My years as a soldier

After Hu Jiuzhang said these words, he was so embarrassed by himself.He coughed several times, and hastily let go of Li Muyun's hand.Until Li Muyun sat up straight beside his couch, Hu Jiuzhang's violent heartbeat could not be calmed down.He really couldn't imagine where he got the courage to hold Li Muyun into his arms just now.

That body is so soft... If only I could hold her for a little longer...

After Hu Jiuzhang thought about it, he couldn't bear it anymore.He hurriedly lowered his head, scratching his head and coughing.

"Ahem... Anyway... Anyway, that's it! Let's just say that."

Li Muyun was amused by his embarrassment, but raised his hand to support Hu Jiuzhang's chin, so that he was facing her.

Hu Jiuzhang's face was as hot as a fever, while Li Muyun was smiling, his eyes almost narrowed into two crescent moons.

"What did we agree on? If you don't tell me, I don't know."

"Uh...that's...that..."

"Hmph... well, I'm not teasing you. I just want you to know, Lao Hu, I keep you in my heart, and I want to know everything about you." Li Muyun said, and gradually smiled.His expression was extremely firm, and there was an unquestionable majesty in what he said.Hu Jiuzhang listened, his gaze was also attracted by Li Muyun's intimidating gaze.

"So I'll tell you one last time, Lao Hu, in front of you, I'm not the heir of the emperor, I'm just me. Whatever you think, what you care about, what you hate, what you like...you can say it directly. If I If you do something you don't like, you have to tell me. Here, you are not my retainer...you are the one I care about, the one I love."

When Li Muyun spoke, he withdrew his hand and pressed it to his heart.His gaze stayed in Hu Jiuzhang's bloodshot eyes, as if he could see through those eyes. To a certain extent, his determination at this time was like that of Tang Bing, who risked his life before the battle. The heart cannot be pecked.

Hu Jiuzhang couldn't help taking a deep breath, his face was still flushed, but his eyes were not as embarrassed as before.

Hearing Li Muyun's words, he didn't feel excited, and he couldn't even reap joy.He only felt a burst of gratitude from the bottom of his heart, as if tears would fill his eyes in the next second, and even his breathing felt a little choked.

"I……"

After a long time, he made a sound, but only said one word, and he let out another long sigh.

"How can I..."

"I like it, that's enough. I don't need you." Li Muyun said lightly.For him, all of this is so natural.He is a person who stands on the peak, and it is this kind of self-confidence that Hu Jiuzhang has never had.

"Uh...then..."

Hu Jiuzhang pondered for a while, but couldn't form a word.For a moment, he only felt that the Li Muyun in front of him seemed to have changed, and he didn't even know how to face the person in front of him again.

"Then now..."

"Ah!"

Before Hu Jiuzhang finished speaking, Li Muyun sneezed suddenly.

"..."

For a moment, both of them were stunned.

Li Muyun, who was originally solemn, hastily covered the lower half of his face, his face flushed red.I'm afraid he has never been so embarrassed in his life, and he even averted his eyes a little.

When Hu Jiuzhang saw it, he breathed a sigh of relief.With a smile on his face, he casually wiped his sneezing face.

"Look, have you caught a cold? Take off your wet clothes and put them on the fire to roast."

"Uh... um..."

In an instant, the two seemed to be back to normal again.Li Muyun hurriedly took off his coat, revealing the exquisite Confucian robes inside.He didn't really take his silk clothes to roast on the stove, but spread the clothes casually beside Hu Jiuzhang's bed.

"Just... like this?"

Li Muyun raised his eyebrows slightly, and looked at Hu Jiuzhang.

Hu Jiuzhang was taken aback by him, and after thinking for a long time, he suddenly waved his hand.

"Ah, you got caught in the rain, you'd better go back and change your clothes, otherwise you'll catch cold again."

"Back to what!"

Li Muyun frowned suddenly, and said in displeasure, "You still say such things at this time!"

He gouged out Hu Jiuzhang's eyes, and after only a moment, seeing the looming white bandages in the other's clothes, his heart softened again.His eyes softened, but his voice remained firm.

"You go back with me, you are only allowed to live with me in the future, and you are not allowed to go anywhere without my permission!"

Hu Jiuzhang stared at the series of changes on Li Muyun's face in a daze, and at the end, his misguided eyes melted away like thin ice.

"Okay, okay, listen to you. Why not listen to you in the future!"

It was a coincidence that it rained only for a while in the morning, and by the time Hu Jiuzhang was carried back to Li Muyun's camp, the outdoors were already covered with warm sunshine.

Hu Jiuzhang was carried all the way back to Li Muyun's tent, accompanied by medical officers, no one took a second look at his legs.Hu Jiuzhang naturally wished that Li Muyun would not ask about his injuries. After settling down in the tent, when the medical officer left, he brought up the topic again with a smile.

"I'm back now, Xiaobai, why don't you change that suit of clothes on your body first, so as not to get sick again."

Li Muyun was taken aback for a moment, thinking that Hu Jiuzhang was caring about him, a smile appeared on his face.

"Okay, which one do you want me to change?"

Even though he asked so, there was already a fire in the tent, which was much warmer than outside.

In front of Hu Jiuzhang, Li Muyun peeled off the three layers of Chinese clothing one by one, leaving only a white tulle jacket, which was stuck to the body along the lines of the body. You can still vaguely see the tender white skin under the layer of translucent white gauze.

Although Hu Jiuzhang was wounded, he was still a young man in his twenties.It is the age of youth, how can one not feel a wave of emotion when seeing such a scene at first glance?He was still resting on the soft cushion as if nothing had happened, but when he looked at it, his back straightened, his hands were clutching the corners of the quilt covering his lower body, and he was sweating for no reason.

He was now in good spirits, and even a trace of irritability ignited in his lower abdomen, and he only went straight down.

"Old Hu, why are you nervous?"

Li Muyun wore that gauze dress and sat in front of Hu Jiuzhang's couch.

Hu Jiuzhang's fists were clenched even tighter, and his heartbeat was even more violent than when he was in the wounded barracks just now.

"Who is nervous..."

Hu Jiuzhang turned his head away, but couldn't help but glance at Li Muyun.

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"You stare at me like this, why, the injuries are all healed, and you have strength?"

"Uh... I don't want to look at it, you change your clothes quickly."

When he said this, Hu Jiuzhang quickly turned his face away.But just as he turned his head, Li Muyun stretched out his hand to caress the side of his face, and turned his face back.

"I didn't tell you not to let you watch it. Didn't I say it all? You are the person I love, you can watch, those things...you can do it too."

Li Muyun said softly, his face was flushed, but when he talked about "those things", his expression was extremely calm.

"Ahem... this... this is not good..."

"It's already this time, what are you afraid of?"

"This... isn't it a question of whether you are afraid or not?"

Li Muyun spoke firmly, but Hu Jiuzhang showed a little surprised expression.He really didn't expect that such a gentle and gentle nobleman would be so straightforward in those matters.This is just expressing my heart, my injury has not healed yet, how did I develop to this point?

"What is that?" Li Muyun didn't show any timidity, "Old Hu, do you know, those days...the days when you were not in Tongguan, how did I live? I still have nightmares until now."

"Nightmare?" Hu Jiuzhang couldn't help being stunned.

"I dreamed that you died outside and never came back. Several times... I dreamed that you died on the top of the city of Tongguan, and sometimes, in the cliffs outside Tongguan...someone stabbed you knife, but I can't do anything. Surely you can't feel that feeling? Because you've always been the one who left, and I can only wait, sometimes I feel like an abandoned woman..."

Li Muyun couldn't help smiling wryly when he said this.In the end, he shook his head again, stretched out his hand to caress Hu Jiuzhang's cheek, and combed the broken hair on his forehead.

"But I'm still an emperor's grandson. I shouldn't miss anyone like that. But I can't control it, because I'm too afraid, I'm too afraid of losing you. Although I know that to die in battle, for a soldier , is really normal. But you are different. If you have to go back to the front of the battle after you recover from your injury, I would rather leave a mark on your heart now. You will never forget it... In this way, at least you are on the front line In the past, you can still think of me..."

"noob……"

Hu Jiuzhang pressed Li Muyun's hand hanging over his forehead.He pulled that hand down in front of him, hesitated for a moment, then lowered his head and kissed the back of his hand softly and lovingly.

"Xiaobai... You have to know that everything I do now is for you." Although his eyes were downcast and his voice was not loud, he was extremely solemn.

"As long as there is a chance, I will save my life and come back to see you. I will never forget you."

Hu Jiuzhang solemnly promised, but Li Muyun shook his head.

"I don't want you to have a chance, I want you to have a chance. You have to live."

"But this..."

Hu Jiuzhang really couldn't give such a guarantee.The war is still going on, but the reality is that although he has done his best to make contributions, the reward has not yet fallen on him. He is still only a small captain, and the promotion that Lu Sheng talked about has not been fulfilled so far.

"You have to live."

Li Muyun ignored Hu Jiuzhang's doubts.He could only speak firmly, then squeezed Hu Jiuzhang's hand again.From his hands to his neck and throat.

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