My deskmate absolutely has a crush on me

Xie Le'an pushed the trolley to the downstairs of the teaching building alone. In the early autumn night, the wind was already a bit cold, and the thin summer school uniform could no longer resist the cold wind.

"Xie Le'an!"

Sheng Ling's voice sounded from behind, Xie Le'an stopped unconsciously, and in the next second, a big boy with tall legs and long legs had already chased after him.

After running these few steps, Sheng Ling's face was not red and his heart was not beating. He didn't even take a breath, and asked Xie Le'an directly: "Are you angry with me?"

Xie Le'an suddenly felt embarrassed that his secret mind had been exposed, so he quickly denied it: "No, why should I be angry?"

"How do I know?" Sheng Ling asked back, "But you didn't bring me breakfast this morning."

Xie Le'an turned his eyes away, and explained in a low voice: "I forgot, and I...haven't eaten either."

This is the truth, because he thought too much at night, couldn't fall asleep, and got up late in the morning, so he didn't have time to buy breakfast for Shengling.

Sheng Ling didn't know whether he believed it, and continued to state Xie Le'an's "crime": "You don't talk to me, I talk to you, and you are unhappy, aren't you angry?"

"I didn't." Xie Le'an quietly clenched his fists and insisted stubbornly.

After saying this, Xie Le'an didn't want to quarrel with him anymore about whether he was angry or not, so he changed the subject on purpose. He looked behind Sheng Ling and asked, "Aren't you going with Huang Jingjing?"

"Is it because of this?"

Suddenly, Sheng Ling didn't answer Xie Le'an's question directly, but asked him instead.

Xie Le'an understood, and immediately felt a little ashamed. His tone just now sounded like he was angry because Sheng Ling and Huang Jingjing were getting close.

Xie Le'an was distressed that he had said the wrong thing, and he didn't want to see Shengling again, so he turned his head and wanted to leave.

But as soon as he turned around, Sheng Ling grabbed his wrist.

The moment he grabbed his wrist, Sheng Ling had a feeling of enlightenment. He had confirmed his guess. Xie Le'an was very sensitive to noticing a little change in himself the day before, and remembered it in his heart.

Unexpectedly, Xie Le'an would be able to detect just a little bit of deliberate alienation, like a small animal, with sensitive intuition and heavy defense.

At this moment, Sheng Ling remembered the conversation he had with Huang Jingjing during dinner last night.

Yesterday, Sheng Ling heard Zheng Yan and Cheng Rong's discussion in the toilet, and realized that if Xie Le'an was always so close to him, bad words would be spread.

Sheng Ling himself doesn't care, he thinks playing with Xie Le'an is very happy, but after all, Xie Le'an likes him, if he always treats him as a friend, it will inevitably cause him to misunderstand.

Xie Le'an is a boy, if he misunderstood deeply, and someone really found out some clues, some vicious words would follow.Originally, Xie Le'an finally integrated into the class with great difficulty.

So is there a way to make Xie Le'an gradually lose his liking for him and continue to be friends with him?

Sheng Ling has been worrying about this problem until dinner time, Huang Jingjing said that the two of them went to dinner alone, it looked like they were on a date.These words gave Sheng Ling a flash of inspiration.

If... If Xie Le'an knew that he was with someone else, he would silently put away his feelings, right?

Before he had time to think about it, Sheng Ling's brain twitched, and he said to Huang Jingjing, "Do me a favor, Jingjing."

Huang Jingjing noticed that his expression became serious, and she also became serious: "What's the matter, if I can help."

"Pretend to be a couple with me for a while."

Sheng Ling threw this sentence out like a bomb.

Huang Jingjing suddenly opened her eyes wide.

Her heart beat fast for a moment, and then she calmed down quickly.She took a sip of the tea on hand, then looked at Sheng Ling: "Why?"

Sheng Ling was a little embarrassed: "Recently, a person liked me. He didn't say it, but I knew it. I don't like him, and I can't respond to his feelings, but I feel very comfortable staying with him."

He tapped on the table, using this little action to relieve the embarrassment in his heart: "I don't want him to waste his feelings with me all the time, but I want to continue to be friends with him."

"So you think that pretending to be with me will make the other party quit?" Huang Jingjing immediately responded.

Sheng Ling really thought so, but he didn't have the nerve to say it directly, so he just gave Huang Jingjing a look.

Huang Jingjing understood Sheng Ling's eyes, she held the teacup in both hands, and fell silent.

Then she asked, "Why me?"

Why Huang Jingjing? Sheng Ling hadn't considered this question, but when she asked, Sheng Ling immediately had an answer in his mind.

"Because you are the girl I know best." Sheng Ling replied, "We are friends. It would be very troublesome to find someone else."

The last trace of hope in Huang Jingjing's eyes was also extinguished, she lowered her head and did not continue to ask further questions.

Half a minute later, the girl seemed to have finally finished her inner struggle and raised her head again.

"I'm sorry, Sheng Ling," she said, "I can't help you with this."

Hearing her say that, Sheng Ling was actually not surprised at all, he had already foreseen this answer during the short period of her silence.

"It's okay, that's what I said." Sheng Ling wanted to turn the page while talking.

Huang Jingjing was a little emotional at this time, she looked the same as usual, but the speed of her speech became much faster, making people feel that she was slightly indignant.

She said: "Shengling, if you really don't like that person, just wait until she confesses to you and just reject her. Don't do unnecessary things, okay?"

Sheng Ling was taken aback for a moment, and Huang Jingjing continued talking.

"If you make up your own mind, it will only make that person distressed. If I promise you, I will also get involved in trouble. In short, I will not pretend to be a couple with you. It is not good for us. "

Sheng Ling was a little embarrassed: "Sorry, I was too anxious."

Huang Jingjing stared at the water glass in her hand, not daring to look up at Sheng Ling, she asked, "Do you really not like her?"

It seems that he cares so much about the other party's feelings, but he also has to think about whether he has delayed the other party, and is worried that the other party will be hurt because of it.

"I don't like it." Sheng Ling replied quickly, "I'm just afraid that I can't even be friends with him."

"Yeah, if we break the news, we can't even be friends." Huang Jingjing said with a sigh.

Huang Jingjing didn't know who the person Sheng Ling was talking about who had a crush on him was. She was terrified in her heart, afraid that Sheng Ling was referring to herself, and what she said today was just side-firing at herself.After all, the only girl who has a good relationship with Sheng Ling is himself.

If Sheng Ling really knew that she liked him and still humiliated herself like this, then she would feel that she was blind to like such a person.

But if that person is not me, then... who is it?It made Sheng Ling cherish the relationship with the other party so much.

Huang Jingjing didn't dare to make a conclusion, if she really wanted to find out whether the person Sheng Ling was talking about was her, she would undoubtedly have to take the initiative to expose her liking for him.

For a moment, Huang Jingjing thought, she might as well tell Sheng Ling that she likes him and force him to give her an answer.

But in the end Huang Jingjing realized that she still didn't have enough courage, Sheng Ling didn't like her, this fact was very clear at this moment.

So what if I said it, I didn't even have to make friends.

Soon, Huang Jingjing calmed down all her emotions, her tone returned to normal, and she said to Sheng Ling:

"If that person doesn't confess to you, just pretend you don't know anything and continue to treat her as a friend. Maybe that's what she wants too?"

After speaking, Huang Jingjing put down the food she hadn't eaten, got up and left.

Back on this cool autumn night, Sheng Ling grabbed Xie Le'an's wrist, and suddenly he figured out everything.

Why do I have to think so much? I like to stay with Xie Le'an. Even if Xie Le'an likes me, it doesn't mean that he will definitely confess to himself, nor does it mean that he will definitely want to develop a relationship with himself.

Maybe Xie Le'an just wanted to stay with him, see, I just alienated him for a day, and he lost his temper with him.

Since they both just want to be together, why bother.

The fact that Xie Le'an likes him is not a big deal to him, Sheng Ling will not be troubled by Xie Le'an's wishes, let alone feel disgusted by him.

That's enough. Although I can't respond to him, at least I can continue to treat him as a good friend until Xie Le'an speaks clearly.

Sheng Ling squeezed Xie Le'an harder and harder, and he cried softly: "It hurts!"

Sheng Ling didn't let go, but pulled him over, and said to him without doubt: "Go home together, and we will all go home together in the future."

"Xie Le'an, don't be angry." Sheng Ling lied without changing his face, "Huang Jingjing's family didn't have time to pick her up yesterday. In special circumstances, I will help out as a friend."

"I'll go with you in the future, do you hear me?" Sheng Ling said forcefully.

Just... a special case?Xie Le'an stared at Sheng Ling blankly.

He didn't know whether he should believe Sheng Ling's explanation, but he knew that when he heard Sheng Ling say that they would all go home together in the future, his mood suddenly felt better.

The uncomfortable feeling that had been stagnant in my chest for the past two days disappeared instantly.

"You, you are not with Huang Jingjing..." Xie Le'an couldn't hold back, and asked anyway, he hesitated, embarrassed to say, "That's, you weren't with her?"

Sheng Ling took the trolley from him, and replied naturally: "Of course I'm not with her."

After saying this, Sheng Ling added: "I don't fall in love early, I want to go to university."

Sheng Ling said while observing Xie Le'an's expression.

I saw Xie Le'an finally showing a smile without any grievances, the dimple on the corner of his mouth was particularly conspicuous.

"Well, you can't fall in love early, no." Xie Le'an said.

The author says:

A good boy cannot fall in love early~