end of marriage

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An Mo still said: "I sometimes think that I am too selfish. I say I like you. If you say it again, if you don't believe me, you will get hurt and curl up. But Zhou Luoyan, I thought, you hate my liking."

"You only have the possessiveness of an Alpha to me, and the hatred that exists because of Ji Qing. You just want to torture me."

"Now that I think about it, Zhou Luoyan, we don't trust each other, that's why there are so many misunderstandings."

"Sometimes, I also think that you like me, but the accompanying pain will tell me that your liking is just unwillingness and habit."

"You see, it's actually easier for me to believe that you hate me than that you love me."

"No!" Zhou Luoyan shook his head violently. He never thought that what he had complained for so long was just a white lie of An Mo, an angry remark, he didn't know, he didn't know anything.

He would only keep controlling and hurting An Mo, and never listened to a word he had to say.Between them, there were so many cracks from a long time ago.

But what did Zhou Luoyan do? With his own hands, bit by bit, he tore these cracks bigger and bigger!

"Brother..." Tears of regret and pain fell from Zhou Luoyan's eyes and fell into An Mo's palm.

"It's not your fault, and I haven't done anything right. In the final analysis, we can't really trust each other, so how can we stay together for a long time." At the end, he quickly added: "But, I believe, brother, I believe you, from now on, I will believe everything you say, you... can you ask me..."

"I know I've done a lot of mistakes, but I still want to get you back, love you, and start over with you. In the past two years, there has never been a moment when I didn't think so."

"I'm going crazy thinking about it. I'm afraid of hurting you. I've been enduring the thought of tying you up. I want to have you again and make myself like you."

"Brother, I only have you, and I only want you."

Zhou Luoyan's life was more paranoid and insane than rational and calm. That crazy woman left him with a lifetime of wounds, making him think that love would hurt.From the moment he left her and struggled to survive, life no longer had much meaning, and his existence was constant revenge and self-destruction.

An Mo is the light that shines into his dark hell. Because he can't reach it, he wants to completely extinguish the light in his world time and time again.

At this moment, he finally knew that he was wrong.

He actually has another way to own him, even if his head is broken and moths hit the fire.

He can peel off his skin that is afraid of light, even if his flesh is bloody, he wants to get close to the god, not pull the god into his cave.

In that way, the god is not what he loves.

An Mo wiped away his tears with his fingers, he really didn't know why this man always cried in front of him, he was obviously not the one who would cry.

"But, Zhou Luoyan, do you know that for some things, even if they are good, if they come late, they are late."

"When the wound is healed, the scar can't be removed, and it will remain in my heart after it is removed. The pain on the skin will disappear, but the pain on the heart will not. After the passage of time, I don't hate those injuries, but I will always remember them. .”

"After that, it will be very difficult for me to repeat the same mistakes."

"Brother!" Zhou Luoyan panicked, "I won't repeat the same mistakes, I won't, I swear, brother, please, give me a chance, I..."

Suddenly, he was speechless, he felt that he was not qualified to ask An Mo to forgive him.

But if you are not qualified, you are not qualified. If An Mo doesn't forgive, you have to let him love well.

"Ah Yan, I've been having nightmares all these years. I dreamed that you didn't come over in the end, and Yingying was still knocked out. I even dreamed that I was waiting for you to come home on the sofa, but I didn't wait once. , I dreamed that you abandoned me again because of Ji Qing."

"Today, even though I know that there are too many misunderstandings and hidden secrets in these things, and that you don't really want to hurt me, the things that have happened have been burned into my memory. I didn't expect that I would remember them so deeply. Come to think of it, hate is easier to remember than love."

"I'm too timid to try."

Zhou Luoyan said he loved him, and he believed it, but the past hurt, whether it was a misunderstanding or unintentional, had already happened, and it was difficult for An Mo to persuade himself to forget it.

He didn't want to remember these things before accepting Zhou Luoyan in the future, because it would be unfair to him and Zhou Luoyan.

For a person who remembers the hurt, even a little estrangement in the future will have a butterfly effect, causing a bigger rift between them.Rather than that, they can still sit together and talk together now, they are all pretty decent, very free and easy.

But Zhou Luoyan would not give up, and it was true that he was wavering because of Zhou Luoyan's persistence.

An Mo needs to give Zhou Luoyan an answer, and he has to give it if he doesn't want to.

Seeing An Mo's twinkling eyes, Zhou Luoyan's heart trembled, and he quickly hugged An Mo into his arms.

"Brother..." He cried again, and the tears fell on An Mo's back, scorching hot, "Please feel sorry for me, no one wants me anymore except you, you treat me as wishful thinking, I beg you, don't said……"

"At the very least, brother, don't speak out so easily. If you sentence me to death, you should take it easy and let me have a taste of the past."

An Mo felt his fear and panic, his heart stabbed, and the words he wanted to say were blocked in his throat.

"Wait a little longer, wait a little longer." Zhou Luoyan said, "Brother will say those words after I give you the last gift."

If he refuses, he will give a heart-wrenching answer. He will finish everything and put his heart out in front of An Mo. Even if An Mo gives them a chance because he feels sorry for him, it is good.

He's really fighting with his back.

"Okay." An Mo replied.

The light in Zhou Luoyan's eyes lit up again: "Brother, soon, soon..."

An Mo nodded, whether to give him a chance, whether to start over with him, how could he have such determination and cruelty, he said it without hesitation.

So, he made an agreement with Zhou Luoyan to let him be quiet for a few days.

He needed an environment without Zhou Luoyan to think about their past and future.

Believe him and love him, leave him and still love him, these are still two answers.

Zhou Luoyan was very observant of the agreement. After that day, he really didn't go around An Mo anymore, but focused all his energy on the progress of the resort.

The torrential rain poured into the town in the past few days, Zhou Luoyan did not stop the construction, and the workers were working indoors.

At about five or six o'clock, he watched the rain stop, ordered the workers to leave first, and stayed for a while by himself.

He hadn't gone down the mountain for several days, mainly because he was afraid that he couldn't help pestering An Mo again, so he agreed to give him time to think clearly, Zhou Luoyan didn't want to break the contract, making An Mo distrust him again, so he could only stay away from him , can not see.

But the food and clothes he brought were missing, and he had to go back today.

While thinking about things, there was a loud "bang" in the yard, Zhou Luoyan frowned and went out to check.

It turned out that it was a temporary flower shed that had been built before. After a few days of heavy wind and rain, it finally collapsed.

There are more than a hundred pots of rose seedlings under the flower shed, all of which he airlifted here with great painstaking efforts. Country Z does not have these varieties at all.

Seeing that the rain was about to fall again, Zhou Luoyan had to quickly move the seedlings into the house.

It was getting darker and darker, and dark clouds filled the sky.

An Mo looked up at the sky, feeling a little flustered.

Zhou Ying trotted into the house: "Dad, Dad, I'll send it over~"

An Mo baked some custard buns for dinner and asked Zhou Ying to deliver them to Shen Cheng.

"I didn't see my father, he's not at home~"

An Mo's eyes moved: "Where did he go?"

"Uncle Shen said he was on the mountain and hadn't gained weight for several days."

An Mo lowered his head and stroked her hair, said "Yeah", washed her up, and went back to the bedroom by himself.

However, he couldn't feel at ease no matter what, after hesitating for a while, he still called Shen Cheng: "Hello."

"Well, An Mo."

"Zhou Luoyan...hasn't he been back these days?"

"No", Shen Cheng replied: "He's at the resort. He called in the afternoon and said he was coming back. His nasal voice sounded very heavy. He probably had a cold and wanted to go down the mountain because he couldn't stand it." His last few words were intentional. Add oil and vinegar.

An Mo hung up the phone, and after a while, he couldn't hold back, and decided to ask Zhou Luoyan about his situation, don't be really sick and carry it unconsciously.

The phone rang for a long time, but no one answered.

An Mo called again, but still no one answered.

An Mo's heart clenched, remembering that he hid in the hotel for several days when he had a high fever because of the cycle, and he was even more worried.

So, he picked up the medicine box at home, grabbed the umbrella and patted Shen Cheng's door.

Shen Cheng opened the door and looked at him suspiciously: "What's wrong, An Mo?"

"Help me look at the couplets for a while, and I'll go find Zhou Luoyan."

Shen Cheng looked at the medicine box in his hand, and slapped his thigh: "No problem, you go, hey, Mr. Zhou just doesn't pay attention to his body when he's busy, only you can catch him."

An Mo has already seen his intentions at this time, but no matter whether it is true or not, he is still worried, he has to see for himself.

When An Mo was halfway there, the rain began to pour down.

The sky was dark and terrifying, An Mo quickened his pace.

A blinding light suddenly hit him directly, and then a whistle sounded.

"Sorry, sir—" someone called to stop him.

An Mo stopped and looked back.

A small van drove towards him slowly, and someone inside rolled down the window: "Excuse me, sir, is this the only way up the mountain?"

An Mo glanced at him, he was an Alpha with a scar on his face, over 35 years old, looking a little fierce.

"Well, only this one."

"Fuck, I heard that mudslides are prone to occur in heavy rain here."

An Mo raised eyebrows: "There is a small road, but as you said, the small road is rugged and prone to mudslides in rainy days. If there is a big road, this is the only one."

The man with the scar nodded and thanked him.

An Mo was surprised by the weather, the truck driver had something urgent to go up the mountain, but he had no right to ask, so he put on his umbrella and prepared to leave.

The man with the scar didn't delay, and narrowed his eyes: "Sir, are you going up the mountain too? I can give you a ride."

An Mo was inexplicably wary of him, shook his head, and politely refused.

The car drove away.

An Mo called Zhou Luoyan's cell phone several times, but still no one answered, the uneasiness in his heart became more and more serious.

Zhou Luoyan was busy carrying the potted plants, and the phone was left in the house. It was raining heavily, so he didn't hear it.

He was drenched all over, and after finally carrying his things, he was going to change his clothes and go back when the rain lessened.

Zhou Luoyan went back to the room and was about to get his cell phone when there was a knock on the door.

"Hello, there is someone inside, I'm here to deliver potted plants."

Zhou Luoyan walked out while wiping his hair, wondering, wouldn't the potted plant he wanted arrive in a few days, did Cui Shu set the wrong time or something?

He reached out and opened the door.