Jun heart my heart

Zhou Nan was dizzy, but she didn't dare to stop, fearing that if she was a second late, she might not see her.

Sitting in her own car, she took a deep breath, her heart was beating wildly, and she stepped on the gas pedal to the bottom. The car was just like her mood at the moment, impatient and impatient.

The phone next to it was vibrating non-stop. It was Zhou Jing's call, but Zhou Nan didn't answer it. There was only one light in her eyes, and that was the light she had to grasp.

Situ Che stared blankly holding the blood coagulants,

"Nan Nan, are you really okay? You won't do stupid things, right? I know you're a great liar,"

That recording pen, Situ Che, listened to it. During the time when he wanted to leave her, her mood and her disguise were clearly recorded in it. Situ Che didn't know that he would reveal all his emotions every night. hold her tight,

"It's better to really let me go, I'm like this, there is nothing worth remembering for you."

Zhou Nan saw the villa from a long distance, and the outline became bigger and clearer. Li Wanqing stood at the door with her arms folded expressionlessly,

She picked up the speed again, and the little Buick was almost scrapped by her. The car stopped at the door, and Zhou Nan stood in front of her, his aura was not strong at all, and his tone was like a child who had been wronged by the world.

"Give her back to me",

After preparing for a long time to sarcasm, Li Wanqing rolled her eyes and pressed her thumb on the fingerprint lock. Zhou Nan consciously followed behind her, but she didn't look like a little Zhou. Li Wanqing raised her finger and pointed to the door on the second floor. A room, looking from below, that room is no different from other rooms next to it, but in Zhou Nan's eyes, the light in that room is brighter than other rooms, she raised her legs and ran upstairs,

"Is she very bad?" She stopped when she was two steps away from the room, and stood there without moving. The previous courage seemed to have disappeared. After so long, what will she look like?

"You have to be mentally prepared," Li Wanqing followed her not too far away, her voice was cold, "I don't know whether she is dead or alive right now."

Zhou Nan walked into the room with light steps. It was very quiet inside, square and upright, with a whole side of floor-to-ceiling windows. The sun came in directly from the outside. Situ Che was sitting on the ground facing the window with his back to her in white clothes and white trousers. His hair was dyed brown, and he looked warm, like a character in a cartoon, except for a few syringes filled with transparent liquid scattered around his legs,

"Wan Qing", her voice was so hoarse, she was about to fall asleep with her head lowered, "Thank you...you gave me...choices, I still...worry about her , in case you... are all cheated by her, I will wait...for a while, and wait for her to live a...normal life, I...I In order to... go away with peace of mind, I have to... bother you...for a while, I'm sorry",

It took her a long time to split the long sentence into several short words, and the two people behind her waited patiently for her to finish speaking. Her language ability was already declining sharply.

Zhou Nan stared at her back without blinking, afraid that this was a dream, an illusion, and her hair grew a little longer, covering part of her skeleton body, which could be seen through clothes. The shape of the ribs on the back is clear, and the wrist propped on the ground is several times thinner. The wrist bones look very abrupt. Zhou Nan even breathes lightly, fearing that a little heavier will hurt her.

She thought she wouldn't cry anymore, but it turned out that she just thought that's all. When she heard her voice, she couldn't help it. During this period of time, all the carefully crafted disguises were revealed, and only then did she realize how fragile she was.

"Those who took actions, big and small, committed suicide nine times in total. They failed every time. The worst thing is you. She is reluctant to let you go." Li Wanqing leaned against the door, her voice was very soft. Yihei almost couldn't stand still, he stretched out his hand to support the wall, nine times, what is the concept?The person in front of me seems to be broken if touched.

"I feel very dull. When I talk like this, she can't hear. I don't know how far my eyesight has deteriorated. I have been equipped with three pairs of glasses, but they are useless. Now it is difficult to move alone. The fracture caused by jumping off the building has not healed completely." Every word she said dug a hole in Zhou Nan's heart, no wonder her heart ached every day during this time.

"There are coagulants on the ground, drugs for euthanasia. I can't bear her to go on like this." Li Wanqing closed her eyes and smiled helplessly, "You heard it just now, but she is still worried about you."

"I don't know if you can still save her. It's a miracle that you can live to this day. You are her only hope. From now on, she will be handed over to you. If you dare to abandon her, I will get her back in minutes." , Li Wanqing left the room after speaking.

Zhou Nan's tears fell like a broken thread, who abandoned whom?It's not that she never hated Situ Che, hated her for wanting to leave her again and again, hated her for messing up her life, but in the end she couldn't bear to hate her, she had suffered too much, so she could only hate herself Did not protect her well.

"Archer", Zhou Nan called her name, and approached her step by step, she really didn't respond at all,

Standing behind her, one can see her left hand on her chest swinging slightly uncontrollably, and the people in front of her can barely recognize it as her Situ Che, "living" without self-esteem, looking at her like this , Zhou Nan was stuck in his throat, unable to speak a word.

He bent down and rested his chin on her skinny shoulder, stretched out his right hand through her armpit to grab the trembling hand, the long hair beside her ear fell to her side, once Zhou Nan approached , Situ Che could distinguish her smell, and obediently followed the scent, but it was obviously different this time, Situ Che turned his head to look at her in horror like a frightened little beast,

"Nan Nan..."

"Well, it's me, I'm here to pick you up", Zhou Nan approached her ear and amplified her voice, warm breath on the still soft auricle,

"No...don't, don't...look at me", Situ Che hurriedly turned his head to the other side, Zhou Nan had already seen her lifeless gray face, the haze in her eyes was darker than Song Yu's pain was even thicker, he raised his left hand and pressed it on her weakly throbbing chest, Situ Che allowed her to touch, but there was an unprecedented resistance on his face, he really touched her fragile body, Zhou Nan's heart was full of waves, and he firmly controlled his appearance to remain calm. She was already so vulnerable, and he couldn't scare her anymore.

"Aren't you worried about me? If you don't accompany me in person, aren't you afraid that I won't think about it?" Slowing down her speech, Zhou Nan moved her hand from her chest to her waist, holding her tightly in her arms, Never want to let go again,

"Don't... think too hard", Situ Che said impatiently, the trembling of his left hand became more obvious, Zhou Nan held her right hand and trembled with her,

"Then you stay with me all the time, otherwise I won't be able to think about it." Zhou Nan closed her eyes, and a tear slipped down her neck and into her collar. The craggy collarbone can be seen at a glance,

"You said the same thing in your dream..." Situ Che frowned, "You are not allowed...I die, but I... Really...I really don't want to live",

"It's not that you're not allowed to die, it's that you're not allowed to die alone." She reached out and pinned her hair behind her ears, revealing her little bloody ears, "Have you decided whether you want to die or not?"

Situ Che's body trembled, and Zhou Nan's lips were pressed against her ears, not the usual blowing and teasing, but closer than usual, as if he had got into her head to talk directly,

"No", Situ Che is like a little fish willing to take the bait. From the beginning to now, he has been willing to take the bait from her, but the price is really high. Living is much harder than dying, especially for her, So she cried in a low voice, "Nannan...I can't bear you, I dare not, I know...you will, I don't want...you like this",

"Thank you for not wanting me, thank you for understanding me so well", Zhou Nan turned her body around, and took her into her arms, "Come back with me, okay, I want to be by your side, even if I can't do anything, at least so that I can suffer with you",

"Don't suffer with me...", Situ Che muffled in her arms, and finally smelled her fragrance, and his unsteady heart slowly calmed down.

Zhou Nan could feel the person in his arms inhaling deeply and slowly. Although he still resisted a little, he looked down and saw that she was half-closed, as if she was about to fall asleep, and gently patted her on the back to lull her to sleep. My heart is also at peace, and this time I will not lose people again anyway.

When she fell into a deep sleep, when she was picked up, she became much lighter, as if she could be hugged by one hand.

Li Wanqing waited for them patiently standing below, seeing Situ Che fell asleep peacefully, the heaviness in her heart was a little lighter,

"I haven't told her those messy things, I'm afraid she will be too stimulated",

"Thank you", Zhou Nan said softly,

"You don't need to thank me, I insisted on keeping her in the first place",

"You saved her",

"I always thought so, but unfortunately, you were the one who saved her, and I just brought her back." Li Wanqing gave her a USB flash drive and a box of medicines, "Here are the photos from that night. I gave the surname Song, so it’s even.”

Zhou Nan nodded,

"In addition, she is my sister and colleague, I will often look for her in the future",

"Can",

"I'm not asking for your opinion." Li Wanqing rolled her eyes again. Why is the legendary Mr. Zhou not very smart? What's Situ Che's vision?

"But I'm your brother-in-law." Zhou Nan was serious and earnest, his expression very much like Situ Che at work,

"..."

"Yaoyao, what are you going to do?" Zhou Nan walked to the door, thinking of Ji Yao who couldn't find Li Wanqing during this time,

"Just do what you want, I'm tired now, I don't want to talk about it, if you really care about me, leave Situ Che to me",

"Goodbye", Zhou Nan carried the person out neatly.

Gently put her on the back seat, and when Zhou Nan got up and was about to exit the carriage, Situ Che grabbed the corner of her clothes with one hand, and Zhou Nan took off the coat to cover her body, and saw her sharp eyes again. There was the recording pen given to her in the trousers pocket, just as he reached for it, Situ Che snatched it away and held it in his hand. Zhou Nan couldn't help but curl the corners of his mouth, although the arc was so small that it was almost invisible.

The mobile phone in the car showed that there were more than 20 missed calls, all of which were from Zhou Jing and the others. Now the house was probably in chaos. Zhou Nan hurriedly called back Wu Ye's call. Both Shen Yu and Zhao Qi had a deep estrangement,

"Nan Nan, where have you been?" Wu Ye's voice sounded like he had just cried, "We can't find you, so don't do something stupid."

"Wanderer, I'm sorry," Zhou Nan felt a little guilty. Today, she dumped all the bodyguards to go to the hospital. The original route was to go to the mountain. She glanced at the sleeping person in the rearview mirror. Now, it's great.

"Come back soon, I won't hide it from you anymore, today is to announce the news of her death, if you really can't accept it, we won't do it for the time being",

"I found her," Zhou Nan said softly,

"You...you found her body?"

"She's not dead, Wanderer, she's asleep," Zhou Nan choked up,

There was silence for dozens of seconds, "Nan Nan, don't lie to yourself, where are you, I'll go find you",

"Really, I talked to her just now", Zhou Nan was a little anxious,

"Nannan, I know you may still not be able to accept this, take your time, we won't force you",

"Wanderer, you open WeChat, I'll show you how she is",

"Okay", Wu Ye sighed,

Zhou Nan took a video facing the back, her chest still had obvious ups and downs,

"Is this... is this true?"

"It's true, I didn't lie to you." Zhou Nan suppressed his voice, but he could still feel the obvious joy, "You let them all go, Archer is not suitable to meet so many people now, she still doesn't know anything, Just wait for me at home",

"Okay", this time Wu Ye agreed very readily.

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finally home~