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Situ Che was ill for half a month, and Zhou Nan kept guarding her. The pair of handcuffs were deformed by her. Naturally, her wrists were not much better, but the effect was still significant. Her dependence on inhibitors is gradually weakening, the duration and degree of the onset are also decreasing, and relative vision and hearing are recovering. Zhou Nan can finally breathe a sigh of relief. The two of them have stayed at home for so long. She wanted to take Situ Che out for a walk, but this matter was a bit difficult.

Situ Che's severe depression has not been relieved much except for his dependence on drugs. Although he is taking medicine every day, the course of antidepressant treatment is based on years.

After the effect of the inhibitors gradually disappeared, the manifestations of depression gradually faded. She often sat alone in the corner without saying anything, and her mood went back and forth so that Zhou Nan had no idea what she was thinking. Wu Ye said this It was the beginning of depression. Although she had enough mental preparation, Zhou Nan still had a momentary breakdown. She jumped from one abyss to another.

"Discouraged?" Wu Ye sat on the sofa amusedly. Now she would come to give Situ Che a psychological counseling every day, and promised Situ Che to encourage and cheer up this great professor from time to time.

"No, I'm just worried about her", Zhou Nan looked in the direction of the room, Situ Che was still sitting in the corner alone,

"At least she won't think about suicide",

"But she is not happy",

"Try to chat with her more, don't let her think about things by herself",

"I think so too, she ignores me", Zhou Nan's tone was a bit sad, every time she said ten sentences, Situ Che dismissed it with a "huh", she herself is not a person who likes to take the initiative to talk, this is terrible It's so hard to be human.

Wu Ye shook his head helplessly, "Are you talking about her?"

"Why not?"

"Nan Nan, you're so smart, why is your IQ not online when you meet Archer?"

"..."

"Do you know how I start with her every time when she is in a low mood?" Wu Ye raised his eyebrows, and shook his palm in front of her, "Five words",

"What?" Zhou Nan silently clutched her chest and felt a little hurt.

"When Nan Nan was a child or when Nan Nan was studying",

Zhou Nan blushed instantly, and she didn't know whether it was because of shyness or anger, maybe she was still a little bit unconvinced, how could Wu Ye know what Situ Che was thinking, and she was always at a loss for the point, even though the point was her own,

"A fan of the authorities, you are the same." Wu Ye finished clicking, and sighed by the way, "You two are so easy to be shy. I am really worried that the children will be like this in the future. A family of three will be bored, it will be too uncutable."

"Wang",

"Ah, there is Zhan Zhan, we Zhan Zhan is the cutest", Wu Ye touched the dog's head, "I'm confused, are you also like this in bed",

Zhou Nan twitched the corners of his mouth and took a deep breath, "Wanderer, I thought you should find someone to solve your confusion."

"Now I'm starting to think I'm annoying." Wu Ye's face was disappointed, but he was still very happy in his heart. This girl has finally found her place. Ever since Situ Che disappeared, she has become less and less like herself. She seems to have arrived with Situ Che In that sad world, even Situ Che sensed that something was wrong with her, so he didn't want to talk to her more, for fear of affecting her.

"How can I? It's not because you are confused." Having said that, Zhou Nan still looked at her worriedly, afraid that what he said would hurt her,

"When my little grandson is born, I will be able to solve the confusion. Finding a partner is not suitable for us elderly",

"Won't you regret it?" Zhou Nan remembered that Wu Ye was always alone abroad,

"If you don't meet someone you like, don't let it go, love is not necessary", Wu Ye smiled softly, "I don't have such good luck as you guys",

Zhou Nan acquiesced that if she hadn't met Situ Che, she probably wouldn't want to fall in love. Instead of being with someone she doesn't like so much day and night, it's better to live freely by herself, just like the parents of the previous generation. They both got married and lived happily, but in fact they were not as free and unrestrained as Wu Ye.

Love is such a thing, if you have it, you will be pleasantly surprised, if you don't have it, you will not be disappointed, but once it becomes a spiritual sustenance, it will be a heavy burden.

Situ Che didn't want to be her burden, he just wanted to give her joy, she knew it.

In the evening, Zhou Nan started the long-interrupted live broadcast. Situ Che sat in the corner next to him and listened very carefully. From time to time, he looked up at the professor who was concentrating on his studies. Such a professor really made people unable to take their eyes off at all. Hearing her voice was exactly the same as I imagined. The clean and clear voice had awakened her from despair and broke free from depression time and time again.

So during this period of time, she was very scared, afraid that such a voice would disappear from now on, and afraid that the professor would fall to the bottom with her. The professor was her only light, a light that could never be extinguished.

After the live broadcast ended, Zhou Nan turned his head and saw her looking up at him obsessively. Her gray eyes were shining, contradictory and harmonious. She couldn't help but smile, and Situ Che unconsciously followed her. The corner of the mouth was the first relaxed and pure smile in such a long time, which caused ripples in Zhou Nan's peaceful heart.

"Nan Nan", Situ Che said slowly, "When I was in college, I would sit on the playground every Friday afternoon...waiting for your broadcast, and sometimes read with you, the haze accumulated in my heart It will all disappear on that day. For me, every day is the same difficult. It is you who made me have obsession and expectations for Friday",

"I often think, what does a person with such a nice voice look like? You are even more beautiful than I imagined." Situ Che showed a happy expression, "I never thought that one day I would sit next to you and listen to you like this." Live broadcast, is this the legendary "sleeping idol"? "

"No, this is the legendary "pushing fans to bed", Zhou Nan sat down beside her,

"Oh", Situ Che's mood is depressed again, she knows how many fans the professor has, and there are many words like "my sister is facing me" and "my sister belongs to me alone" on the public screen of the live broadcast at night , Situ Che saw that his toothache was unbearable, the professor clearly belonged to her alone, so he could only face her head-on.

Zhou Nan was caught off guard by her disappointment, why was he unhappy all of a sudden?Thinking of Wu Ye's words, I held the mentality of giving it a try, "When I was young——"

As expected, Situ Che tilted his head and looked at her curiously, Zhou Nan put his heart back in his stomach,

"I liked broadcasting when I was young. I think the sound can reflect many things. I often can't help but guess the character of this person when I hear someone speak. Many times, people will control their expressions to hide their emotions, but the voice is easy to reveal. When I come here, I will try to let my voice spread what I want to express. During the time in college, I chose my favorite major, so I often feel full of strength and hope, and I don’t consciously reveal it when I broadcast. Out",

"I feel it", Situ Che nodded heavily, "Your voice is not as cadenced as others, it is faint, but I just feel it is very powerful and emotional, I like it very much",

Zhou Nan was a little embarrassed to be praised so solemnly by her, but she didn't intend to be modest, she was just very happy that Situ Che liked her.

"Then... there are many people who like your voice", Situ Che muttered in a low voice, his eyes flickering as if he asked casually,

"Well, there are quite a lot. There are often inexplicable gifts in the studio", Zhou Nan also replied casually, so much that she was worried about how to deal with it.

"Is it just a gift?" Situ Che thought secretly, even though he still had a love letter.

"Yeah", Zhou Nan was a little confused, "It's all chocolate and candy, but I don't like eating these very much",

"Is there anything that impresses you?" It's really annoying, she hasn't given the professor a serious gift yet,

"Hmm..." Zhou Nan thought about it carefully, and Situ Che's black salary card popped out of his head. Nothing is more impressive than this, but they are discussing others now, so Zhou Nan Nan laughed softly, "Nothing very profound, the special ones are probably handmade scarves, dolls, and small houses?"

Situ Che saw that she smiled a little dotingly, and felt even more depressed. What does it mean that she gave away a small house? She saw her roommate made a small house in the dormitory, and it took a lot of effort to give it to her boyfriend.

"What's wrong?" Seeing her unhappy face, Zhou Nan was even more puzzled. Didn't they have a good chat?

"Nothing, is the little house nice?"

"Forgot, it was put in the dormitory at that time. After graduation, Uncle Qin cleaned it up for me. I don't know where to put it. Why do you ask this?" Zhou Nan didn't quite believe that she was jealous, after all, the former Situ It's not like this at all, the only time she forced it by herself, could it be that she likes small houses?Zhou Nan even thought, if she likes it, I will make one for her, and then buy her another set. I don’t know which one she likes, so I was planning to ask for clarification.

"Professor, have you... had someone you liked before?" Situ Che remembered the matter of the bed sheet very clearly. She subconsciously felt that the professor had never been in love with her, but now she was not sure, the professor So good, no one has been pursuing it?And she is so good at... teasing, she looks like she has experienced a lot of battles.

The professor who "knows how to flirt" was stunned for a moment, and after contacting the context, he finally knew what she was awkward about. He felt amused, so he could tease her, "What do you think?"

During this time, Situ Che, who was used to Shunmao, felt that the bad professor was back again. She was a little uncomfortable, and she was wronged without realizing it, "How do I know?",

"What about you?" Zhou Nan asked quietly,

Situ Che shook her head, "You are the first." She didn't think it was incredible that she had her first love at the age of 28.

The former object is always a irritating existence, if there is, it's nothing, it's best if there is no.

"When you were with her," Zhou Nan kept thinking about this matter, and his tone became cold, "Is she the one who bathed you?"

It took a while for Situ Che to realize what she was asking, "No, I washed it myself, she carried me in",

This is almost the same, and Zhou Nan tilted her head on Situ Che's shoulder contentedly after asking people all the questions. They haven't stayed together so relaxedly for a long time. She licked her paw, then grabbed her hand and rubbed it carefully, then raised her arm to turn off the light, the room was instantly plunged into darkness, but the two of them nestled close together in the corner, feeling very safe.

"Did you forget something, huh?"

"What?" The professor blinked and wanted to play tricks, she wanted to hear Situ Che ask a few more times,

Situ Che stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked the back of her hand, "Have you ever liked someone before?"

Zhou Nan was shivered by the hot and humid touch. Before he could speak, Situ Che hugged him into his arms. Situ Che leaned close to her ear and repeated every word clearly,

Now Zhou Nan really doesn't know what she is asking, her brain has lost the ability to think, she just knows that being hugged by her is very comfortable and at ease,

Situ Che waited for a long time but did not get an answer, but when he heard her steady and even breathing, he couldn't laugh or cry, and felt distressed. Zhou Nan was tortured by her for a long time without resting.

She gently put her on the bed, Zhou Nan's arms wrapped around her neck and refused to let go, Situ Che coaxed her left and right, and then reluctantly let go a little bit, Situ Che got out of his arms and stretched She let out a sigh of relief, and was a little annoyed. The previous easy and relaxed movements took almost all her strength. She thought that she would not hear the professor's answer today, so she lay down beside Zhou Nan.

After a long time, when Situ Che was about to fall asleep, he heard her talking in her sleep,

"I only like you."

The author has something to say:

Situ Che: Not happy, really very unhappy.

Zhou Nan: Positive!If you are not happy, stay behind!