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Situ Che hurriedly chased her out, and Xia Mu's eyes followed her to the door, until both of them disappeared, and withdrew his expectation, and it took a long time before he asked Li Wanqing,

"Is she angry because of me?" The tone was cautious, mixed with imperceptible sadness,

"You like her very much?" Li Wanqing didn't miss her little emotions, and asked back,

Xia Mu didn't answer, just quietly looked out the window, do you like it?I like it. She has never had such a gaze in her memory. Grandpa loves her very much, but he does not have such a gentle gaze. It seems that there is a gentle wave rippling in it, and it is like a ray of breeze carrying sunshine. She thinks that if her mother still Now, isn't it so gentle?Mom is a title that is far away from her.

"She has a silly temper and has a bad temper, as you have seen, she is always angry and ignores others," Li Wanqing teased her, "What do you like about her?"

"She's not stupid", Xia Mu retorted earnestly and stubbornly, "She doesn't have a bad temper either",

"You've only known her for a few days, so just help her talk, so you won't be afraid of being deceived by her." The little girl's eyes were the same as Situ Che's, not very good,

"I have nothing to lie to." Xia Mu's voice was choked with sobs. After all, he was a child, hiding his emotions jerkily, but full of loopholes.

"Who says you're not worth it? She was angry just now. I guess, nine out of ten it's because I said I want to take care of you."

"What is jealousy?" Xia Mu was a little curious,

"You will understand when you grow up."

"Nan Nan", Situ Che quickly caught up with Zhou Nan who had already reached the stairs, and gently grabbed her wrist from behind, "What's wrong?"

"let me go",

Situ Che didn't force her, but turned her around by supporting her shoulders. Zhou Nan quickly turned his head so that the taller person in front of him couldn't see his expression clearly.

"You're angry",

"No", there was no trace of warmth in the voice, obviously duplicity,

"Is it about Xia Mu? Don't you want her to stay in the hospital?" Situ Che was a little puzzled. Even if Xia Mu couldn't be adopted, wouldn't it be the best choice for her to stay in the hospital?

Zhou Nan's mood was very chaotic, she didn't want Xia Mu to stay in the hospital, she wanted to take her home to take care of her, she was angry because she was incompetent, incapable of facing a child's sincere trust, Xia Mu's cautious eyes made her nowhere She could escape, that selfish concern was exposed to the sun unreservedly, making her breathless,

"We can visit her often, can't we?" Pushing aside the strands of hair hanging in front of her eyes, Situ Che bent down to catch her red eyes, like a little white rabbit, and instantly hugged her into his arms with distress , "I know what you're worried about, she'll be fine, the chances of recovery are really good",

Zhou Nan pushed her, but didn't push her away.

"I want to be alone for a while",

"No", Situ Che refused without thinking,

"I'm fine", Zhou Nan has a kind of frustration about her rare clinginess, this person has to be like this when she is angry,

"I have something to do, I can't leave you", the shameless words made her unable to believe that they came out of her mouth, Zhou Nan's body also visibly froze, Situ Che felt even more ashamed, and held back Ignoring the sudden rise in the temperature of her cheeks, but the frequency of her heartbeat was hard to hide, and Zhou Nan could hear it clearly, and she didn't know whether to be angry or laugh.

"Nan Nan, are you... angry with me?" Seeing that she didn't say anything, Situ Che's heart palpitations turned into panic for no reason, and the sense of insecurity came to her like a tide. The drowning man hugged the driftwood in front of him even tighter, "You can scold me for what I do wrong, and don't ignore me, okay?"

"I didn't ignore you, I was angry with myself," Zhou Nan replied in a low voice, embracing her bony body with some self-blame, almost forgetting that the person in front of her was still struggling with depression, she shouldn't so capricious,

"I'm sorry, it's my fault." Situ Che didn't know what he was talking about. He only knew that she was sad and felt that she was useless. Negative emotions poured out from all directions, and a layer of grayness appeared in her clear eyes. The body trembled slightly unconsciously, "Nan Nan, don't go",

Realizing that she was ill, Zhou Nan ignored the strange gazes from around him, kissed her cheek and chin, and patted her back to comfort the frightened little beast. So sad, Zhou Nan once again blamed herself for being unreasonable. She clearly knew that Situ Che didn't intend to ignore her. She just wanted to make Xia Mu's life better and make herself feel better.

"I won't leave, I've always been here, I'm sorry, I shouldn't blame you for my helplessness towards Xia Mu, don't blame me",

After a while, Situ Che's mood gradually stabilized, she shook her head, what could be wrong with the professor?Her professor has always been the most gentle person, how could she blame her,

"I know you are worried about Xia Mu, that's why I agreed with Ban Qing to let her stay in the hospital, and accompany her through the dangerous period before taking her home, okay?"

Professor, I still like Xia Mu very much. Situ Che is a bit envious of Xia Mu. He doesn't know that the professor's special love for Xia Mu is because Xia Mu is a bit like her, with the same sense of insecurity, the same restraint and forbearance, the same She is stubborn and exquisite, and those clean eyes are especially bright. Zhou Nan really wanted to meet her at such a young age, accompany her, and let her not stay alone in the glass cover.

"Fool, you are in the hospital every day. What's the difference between leaving her in the hospital and taking her home?"

"Then you don't—"

"If she really can't make it through, we can also let her go through the last period happily. As for the pain, you will accompany me, right",

Zhou Nan closed her eyes and leaned on her soft and strong shoulders. No matter what direction things will go, as long as Situ Che is by her side, love should not make people timid. If she was the former her, she would be fine if she thought about it. To do it, Wu Ye's sly eyes suddenly flashed in her head. She must have expected the current situation. When she came back, she didn't want Li Wanqing to take care of Xia Mu. Who knows if she still has thoughts about Situ Che?

"I will accompany you," Situ Che affirmed. She will spend a long and short life with the professor, raise the children with her, and be an ordinary couple in the world with her. Life is full of vicissitudes, birth, old age, sickness and death.

Xia Mu didn't expect to see her again. When she appeared by the door again, the fading gleam in her eyes rose again. This time she didn't lower her head hastily, perhaps because she wanted to keep the rare warmth for a while, that The nurse aunt said that she will come to the hospital often, does this mean that she can often see her.

Facing those bright little eyes, Zhou Nan smiled back, and put the porridge and gummy bears that she bought with Situ Che just now on the wooden cabinet beside the bed. It's always not enough to eat something. Of course, the gummy bears are Situ Che's masterpiece, and I bought them from the teddy bear shop at the last stop.

"Drink the porridge, and sugar is the reward." Seeing that the little girl couldn't resist the temptation, she secretly glanced at the simple and honest little bear several times. Zhou Nan swallowed the words before she had time to explain. She was going to buy chocolates, but Situ Che pointed out that he was not cute at all, so he just replaced it with jellybeans. She has not figured out why Situ Che, who has always been sexually indifferent, has a soft spot for "cute bears". ?She can only pamper her, what else can she do?

Xia Mu obediently picked up the porridge and drank it in small sips, but her attention was shifted from the little bear to the sofa. She was afraid that Zhou Nan would leave just like that. To reassure her, Zhou Nan took out his tablet and read the new publications in literary magazines. Situ Che is preparing to go back to the hospital, and she is also preparing to go back to school. The long-delayed full professor title selection still needs a few papers to support, and there is a lot of time during pregnancy.Although Zhou Jing agreed with her to go back to school, she still had to help her father with the company's affairs, at least until the child became an adult, and the period of pregnancy should be her last free time.

Situ Che sat down next to Zhou Nan, propped his chin to explain the meaning of chemotherapy to Xia Mu, told her that she could not go to kindergarten with the children for the time being, and had to cut off all her hair.

"Can I not cut it?" The little girl is very sensible, and patiently listened to her say a lot of words she didn't understand, but just touched her long hair reluctantly. Grandpa said her hair was very beautiful, like mother's,

"If you don't cut it, it will fall off, because a little bit of it will be more terrible, so it will be better if you cut it off." Situ Che explained the situation to her unabashedly, and Xia Mu's face turned pale.

"When you get better, grow it slowly, and you will be as beautiful as now." Zhou Nan couldn't listen anymore, and tugged at the corner of her clothes. How could she talk to children like this? Situ Che also knew that he was not good at this. Coughed twice and stopped talking,

"Well", Xia Mu's mood brightened a lot when she heard Zhou Nan praised her for being beautiful, and she was a little embarrassed.

"Xia Mu, I have something to ask you." Zhou Nan put down the tablet, and the people from the orphanage will come over in the afternoon. She decided to make it clear to Xia Mu earlier.

Xia Mu straightened up and sat upright. She didn't know what she was going to ask, but she thought it was a very serious matter. She instinctively told her that it had something to do with the orphanage. She rubbed her palms restlessly on the large hospital gown, waiting for her own sentence.

"Would you like to stay in the orphanage or go back with us?" Zhou Nan cut to the point, and Situ Che looked at Xia Mu nervously. Xia Mu had been abandoned many times, and she was worried that the child would not want to go with others again.

Xia Mu was stunned, as if he didn't expect Zhou Nan to give that choice. What does "go back with her" mean?

"No matter what you choose, we will try our best to cure you",

Happiness came so suddenly, Xia Mu's eyes suddenly blurred, her uncle and aunt didn't ask her, and sent her directly to the orphanage. At that time, how much she wished that she could grow up overnight, so that she could choose to stay in Grandpa's house Well, that aunt didn't ask her, picked her out of the crowd, and took her home after signing. She didn't feel anything wrong, knowing that she was sympathetic to herself, so what choice did she have?Now someone suddenly asked her if she was willing, someone she could not reach, asked her if she would go back with her, she was at a loss, tears kept falling down,

"What's the matter? If you don't want to, we won't force you." Zhou Nan took a tissue and put it in front of her, raised her hand and patted her shrugging thin shoulders, a faint fragrance surrounded the girl,

"Will you abandon me?" Like that aunt, Xia Mu stared at her with wide eyes, tears filled in her watery eyes. If she wasn't so good, she would have agreed, but she is so good , she dare not agree, if the dream is too beautiful, it will make people unable to face the reality, she is not afraid of wandering, but afraid of losing, afraid of being abandoned again and again,

"No", Zhou Nan looked directly at her, "But I can't put all my attention on you, there may be times when I can't take care of you",

"It's okay." Xia Mu felt a lot more at ease when he heard the unpleasant words.

"Also," Zhou Nan pointed to Situ Che, who had a low presence next to him, "I'm with this aunt, and I'll explain the reason to you later, we will have another child, yes... Sister, do you mind?",

"I..." Xia Mu looked at Situ Che hesitantly. She really didn't understand why two beautiful aunts would have a child, but it was not very important to her, and that aunt was also very Good-looking, although she is not very good at talking, she is still very gentle. As for her younger sister, Xia Mu has no special feelings, but she must be better than her younger brother. She thought of the little boy at her aunt's house, like a nightmare,

"good",

"That's no problem", Zhou Nan smiled and rubbed her hair, "You have a good rest, we will go through the relevant procedures in the afternoon and pick you up in the evening",

"Well", Xia Mu was still a little absent-minded, everything happened too fast, it felt very unreal, she secretly pinched her arm, it was painful.

The author has something to say:

The last chapter was locked, and a sentence was not deleted, and a paragraph was added. . .With a dazed look on my face, I wrote that it was a kiss without knowing it, and the auditor didn't know it was a kiss.

Situ, the cutie with low presence Che: I can't speak?Why do you think I tricked the professor into my hand?

Everyone: Sex-seduction!

Professor: The eyes of the masses are discerning.