It turns out that I am not a cannon fodder

The two did not speak for a while.

"At that time, how old were you?" Random felt that his throat was a little dry, and he couldn't say what he wanted to say. He thought that he knew it in advance, so he wouldn't be too touched. It is another feeling, this feeling is called empathy.

"17 years old," Gu Sichuan said casually, and continued, "Do you think the matter is over here? No, this matter was spread, so abuse, doubts, and all kinds of so-called black materials emerged endlessly .”

"Is it similar to what I am now?" He said casually with mixed flavors. Does every artist have to go through such a experience?

"Well, what's better than you is that the Internet was not so developed at that time, so the spread was only spread among fans," Gu Sichuan nodded.

"Then you..." He hesitated to speak casually, a little unwilling to expose the scars.

"You want to ask me how I did it, right?" Gu Sichuan smiled nonchalantly, "I was young at the time, and it was when I cared about other people's opinions, so I felt aggrieved, sad, and even self-doubted when I saw this. , and eventually even got depression.”

"Depression?" He widened his eyes casually, in disbelief.

"Well, I didn't notice it at first. I just felt world-weary. I didn't want to do anything or say anything. I just wanted to stay in a place where others couldn't see it, and let me fend for myself."

"What happened later?" He asked casually, this part was not mentioned in the book, and Gu Sichuan was also the protagonist, so how could he make such non-protagonist things known to the world?

"Later, Brother Xu found out that I was wrong. He came to chat with me whenever he had time, but I didn't want to talk to him." Gu Sichuan smiled unconsciously when he remembered what happened at that time, and the past is still vivid in his mind. Bai, Brother Junhao, and Xianyu don't know if they heard what Brother Xu said, but they all come to chat with me whenever they are free."

So a very funny scene happened in TANT, Gu Sichuan sat on the seat with a face of indifference, and several teenagers kept talking like singing a one-man show in front of him.

Thinking about it now, it's both funny and warm.

"It's also thanks to them that I was able to get out," Gu Sichuan said with a smile, "I remember Brother Xu telling me, he said that whether you are in pain, whether you are lost, or even if you can't bear to leave in the end, all of these matters It will not cause any harm to the person who caused the crime. Maybe the other party is still applauding, but it really hurts the people close to me. He asked me if I want to hurt them because of an inexplicable stranger? What do you think? "

"Of course... no," said casually with a smile, his eyes sparkling, as if full of starlight.

"That's it." Gu Sichuan raised his hand and rubbed his curled hair, "I told you this just to tell you, don't hurt those who worry about you and love you for the sake of those who hurt you." That's it. ...

"I know." He blew his head casually and let the other party rub him. He felt warm and sad at the same time. It would be great if the male lead was not the female lead. He would definitely chase him. How could such a good person come across him? Did the hostess go blind?

Gu Sichuan naturally didn't know what Random was saying, so he patted Random on the shoulder.

"So brace yourself, you have one last battle to fight."

"I know, thank you." He pursed his lips casually, and his eyes burst into light, "but before that, I still have to deal with the rumors. Although I don't care much, it's quite annoying to make noise in my ears every day. .”

"It's true, then do it," Gu Sichuan nodded, and rubbed his hair vigorously, "Do whatever you think of, don't regret it."

When they went back to the dormitory, the three of them were all there. They saw that Shuran walked in peacefully all the way, but they felt a sense of calm before the storm.

"Are you okay?" An Linglan walked up to Shuran cautiously, observing his expression, but didn't see anything.

"It's okay," he curled his lips casually, as if something big had happened.

An Linglan blinked, feeling even more uncertain.

"I'm really fine," laughed casually, the expression on his face was very relaxed, which made An Linglan and the others also heave a sigh of relief, seeing the expressions on their faces, a warm current surged in his heart.

What Gu Sichuan said is right, my loss, regret, sadness, and anger have no effect on the person who hurt me, but it hurts the person who cares about me.

"It's fine, don't take what those people say outside, we all believe in you." An Linglan said seriously.

"I know, thank you." He casually hugged An Linglan, thanking him sincerely.

It was time for the tea party in the dormitory again. In fact, it was time for them to chat before going to bed. An Linglan just changed the name to this name the night before, and it was just time for nonsense before.

Although it doesn't happen every day, every time something interesting happens, a game, etc., they will come. The time is variable, but not less than half an hour.

"It's time for the tea party!" An Linglan stood on the chair and announced loudly.

"Bullshit tea party," Hao Yanbin rolled his eyes, "Come down, you stepped on my stool."

"What's wrong with stepping on it, I'm KT, stepping on your stool is your money!" An Linglan's eyes widened, and he retorted angrily, "I won't come down!"

"Okay, if you don't come down again, believe it or not, Yan Bin will beat you down." Fang Siyuan pulled An Linglan down, An Linglan pouted, and reluctantly got off the stool.

Hao Yanbin picked up a paper towel and began to wipe the surface of the stool in a timely manner. An Linglan was so angry that he jumped on Hao Yanbin and made a fuss.

It took quite a while before it gradually subsided. Several people chatted in different places, listening casually with smiles, and occasionally expressing their opinions. They seemed very harmonious.

"Speaking of it," he said casually before one topic ended and another topic hadn't started yet, "I really have a question I want to ask."

"what is the problem?"

"I'm just curious, why do you believe me? You see, we haven't known each other for a long time, it's only been three months, and I haven't done anything that makes you feel good, so why?" This question is casual I wanted to ask a long time ago.

It's not that he's suspicious, but from his point of view, he wouldn't trust a stranger so easily.

"Because you're good-looking," An Linglan said first with a smile, "Mom said that good-looking people don't have bad intentions."

"..." Was it the other way around?There was a big question mark on Random's head, and the answer was beyond his expectation, "But... isn't it said that the more beautiful a person is, the more poisonous he is? Why is it the other way around here?"

"That's about women. The more beautiful a woman is, the more poisonous she is, but aren't men and women inherently opposite? Naturally, this conclusion is also the other way around." An Linglan said it too naturally, casually For a moment I didn't know what to say.

"It's the first time I've heard of your theory..." After a while, he said casually, "I didn't know how to refute you."