the girl i had a crush on

For a long time after that, I never saw Chen Jinliang again.

But I always pay attention to her unconsciously.

She is a girl with a very good personality, loves to laugh, and her voice is always soft and waxy, like a gentle and harmless little animal, she is deeply liked by the teachers and classmates in the class. The complexion is slightly darker, with a slight tinge of wheat, but this is not hurtful at all. I think the skin with a slight tan is very healthy and beautiful.

Generally speaking, girls who are too gentle and cute are always prone to the same-sex jealousy. The jealousy among girls is terrible. I have only been in Class [-] and [-] of junior high school for only one month, and I have heard these girls privately a few times. They slander and abuse each other underneath, or spread rumors, but on the surface they are still very friendly. Such a performance of inconsistency is amazing.

The girls who receive the most abuse are always the girls who are recognized as the most beautiful in the class—of course, the most beautiful girls in the class will also mock the beautiful girls in other classes, and the ordinary-looking girls are usually rarely mentioned.

If Chen Jinliang were a little more white, she would probably be forced to join the team that was slandered behind her back. It was her shortcoming of not being fair enough that allowed her to escape a catastrophe and become an ordinary girl who was rarely mentioned.

Few people find Chen Jinliang's beauty, and I'm actually a little happy in my heart.

As for why I know the mutual irony among those small circles of girls?Who made them like to go to the toilet together, and treat the toilet as a private territory, sharing the dark side of their hearts loudly without any scruples.

From time to time, I was forced to hear gossip between them.I really hope they can change places, why they all choose the toilet?How strange.

Sometimes I wish I was a man so I wouldn't have to go to the women's bathroom.

Because it is really not a good thing to hear those girls mention my name with clear and pleasant voices.

I've always felt that girls' voices are so crisp and ethereal, suitable for singing, but they use it for silly gossip, which is really wasteful.

It was not easy for me to go to this junior high school. I didn't want to cause trouble. I cut my hair short that weekend, and I didn't hear anyone mention me after that.

But the trouble came to Chen Jinliang.

After all, Chen Jinliang's facial features are beautiful, everyone is not blind, and she will be seen one day, especially after she was confessed by a boy from a foreign class. ", and jealous that Chen Jinliang was the first girl to receive a love letter from a foreign class, so rumors about her spread everywhere.

Her kindness has turned into hypocrisy, and her natural soft voice has become artificial. Even her preference for pink has been ridiculed, and she is said to be "no self-knowledge", "the skin is so dark, so I am ashamed to use pink, black on black" .

Twelve and thirteen-year-olds love to follow the trend. When these voices came together, the eyes of the students changed when they looked at Chen Jinliang, thinking that she was "hypocritical and artificial". She has such a good personality, and she was gradually isolated.

In the final analysis, it was because she was too innocent to join a small group of girls who like to spread rumors secretly.

These vicious rumors finally reached Chen Jinliang's ears. She didn't go to the physical education class that afternoon. When I was returning to work from outside, I happened to see her lying on the table and crying bitterly, her shoulders trembling with the crying.

I'm not good at dealing with a crying girl, and I was embarrassed before, so I decided to pretend that I didn't see Chen Jinliang crying.

But her crying became too loud to ignore, so I handed her a pack of Kleenex.

"Thank you." She took it in a low voice, her nose was red and pitiful.

I said no.

Her mood gradually calmed down, and she handed me back the half pack of facial tissues left. There was an awkward silence in the classroom, and when I was wondering if I needed to find something to talk about, she said with a weeping smile, "You are not that difficult to get along with." .”

Tears glistened in her eyes, and a smile gently teased my heart. I felt my cheeks were slightly hot, so I had to turn my eyes away, not daring to look at her.

"Are you shy?" She leaned closer to me, her eyelashes with teardrops moved slightly, and smiled in front of my eyes, "You're blushing."

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