My years as a soldier

"It's nothing serious, but I'm tired and need to take care of it for a while, so you don't need to look at it." Hu Jiuzhang said casually.

"Don't have to?"

Li Muyun's brows furrowed.

"You've been gone for so long, and now you don't even allow me to take a look?"

"Where did this come from?"

Hu Jiuzhang was really at a loss when he was asked, he looked at Li Muyun again and again, and felt that Li Muyun's reaction was too exaggerated.Now that others have returned, their injuries have been taken care of, and they are offering food and drink, so what else is there to worry about?Besides... If you really care about it, why did you wait until now to bring it up?

It's all because it hasn't been poured out yet, right?Because I want to go out with Lu Sheng.Therefore, the injury of his retainers can be dragged on for a while.After all, he is not a doctor, so it doesn't matter whether the injury is seen or not.

Thinking of this, Hu Jiuzhang's eyes dimmed, but he couldn't help but click his tongue softly.

"Don't talk about this. It's been a long time since I saw you, these days... how are you doing?"

"Are you changing the subject?"

There was already a hint of anger in Li Muyun's tone.

"These days...these days..."

He took a few deep breaths in a row, his face was already pale, as if something was stuck in his throat, it couldn't come up or go down.

These days, who would he talk to about the pain and suffering in his heart?For the past twenty days, he has lived like a year.Every day before dawn, he ran to wait under the city gate, and did not return until late at night.Li Muyun himself knew that waiting like this was not an option, but he didn't know what else he could do.He was in Tongguan, and the only general who could talk was Lu Sheng, but Lu Sheng still didn't have the right to send troops out of the pass.

Ever since he was a child, had he ever been so at a loss?After all, Li Muyun is still a child of the royal family, so he has devoted all his heart and energy to one person.However, that person didn't care about his waiting.Now that I finally saw her, she also acted as if nothing had happened, and even a few greetings seemed ordinary.

Li Muyun was extremely angry, but also extremely resentful.He clenched his fists tightly, wishing he could hit Hu Jiuzhang's head hard.

He wanted to hear from Hu Jiuzhang that he was finally back and that he missed you very much these days.

But this guy...

Li Muyun wanted to cry but had no tears, he only uttered a few words, then bit his lower lip tightly, looking extremely painful.Hu Jiuzhang looked at him, not knowing what to say for a while.The two of them just stared at each other, and the atmosphere became awkward.

"Cough...uh, Xiaobai, are you too excited?"

In the end, it was Hu Jiuzhang who spoke first.Sometimes he is too rational, especially when dealing with certain emotional impulses, he is so rational that he can choke people to death.

"I'm excited?" Li Muyun's face turned green when he heard his words.But after all, he is a well-resourced nobleman, no matter how emotional his heart is, it really shows on the surface, but only a few words.

"Okay, you don't want me to watch it, do you? I won't. It's getting late, so go to sleep."

After Li Muyun finished speaking, he turned around and left the tent.Hu Jiuzhang looked at his leaving back, and became more and more puzzled.

This person...why is he so arrogant for no reason?

After Li Muyun left, Hu Jiuzhang really thought about it carefully in his heart. He felt that he had done his best for Li Muyun.Not to mention anything else, just these legs are all for him.In fact, as early as in Chang'an, Hu Jiuzhang thought about what he would do if he could no longer walk in this life.In fact, there is nothing to do, it is nothing more than suffering.You have to suffer when you are happy, and you have to suffer when you are unhappy.

Now that the legs are left behind, he also desperately completed the tasks assigned by the army.Didn't Lu Sheng say before that a great future is waiting in front of him?If even a small soldier like him could benefit from it, let alone Li Muyun.I'm afraid it's not an exaggeration to wish him a prosperous official career in advance, right?

Looking at it horizontally and vertically, the situation is very good. It is obvious that everything is good inside and out, so why does Li Muyun want to be angry with himself?Is it possible...

Hu Jiuzhang thought for a long time, and suddenly felt that Li Muyun would... be angry because of his lack of cooperation just now?

But he quickly dismissed the idea.

Such a trivial matter, how can I get so angry, I don’t even want to stay in the camp, I have to go outside alone——

Certainly not because of this.

But if it wasn't for this, then why?

Hu Jiuzhang thought about it, but couldn't think of a reason.After lying on the bunk for a long time, he fell into a drowsy sleep.

He thought that it was time for Li Muyun to calm down the next morning, but he didn't expect that when he woke up the next morning, he was still facing Li Muyun's cold face.

This time, it will become Hu Jiuzhang who wants to cry but has no tears.That's good, why are you so angry?Moreover, Hu Jiuzhang didn't even know why Li Muyun was so angry with him.

"Either...or I'd better go back to live in the barracks."

When eating breakfast, Hu Jiuzhang couldn't bear it anymore.He cautiously opened his mouth to Li Muyun, but as soon as he said those words, the gaze Li Muyun cast on him could shoot him right through.

Hu Jiuzhang shivered suddenly, and hurriedly turned his head away.

"Look... isn't it inconvenient for you to come here, and you have to send a medical officer here to make you feel uncomfortable."

"...So you want to go?"

Li Muyun's voice was still cold, with a slight tremor in that tone.His fists tucked into his sleeves were clenched, and his nails were going to be embedded in his flesh, but how could he let Hu Jiuzhang know about this?After all, the attitude of the other party is not warm, and this heart of mine... I don't know where to put it.

"Hey, I can't say that, I..."

Just as Hu Jiuzhang was about to explain, Li Muyun suddenly slapped the chopsticks in his hand on the table, and he also stood up in front of the table, walked into the tent in a few steps, and turned his back to Hu Jiuzhang.

"Go if you want, I won't keep you."

Li Muyun's voice was very decisive, making Hu Jiuzhang feel restless.However, what Hu Jiuzhang didn't know was that Li Muyun, who turned his back on him at this time, was actually crying silently.He couldn't see the tears, he just felt sad and restless.The two stalemate for a while, and in the end, Hu Jiuzhang also put down his chopsticks.

It doesn't matter if you don't eat it.go, let's go!

Hu Jiuzhang just felt that this breath was inexplicably held back.

But if he really broke up with Li Muyun face to face, he didn't want to.

The reason is very simple, Hu Jiuzhang just feels that he is not wrong, besides, he has suffered so much silently for Li Muyun, who can't have a little temper in the midst of injuries and illnesses!

And if it was said that this was just Hu Jiuzhang's anger for a while, then Hu Jiuzhang, who had calmed down after the excitement, was even more unwilling to take the initiative to make friends with Li Muyun.

Perhaps in some matters, Hu Jiuzhang is a careless person, but this by no means means that he cannot understand the world, and does not have his own small thoughts.In fact, Hu Jiuzhang also has his own little persistence in his relationship.

Communicating with people is not just as simple as talking and doing things, birth status is always a natural watershed that cannot be avoided between people.

He really wanted to associate with Li Muyun on an equal footing, but the fact is: he is a commoner, and Li Muyun is the emperor's grandson.

It's like when Li Muyun was born, he used exquisitely decorated high-quality porcelain and ate all kinds of delicacies carefully prepared by the chef.As for Hu Jiuzhang, he grew up playing in the mud and never saw good porcelain.It was hard to get a pottery bowl at home, and it broke when it was dropped.As for food, if the cooking steps exceed three steps, it has nothing to do with him.

The environment shapes people's habits, develops people's character, and different environments create different people. The gap between people is deeply rooted in the bones, and it cannot be easily changed.Even if Li Muyun didn't dislike him, Hu Jiuzhang would feel ashamed, because he deeply realized that he was not good enough for Li Muyun.And this kind of inferiority complex can only be digested in his heart, and he doesn't need to talk about it on the stage.

In addition, Hu Jiuzhang actually had a knot in his heart all the time, which could not be eliminated.

That lump is called "Lu Sheng".

Hu Jiuzhang really cared about that kid Lu Sheng.When he thought of Lu Sheng, he thought of the word "broken sleeve", and immediately after that, he couldn't help but imagine the scene of Li Muyun and Lu Sheng together.Hu Jiuzhang didn't know much about Duanxiu before, but after all, he had been among men for a long time, so he had heard about everything.

In the past, in the Beiting Army, there were rumors of broken sleeves circulating among various legions.There are always groans in the barracks of a certain regiment in the middle of the night, and what else, a white painting scroll with a male body was found in the fort.All of these can become the stuff of conversation for this group of big men to relieve their boredom after dinner and tea.

Hu Jiuzhang never thought before that he would become one of them, but when facing Li Muyun, he could not help but think a little more, especially the part involving Lu Sheng.He really couldn't see that Li Muyun and Lu Sheng were getting tired of being together every day.

"Hey... what's this called..."

Hu Jiuzhang sighed.He stayed in the wounded army camp for half a month. During this period, he sent away Zhang Zhi, who had returned home, and Zhao Xiaoyang, who had recovered from his injuries. These two brothers had left, and he was the only one left in the slightly crowded camp. .

During the past half month, Hu Jiuzhang had not heard any news about Li Muyun, and Li Muyun had never been here to see him again.For a moment, I really don't know whether Hu Jiuzhang alienated Li Muyun, or Li Muyun abandoned his retainers.

Hu Jiuzhang started to panic, but he wanted to ask him to take the initiative to ask about Li Muyun's recent situation.He really couldn't open his mouth.After all, he can't go down to the ground yet.If he could walk, he would have run back long ago.Even if it's just to take a look at it from a distance, it's really unpleasant to hold back like this.

For half a month, it was already Hu Jiuzhang's limit, but Li Muyun was already upset.

That day, Hu Jiuzhang was reprimanded in a fit of anger, and within half a day, Li Muyun regretted it.When he thought of Hu Jiuzhang's injuries, his heart ached beyond his control.

But after a lot of remorse, if he really wanted to ask him to get Hu Jiuzhang back, he couldn't let go of his embarrassment.

You wait for him with all your heart, but they don't want you at all.Li Muyun grew up so old, how could he ever suffer this kind of grievance, he felt unhappy from left to right, he insisted that Hu Jiuzhang also suffered from lovesickness before he was willing to back down.

That is to say, holding this breath, Li Muyun didn't meet Hu Jiuzhang for half a month.He thought, it has been more than ten days, no matter how dull that person is, he should think about himself, right?

However, as the days went by, Li Muyun didn't wait for Hu Jiuzhang's news.It's as if there is no such person in the army.

Do not keep thoughts to yourself.

Li Muyun couldn't help panicking.He was also worried about Hu Jiuzhang's injury, and was afraid that Hu Jiuzhang would not be able to come to him because of the deterioration of his injury.

Thinking of this, Li Muyun couldn't hold back any longer. He regretted and blamed himself at the same time. Tolu Sheng bought from the quartermaster a rare and rare tonic in the army, and also packed a whole box of snacks. When he got up, he dressed neatly, as if he was about to enter the court, and rushed towards the wounded barracks aggressively.