Spring is coming

Chun Xin is sick.

She doesn't get sick very much all year round, but when she gets sick, she gets very sick. Before going to bed, she drank a pack of cold medicine. At night, she heard a low cry in the snow. When she got up and turned on the light, Chun Xin's whole face was red It's gone, holding the quilt and calling Dongdong in a daze.

She had to come here every winter, and Xueli had already prepared for it. She went to the living room to find antipyretics for her to eat, and rubbed her body with alcohol.

It's so late, and it's cold outside, taking her to the hospital will only make her condition worse, and she will keep crying and yelling that she can't talk.

After taking medicinal alcohol to reduce the fever, I will be able to sleep until noon tomorrow and I will be fine.

She looked around with half-opened eyes, "Dongdong Dongdong" shouted, Xueli stayed by the bed, comforted softly, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

Chun Xin randomly grabbed her hand and stuck it to her cheek, rubbing against each other affectionately, humming twice in his throat, An Xin closed his eyes, and stopped talking.

Xueli lightly brushed off the broken hair on her forehead, and in a daze, she seemed to see Chun Xin's appearance when she was 17 years old.In the shabby rental house, wearing an old off-white sweater, with long hair loose on the back, bent over and sat on the edge of the bed, coughing.

She was too cold to lie down on the bed, her eyes were always full of tears because of illness, her nose was red from being wiped with a tissue, and it hurt when she touched it, and her face was also flushed abnormally.

She tore off the quilt and covered it. After lying down for a long time, she still couldn't warm up. Her body was hot and cold, and she didn't have the strength to get out of bed, and she didn't want to go to the hospital for injections and medicine. When the fever was the worst, she cried and called her name over and over again. .

Ah, yes, she also made a call, holding the mobile phone, suppressing her crying and whispering: "...I miss you."

She also said "sorry", sorry for interrupting.

Her cries were not answered, and she was sick, full of despair, letting the snowflakes fall and melt on her eyelashes, letting the frost cover her body, dissipating the remaining warmth in the desolate winter.

I haven't said goodbye, and I can't find a trace in the spring.

Now she is falling ill in front of her like this, but it is not serious. After taking the medicine, the fever subsides and she will be fine tomorrow morning.

What kind of despair does a person have to go through before he has no sense of survival and allows himself to rot like a dead leaf in a pond of stagnant water.

It is said that the one who is alive is the most painful. Chunxin is so kind, and she probably thinks that no one cares about her life and death, so she left so simply.

It was also after she had been away for a long time that Xueli longed for comfort when she was sad, eager to share when she was happy, subconsciously dialed the familiar number, and her voice and smile appeared in her mind, only to realize that Chun Xin was long gone.

When she was a teenager, Xueli used to absorb love and warmth from her like a leech, never thinking that her enthusiasm would eventually dry up one day.

In the following ten years, after the sugar coating melted, the bitter taste of the medicine in the mouth eroded day and night, paralyzing the nerves, and no longer felt sweet when eating.

……

Chun Xin didn't wake up until noon, and the discomfort was relieved a lot, but her hands and feet were still limp and weak, so she got up to brush her teeth, Xueli asked her to lie down, and twisted a hot towel back to wipe her face.

She obediently raised her small face, closed her eyes, and was quite good at errands, "It seems that there is eye poo, wipe it off for me."

"Wipe it clean." Xueli twisted it again, came back and wiped her face, hands, and sweat from her neck and back, and changed her into a clean pajamas.The clothes had been heated by the fire a long time ago, and they smelled very good of washing powder.

Jiang Mengyan reached into her clothes and touched her back, "I don't have a fever, but I still need to continue taking medicine. Dongdong cooked porridge for you in the morning."

Chun Xin grinned, "I heard it. Preserved egg porridge with lean meat, is it porridge with preserved egg and lean meat?"

Jiang Mengyan stroked the broken hair at the corner of her forehead, and put the back of her hand against her forehead, "Additional, a lot of meat, let's see how greedy you are."

She has a little problem of being poor, but it is actually not a problem, and it is reflected in eating alone.

I eat less rice, like to eat vegetables, eat meat, and eat white porridge and pickles as a meal, and I don’t feel too bad. Drinking meat porridge requires more vegetables than rice.

When you are willing to get to know a person, the details are obvious, why does she need to speak out in person, Xueli knows her enough and is willing to satisfy her.

At Yin's family's dinner table, grandma doesn't allow her to eat more vegetables. Vegetables are more expensive than rice.When I was younger, I moved between my biological parents and my grandmother's house, lived in no fixed place, and often couldn't get enough to eat, so I was in a hurry to eat.

Jiang Mengyan's family is not stingy about eating, how much money can be spent on eating.It's really too easy to raise a child just to feed and clothe her.

But even pets need love and care, not just being responsible for food and clothing, raising pets and raising children requires a lot of cost and effort. Many people in this world can't do well, whether it is material or spiritual.

Xueli got up early in the morning to cook the porridge, and it tasted just right after drying. Chunxin ate a big bowl, and Xueli took the bowl away for her to wipe her mouth before she got back under the quilt and lay down.

"Have you eaten yet?" Chun Xin asked her.

"Eat, pass." After not speaking for a long time, with a hoarse voice, Xueli coughed twice to clear her throat, bent down and touched the hot water bottle at her feet, refilled it with boiling water, and stuffed it back under the quilt.

After finishing all this, Xueli washed her hands and returned to the desk to do her homework.

She was not in a good mood, and there was no expression on her face during this period, and her way of stabilizing her emotions was also very special, that is, doing homework.

Chun Xin was lying on the bed, covered with his little flowery quilt, moved the hot water bottle to his instep, pressed his hands together, and looked sideways at her.

"Dongdong, are you unhappy?" She felt much better after eating now, and wanted to chat with her.

"I'm fine." Xueli filled out the answers on the math test paper without thinking.

Chun Xin raised his head and cast a glance, "You really didn't write indiscriminately."

"You think I'm the same as you." Xueli didn't even lift her eyelids.

That's right, she started to be partial to subjects when she was only in the sixth grade. She hated mathematics very much. She usually had Xueli to supervise her homework and knew how to fool her. During the exam, in order to hand in the papers in advance and go out to play, she filled in the blank questions 12345 next to each other and chose C for all the multiple-choice questions. Don't do the questions, start drawing on the draft paper when it's over, throw away the paper when the time comes, and can't wait to run outside.

In this way, I can still get 25 points by multiple choice questions.

When she was at home, Xueli forced her to write, and she could solve some complicated problems, but she just didn't want to do it.Usually the quiz is messy, and the final exam is full of warnings, threats and temptations, so I reluctantly write it.

Now Xueli is helping her with her winter vacation homework. She will write out an exercise book by herself and ask Chunxin to solve all the problems in the booklet before helping her write it.

Jiang Mengyan was shocked when she found out about this, Xueli didn't feel anything, and thought that she was just helping her change on the premise of respecting her wishes.

In the past, no one cared about him, so Chun Xin was pretty good. He found something he liked to do, and even recognized his master.She can arrange herself well, she knows it well.

She could have been... well.

Chun Xin has been learning how to draw, doing what she likes.Xueli's only requirement for her is to live, to live well, to live happily.

Doing these things, in the final analysis, is all because of guilt.

Time flies, soon junior high school, high school... Xueli still doesn't understand what kind of feelings she has for her, and how to face her feelings.

Or, Chun Xin will not treat her like before.

All the unknowns are frightening, and if she had to be classified into levels, Xueli would be most afraid that Chunxin would no longer like her.

Thinking of how she treated her so badly in her previous life, she was still willing to like it, and always liked it.Now that she knows she was wrong and has changed her ways, Chun Xin should still like it, right?

But if they are together every day, will it lose their freshness?Mom always called her younger sister, and Xueli didn't like this title very much.

It's not the younger sister, it's almost the same as the younger daughter-in-law.

But how can she say such words, it's too shameless.How old is Chunxin?

She sat at the desk with her face crossed, brushing the test paper with a water-based pen. Chun Xin said, "Stop writing, and sleep with me."

The messy thoughts in her mind flew away, Xueli let out a breath, and turned to look at her, "Are you still going to sleep?"

Xueli has a shallow and indifferent appearance, with thin single eyelids, long eye tails, high straight nose bridge, less meat, sharp shape, thin lips, no expression all the year round, and looks impatient no matter what time of day look.

Only Chunxin is not afraid of her, boys and girls of the same age outside dare not talk to her, and she is not willing to talk to other children.

"I just can't sleep, why don't you stay with me, if I can fall asleep, I'll sleep by myself." Chun Xin patted the quilt, "Come on."

Xueli put on the cap of the pen, got up and walked over, took off the outer cotton pajamas, Chun Xin said: "You cover me with you, your bed is ice, and I'm covering it with heat."

Xueli was lying on the same quilt with her, and she immediately stuck to her, hugged her arm, and burrowed her little head into her shoulder, laughing "hehehehe".

Xue Li's hands under the quilt pushed her, "Don't put your legs on my stomach, it's too heavy."

Chun Xin refused to accept, "I'm so heavy, I'm very light, I'm not even sixty catties, and you're almost eighty, you say I'm heavy."

Having said that, she still put her legs down honestly, "Then I can press my legs, so I won't press your intestines? Do you want to poop?"

Xueli: "...I don't want to, well, go to bed quickly."

In the end, I was still sick. I lay down for a while and fell asleep again. I turned over and fell asleep honestly. I didn’t sleep so much in the snow.

There is a feeling that a full-level boss will go back to Novice Village for a while, and she quite likes doing homework.

The next afternoon, Xueli and Chunxin prepared gifts to find the boy who rescued them the day he fell into the water.

On the broken basketball court where boys often gather, I found the boy who often played with him, and found out that he was not a child of the oxygen factory.

The boy who has a good relationship with him said: "He just likes to come to our place to play. Today he will help the family with work. If you want to find it, go to the garbage station."

Xueli and Chunxin found the garbage collection station, and saw the boy squatting by the iron gate with a big bowl of food from a distance, Xueli thought that she saw the male version of Chunxin in the past.

The two girls stood outside holding hands, Xueli handed over the plastic bag, "Thank you for saving my sister."

The boy wiped the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand and stood up. He was about the same height as Xueli and looked older than them. He scratched his head in embarrassment, "It's really nothing."

With a lollipop in his mouth, Chun Xin asked vaguely, "You haven't changed your clothes these two days."

He was still wearing the clothes he wore on the day he rescued people. The mud on his body seemed to have been brushed, but it was still obvious. The pants were black and yellow, and the shoes were also full of mud.

Before anyone could speak, Chun Xin asked again: "Then you're not cold, you covered yourself dry, aren't your pants frozen?"

"Okay." Xueli handed the plastic bag forward, "Let's go."

The boy took the plastic bag, and Xueli took Chunxin and turned around to leave. He caught up and asked, "Can I go and play with you in the future?"

"Don't play with boys." Xueli rolled his eyes at him, now she knows what these little boys are thinking.

"Oh——" he stood there for two seconds, then chased after him reluctantly, "Then can I play with your sister?"

"My sister doesn't play with you either." Xueli was very rude.

Chun Xin looked at this and that, and consciously leaned into Xueli's arms, "I won't play with you."

The boy just gave up, and a little girl ran out of the bungalow in the garbage dump, shouting at the top of her voice, "Brother, Mom told you to wash the dishes."

He turned his head and responded, and chased after the man's heels and asked, "Aren't you two biological? You don't look alike at all."

What is this man up to?Xueli was really angry, and she scolded coldly, "None of your business, take care of yourself."

The boy stood on the side of the street honestly with a plastic bag, his mouth deflated.Obviously, not biological, but the treatment is the same, the older sister is very protective of the younger sister.

Chun Xin is very good at flattering, so it doesn't matter why Xue Li is not allowed, anyway, let her say what she wants, and on the way back, he hugged the man's arm intimately, "I just behaved."

Xueli didn't know what she was thinking, so she cut her off, "You're just fine, even if you go to ask your parents, it's useless."

"Cut!" She reacted quickly without blushing when she was exposed, "Then how do you know that I just want to eat ice cream?"

Xueli: "I didn't say you want to eat ice cream."

Chun Xin: "Where's the chocolate?"

Xueli: "Do you still want to have a tooth? You have already eaten lollipops today."

Chun Xin had no choice but to give up.

As a result, at dinner time, the family was eating by the stove, and heard someone downstairs shouting "Chun Chun Chun Chun", Xue Li put down his chopsticks and ran to the window to watch, the boy came again.

Why is this man lingering, what on earth is he trying to do?Xueli really wanted to put a flower pot on his head.

Zhao Cheng got up to look, "Who is it?"

The boy stood downstairs, saw someone from the window on the second floor, smiled and waved, "Uncle, I'm looking for Chunchun to play."

What a fart, do you know me very well, Chunchun Chunchun shouted.

Jiang Mengyan put down her rice bowl, poked her head to look, and frowned, "Where did you come from?" She turned her head to look at Chun Xin, who was buried in the rice, and whispered to Xueli, "Be careful of my sister, these little boys are very bad now."

Xueli said she knew.

Chun Xin looked up from the dinner, "Who called me?"

Zhao Cheng said, "A little boy."

Chunxin said "oh", and went to see Xueli first, but Xueli didn't say a word, went back to the room, came out later, and returned to the dinner table.

Chun Xin stretched her hand under the stove, and something was stuffed in it. She didn't need to look, she could tell it was chocolate or a big piece by touching it!

Having benefited, Chun Xin put his hands in his pocket and ran to the window to reply, "I won't go, I'm sick, so I won't go out."