Yuan Qi walked out the door quickly and sat in the car, only then did he dare to let go of his guard, no longer pretending to be calm, but the black face gritted his teeth and endured the pain from his shoulder, his forehead was dripping with sweat, and his heart was barren.

He looked coldly at the mansion enclosed behind the railing, and the flowers and plants in the yard seemed to be mocking him silently.

Yuan Shen has always been dismissive of himself. To him, this son is not even comparable to the fish he raises.

Yuan Qi put his hands on the steering wheel and clenched his fists tightly. The blue veins in those hands with clear bones were particularly clear because of the tension.

The mother secretly gave birth to herself, then found Yuan Shen, and exchanged herself for a large sum of money. Yuan Shen was a public figure at that time, and had to obey for the sake of fame.

But he hated himself since he was a child, until later, when he was five years old, he accidentally became a child star when he was shooting commercials. With value, he was thrown into the entertainment circle by Yuan Shen to fend for himself, and became a tool for him to make money.

Every time I see Yuan Shen, those bad things will come back to my heart, beat his scarred heart over and over again, tell him how ridiculous his existence is, how humble, how wrong and ignorant .

A child who was unpopular at birth, like myself, never dared to ask for anything extravagantly since he was a child.When he was a child, he was stupid and wanted to curry favor with him, but he never gave himself a good face, and there were not a few things like today where he raised his hand and hit him.

This child came so suddenly, Lu Jincheng probably wouldn't welcome him either, Yuan Qi hesitated, would he be as unwelcome as he was born?

Moreover, I am not sure to love a life, because I have never been loved, so I cannot grasp this emotion, and I cannot guarantee that I can be responsible for him.

Children should be born in the expectation of their parents.

Perhaps, not keeping him is the best choice, because if it is possible to choose, I would rather not be born.

Yuan Qi's face was moved, and the hazy mist in his heart seemed to reveal a bright light, guiding a bright path, this child cannot be kept.

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After returning from the desert, he had to go back to the film and television base after three days of rest to film the plot. On the night before joining the group, Shen Ping sent a message to Yuan Qi, inviting him to a gathering at home.

Yuan Qi was reluctant to refuse, after all, except for the meeting at the wedding, he had never seen him again.

I don't know if he has been taken care of during this time. That man doesn't look like he is very good at taking care of others. When he is stern, he looks like a serious teacher.

But Shen Ping said that he is a doctor in the city hospital, whether it is a teacher or a doctor, in short, that person is not like someone who can take good care of Shen Ping, Yuan Qi doesn't understand, how is he worse than him?

He drove there, and on the way, he deliberately turned to Shen Ping's favorite cake shop to buy a mango mille-feuille. Shen Ping likes to eat these desserts very much, but Yuan Qi never eats them.

Arriving downstairs at Shen Ping's house, Yuan Qi had just parked the car and walked to the elevator, when he saw Lu Jincheng who had arrived at the same time as him, he couldn't help turning his head and feeling depressed, the road is narrow?

He carried the transparent package and entered the elevator on his own.

The elevator door was about to close, and Lu Jincheng quickly stepped forward and squeezed in. There was a white bandage wrapped around his forehead. It was obvious that the injury hadn't healed yet, but he was wearing formal clothes, full of sense of disobedience.

Yuan Qi didn't tidy himself up much. When he came, he was wearing a coffee-colored loose sweater. His hair was unkempt, and his hair looked small and well-behaved.

"What a coincidence." Lu Jincheng paused first, and then took the initiative to greet him.

Yuan Qi responded indifferently, not even bothering to raise his eyelids to look at him, and said sullenly: "It's a coincidence."

He didn't like him in the first place, but after learning that he was pregnant, Yuan Qi had a bad impression of him, full of resistance in his heart, and took a few steps back without any trace, keeping a safe distance from him.

Noticing his small movements, Lu Jincheng's eyes darkened, and he didn't say anything more.

After getting off the elevator, Lu Jincheng rang the doorbell, and Yuan Qi followed behind him. The atmosphere between the two was extremely awkward, and no one paid attention to the other along the way.

"You two came together? Come in quickly." Shen Ping seemed surprised that they both arrived at the same time, he quickly opened the door and invited them in.

Yuan Qi took the initiative to step forward and handed him the mango layer he mentioned: "The one you like the most."

"Thank you!" Shen Ping took it with a smile, "I've wanted to eat this for a long time!"

After Yuan Qi changed his shoes, he felt that someone was watching him, and he didn't need to think about it to know that it was Lu Jincheng who blamed him for stealing his limelight this time.

This kind of concept that when you are a rival in love, you have to compete in everything has subtly become a common habit between yourself and him.

In Yuan Qi's impression, Shen Ping's husband was always serious and refused people thousands of miles away, but this time it was different, when he heard them coming in, he hurriedly came out of the kitchen with a spatula to say hello, wearing a floral apron , Yuan Qi pursed his lips, this is what fans said about the cute contrast!The impression of him is also a little better.

"Hello."

"I'm bothering you." Yuan Qi nodded to him, even though he was a rival in love with the person in front of him, he still had a decent smile on his face.

Now, he has no dislike for this person.

Lu Jincheng on the side couldn't smile when he saw this man, his face was darkened, and he clenched his fists, wishing he could rush up and beat him to the ground in the next second.

"Shall I drink tea? My husband doesn't let me drink, so there's nothing in the refrigerator! Hey..." Even though Shen Ping said that, he had a bright smile on his face, full of happiness.

Yuan Qi was stunned for a moment, a little sour, Shen Ping seldom said such words, like a child complaining that his mother didn't let him eat candy, so childish, but it's not hard to see that he enjoys this kind of sweet control.

After thinking about it, he should be very happy now, so the situation is not too bad.

"I'll ask someone to send you a few boxes!" Lu Jincheng said bluntly, Yuan Qi tilted his head speechlessly, and looked at him with caring and mentally retarded eyes. This person is really rough, can't understand that others are showing affection?

"Drinking tea is very good, try my craft." Shen Ping said, brewing it skillfully, and then poured them two cups.

After a while, the meal was ready, and the four of them sat down around the round table. The atmosphere was gloomy. Shen Ping adjusted the atmosphere and said a few words, Yuan Qi would echo a few words, and Lu Jincheng was sullen and dull from beginning to end. sound, and still remember to stare at He Chu from time to time.

Mr. He served Shen Ping food peacefully, and quietly listened to the back and forth conversation between the two, completely ignoring the resentful gazes from the opposite person.

"I decided to prepare for pregnancy in a while, so I'll prescribe some medicine." When Shen Ping talked about this topic, his cheeks were flushed, he looked at He Chu, and smiled shyly.

Seeing his appearance, the three people present immediately thought of what kind of medicine he was talking about, and immediately had different expressions.

Yuan Qi's heart was even more turbulent, he really knew that thing very well, that medicine was mistakenly given to him by Fang Zhi as a hangover medicine.

"No, I'd better choose an incubator for cultivation. It's skilled and risk-free. I don't want you to have to bear the burden of giving birth." Dr. He adjusted his glasses and put a piece of fish that was picked out in his bowl. The decision he just said.

"But I think..."

What else did Shen Ping want to say, He Chu interrupted him, and said in an indisputable tone: "Male pregnancy is a new technology, the indicators are not perfect, the risk is too high, and the artificial breeding room is very good, just It's more expensive, but compared to your safety, it's not important."

Yuan Qi lowered his head to eat, and tightened his hands holding the chopsticks, feeling depressed for a while, is there still a risk?It seems that abortion is urgent, and we can arrange it as soon as possible.

"Oh, by the way, I brought you meals yesterday, and I heard from the nurse Xiaobai that the superior ruled that men are not allowed to have abortions? Why?" Shen Ping suddenly remembered this and asked curiously.

"Well, women may have unintended pregnancies, so abortion is not prohibited, but men must take medicine to conceive, and they only take medicine when they are sure they want a child. Generally, there is no such thing as unintended pregnancy, and now the fertility rate needs to be increased, so the hospital does not give it. Men undergo abortions, and medical abortion is strictly controlled, and women now need a doctor’s certificate to buy medicine.”

He Chu explained slowly, hitting Yuan Qi's heart every word, making him more suffocated. In this way, the psychological construction he had done before collapsed, this child, does he still have to do it?When the old man found out, he was afraid he would die of anger.

"Yuan Qi, what's the matter with you?" Seeing him shaking his head, Shen Ping's expression became more and more strange, and he asked him.

Yuan Qi waved his hand: "It's okay."

He chewed the food in his mouth mechanically, thinking about how to solve this ridiculous thing.

The taste of the food in his mouth was magnified infinitely, chewing and chewing made him feel more disgusting, a sour feeling surged from his stomach, and the uncontrollable feeling of vomiting hit, Yuan Qi covered his mouth and got up and ran to the bathroom.

He bent down and vomited down the toilet a few times, vomiting out all the food he ate just now, until his stomach was empty and the feeling of vomiting didn't stop.

He turned on the tap to wash his face, looked up at himself in the mirror, his face was gloomy and sad.

He scratched his hair irritably, it wasn't that he couldn't keep it, but he was so afraid that this child would become his second self after birth, would Lu Jincheng hate this child as much as Yuan Shen hated himself?And I have never felt family affection, will I be able to become a qualified father?

These worries were all in his heart, stuck in his mind and unable to vent, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

"Hey, are you okay?" Lu Jincheng came over at some unknown time, stood at the door and asked, he seemed very distressed, and added: "It's not that I'm worried about you, I just have to go to the bathroom."

Yuan Qi felt extremely uncomfortable, he was in no mood to argue with him, turned around indifferently, and said weakly: "It's nothing, I just have a bad stomach."

After speaking, he was about to go out, Lu Jincheng frowned, blocked the door and looked at him up and down: "Are you losing weight? Why didn't I know you have a stomach problem? Do you want to go to the hospital?"

Hearing the hospital, Yuan Qi panicked for a while, raised his head hastily, and said hastily: "No, don't meddle in your own business, get up and go."

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