rely on you for love

Her decision will always be the most correct. "Song Le scratched her head and smiled. It seemed to be a little calm. She thought that after the separation, she would be heartbroken and painful. But when she thought of Li Wanbing's choice, her grandfather would feel at ease. Her mother Will be happy too.

"No matter what reason she made such a choice, I believe she has her own reasons." Song Le lowered her head, a hazy shadow appeared on her face without the light, but she did not see Jingying from her face. elapsed.

"Song Le, you are stronger than I imagined." Pan Ruiya said with a slight smile.

"I don't know that I will be so strong after the separation. Maybe I know that no amount of sadness and sadness can change it." Song Le picked up the hamburger on the table and ate it with big mouthfuls. .

Pan Ruiya didn't speak, but just watched her eat quietly. For some reason, although the child's words revealed a disillusionment, she could still feel the sadness emanating from the child's heart.

"Do you think I should give her a congratulatory gift?" While eating, Song Le suddenly raised his head, looked at Pan Ruiya, smiled silly, and the helplessness in his tone made Pan Ruiya frown head.

"Forget it, I don't think it's necessary. She is married to the richest man in Hangzhou, and she will never lack anything in the future. What can I give you?" Song Le said mockingly before Pan Ruiya could answer.Then, she continued to lower her head to eat the hamburger in her hand, but Pan Ruiya noticed that the outer wrapping paper of the hamburger had been crushed by Song Le.

"Song Le, what are your plans for the future?" Pan Ruiya asked calmly with her hands on her chest.

"Hongda definitely won't be able to stay any longer, but I won't go to Zia either." Song Le seemed to hear the meaning of Pan Ruiya's words, and said calmly.

"Have you ever thought about leaving City A?" Pan Ruiya asked softly.

"To be honest, I didn't think about it before yesterday, but I will think about it after today, but I don't have much savings, and I haven't thought about which city to go to after leaving City A." Song Le stroked his glasses, licked He pursed his lips and said.

"I have submitted my resignation letter to Zia." Pan Ruiya said these words quietly.Song Le suddenly raised her head in shock, and looked at her in surprise. This was the second blockbuster she heard today, and of course the first one was because it was Li Wanbing.

"Don't be surprised, Zia wasn't mine in the first place. I'm not as lucky as Li Wanbing, who owns a business that my parents worked hard for." Pan Ruiya smiled, her tone light and light.But Song Le understands that no matter what the reason is, Ziya is like her second life to Pan Ruiya, her child, how could she give up just by giving up.Thinking of this, she suddenly smiled.He thought to himself, Li Wanbing is not like this.

"Women are fickle animals, especially women who have experienced troubles. It's always hard to guess what they want to do?" Song Le sighed and said lightly.

"Would you like to go to America with me? I want to go back again. After all, I'm different from Li Wanbing, I'm still young." Pan Ruiya brushed her long hair, and said very enchantingly.

"Okay." Song Le replied blankly.

"Aren't you thinking about it?" This time it was Pan Ruiya's turn to be surprised. She didn't expect everything to go so smoothly, so smooth that she couldn't believe it.

"What are you thinking about? Overnight, my lover disappeared, my family members also became rigid because of their opposition to my relationship with Li Wanbing, and my career is almost gone. Where else can I go, and hang out with you in the future." Song Le leaned on the chair Back, looking at Pan Ruiya with a clear face, explaining the truth one by one.To be honest, from the beginning to the end, she didn't have any big ideals or big hopes, and she always took whatever step she took, whichever step she took.But now, her mind is empty, her only wish is not to read newspaper news, not to hear any news about Li Wanbing, because her heart hurts and her breathing is uncomfortable.

"Aren't you afraid that I'll sell you?" Pan Ruiya smiled lightly, with a sly look in her eyes.

"I'm worthless." Song Le smiled faintly, thinking, if I was worth money, Li Wanbing wouldn't want me, would she?

"Is there anything else you want to prepare before going abroad?" Pan Ruiya raised her eyebrows and looked at Song Le.

"No, I don't want to say goodbye to anyone, because saying goodbye to anyone will remind me of Li Wanbing. I just want to disappear, as if I never existed in City A." Song Le took a sip of the cold Coke, The heart was instantly frozen by the ice.

"Okay. I will help you complete the visa procedures as soon as possible." Pan Ruiya nodded and said.

"Thank you, but all my savings may only be enough to buy a plane ticket to the United States." Song Le raised his face, smiled helplessly at Pan Ruiya, and said.

"Fortunately, my income in Zia these years is not good, it should be enough for two air tickets to the United States." Pan Ruiyayang smiled.

Although Song Le was in a sad mood, he was touched by Pan Ruiya's cold humor.It was late at night when the two walked out of the airport, and the north wind was blowing.Fortunately, there is a down jacket to protect the body, which keeps the severe cold out of the body.

"Where are you going? I'll see you off. I drove." Seeing Song Le walking in the opposite direction to her, Pan Ruiya stopped her.

"I've troubled you all the way, I'm sorry to continue to trouble you now." Song Le showed an awkward smile on his face, and walked forward sideways.

"Let's go, accompany me to get the car. I don't know the night road at the airport." Pan Ruiya hooked her hands, stood where she was, and looked at Song Le.

Song Le hesitated for a while, and finally followed Pan Ruiya to the parking lot.Her head is still a mess, and she doesn't have the energy to sort out many things, all she knows is that now she has returned to the way she didn't know Li Wanbing a year ago, like a bird that just met Questions will bury their heads in the ostrich in the mound.But the only thing that changed was that she began to think about her future, the future that only belonged to her.

Song Le was silent all the way, and his face was not very good-looking. Pan Ruiya could sense Song Le's depressed mood.She drove the car downstairs to the apartment where Li Wanbing lived.Seeing that Song Le had already lost his mind, he couldn't help saying.

"I'll wait for you downstairs, go up and get your things and go to my place."

Only then did Song Le wake up from his contemplation, yes, looking at the building in front of him, he felt a sense of sadness in his heart, what reason could he have to live here?Thinking about it makes it ridiculous, but still retaining the only self-esteem in his heart, he forced a smile on his face and said to Pan Ruiya.

"Boss Pan, don't bother you, I have other places to go besides this."

"I'll wait for you downstairs, my patience is limited." Pan Ruiya closed her eyes, not looking at Song Le, her tone was firm.

Song Le sighed slightly, and wanted to say something, but turned silent again, closed the car door, and walked out of the car.

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In the next few days, Song Le seemed to be isolated from the world, shutting himself in the room, not reading newspapers, not daring to watch TV, not to mention surfing the Internet, turning off his mobile phone, as if the world had evaporated.Pan Ruiya also seemed to be fine, and stayed with her every day.From time to time, she would throw several sets of test papers in English to her, and Song Le also just spent all his time and energy on how to solve one problem after another that he had never seen before.

The visa was issued one month after Li Wanbing's engagement banquet. Pan Ruiya opened the door with the visa and entered Song Le's room. The room was full of books, and Pan Ruiya could hardly find a place to move her feet.And Song Le, who was sitting in front of the window, was biting the tip of his pen, concentrating on thinking.

"Have you figured it out yet?" Pan Ruiya walked up to Song Le on tiptoe. After a while, Song Le slapped his forehead and flew on the paper.

Writing the code program quickly, he couldn't help asking softly.

"Well, I finally figured it out. As long as this process is added to the program, it should be able to save the calculation time and the amount of memory occupied by the program." Song Le continued without looking up.It may be true as others have said, the heart is empty, but the head is clear.Only in the world of codes, programs, and systems can she forget the pain and time for a short time.

"The visa has been approved." Pan Ruiya put the passport in front of Song Le. Of course, Song Le didn't know how much Pan Ruiya spent to get her passport issued in a short time after the Chinese New Year.

"When are we leaving?" Song Le raised his head, looked at Pan Ruiya, and asked calmly.

"I booked a ticket for the day after tomorrow." Pan Ruiya leaned on the desk, looking at Song Le.

"Okay." Song Le replied very simply.

"Before that, is there anything else you want to do? The air ticket to return to China is very expensive, and I don't think you will be able to return to City A in a short time." Pan Ruiya noticed the memory in Song Le's eyes and continued to ask .

"No. I just want to leave as soon as possible." Song Le lowered her eyes and put down the pen in her hand. The excitement of just doing the question disappeared within a second.Sure enough, she thought she could let go generously, but she still couldn't let go.

"I heard that she has returned to City A. If you want to see her, you can already see her by the apartment." Pan Ruiya hesitated for a moment, and finally told Song Le.

A wave flashed in Song Le's eyes, and then turned calm, but his heart was surging like the sea.She tugged at the corner of the desk, her knuckles were slightly white.The longing in my heart is screaming, let's go see her again, even if it's a sneak peek across the street, even if it's just one glance, she still yearns so much, misses her so much, and wants to see her so urgently.

☆, 177 staying together and separating (nine)

Although Song Le shook her head and rejected Pan Ruiya's proposal, her heart was terribly entangled. It would be fine if others didn't mention Li Wanbing's name, but once it was mentioned, the name would keep circling in her head like a curse, never stop.

In the evening, after the two had dinner, Song Le continued to do homework in the room, while Pan Ruiya watched TV in the living room.Suddenly, the door of Song Le's room opened suddenly. Pan Ruiya, who was sitting in the living room, was taken aback, and her eyes fell on Song Le who was standing at the door.

"I'm a little thirsty, I want to buy some drinks." Song Le avoided Pan Ruiya's eyes, changed his shoes in a hurry, closed the door and went out, not giving Pan Ruiya time to talk to her.Pan Ruiya sat on the sofa and smiled helplessly. Song Le might have forgotten that because she didn't go out for a month, Pan Ruiya had a full supply of goods in the refrigerator.She silently despised this child in her heart, why couldn't she even find a better excuse.

Song Le rushed out of the door, her heart was beating wildly, she took two deep breaths, put on the hat of her windbreaker, and ran downstairs quickly.Yes, she said she didn't want to see her, but she couldn't do it in her heart.I haven't seen Li Wanbing for more than a month, and her love for her has not diminished at all, on the contrary, it has become more and more crazy like a rebound.Yes, she is greedy for Li Wanbing's embrace, obsessed with the familiar smell on her body.She wished she could hug that woman tightly in the next second, forever.

The whizzing car passed by her ears, Song Le stopped, and wanted to take a step, but his feet couldn't move like lead.She squatted on the side of the road, breathing heavily.In the lively and bustling urban area, crowded with people, passers-by passed by her.

"Little girl, are you alright?" the kind passer-by asked concerned when he saw Song Le squatting on the ground with a pale face.

"It's okay." Song Le waved her hands and buried her face in her clothes so that no one could see her expression at the moment.To see, not to see.Even if you go, you may not be able to see it.Many kinds of thoughts swirled in her mind.But in the end, he still walked downstairs to Li Wanbing's apartment by some strange coincidence.

The night in City A was cold, Song Le looked up at the upstairs, counting up each floor, trying to see if the lights in Li Wanbing's apartment were on and if she was at home.Just as she was raising her head, her neck ached from counting, she heard a cold voice behind her.Hearing this voice again, Song Le felt like a lifetime away.She never expected that the two would meet like this after going through such an embarrassing breakup.She just felt as if her body was being acupunctured, unable to move.She didn't remember how she turned her head, how she looked at Li Wanbing squarely.But she still tried her best to maintain the demeanor she should have, and said generously.

Song Le stared at Li Wanbing, whom she was thinking about day and night, her face seemed to be paler than her own. After looking around, she didn't find Chen Qitian, which made Song Le feel a little strange.Replace the sentence that I wanted to say, hello.

"are you OK?"

"En." Li Wanbing pursed her lips, gave a light grace, and looked at Song Le with a faint smile on her lips.

"I, my plane the day after tomorrow is going to the United States. I want to see this place before I leave. So, I don't want to disturb your life. Don't worry, I won't pester you." Song Le was nervous and incoherent, and she tried her best to defend herself But at this moment, her face was flushed red. Whenever she faced Li Wanbing, her heartbeat would always be abnormally fast, which made her brain a little confused.

"En." Li Wanbing still gave a faint grace, making Song Le unable to see her inner emotions.

"Also, I want to apologize to you about my father. My father's wishes shouldn't be imposed on you, and you have been wronged. I'm sorry." Song Le took a deep breath, spinning this month in her head All the words were poured out.

"Song Le, I should be the one who should say I'm sorry." Li Wanbing still had a faint smile on her face. In the cold wind, she was so slender that Song Le had a strong desire to hold her in her arms. impulse.She could feel that Li Wanbing's mood was not high, she could smell the sadness on Li Wanbing's body, but she didn't know that it was caused by the imminent separation from her, she thought it all came from Li Wanbing's guilt.

"It's over, and it's over. I'm going to the United States to start my new life. I heard that there is a palace in the IT industry, and I can just go and exercise." She opened the corners of her mouth and tried to raise her head laugh.She wanted to show herself as indifferent as possible, so that Li Wanbing would feel less guilty.

"America is a good place, you should go out and see the world." Li Wanbing said, pursing her lips.Should she be thankful that the child left her after all as she wished, or should she be upset that she could let go of herself so easily.Li Wanbing didn't have an answer in her heart.

"It's getting late, you should go back earlier." Song Le tried to raise a smiling face and looked at Li Wanbing, but his heart had been wounded one after another.She understood her feelings so clearly in her heart, how she was willing to say goodbye to Li Wanbing, how she was willing to be separated from her.

"Well, I wish you all the best in the United States." Li Wanbing said in the most flat tone after deliberating for a long time.But Song Le couldn't see that the hand she put in her pocket had already pinched the skin of her fingers.

"Thank you." There is still a sunny smile on Song Le's face. She hopes that she who will always bring happiness to Li Wanbing can stay in Li Wanbing's mind, although in the future, Li Wanbing may not remember her. character.

Li Wanbing nodded lightly, turned around and prepared to go back.But he heard Song Le's slightly hasty voice behind him.

"Wait." Li Wanbing hesitated a little, but turned her head around.Seeing Song Le looking at him with a smile on his face, he asked in a cautious tone.

"So, at the end, can I hug you again?" Li Wanbing met those affectionate eyes, and her heart was tumbling violently. Before she nodded, she felt that she was tightly wrapped in a warm embrace.Smelling that familiar scent, Li Wanbing subconsciously put her arms around Song Le's shoulders.But when she still wanted to hug the child well, Song Le let go of her hand before she turned around and left quickly.She walked very quickly, and her hasty back made Li Wanbing feel sore in her heart.Is that the end?She asked herself repeatedly in her heart, did the relationship between her and Song Le come to an end at this moment?She took two steps forward, trying to catch up with the child's footsteps, but when she stepped out, she took them back again.What Song Le just said to her echoed in her mind.I'm going to America to start my new life.But her heart pulled suddenly, and the pain was severe.Yes, she is only 22 years old, she deserves to have a dazzling and bright life, and she is over [-] years old, and the path she should take in the future is already planned. It is impossible for her to give up Hongda, which her father worked hard for, and Song Happy to go to America.And she can't see Song Le giving up her bright future of being able to go to the United States to show her talents for her to stay in City A.Since everything is as she planned, how can she destroy it?Destroy this child's new life.It wasn't until the child's back disappeared at the corner of the street that Li Wanbing turned around as if she had lost her soul. She smiled, a very sad smile. After losing Song Le, what was left of her now.

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That night, Song Le didn't go back. She sat on the corner of the street, drank a few bottles of wine, and got very drunk. She wanted to tell herself that from today onwards, she must live soberly and earnestly every day from now on.

When I boarded the plane to the United States, I watched the people who saw me off at the airport with tears in their eyes, reluctantly saying goodbye.Hugged and hugged, walked a few steps, turned around, and looked again.At this moment, Song Le felt that he was surprisingly relaxed and free from worries.There is no one to miss, nothing to worry about, as if three thousand worries have been cut off.At an altitude of tens of thousands of feet, Song Le silently made up his mind in his heart.If she doesn't do well, she will never come back here again.

When she arrived in the United States, due to the jet lag and her emotional state, she fell into a coma for two days when she got off the plane and landed.When I woke up, I found that I was already in another country, and everything around me was so strange.I am not used to it, because Pan Ruiya takes good care of herself, from basic necessities of life to school and career.Pan Ruiya introduced the famous overseas Jack to herself.What surprised her was that Jack also knew her, and had already seen her design works and her ideas.At the beginning of the next semester, Jack made an exception and made her a member of his institute.And Pan Ruiya was directly summoned by the president of Microsoft, and became the director of the new technology research and development department by airborne, and worked with Jack to develop new technologies.

After following Jack, Song Le suddenly realized that what she had studied in the four years of college was just superficial, and all the things she was exposed to now were technologies at the top of the pyramid. Song Le lamented that she knew less and less, and needed to learn more. more and more.Every day, Song Le only ends up in two places, either the library or the research room.When she went to the library, she began to translate the handouts and books that Jack had published over the years one by one, carefully understood them, and then immediately went to the laboratory to experiment with the effects when she had ideas and ideas.Pan Ruiya will also bring back Microsoft's internal confidential program plans for her to study, and for Song Le, these things are like a strong medicine for a dying person, which can make her excited for a full month.

Time flies, Song Le's life is full and busy except for the empty window of emotion. Looking back at her former self, she feels small, like a frog in a well.Now she is standing at the top of the world's technology, watching the technology she researched being adopted as the core technology by American lethal technology companies one after another, the indescribable sense of accomplishment makes her feel proud of herself.

Unknowingly, the weather turned from cold to hot. At this time, Song Le was walking on the campus of Harvard University, with snowflakes all over the sky, and she realized that it was time for snow again.The Spring Festival in the United States is Christmas, and the campus rarely falls into tranquility.Stepping on the white snow, Song Le felt the coldness of American winter.Back at the apartment shared with Pan Ruiya, I found that Pan Ruiya didn't work overtime today, but returned home early and prepared a sumptuous dinner.

"Merry Christmas." Pan Ruiya smiled, that smile did not have the intrigue in the workplace, and made Song Le want to hug her so kindly.So she stepped forward, hugged Pan Ruiya vigorously, and whispered in her ear.

"Merry Christmas." It may be that two lonely hearts have come to the same strange country, so they are inexplicably close.Song Le has always been grateful to Pan Ruiya, and she doesn't know how to repay this gratitude.After all, I have Pan Ruiya I have, even more than hers.So, what should I give her in return?

"I heard that you received a generous bonus from Jack because of the program developed this time." The two sat opposite each other, chatting cordially like family members.

"Sister Ruiya, your information is too fast." Song Le picked up a chopsticks and picked up a chicken leg and started to eat it.Being with Pan Ruiya never had to take too much into account, the two never gave in to each other when eating, and would even fight over the last piece of chicken, so Song Le had to act quickly to get a good meal.

"This is the living expenses for this month, here you are." Song Le wiped the oil from the corner of his mouth, took out a kraft paper envelope from the pocket of the windbreaker, and pushed it in front of Pan Ruiya.

"I still remember when you came to the United States and told me bitterly that all my belongings were only enough for a plane ticket to the United States." Pan Ruiya picked up the

Envelope, looking at the thick stack of dollar bills inside, laughed.

"It's different now, it's easy to fly back and forth dozens of times." Pan Ruiya narrowed her eyes and continued.

"Haha." Song Le scratched her head in embarrassment and smiled.Indeed, in the past year, she has taken on many projects with Jack, and Jack is generous, but for all the projects that she completed independently, Jack gave her all the project funds without reservation.Let her know how easy it is to make money.The United States is indeed a country full of gold everywhere.

"Since you've earned a lot of bonuses, you don't plan to go back and have a look at the Christmas holiday?" Pan Ruiya raised her head, looked at Song Le and asked calmly.

"There are still a lot of things to be busy at hand. I'm afraid I don't have the time." Song Le picked up another piece of chicken and started to kill it crazily.

"I also heard something recently. Wall Street's venture capitalists are in contact with several domestic technology companies. It seems that HTC and Zia's information are in their hands. If you fancy a company, once you inject capital, Sparrow will be able to It's about to fly to the top of the branch."

"I also heard that Li Wanbing happened to come to the United States for this matter. It happened to be contacted by someone I know, and I happened to know the hotel where she was staying."

When Song Le heard the words Li Wanbing, Song Le suddenly felt that the chicken nuggets in her mouth had become dull, and the violent waves in her heart kept churning, and her hand holding the chopsticks trembled slightly .The strong thoughts in my heart rushed to her overwhelmingly.She raised her head and looked at Pan Ruiya. Without further words, just with this look, Pan Ruiya could smell Song Le's hidden desire in her heart, but was suddenly aroused by herself.

☆, 178 staying together and separating ([-])

"This is the hotel and address where she stayed, as well as the room number." Pan Ruiya leaned back on the chair, and wrote a line of words on the note as gracefully as signing a check.Push it in front of Song Le.Song Le lowered his head, remained silent, and did not look at the contents of the note.Pan Ruiya smiled and shook her head lightly, then stood up and picked up the windbreaker hanging on the back of the chair.

"Sister Ruiya, you plan to go out," Song Le raised his head and found that Pan Ruiya had already put on his windbreaker and walked to the door.

"Of course, why do you have to stay at home for Christmas. It must be to go out and have a carnival." Pan Ruiya blinked playfully, with a teasing smile on the corner of her mouth.He left gracefully.

In the room, only Song Le was left, and the note that might allow her to meet Li Wanbing.She stood up, tried not to look at the note, and went to the kitchen to pour water.In this cold winter, she drank a large glass of cold white water to keep her calm.

But the beating heart that was beating because of Li Wanbing did not slow down.She took two deep breaths to keep herself calm, but when she closed her eyes, her mind was full of Li Wanbing's shadow.Almost a year has passed, and she really wants to know if Li Wanbing is doing well, and she is also very worried about her health, whether she eats on time, whether she often works overtime and stays up late, or goes out to drink and socialize.A lot of things kept spinning in her mind.At the end she wanted to stop, but couldn't.

At this time, she suddenly opened her eyes, quickly wrapped her windbreaker, picked up the note on the table and rushed out of the room as quickly as possible.Yes, her yearning for Li Wanbing did not disappear at all due to the change of time, on the contrary, it became more and more intense, so thick that she couldn't extricate herself from it.Although she was trying her best to restrain herself, she hoped that she would not appear in front of Li Wanbing again and disturb her life.But once you think of her.Even if someone else mentions her name, the longing buried in the bottom of my heart is like a beast breaking free from the cage of an iron prison, which cannot be stopped.

The car was speeding on the empty road. On Christmas night, Americans prefer to stay at home and have a carnival with their relatives. Just like last year's New Year's Eve, scenes of memories played back in her mind.Her eye sockets were bloodshot, and the urge to see Li Wanbing immediately was raging in her heart.That intensity is even stronger than it was a year ago.

The snowflakes are falling more and more, and Song Le can vaguely hear Christmas songs playing in the yard of another house, but Song Le doesn't care, what she longs for most now is to see Li Wanbing again.After traveling for more than two hours, the car finally arrived at the location of the hotel given by Pan Ruiya.Song Le parked the car and ran to the hotel without stopping.He didn't care about the thick snow falling on his face, hair, and body.After breaking into the hotel gate, her glasses were immediately blurred by the warmth in the lobby. She lowered her head and wiped the fog from her glasses.At this time, a blond waiter came to her side and politely asked her if she wanted to book a room.

Song Le talked to her in fluent English, expressed the purpose of her trip, and asked her if a Chinese named Li Wanbing stayed in their hotel, and told her the room numbers one by one.The waiter nodded after checking again.Tell her it's exactly what she says it is.Song Le couldn't hide the excitement on her face. She breathed a sigh of relief and leaned against the hotel counter with a smile that she hadn't seen for a long time. Maybe since she separated from Li Wanbing, she had forgotten how to smile.

"Do you need me to call for you?" the waiter asked politely.

"No need." Song Le smiled wryly and shook his head.Since she knew the room number of Li Wanbing Hotel, she could go up to find her by herself.With that in mind, she walked into the elevator.She began to struggle in her mind, how should she knock on Li Wanbing's door.And if Li Wanbing saw her standing at the door of the room, what kind of expression would she have?Song Le started to practice facing the mirror in the elevator.

"Wan Bing, hello, I happened to pass by and I heard that you came to the United States, so I came to see you. How are you?" Song Le said to the mirror with an embarrassed look. I don't believe it, this reason is too far-fetched.She rubbed her hair annoyedly, sighed, then adjusted her mood and looked at the mirror of the elevator again, with a rare domineering look in her eyes, and continued.

"Wan Bing, yes, that's right, I just miss you very much and know you are here, so I came here immediately with the only purpose of meeting you." After speaking, Song Le did not forget to raise the corners of her mouth to show A confident smile.It seems to have found the lost self-confidence.

"Drip." The elevator door swung open, and at the moment the door opened, a chill came over, and the self-confidence that Song Le had accumulated in an instant disappeared in an instant.She walked out of the elevator dejectedly. If she really met Li Wanbing, how could she say these words.A sense of pessimism welled up in her heart, maybe Li Wanbing didn't want to see her at all.This emotion quickly expanded to the entire brain the moment she surged up.Walking to the gate made of heavy wood, looking at the number of the room above, Song Le raised his hand high, hesitantly never dropping it.She shoved her hands into her pockets and sighed deeply.Turning around, he staggered towards the elevator entrance.Perhaps, Li Wanbing didn't want to see her, and her appearance would only cause trouble for Li Wanbing.She shouldn't be so selfish, just because she wanted to see her, she came rashly regardless of her feelings.Thinking of this, Song Le felt a sharp pain in her heart. She finally made up her mind and turned to leave. Even though she wanted to see Li Wanbing so much in her heart, she didn't want to disturb her life.

The elevator went down to the first floor, Song Le slowly got down from the elevator with drooping face, like a deflated ball.She stood there and glanced at the time. There was still more than an hour before the end of Christmas. She shook her head with a wry smile. This Christmas was destined to be without Li Wanbing, and Li Wanbing would never appear in any future festivals. People had already disappeared from her world a year ago, didn't they?Then what is she expecting.Thinking about it, Song Le's legs couldn't move as if filled with lead.Just standing at the elevator entrance stupidly.

"I'm sorry, miss, can I trouble you to make way?" A gentle male voice suddenly appeared.

Song Le suddenly pulled away from her thoughts, raised her head, and saw a waiter in a uniform looking at her politely.

"Sorry, this lady seems to be very drunk, so I have to take her back to her room." The man politely explained.Song Lezai realized that he had been blocking the elevator entrance, but the elevator door had never been closed.

"Sorry." Song Le blushed, turned sideways, gave way, and thoughtfully helped him press the button, so that the elevator would not be locked because they hadn't entered yet.Just as the elevator doors were about to close, she inadvertently glanced at the woman supported by the waiter.The look of surprise immediately appeared on her face, and at the moment when there was only a gap left in the elevator door, she stretched out her hands and forcefully opened the iron door that was about to close.

The door was pulled open by her in an instant, and the waiter looked at her with the same surprised eyes.

"No, I'm sorry, I know this woman." She usually speaks fluent English, but now she stutters.Her breathing also became short of breath, and the woman she had missed for a long time always came before her eyes when she was at a loss.Always surprised and delighted her.

After a series of conversations with the waiter, Song Le even took out her own ID to prove her relationship with Li Wanbing, and finally took Li Wanbing, who was drunk and unconscious, from the waiter.As the elevator went up, Song Le lowered her head and stared at Li Wanbing who was leaning on her shoulder, her heartbeat was so fast that her eardrums were about to burst.She had fantasized about many ways to meet Li Wanbing again, but she never imagined such a meeting now.Looking at Li Wanbing's face, it seemed to be thinner than a year ago. Holding her shoulders, Song Le silently measured the width of her shoulders, which seemed to be narrower than before.She lowered her head and sniffed the fragrance in Li Wanbing's hair, it was still the familiar and pleasant smell.At this time, Li Wanbing's legs slipped and her body sank, Song Le quickly hugged her tightly, fearing that she would fall.

"Why do you drink so much?" Song Le's tone was helpless, although she knew that the drunk Li Wanbing could not hear her words.When the elevator arrived at the door, Song Le didn't think much, and hugged Li Wanbing up.Song Le felt a pain in her heart, because she could feel that she was lighter than a year ago when she hugged Li Wanbing.Did she take good care of herself? Song Le sighed deeply, asking repeatedly in her heart.After finding it from Li Wanbing's purse and entering the room, Song Le quickly approached the bedroom, carefully placed Li Wanbing on the bed,