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A week has passed, and almost the entire city of C has been searched, but Situ Che's body is still not found. Zhou Nan did not do anything to hurt herself, but in the eyes of Wu Ye and Ji Yao, this is worse than her hurting herself. It's even more terrifying, because her state seems to have stopped before Situ Che left. Wu Ye and the others are not allowed to lock the door at night, saying that Situ Che came back late, and she will ask Wu Ye on time if Situ Che's situation is better. , I didn't care about it, and said it was Situ Che's business to feed it.

"Ah Nan, don't deceive yourself like this", Ji Yao finally couldn't stand it anymore, and shook her shoulder several times to wake her up, "Situ Che is dead, she won't come back!"

"Yaoyao, you are not allowed to say that about her." Zhou Nan stared at Ji Yao angrily,

"I've searched all over C City, I know I haven't found her... body, you won't believe it, but if she's still alive, why didn't she come back to see you, she likes you so much, how could she let you look like this What?" Ji Yao said all the things everyone wanted to say but didn't dare to say in one breath.

Zhou Nan looked at her for a while like a stranger, "She is dead",

"Yes! She's dead",

"I went to find her, she owed me a lot of things",

"Where are you going to find her?" Ji Yao took her arm,

"On the mountain, she is on the mountain", Zhou Nan repeated mechanically,

"Nan Nan", Wu Ye hugged her, "Be sober",

"I don't want to wake up, you lied to me, you said she was dead, where is the body?" Zhou Nan burst out suddenly, his eyes were scarlet, "How can she die? She can't die!"

"Nan Nan", Shen Yu, who was on the stairs, heard her roar, ran in and hugged her,

Zhou Jing stood at the door and couldn't bear to see his daughter like this. Zhao Qi beside her was not much better than Zhou Nan. She had been taciturn these past few days and ate very little. She didn't react much when she saw the Zhao family.

"She's dead, but I'm still alive." Two lines of tears fell from Zhou Nan's bloodshot eyes, and he said lightly, "How do I live?"

"Nan Nan, don't scare mom." Shen Yu was so frightened that she seemed to collapse on the ground, holding Zhou Nan's body tightly,

"Dad, are you hiding it from me and not letting them tell me that you have found her, right? Let me meet her," Zhou Nan asked painfully, covering her face.

"Nan Nan, Dad didn't lie to you." Zhou Jing walked up to her, feeling extremely distressed. Except for Zhao Qi, everyone beside him wiped their tears secretly.

"She will come back." Zhao Qi, who had been silent for a long time, said lightly, "I didn't want her when I was young, so I threw her wherever I wanted. She always knows to find her, and there are always people who are willing to help her." Because she never cried or made a fuss, wherever I left her, she just waited there until someone came to ask her if she was lost and sent her home",

"I really hated her at that time. Why did everyone treat her so well? Why didn't anyone take her away? Until one day, someone really wanted to take her away, and I rushed up to snatch her away. I'm back, such a well-behaved child, I can't find another one, so she will definitely come back",

"Lele", Shen Yu took her hand and choked up,

"She loves pretty ones very much. Other children crawled on the ground when they were six months old and slowly stood up and learned to walk. When I put her on the ground, she just sat on the ground and didn't move. Probably because she felt that crawling was too insignificant. Right?" Zhao Qi laughed.

"Until she was one year old, other children were about to learn to walk. She still sat on the small bench and looked at others. I was worried that she might not be able to walk because of a problem with her legs. Suddenly one day, she got up from the stool and wobbled. Walked a few steps, stood there looking up at me",

"I'm afraid of bothering others. I eat and dress by myself. Once I buttoned up the wrong button and was laughed at by my classmates. I got angry with myself under the quilt. Every time I go out, I have to check whether the buttons are fastened."

"How could such a fastidious child choose such an ugly way to end his life?",

"These are signs of insecurity," Wu Ye said softly with red eyes, "Her depression may have started since she was born. Is her father treating her badly?"

"Because she's a girl, her father doesn't like her, so I don't want to have another child." Zhao Qi's calm eyes glowed,

"When she was three years old, her father got drunk and wanted to throw her off the balcony by her collar. At that time, she lived on the third floor. I dare not cry, I begged him for a long time before he was willing to put me down, that was the first time she asked to sleep with me, and the only time, I promised her, she hugged me all night, but the next day I went back to sleep by myself, I thought she was fine, but I found out later that her body temperature was extremely low since that day."

Zhou Nan squatted on the ground and bit her fist to keep herself from crying. Now she knew how much Situ Che's hug in the morning meant to her. She said that she was the light in her world, not lying to herself, but The more she was like this, the more uncomfortable she was. She had just recovered, and just when there was a little light, she was ruthlessly swallowed up, and it was beyond redemption.

"Nan Nan, Dad has something to confess to you." Zhou Jing's voice was so deep that it seemed to have been grinded, "I will use your freedom as a condition to force her to obey the child."

Zhou Nan suddenly raised her head and stared at Zhou Jing, she stood up tremblingly, "Why...why do you all treat her like this...what did she do wrong?"

"I'm sorry", Zhou Jing didn't explain anything,

Zhou Nan didn't look at him again, and staggered into the room alone, no one had the courage to step forward to stop her.

Li Wanqing pushed Situ Che to relax in the courtyard. Her whole body was wrapped in bandages and plaster, like a statue. The dimness in her eyes made her more like the statue. During this time, Li Wanqing did not dare to leave her even though she knew her I don't have the power to do anything, and I'm still afraid that I won't be able to see her when I open my eyes. Her breath is getting weaker and weaker, and her desire to survive is getting lower and lower. The whole person is like a thin piece of rice paper. break,

She still carries that recording pen with her all the time, but she has never opened it.

"Archer, I surrender", Li Wanqing squatted in front of her wheelchair, "I'm sorry, I will take you to see her",

Situ Che turned his head slowly, and she struggled to do this simple movement, "I don't want to see her now",

"Didn't you always want to see her? Why not?"

"I look like this, I can't see her",

"You can recover, but the fracture is broken, and it will be healed in a few months." Li Wanqing couldn't see her belittle herself,

"I don't know how long I can last, I can't give her hope and ruin",

"So you keep torturing me, giving me hope and ruin",

"sorry",

"You have nothing to do to me, I wish I could keep you by my side," Li Wanqing smiled and shed a tear, "If you don't want to go back, don't go back. As long as you live well, I will be here with you."

Zhou Nan hid in the bathroom and cried hard,

"Situ Che, you lied to me, how many things did you hide from me?"

"Don't think that if you don't let me find your body, I will just wait foolishly until one day you will be forgotten, you are dreaming! My memory is very good",

"I won't wait forever. I'll give you a little more time to come out and see me. Whether it's a human or a ghost, I will see you. If you still refuse to show up, then I have to go find you by myself. I said , I will not let you go."

She was wearing Situ Che's bathrobe and sitting on the bedside. The two custom-made watches had already arrived. Because they were close together, they showed a pair of holding hands. If it had been earlier, wouldn't people be lost? up?No one could answer her. She took out a few sleeping pills from Situ Che's medicine box. Sure enough, after being with someone for a long time, she would get into her habit. Now without sleeping pills, she couldn't fall asleep anymore.

"I'm going to take a shower, can you?" Li Wanqing stood at the door and looked at her,

"Okay, I can't do anything, you don't have to worry about me", Situ Che smiled shallowly, the curvature of the corner of his mouth is hard to grasp if you don't distinguish carefully,

After looking at her for a few seconds, Li Wanqing turned around and left the room. She set up an extra bed in Situ Che's room, but Situ Che did not refuse. Maybe she was also afraid that she would suddenly lose control. She was still alive, but she couldn't. Thoroughly.

It's not that Li Wanqing didn't hesitate to tell Zhou Nan, but she wasn't sure that Zhou Nan would be able to cure her. Her eyesight declined again, and the glasses that were refitted for her would soon be useless. Not only that, but also her sense of smell and hearing. She is not as sensitive as before, her reaction is much slower, and her speaking frequency is getting lower and lower. Every change of her is like a needle piercing in Li Wanqing's heart.

Even if this is the case, she must live. Zhou Nan will only live if she lives. She is the only reason for Situ Che to live.

Situ Che begged Li Wanqing to lie to Zhou Nan, telling her that she left here and went to another place, but Li Wanqing refused, and she didn't know why she refused, probably because it was too cruel for Zhou Nan. It would be cruel to die completely. According to Zhou Nan's character, Li Wanqing can be sure that she will definitely look for someone all over the world, someone who doesn't exist at all, and toss between hope and despair, even if she has an opposite relationship with Zhou Nan , Li Wanqing also thought that she couldn't look at her like that.

The longing for death and sober pain in Situ Che's eyes made her breathless.

On the mobile phone, Du Ming sent a WeChat message, saying that the emergency department will be refurbished next month, a new duty room will be replaced, and the original items will be moved again, asking her when she will go to the hospital,

"Where's Archer's stuff?"

"I called my brother-in-law and asked her to help the boss move, and she agreed."

The news of Situ Che's jumping off the cliff has not yet reached the hospital, and everyone doesn't know that she may not go back.

Zhou Nan, I will give you a chance, whether you can catch it is up to you.

"I won't come here, then you can help me move."

"OK, but you want to buy me dinner"

"it is good"

At this time, she still didn't forget to blackmail herself for a meal, Li Wanqing couldn't help smiling, but the smile disappeared soon.

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