(four)

After taking a shower and drying his hair, Chen poured a glass of red wine. He was still sitting on the tatami mat next to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and still watched the traffic. He felt that his body could relax at this time. He closed his eyes and listened to the occasional whistle outside, mixed with other big and small things. low voice

In my mind is An's cold side face, warm smile, the pair of bright eyes that looked at each other when I want to send WeChat, it is Ann with low ponytail, it is Ann with long hair scattered on her shoulders, and her bangs are slightly curled on both sides, it is because she doesn't want to add WeChat The helpless smile that I chose to add is the back view of the person sitting on the dining chair while drinking yogurt with her mobile phone, and it is the melancholy exuded by Ann when she smokes

It's her, it's her, it's all about her

Chen opened his eyes and sipped his red wine, saw the mobile phone on the table, got up to get it, but didn't know what to do with it, put it next to the wine glass

After a while, I picked it up again, clicked on a profile picture that was a photo of a certain actress' atmosphere, clicked on the message interface, chat or a reminder when I just added friends, and a word "An", and Chen replied with a word "Chen", and then no reply

Chen looked at it, and then clicked on Ann's circle of friends. From adding friends to now, Chen didn't know how many times she clicked on Ann's circle of friends. If she had access records, maybe she could restrain herself. Ann's circle of friends is full of food. Yes, drinking, playing, the foodie persona was set by Chen Li just like that, Chen wanted to see if there were any selfies of Ann, but she didn’t see any of them after several times, she wanted to see clearly Ann’s eyes, or if there was a picture of Ann’s selfie. Brilliant pics of laughing, no, it's all about eating

On the other side, Ann and her friend just finished chatting, the friend said good night, and Ann returned Ann

Then click on the circle of friends, swipe to see the note Chen posted a picture, there is red wine in the goblet, the background is the orange light from the street lamp outside the window, click on the profile picture, and enter Chen's circle of friends

"It's her." Ancai realized who it was, looked through Chen's circle of friends, and took a few selfies with him. Although she couldn't fully show Chen's beauty and temperament, she was still glamorous.

Such a beautiful beauty, An is still looking at it with a cold face, how did she do it?

Chen suddenly remembered her last relationship, the boy who was slapped by her and broke up with her. He found her home within a few days. Chen was shocked because she never told any boy where her home was. Maybe Shangguan was bribed, and she later found out that the boy followed her. Chen didn't go out to see him that day, and Chen's father saw him driving the boy home. Chen's mother comforted Chen, fearing that Chen would be afraid

"Is that your boyfriend?" Mother Chen asked

"Divided" Chen was shocked that her mother did not say that she had a puppy love. After all, her mother told her that she hoped that Chen University would talk again and not delay her studies

"Would you like to talk to mom?" Chen's mother put her arm around Chen's shoulder

"He hugged me from behind and I slapped him"

"Why?" Chen's mother was puzzled. If she was in a relationship, hugging was still acceptable. For Chen, who was 17 years old at the time, as long as it wasn't too much, Chen's mother thought it was understandable.

"I don't know." Chen thought for a while, "I don't like it."

"Did he chase you back then?"

Chen nodded

"Do you agree because you like him too?"

"I don't know, I just feel that there is no reason to refuse"

"Wenwen" Chen's mother touched Chen's head, "You refuse if you don't understand"

Chen was stunned, and turned to look at Chen Ma

"People who like you, if you can't find a reason to be together, and you can't find a reason to refuse, don't agree, even though you are only 17, feelings are not just a play, and foreigners are more precocious, and their minds are more open , you don't know how to refuse, if you agree to someone, you have to be responsible for this relationship, otherwise, you are also irresponsible to yourself," Chen Ma said earnestly

"I don't seem to have liked anyone very much, and I didn't feel so uncomfortable because of separation. It seems normal." Chen looked at his mother seriously, expecting to get an answer

"Wenwen" Chen Ma smiled, "Love means that you will be happy when you see this person, you will feel that it is a sunny day, your heart will beat faster, you will miss him, and his words and deeds will affect you."

"That's why I was playing hooligans in my previous relationships." Chen lowered his head and thought

Recalling this incident and thinking of An, Chen suddenly realized that recently, she always thinks of An when she is not working. She only saw this twice and asked for WeChat for the first time. The girl I think of, this girl with a paralyzed face, a girl who looks good when she smiles, this girl who smokes, this girl who adds herself and doesn’t chat with herself, do you like this state? Do you like a state that you don't even know?Do you like Ann? ?

Wait, in this state, do I like her?do i like girlsA girl I've never met before.Is it too sudden?am i gay

Chen was a little dazed. Although he had seen a lot abroad, he never thought that he would like girls one day.After nearly ten years since my last relationship, I fell in love with a girl.

Chen raised his head and looked at the ceiling, what's wrong with me?what do I do?

After thinking for a moment, I picked up my phone and started Baidu "Is homosexuality a disease?" The answer was no, and it had been removed from mental illness, and I saw some related searches. Same-sex marriage is legal in some countries, why is same-sex marriage not legalized in China and Which places in the country have the largest proportion of homosexuals

After watching it for two or three hours, Chen felt that he couldn’t fall asleep anymore. One was what he should do, and the other was that he hadn’t seen Ann for a long time. Recently, he was busy with all aspects of the brand’s new launch. There will be a chance to meet, Chen. Lying on the bed, facing the ceiling, I still can't accept myself now, but I can't help but think of Ann

what do I do?Chen wondered when he fell asleep

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