It turns out that I am not a cannon fodder

In the end, Liran followed Gu Sichuan back home, the two of them each cleaned up their emotions, and tried their best to pretend that nothing happened, but compared to when they came, both of them were much more silent.

Gu Sichuan was very irritable.He didn't know what went wrong between him and Random, ever since he helped Ye Yining leave first, there seemed to be an additional barrier between the two, as if there was an invisible wall between them , he wanted to push it away, but couldn't do it.

On the way back, I picked up a phone call at random. It was Mama Xu who called him. Hearing that he had come to City C, I asked him to visit the orphanage. The one reopened after returning to my hometown from City B, is located in the south of City C, some distance from the TV station.

"Thank you for taking in these two days," he casually hooked the corners of his mouth, trying to make himself look the same as before.

"Are you leaving? It's so late?" Gu Sichuan looked at the sky outside, the night was as black as ink, without a trace of stars.

"..." Random obviously also saw the sky outside, he was silent for a while, but he was still reluctant after all... "Can I stay another night?"

"Of course!" Gu Sichuan's eyes lit up, and he said impatiently, "Would you like to take a bath... definitely, you should wash first..."

"Okay," he pursed his lips casually, he felt that it was wrong for him to do this, he faintly felt Gu Sichuan's thoughts for him, but he didn't say anything, so he pretended that he didn't know.

But he was still tangled in his heart. He didn't have a specific idea of ​​how much the plot would affect him. He didn't know whether he could avoid his own fate as cannon fodder in the end, and whether he wanted to change Gu Sichuan's fate...

"Alas..." He sighed casually, he has no one to complain about, except Tiantian, but he couldn't contact Tiantian within ten meters of the protagonist.

I tossed and turned randomly all night, but I didn't think about anything, I just felt a headache, and finally decided not to think about it, just take one step at a time and let nature take its course.

The next day, Gu Sichuan had work and wanted to see Xu's mother, so the two parted ways at the door of their house.

He casually pulled the suitcase, put on the mask and hat, took a taxi and walked to the south of City C.

After leaving Gu Sichuan, he was able to contact Tiantian again. In the taxi, he sat in the back row casually, and when he got in the car, he began to close his eyes and rest his mind. In addition, he was separated from the driver in the front row, so if the driver didn't deliberately , did not notice his abnormality.

He contacted Tiantian and told him about his troubles.

"Master, you don't need to think so much. "Tiantian began to enlighten him, "Master, if he avoids his fate of cannon fodder, then Gu Sichuan's aura of the protagonist will definitely disappear, because his aura of the protagonist is based on Ye Yining being the heroine. 』

"What do you mean?" Because he didn't sleep well at night, his mind was buzzing, so his thoughts turned very slowly.

"It means that the master is no longer cannon fodder, then the heroine will not be the heroine, and the hero will not be the hero anymore. 』What Tian Tian said was like a tongue twister, which made the head that was tied up casually even more messy.

"You stroke me bit by bit, a little twist."

"The master is an important cannon fodder on the way for the heroine to become the protagonist. Once the master is no longer the cannon fodder, then the heroine will lose an important part on her way to become the protagonist. Then the heroine will no longer be the protagonist, and the heroine is not the protagonist. Naturally, Gu Sichuan would not be the protagonist, the protagonist of Gu Sichuan exists because of the heroine. 』

"I probably understand. What you mean is that if I'm not cannon fodder, then Ye Yining wouldn't be the protagonist. Is that what you mean? And Ye Yining is not the protagonist, so Gu Sichuan is the male protagonist. Doesn't exist anymore, does it?"

"Yes Master. 』Tiantian was very happy, the master finally understood.

"Okay, I see," he rubbed his forehead casually, he always felt that he had overlooked something, but now his mind was almost a mess, so he gave up and continued thinking.

It took more than an hour to walk from the east of the city to the south of the city, paid the fare at will, and started looking for the address given by Xu's mother.

The reason why he was so anxious was because he remembered one thing, which was mentioned in the book, Mama Xu's death. Of course, according to the records in the novel, Mama Xu's death happened half a year later, almost at the end of December. The cause of death was breast cancer.

The death of Xu's mother was the turning point of the original body's random fate. It can be said that Xu's mother's death established the original body's ending.

According to the time calculation, there should be signs of it now, so he is anxious to take Xu's mother to the hospital for an examination, but Xu's mother is a traditional woman, and she also pursues the idea of ​​​​surviving minor illnesses and resolutely resisting serious illnesses. .So he had to think of a way to persuade Mother Xu to go to the hospital.

Carrying large and small bags casually, and dragging a suitcase in his hand at the same time, after asking several people, he finally found the alley that Xu's mother mentioned.

"Mom!" The original owner always called Mama Xu his mother at random. He loved her and regarded her as his real mother, so he would send money to Mama Xu's card all year round.

"Xiaoyi..." Hearing the casual voice, Mother Xu who was reading to the children raised her head in surprise.

Xu's mother is over half a century old, but her hair is as gray as an old man in her 70s or [-]s, but her face exudes the same kindness as before, making random noses disappear in an instant. She doesn't know whether it is her feelings or the remnants of the original owner. He came down, but seeing this kind mother Xu walking towards him in surprise, he had the urge to hug her.

He did exactly that, he put down the things in his hands, and quickly walked up to her, like a baby swallow returning to its nest, tightly hugging Mother Xu's already crooked body.

"Mom, why have you lost weight? Are you worrying too much?" He casually and intimately held Mother Xu's arm and said softly.

"Where is the weight lost? I weighed it a few days ago, and I have gained several catties." Mama Xu patted her arms casually, then looked at a group of curious children around her, and waved to them , "Come here quickly, this is your brother, feel free to come and call me brother."

"Brother..." There were chattering voices, and he touched this one's head casually, and then the other one, with a sincere smile on his face.

Most of them are children under the age of ten, with the unique innocence of children on their faces, their eyes are clear, and the stars in their eyes are clearly visible, which makes Random feel happy.

"Brother brought you delicious food, come quickly." He said casually with a smile.

He casually distributed the snacks he brought to the children, and then patted the last child's butt to play, watching them run away with a smile, maybe the original owner did the same.

"You, you, what are you doing with so much food? They don't lack food." Xu's mother complained in her tone, but her face was still smiling.

"It's just a little snack, it's not easy to come here empty-handed." Said casually with a smile.

"Why can't you do it empty-handed? I'm very happy that you can come here." Xu's mother patted his hand, her voice was relieved and gentle, "You children have grown up, and I am also old. Seeing you all come and go It makes me so happy!"

The two took advantage of the opportunity to chat about their childhood, mostly Xu's mother was talking and listening casually. Although he knew that the original owner grew up in an orphanage, he didn't know much about the original owner's growth experience.

He found that there were always a few people in the original owner's growth, and they always existed. One was the heroine Ye Yining, and there was another person named Zhang Guoqiang. In the hands of Mrs. Xu in the orphanage, she often came to visit him, and later she brought her own daughter too.

At that time, Random was only three or four years old. He was very thin and a little demented. He couldn't speak and his reaction was slow. According to police officer Zhang, it was because he was frightened.

Later, he had a serious illness, and when he woke up, he became normal, he could talk, and his reaction went smoothly, just like a normal child, but when he asked about his biological mother, he always looked blank. As if she didn't remember anything, Mother Xu didn't take it seriously, thinking that the child might be too young to remember.

Police officer Zhang always sighs, and every time he comes here, he will always touch his head lovingly, and will buy him food, supplies, books and stationery. In Random's heart, Zhang Guoqiang is equal to his father.

He casually lowered his eyes, a thought flashed through his mind, just when he was about to think deeply, Mother Xu's voice pulled him back.

Xu's mother was still talking about her childhood, he mentioned Ye Yining, and also mentioned Ye Yining's kindness in saving his life.He didn't say anything casually, he had doubts about this paragraph, but he wouldn't ask Mother Xu.

The two continued to chat happily, and they talked about the issue of being sick and being hospitalized.Mama Xu told him with emotion, talking about a friend in her hometown. Mama Xu grew up with her.

Two years ago, when Mother Xu returned to City C, she unexpectedly learned that that friend died when she was in her 30s. The cause of death was postpartum hemorrhage. Not only did she die, but the child she gave birth did not survive. Three days, very miserable.

Asking the reason casually, Xu's mother sighed, she said that a woman's childbirth is a journey through the gate of hell, and she might be caught by some little devil and never come back.

What's more, her friend, relying on the fact that she had already given birth to two children, refused to go to the hospital for an obstetric examination, fearing wasting money. In the end, when the doctor gave birth, the doctor told her that the baby was suffocated and needed a caesarean section.

As a result, during the caesarean section, the baby directly tore the uterus apart in order to break free, bleeding profusely on the spot, and failed to survive. The baby was rescued in time, but his body was covered in bruises, and he could not breathe sometimes. The doctor rescued him for a long time, and finally It didn't last three days either.

Xu's mother was very sad, lamenting that life is not easy.

Random felt that this was the right time, so he proposed to ask Mama Xu to have a physical examination. He thought it would go well, but he did not expect to be strongly opposed by Mama Xu.

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