true lie

"Really, wake up, it's time to go to the hospital."

Cheng Zhenzhen turned over and turned a deaf ear.

"Sincerely," Shen Zhou then switched to the other side, sighing, "If you don't get up again, Director Li will be waiting for us again."

Cheng Zhenxin put his head under the pillow: "Sleep for another 5 minutes."

Shen Zhou called up the countdown applet: "Okay, count down for 5 minutes, let's start."

Today, I made an appointment with Director Li of the hospital for a brain reexamination. Last night, Shen Zhou greeted a certain patient. As a result, a certain patient insisted on pestering him to watch a football game and drink together. After drinking too much, he pestered him with the excuse that his favorite team lost. Kissing and hugging, kissing until the end accidentally wiped the gun and misfired, tossing until dawn, and finally developed to the current situation.

Five minutes later, Shen Zhou lifted the pillow: "It's time."

"Shen Zhou, you are so ruthless." Cheng Zhenzhen scolded and got up, because he couldn't find where his underwear was, and went to the cloakroom to get the underwear while scolding with his bare bottom.

Shen Zhou had no choice but to pretend not to hear.

Anyway, he's done taking advantage, so let's just take a few scoldings.

Because Cheng Zhen woke up too late, they ended up 10 minutes later than the agreed time.

In the end, before seeing Director Li, Anna called suddenly, and Shen Zhou frowned slightly after hearing this.

"What did Sister Anna say?" Cheng Zhenzhen asked.

"He said that the leaders of the province were going to visit the Science and Technology Park and wanted to see me by name."

"There is no way to refuse this kind of thing," Cheng Zhenxin understood quite well, "Go back, I can do it myself."

Shen Zhou: "But..."

"It's okay, it's just a re-examination. I'm not a child, so I don't need you to accompany me. You go back to the company first, and I will tell you the result as soon as possible."

"Okay, then I'll go first. Have pickled fish for dinner?"

"Another salt roast beef, wagyu."

"Well, I'll tell Sister Zhao."

After discussing what to have for dinner, Shen Zhou left first. Although he was still a little worried, as Cheng Zhenxin said, he was an adult, so he wouldn't even be confused by the reexamination.

However, it turned out that Cheng Zhenxin just couldn't figure it out.

Half an hour later, Cheng Zhenzhen was sitting in Director Li's office, frowning in a vivid Sichuan style: "The indicators are not ideal?"

Director Li wiped his glasses: "Yes, a few items are higher than last time."

"Then... what does a high indicator mean?"

"The specifics will not be known until the film and test results come out. It will take about four to 10 minutes. Just wait a little longer, don't worry."

"Okay, you are busy."

Not long after, other patients came, and Cheng Zhenxin walked out of the director's office and changed to a chair outside.

He said wait a minute, but the moment he knew that his indicators were not good, Cheng Zhenxin had already started to panic. He kept telling himself that it was okay, don’t think about it, and there would be no problem, but he still clicked on Baidu involuntarily. Enter the names of those indicators.

Soon, he got the answer.

There is a disease that will make those indicators high-brain cancer.

Cheng Zhen's hand had never shaken so violently in his life.

He...has brain cancer.

After knowing that he was sick, his first reaction was not what to do, but what to do with Shen Zhou, whether he would be particularly sad.It is enough to see Shen Zhou's sad appearance once in his life, he doesn't want to see it a second time.

Or... just hide.

Find an excuse to hide, so that Shen Zhou won't be sad if he doesn't know that he has brain cancer.

Of course, hiding does not mean no treatment, as long as it is a living thing, it will have the desire to survive, and he is the same.

He planned to hide while looking for a place for treatment. In case he was cured soon, he could go home as if nothing happened, and continue to live a happy life with Shen Zhou.

But in case it has reached the late stage and the spread cannot be cured...

Then he had to make preparations in advance and give Shen Zhou an explanation.

While thinking about where to go for treatment and whether he needs to go abroad, he rushed home. When he got home, he had already thought about the next series of things.

He walked into the bedroom, first found a backpack, filled it with a few T-shirts that Shen Zhou often wore, and put his passport in the mezzanine.In order to prevent problems with payment software such as WeChat and Alipay, he also took [-] in cash, which can be said to be prepared.

After tidying up his backpack and putting it aside, he went upstairs to the study, sat on the chair Shen Zhou usually sat on, unfolded the letter paper, and opened the pen cap.

He planned to write a farewell letter to Shen Zhou.

If you can't be together, let's say goodbye.

After thinking for a long time, Cheng Zhenxin finally made the first stroke:

From the most handsome Shen Zhou in the world:

Hello, Shen Zhou, when you open this letter, I should have left this world.

I don't know what year and month it is now, have you lost weight?Is it dark?Did you cut your hair?getting old?It's a pity that I can't witness your changes with my own eyes, but it's okay, you can't see my changes, so we're even, a little bit, a little bit...

Haha, I'm not kidding you.I actually left this letter to say goodbye to you. Our story started when you fell in love with me, so it is fairer to let me finish at the end.

Looking back on the years we have walked together, I am not a qualified lover.In marriage, I am not gentle enough, not considerate enough, do not do housework, and rarely share work for you.I also tried to iron your shirt, but you saw it, and the ironing missed. Now that I think about it, I really regret it. If I had known that I would not be able to accompany you for the rest of my life, I would have learned the skills so that I can bring it up later. When I was with you, you can proudly say: "My first husband was amazing!" instead of: "My first husband was an idiot!" That would be too miserable QAQ

But obviously, it's too late to regret it now, so I won't make any more bbs. Next, I want to make a few requests to you.

After I left... did you think you were going to say don't forget me?Haha, no no no!What I want to say is, whether you always remember me or forget me, I don't care about those.

I hope you can love yourself well.

Even if you like another person, don't invest so deeply. If you are not happy, I will be sad in heaven. You don't want to make me sad, right?

When I wrote this letter, it was a sunny day outside the window. The fruit tree we planted together last year has sprouted a lot of tender green branches, and people love it.If you miss me in the future, go and sit under that tree for a while, hoping that it can protect you from wind and rain for decades.

Well, my hands are tired, so I will write this.Let me guess your expression, are your eye sockets red?Hold it back now, immediately, immediately!Because there is a saying in God, if a person cries all the time, his close relatives will not be able to go to heaven, you are not allowed to harm me!

I have written so much without writing, and now it is really coming to an end.After my death, all the inheritance will be inherited by you, you have to take good care of our parents.

Shen Zhou, this is the end of the story in this life, and we will continue our relationship in the next life.At that time, I will fall in love with you first, and compensate you tens of thousands of times for the decades that I have not been with you.

Goodbye.

Your lover Cheng Zhenxin

At the moment when the full stop was drawn, the tears that Cheng Zhen had endured for a long time completely collapsed, streaming down like rain.

In order not to stain the letter paper, he quickly moved to the tatami beside it, which Shen Zhou had specially asked someone to make. With the tatami, he could lie down and work with Shen Zhou instead of sitting on the carpet.

But at this moment, Shen Zhou called suddenly, probably wanting to ask him how the test result was.

With his current state, if he answered the phone, Shen Zhou would definitely be able to tell that something was wrong.So he hung up the phone directly and texted back, saying that he was talking to Director Li about his condition and it was inconvenient to answer.

Shen Zhou didn't continue to fight.

Cheng Zhen breathed a sigh of relief.

Without further ado, fearing accidents, Cheng Zhen quickly wiped away his tears, calmed down, lingered for a while in the house where they had lived for several years, and then went to the back garden to find Zhao Dan who was watering the flowers.

He entrusted Zhao Dan with the entrustment and told him to give it to Shen Zhou at the specified time. As for the date of the "specified time", he would send a message in advance.

Zhao Dan didn't know what kind of tricks the young couple was going to play, so he could only nod his head to express his understanding.

Cheng Zhenxin raised his head to look at the window of the master bedroom for the last time, and his nostalgia spread like fire.

An hour later, Shen Zhou called Cheng Zhenxin again, but Cheng Zhenxin still didn't answer. Shen Zhou realized that the situation was wrong, and immediately asked Director Li. The news he got was that Cheng Zhenxin had run away. He stood there thinking for a few seconds, Drive quickly back to Windsor Gardens.

Turning around in the master bedroom, he found that several of his t-shirts were missing, and Cheng Zhenxin's passport was also missing. He frowned even tighter, and quickly called Zhao Dan over: "Sister Zhao, have you been back sincerity?"

"Come back."

"Is there anything unusual about him?"

"It's not abnormal, but I'm not in a good mood. Oh, by the way, he also gave me a letter and asked me to give it to you in the future."

With that said, she handed the letter to Shen Zhou: "This is it."

Shen Zhou took the letter and immediately opened it to read.

After reading the entire letter, Shen Zhou couldn't describe his feelings anymore, his heart was sore and painful, and he felt extremely helpless.

Of course, the top priority right now is to bring him back.He turned on his phone's location and found Cheng Zhenxin's device.

——Because Cheng Zhenxin was too careless, he forgot the phone ID password several times, and in the end he simply replaced it with his. Who would have thought that it would come in handy now.

Half a minute later, a red dot representing another device appeared on the map.

The location is... Aurora Technology.

Shen Zhou: "..."

Going around in a big circle, it turns out that people are staying under their noses!

And when he was captured on the spot, Cheng Zhenxin was also extremely at a loss.

He was sitting in the cafe opposite Aurora, mourning the spring and autumn, when he was suddenly grabbed by the sweater and hat, and the tragedy was even worse.

The person who pulled his hat also asked aggressively: "Cheng Zhenxin, what are you doing here, do you want to take one last look at me?"

Don't say it, he really thinks so.Cheng Zhenxin reacted immediately: "You, you know?"

"Yes, I know, I know that some people wrote suicide notes before the final test results, and I also know that some people want to hide from me and prepare to treat themselves, Cheng Zhenxin, what are you pretending to be in your mind? "

"I...I don't want to make you sad."

"I won't be sad if you leave without saying goodbye?"

Cheng Zhenxin: "..."

Cheng Zhenxin: "Oh."

...Hiss, no, and then he suddenly realized: "What is the final result?"

"The final result is that your indicators are inflated due to emotional excitement before the examination. In fact, there is no problem at all."

As for why it was inflated, I have to blame it for being too crazy last night.Cheng Zhenzhen was speechless for a moment: "So I was sad for nothing?"

Shen Zhou gave him a look of "I really admire you".

"...No, I'm sorry."

It was a false alarm, and I have to say that Cheng Zhenxin was a little bit happier.But he could see that Shen Zhou was still angry, so he pulled him back into the car and coaxed him softly.

After coaxing him to finally show a somewhat good face, he asked the most curious question: "How did you find me?"

"Mobile phone positioning."

"Then you..." Cheng Zhen was extremely ashamed, "Did you see my suicide note?"

"Not only read it, but if you want to listen, I can also recite the whole text for you. The most handsome Shen Zhou in the world personally..."

"No, no, no," Cheng Zhenxin quickly interrupted, "I don't want to hear it, please destroy it, thank you."

Shen Zhou snorted: "There's no door, it's already locked."

Cheng Zhenxin: "..."

After the love poems, he fell into Shen Zhou's hands again, 凎!

But Cheng Chengxin still had a little bit of fear in his heart, so he leaned softly into his lover's arms, took the other's big hand and interlocked his fingers: "Shen Zhou, I was sitting in the coffee shop just now, and I thought a lot. There is always a banquet in the world. If One day I really die...what if I really go to heaven?"

"I'll be with you." Shen Zhou answered quickly.

"Don't," he was sick after all, in his imagination, he must be the one who left first, "Can't you live on your own?"

Shen Zhou's face turned cold in an instant, he pressed the back of Cheng Zhenzhen's neck, pulled the person in front of his eyes, and paused every word: "No, yes, yes. The moment you accept me, you should do what you can't get rid of forever. Get ready, we live together, and when we die, both of us are buried under the bone tree, and I will haunt you even if you are a ghost."

After a pause, he said again: "Cheng Zhenxin, our story can never stop, I won't allow it."

In the end, his ending sound was slightly hoarse, and Cheng Zhenxin knew very well that this time the oolong not only frightened himself enough, but also frightened Shen Zhou enough.

He hugged Shen Zhou's neck again, kissed from the forehead to the eyelids, the tip of the nose, and the lips, with a low and firm voice: "Okay, no matter how long, life or death, our story will never stop."

"forever."

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