Like the first time they kissed at school.There are no techniques, only youthful and ambiguous explorations.

It was very dry, just rubbing his lips, touching Fu Zhushu would make him lose his sanity.

But this would make Mo Shenyuan feel cold and embarrassed.

Once he suffered from Fu Zhushu's love and kept silent, but now the other party went to another extreme, releasing his love crazily, leaving no chance for Mo Shenyuan to breathe.

The only thing in common is that perhaps from the beginning to the end, Fu Zhushu never learned to love others correctly.

Successfully wiped away Mo Shenyuan's remaining nostalgia, leaving only boredom and tiredness

With trembling ears, he sat sideways, quietly looking at Fu Zhushu who was pacing in the living room.

"I don't quite understand your choice. But I wish you well and hope to hear good news from you."

Maybe it's good news." The three words pleased Fu Zhushu, and he suddenly stopped and looked into the bedroom, his brows and eyes filled with sinking happiness.

Mo Shenyuan trembled all over, curled up his shoulders and turned back, picked up the pen tip tremblingly again, and drew messy lines on the page.

What an irony.

The "savior" who once made him jealous fell in love with an unknown employee, and they hit it off and decided to resign and go to another city to develop.

As for Fu Zhushu, all he had was indifferent blessings.Just like he wasn't the stubborn and passionate person before.

Taking a deep breath, Mo Shenyuan stood up and walked out of Fu Zhushu's line of sight, stood by the window and slammed open the curtains, the harsh light aroused physiological tears.

He leaned over to pick up the trash can that he accidentally kicked.

The shredded business cards inside were scattered—like a pious activity, Fu Zhushu would squat halfway in front of him every night, tearing up the business cards with feminine scents one by one, then staring at him affectionately, telling Mo Shenyuan, he is very good, he only cares about Mo Shenyuan.

Smiling silently, Mo Shenyuan straightened up, his eyes were suddenly pierced by light spots.The spot of light moved quickly, swaying around the room non-stop.

The blood began to flow faster, and the paralyzed heart beat rapidly.

He flung himself to the window and looked down, holding his breath.

The sunlight that cannot be seen in the backlit bedroom is reflected.

Fingertips jumped, and the small mirror deftly turned in the man's hand.

The sky was cloudy, the sun wasn't too strong, but the spots of light made Mo Shenyuan's eyes hot.

He pressed his palm against the cold glass, bang bang, bang bang - the heartbeat was transmitted from the chest to the eardrum.

He saw the horrible red marks on Jiang Qishan's straight neckline when he raised his head.

The opponent loosened his shoulders, stopped suddenly, put the mirror backhand into his trousers pocket, then took out the white signal receiver, put his thumb on his bent index finger and flicked it lightly, and the receiver was thrown into the air and circled twice .

Mo Shenyuan smiled wryly and shook his head for a long time.He didn't bring another one.

Had it been there, he would have signaled himself to go out.

There was no more movement, and in the blink of an eye, the long and tall figure was gone.

"Shenyuan? What's wrong."

Footsteps sounded, Fu Zhushu hung up the phone and stepped into the bedroom.

Mo Shenyuan rang the alarm, turned around suddenly, and the blood in his body froze instantly.With a calm look on his face, he remained silent.

The sun behind him was very warm, but Fu Zhushu who was walking slowly was like a jackal like a wolf, which made him tremble with fear.

"I……"

Fu Zhushu stopped and caressed Mo Shenyuan's cheek, "I don't know if I was right. Once I firmly believed that I did the right thing, but I didn't expect to hurt you severely."

"But I can't find a better way."

"I'm afraid you'll sneak away before I'm good enough."

"Shenyuan." He deliberately didn't look at Cao Shenyuan's expression, so as not to feel heartache because of the other party's disgust.

Fu Zhushu propped his arms on the window sill, lowered his head and sniffed the breath on Mo Shenyuan's neck, "I'm suffering too."

"Sometimes she is very envious." "She knows what she needs."

"Whether it's your own life or your relationship."

"Besides being convinced that I need you, I'm stupid and don't know how to go about loving you well."

"Please." He kissed the artery on Mo Shenyuan's neck, "Please don't blame me.

"Any setbacks are nothing to me. But if you blame me, I will die. I will die in pain with nothing."

Mo Shenyuan swallowed, lowered his eyes, staring at Fu Zhushu's hair in a daze.

Perhaps this is the source of their conflict.

Fu Zhushu experienced darkness and pain, and developed a sensitive and suspicious personality, trying to control everything.

Why is he not.

The family has practiced medicine for generations, and my grandfather is a famous bone setter in the county.The pressure on Mo Yanghe has been crazily since he can remember

Failure to pass a test, distraction, or being caught stealing something outside of class may result in confinement and whipping.

So he is also bored, so he knows how to relieve himself and do what he should do, not what he wants to do.

Emotionally, he cannot be that guide.

Fu Zhushu looks forward and looks deeply at the city, and will not indulge himself to express his love. The collision of two restrained characters may be doomed to fail from the beginning of their acquaintance.

"Ugh."

Very light sigh.

For the first time this week, Mo Shenyuan let go of his emotions.

Fu Zhushu raised his head suddenly, frowned and panicked, and said helplessly, "Don't, don't sigh."

"Please don't sigh and don't feel bad, I can't stand it."

"It's more torture than killing me. I hope you are happy, please." His eyes were full of pity, and he wanted to hug Mo Shenyuan to comfort him.

A sudden knock on the door broke the mood. "I'll drive."

Fu Zhushu collected his expression, let go of his hand and walked out of the bedroom.

There was no one at the door, only an exquisite gift box.

He calmly took the box into the living room, slid the scissors on it twice, and pulled the box lid to the side with a big hand.

The next moment, Fu Zhushu's gaze became cold and his expression twisted.He looked up at Mo Shenyuan who had just come out, then reached into the box and picked up a familiar coat.

It is Mo Shenyuan.

There is no smell of disinfectant and laundry detergent.

To be precise, there is no trace of taste,

But Fu Zhushu just knew that this dress was hidden in someone's arms, and he sniffed it repeatedly for several late nights.

There were cracks in his composure, and his whole state was very unstable.

Throwing down his clothes, and frowning more and more tightly, Fu Zhushu tightly pinched the photos below.

Holding coffee, Mo Shenyuan works hard, Mo Shenyuan picks up trash on street corners, and Mo Shenyuan sleeps soundly on the hotel mattress.

The edge of the photo has been ground and concave, which is enough to show that the owner of the photo has touched it thousands of times.

"Bang!" The chair was kicked down, making a harsh friction sound.

Mo Shenyuan took a step back.

"Cub species."

"What a fucking cub!" is a provocation

Fu Zhushu guessed who it was.Anger made his muscles tense, he slammed down the photo, then picked up the car keys and strode to the door, the posture was to fight with others desperately.

"Boom--"

Standing at a loss, Mo Shenyuan looked towards the window.Cloudy and low pressure outside.

The rainstorm may be coming again.

He turned his head, the door was slammed shut again, it wasn't Fu Zhushu who left, but another person invaded the confined space.

Click.

The mirror fell on the wooden floor and was crushed under one foot.

White shirt, handsome short hair.One button was undone, revealing a slender neck with a circle of red marks.

Without changing his face, he turned to press Fu Zhushu's arm, and pressed the violent man to the ground, bent his knees to rest on Fu Zhushu's leg.

Turning his head, he wiped his chin on his shoulder, and gently uttered a few words with his pale lips. "Walk."

"Go home."

Did not call brother.

Really achieved "meeting is a stranger".

"Go away!"

Fu Zhushu has no manners at all.

Mo Shenyuan looked at Jiang Qishan quietly,

In a flash of lightning splitting the sky, he suddenly raised his foot, and under Fu Zhushu's desperate gaze, he walked out of the gate wearing this pair of soft fur slippers.

Inside the house, there is a war belonging to two men.

The ward is filled with the fragrance of flowers.

Fu Ruoying sat restlessly on the edge of the bed, as if she hadn't heard Jiang Zian's voice. After a phone call, she stood up suddenly, her lips were pale, and she pushed away the nurse and doctor and ran out of the ward.

"Don't go out!" Jiang Zian hurriedly got up.

After running to the first floor of the hospital, Fu Ruoying stopped at the gate. The fear of the crowd made her dizzy and almost fainted.

Annoyed and worried, she trembled all over, turned around and grabbed Jiang Zian's clothes, stammering and begging, "Take, take me away."

"Where to go?"

The rain started to pound down.

"Take me to find Xiaoyuan! That crazy, crazy crazy!"

It was only the third floor, but Fu Ruoying had a hard time walking.

Wearing a hospital gown, she stood in front of the house number mentioned on the phone, opened the half-covered door, and rushed to the living room panting.

"Fu Zhushu!" The raindrops on her body fell on the floor, she screamed and cursed, exhausting what little strength she had left--

"Snapped!"

The man sat on the chair with his head bowed, and was turned away by the slap.

"Being cheap! You are not only being cheap, you are really not a thing!"

He was silent, his clothes were disheveled, and he was defeated in embarrassment.

After a while, the man curled up, covering his face and whimpering in pain, his voice hoarse.

"he's gone."

It wasn't because of the pain from the broken body, but because Mo Shenyuan stepped out.

去·

Where to go, Fu Zhushu didn't know.

All he knew was that he couldn't breathe, that he was desperate enough to die.

The rain is falling, and the eyes of the hidden disease are hurting.

Under Fu Ruoying's surprised gaze, Fu Zhushu suddenly picked up the scissors on the table and stabbed his leg forcefully.

"If you don't love me, what can you do to save me?"

"Back to you."