please love me again

The first time Dongchang knew the name Li Yao was at a dinner party with his college classmates.

At that time, Li Yao was chatting with others with his legs crossed, with a cheerful smile on the corner of his mouth, curly hair, a typical trendy handsome guy, like the kind of person standing in the center of the stage.

Li Yao was a little drunk, his cheeks flushed slightly, he glanced towards Dong Chang, and then smiled at him unconsciously.

Li Yao never knew how seductive his smile was, with a little flamboyance, but it poked people's hearts so just right, it wasn't intentional, but it was unforgettable.

Dong Chang was a little dumbfounded. He shook his head, not understanding why there were so many beautiful girls here, but he just kept staring at one boy.

"The level of the girls in the foreign language department is really high," my friend muttered in Dong Chang's ear, "Isn't it? You handsome guy, don't just look at it, go up and help us find some girls..."

Dong Chang nodded, and walked straight towards Li Yao.

It was the first time Dong Chang met someone like Li Yao, he spoke with confidence and a little cuteness, but his eyes were as innocent as an inexperienced child, and his smile was bright and dazzling.

Dong Chang wants to know him.

"Wow," Li Yao pretended to be surprised when he saw Dong Chang walking in his direction, and said to the girls around him, "The handsome guy you were talking about is here."

Dong Chang raised his eyebrows, sat down beside Li Yao naturally, chatted with the people around him, and talked to Li Yao from time to time.

Both Dong Chang and Li Yao are acquaintances, and they have already forgotten what they said in the initial chat, but the two quickly became close friends.

The more we get along, the more Dong Chang likes Li Yao.

Li Yao is simple and easy to understand, and he speaks directly when he has something to say. The most important thing is that Li Yao has never cared about Dong Chang's background.

Li Yao knows that Dong Chang wears the most expensive clothes, smokes the most expensive cigarettes, and even owns his own car, but Li Yao doesn't care about these, saying he doesn't care because Li Yao's family background is also good, if he wants , he can also get these things.

The two live under the same economic conditions, can afford the same material, and will not have a gap and psychological burden because of each other's extravagance.

Facing Dong Chang, Li Yao would not feel inferior, let alone cling to him. The two were equal in status, neither would look up to the other, and neither would look down on the other. The so-called right family is probably this feeling.

Dong Chang likes to be with Li Yao, he will not make a fuss because he uses a STDupont lighter or a 10 yuan watch, and he will not be uneasy because he bought one or two high-end meals.

Dong Chang likes the calmness and relaxation when he is with Li Yao.

If it wasn't for that time when he happened to meet Li Yao who was crying, Dong Chang would probably regard him as his best friend for life.

When Dong Chang found Li Yao who was crying, he panicked.

Li Yao, who was usually so cheerful, would cry like this. His tears were like broken beads, hitting the photos in his hand one by one.

The photo in hand is a group photo of Mr. Lin Mu and his wife.

"Li Yao... why are you here?" Dong Chang asked tentatively.

"Dongchang..." Li Yao looked at him, tears streaming down his face, calling his name, as if seeking his help, "Dongchang..."

Seeing Li Yao crying like a child, Dong Chang couldn't help it -- couldn't help feeling excited.

I wanted to see more, to see more different expressions on Li Yao.

Dong Chang stepped forward and hugged him, wanting to comfort him.

Li Yao's trembling shoulders, sobbing voice, and pleasant smell made Dong Chang stare in bewilderment.

"Don't cry, don't cry..." Dong Chang patted Li Yao's back, through the shirt, he could feel Li Yao's hot breath on his chest.

It was only after Li Yao had cried enough that Dong Chang wiped the tears from Li Yao's cheeks.

It was the first time for Dong Chang to look at Li Yao so closely. Li Yao's fragile and helpless expression accidentally touched Dong Chang's heartstrings.

Dong Chang subconsciously rubbed Li Yao's lips with his fingers, and unconsciously pushed his own lips closer.

Dongchang smelled the aroma of alcohol.

Li Yao didn't resist.

When Dong Chang really kissed, it was as if a thunderbolt stirred the ground, and it was out of control. Li Yao was probably drunk, and even stuck out his tongue to cater to him.

Dong Chang has always been a man of action, so he hurriedly took him to open a house, no matter if he sneaked in or something, Dong Chang wanted to get him right away.

Because of the teacher's incident, Li Yao was hit hard, even to the point of giving up on himself. At this time, his head was swollen from crying, and no matter what Dong Chang did to him, he felt that it didn't matter.

Besides, when I went back to my hometown, I had already found someone to break my body.

Li Yao didn't know if he was doing it with others or with Dong Chang, and what was the difference between the two.

That night, Dong Chang had the most wonderful night of his life.

Dong Chang could never guess what Li Yao was thinking at that time, but he could know that it was he who changed Li Yao's eyes from sadness to lust, and finally almost obsession.

Dong Chang was so excited halfway, Li Yao was gradually immersed in it, and finally even made his voice hoarse.

After a night of indulgence, Li Yao gradually sobered up.

"Woc! Wake up, what happened last night? I, I didn't want to be with you..." Li Yao is the kind of person whose memory will be fragmented after drinking. He saw his best friend sharing the bed with him early in the morning. Sleeping together, I was so frightened that I hurriedly patted Dong Chang awake.

"It's okay." Dong Chang held Li Yao's wrist, trying to see his expression clearly, "Isn't it very comfortable?"

"Hmm..." Li Yao looked at Dong Chang with a flushed face, vaguely remembering that he seemed to be very comfortable, and then nodded.

Then the two became such an unclear relationship.

On campus, the two are still good friends, but at night, Dong Chang and Li Yao will spend their private time together.

After the two came out of the hotel, they often strolled on the street in the early morning. Dong Chang took the initiative to hold Li Yao's hand.

At that time, Dong Chang felt that Li Yao was his whole world.

However, the direction Li Yao looked at was different from Dong Chang's.

"Teacher is married..." After drinking, Li Yao said the truth to Dong Chang, "The only person who affirms me is now someone else's... Tell me, what should I do?"

"Don't you still have me?" Dong Chang replied.

"You?" Li Yao pointed at him and laughed, "Can you be responsible for my life? You're just playing with me..."

Dong Chang frowned, not understanding why Li Yao felt that he was just playing with him. He only knew that Li Yao would forget what he said when he woke up the next day.

Perhaps it was Li Yao's words that provoked Dong Chang. The next day, Dong Chang proposed to have a formal relationship with Li Yao.

Li Yao tried his best to push back, but finally succumbed to Dong Chang's stalking.

After getting Li Yao's consent, Dong Chang made more progress, clinging to Li Yao all the time, wishing to knead Li Yao into a ball and hold him in his hand.

"What's going on," Li Yao complained, rubbing his waist, "Lately at night... you're talking like a lion... I can't stand it anymore..."

"I am a lion," Dong Chang said with a smile, "I will eat you to death."

Li Yao still remembers Dong Chang's expression when he said this, with the confidence of a king in his eyes, as if there was nothing he couldn't do.

"Do you like me that much?" Li Yao asked.

"Can't you feel this yet?" Dong Chang asked back.

"Then..." Li Yao said with some embarrassment, "I am very troublesome and willful, and I will definitely make you angry."

"If you are only self-willed towards me and only make me angry, I don't care about it." Dong Chang said seriously.

"What..." Li Yao was still blushing from him.

Li Yao thought, maybe at that time, he was really emotional.

"What..." Li Yao looked at the stones on the side of the road, lowered his head and muttered, desperately erasing the memories of the past from his mind.

It turned out that it was so easy to let go, he really didn't really love me.

Li Yao held back his tears, he didn't want to shed a tear for Dong Chang.

Suddenly, Li Yao stopped, and he saw the man just now, the so-called "first time" man.

Li Yao clenched his fists, humiliation, anger, loss, sadness, all emotions mixed together.

Li Yao gave the man a solid punch.

Li Yao is not the kind of person who is willing to show weakness, nor is he the kind of person who is willing to swallow his anger. To him, it is meaningless for a gentleman to take revenge after ten years.

Generally, revenge is reported on the spot.

Li Yao made himself very embarrassed, with wounds all over his body and face, but the other party was not much better, and finally ran away cursing.

Li Yao felt pain. This pain was different from the pain when he heard that the teacher was married. He couldn't cry, but it was like a piece of mud stuck in his heart, which made people depressed.

At this time, the phone rang, and Li Yao subconsciously took out the phone.

It wasn't from Dongchang.

"Hello..." With a hoarse voice, Li Yao connected the phone.

At this time, Li Yao didn't know that this phone call would change his life.

The lover who disappeared

Dong Chang has always known that Li Yao runs very fast, and if he doesn't work hard, he won't be able to keep up with his pace.

Dong Chang has been chasing, has been chasing, but the distance between himself and Li Yao has not diminished at all, and Li Yao's gaze is always in an unreachable distance.

Dong Chang was never tired, nor did he intend to give up, because he vaguely saw a thin thread in his hand, and the other end was held in Li Yao's hand.

But now the thread is broken.

Dong Chang recalled the day they broke up, like a dream.

I said a lot of excessive words because of anger, but they were all angry words. After waking up, there was only silence.

The two used to quarrel frequently, and every time they quarreled, it was Dong Chang who took the initiative to coax them, and it was Dong Chang who took the initiative to chase after them.

Because Dong Chang knows that Li Yao has a high spirit and strong self-esteem, and he is not willing to bow his head to others easily.

Dong Chang also likes this kind of Li Yao, who is powerful during the day, but can turn into a kitten at night, which belongs only to him.

"I will never see you again in my life!"

When Li Yao said these words, Dong Chang's heart that should have continued to be angry suddenly panicked.

Dong Chang looked at the figure of Li Yao running away, and a bold and terrifying thought came to him: If I don't chase him this time, will he come back by himself?

However, Li Yao did not come back.

Dong Chang lived in the hotel for seven whole days, and there was no news from Li Yao, only his father called to reprimand him.

Dong Chang finally gave in, and felt that Li Yao should calm down, so he took the initiative to call him, but was hung up quickly.

Dong Chang was stunned.

It was as if he had been humiliated.

It turned out that Li Yao could really abandon himself like this without any worries.

Dong Chang felt disgusted, felt disgusted, and treated a person with all his heart and soul, but in exchange for such a result, why did he belittle himself like this, why did he have to be so humble?

In the end, Dong Chang's love for Li Yao turned into deep hatred, and the sweet memories of the past eventually turned into a weapon to hurt him.

Li Yao's phone number was never connected again, and later became an empty number.

However, Dong Chang didn't know the address of Li Yao's hometown, because Li Yao never told him about these things. Although Dong Chang finally found out the address, for some reason, Li Yao's hometown is no longer there.

Dong Chang unilaterally believed that Li Yao actually hid himself to such an extent.

Dejected.

Dong Chang never looked for news about Li Yao anymore.

It’s just that when Dong Chang wakes up every morning, he will always be in a trance, and he can’t help but think back to Li Yao’s cat eyes, black eyes, and the corners of the eyes are slightly upturned. When he is not smiling, those eyes occasionally reveal an indifferent look ruthless.

It is said that the one who falls in love first loses, and Dong Chang feels that he has lost completely.

Dong Chang tried to convince himself: that's not love, it's just obsession.

"Where have you been these few days?" After returning home, Dong Chang's father scolded his son with a straight face, "You missed work on the first day you took office, how do you want me to explain to the board of directors?"

"Nowhere." Dong Chang replied casually.

"Your what...what's your name... yes, Li Yao, is it because of him again? Although I don't want to nag you anymore about this, it's fine if you just play around. How far do you think the two of you can go... "

"I don't know Li Yao!" Dong Chang shouted suddenly, "He's dead!"

Dong Chang was so angry that he blurted out curses.

In Dong Chang's heart, the Li Yao he once loved so much is gone.

Dong Chang's father was taken aback for a moment, not sure if what his son said was true or not, but seeing his extremely painful expression, he believed half of it.

Perhaps it was not death, but something else, that separated the two.

The father was silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "There are very few true loves in the world... Some people love more, some people love less... But son, I hope you will become strong, whether it is Career or relationship...you can't always be the one who gives, you have to be the one who receives love..."

"How is it possible...he doesn't love me..."

"You need someone who loves you," my father said, "don't think about Li Yao, forget about him, although you will feel pain, but it is all temporary, he is not worth what you pay, what you need is a real Someone who loves you."

"Dad, what do you want to say?"

Father was silent for a while, thinking about what he wanted to say.

"Son, you need a real home."