It turns out that I am not a cannon fodder

In January, the time flies very fast, and the end of the year is here in the blink of an eye. This year is the happiest year Shuran has had in these years. Not only did he find a boyfriend, but he was also reunited with his brother.

Starting from the 24th of the twelfth lunar month, he started to prepare things for the New Year at will. This year he will celebrate the New Year with his brother, and at the same time, he will also add his boyfriend Gu Sichuan. Yes, as early as he and Lu Mingxuan met. A few days later, he casually introduced Gu Sichuan to his elder brother. Lu Mingxuan didn't say anything at that time, but just let him have time to bring Lu Mingxuan over there to show him.

He casually agreed very obediently. After asking Gu Sichuan, he learned that he would not go home for the New Year this year, so he casually invited him to Lu Mingxuan's house for the New Year. Lu Mingxuan thought about it and agreed.

However, Lu Mingxuan would not be able to come back until New Year's Eve, and after finishing the script of "Reversi", he basically had nothing to do, and because of his internal relationship, he had been on vacation since he was a child.

After the holiday, Shuran started to prepare New Year's goods. Because he is a pastry chef and his cooking skills are good, he basically made the New Year's goods at Shuran's house by himself. It was both beautiful and meaningful. He also invited Lu Mingxuan to make it together. coming.

However, since Lu Mingxuan was rescued, he was not in good health. He was injured first, and then he started to catch a cold. He had a fever for several days. Xiang Yuan was very irritable in those few days, but he never left Lu Mingxuan.

This also made him get to know Xiang Yuan again, and he began to identify with this brother-in-law from the bottom of his heart.

On this day, casually prepared New Year's goods in Lu Mingxuan's villa as usual, and at the same time updated his shop. For a long time, because he had too many things to do, the speed of upgrading has slowed down significantly in the past few months. During the Chinese New Year period, when preparing for the New Year, the products in his shop happened to be updated accordingly.

『Ding~ Congratulations to the master for leveling up to level 100. 』

Before Random had time to be happy, a pinprick of pain surged into his head, and then his eyes went dark, and he didn't know anything.

"Master, I'm sorry..."

sweet?Why did Tiantian say sorry?

I wanted to ask casually, but I couldn't make any sound, I could only feel my body falling down, and I don't know how long it took before suddenly there was a burst of light from below.

"Xiaoyi, don't sleep, wake up and don't sleep..."

"Xiaoyi, you have to live a good life, mom loves you..."

"Please protect my child well..."

"Xiaoyi... Mom is going far away... I can't stay with you anymore, you must be strong..."

"Xiaoyi, this is mom's amulet. Mom can't grow up with you, so let it accompany you instead of mom..."

"Son, mom's good boy, mom really wants to see you grow up, really wants to see what you look like when you grow up..."

"Baby, baby, I...my darling...baby..."

mother--

The crying face, the blood-stained hands, the trembling body... Like a bloody epiphyllum, it blooms suddenly and then withers quickly. He can't see the other person's face clearly, but the deep pain and sadness on the other person makes you feel breathless. I can't breathe.

Slowly closing the eyes, the fingers sliding down the cheeks... Let Random can't help it anymore, a mother yelled, all the pain seemed to have a vent, and Random took a big breath, but couldn't make a sound anymore, I don't know Juejian was already in tears, the light disappeared, but the surroundings became lively.

Dark, noisy, decadent sounds.

Rainy night, gunshots, and death.

He casually stared blankly at everything in front of him, screaming, angry, flustered, countless invisible faces, everything was so familiar, as if he had seen it before...

Someone hugged his body, wanted to yell, but couldn't move, he seemed to be frightened by everything in front of him, and stared blankly with his huge glasses without blinking, just staring, staring The chaos in front of him, staring at his mother who is getting farther and farther away from him...

A big hand that was familiar to him covered his head, covered his ears, pressed him on his shoulder forcibly, blocked his sight, and he didn't resist, or he couldn't think of resisting.

The man carried him farther and farther away, the gunshots gradually faded away, and the surroundings became quiet, and at some point, the person who was holding him disappeared... He was stunned at random, and when he came back to his senses, he looked at him in surprise. All around, all around was dark.

This is……

The memory of the original owner?

Then why did he see it?

Before you can figure it out, you feel your body start to fall again, you can't control it, you can only let it continue.

It was bright again, a familiar feeling.

"Whatever, your necklace is so beautiful, can you lend it to me?"

"Anything, you're so kind..."

"Let's play house if you want, I am mother, you are father, this is our child..."

"Feel free, can you lend me your necklace for two days, I really like it..."

"Sorry, feel free, I accidentally lost your necklace, woo woo woo—"

"I'm sorry for being random, I just put it on the bedside, but when I woke up the next day it was gone, woo woo woo—"

The little girl's voice was so familiar, Shuran squinted her eyes, this is... the random and Ye Yining from childhood?

Still before you could figure it out, your body fell down again, and you got used to it.

"It's Xiang Yuan! I'm going to find him—"

"Whatever, don't stop me, he's leaving..."

"Anything! It's all your fault, if it wasn't for you, I would have caught up with him! As long as I catch up with him, I won't have to stay in the orphanage anymore! I can live the life of a young lady and never have to suffer from other people's eyes." ..."

"Whatever, I hate you!"

"Whatever, you go to hell—"

Randomly watched Xiaoye Yining push Xiaoran to the road, subconsciously wanted to stop him, but couldn't move at all, and could only watch helplessly as Xiaoran, who was full of disbelief, was hit by a car and flew away...

He subconsciously looked at Xiaoye Yining's face, there was no fear on her face, only indifference, she watched Xiaoran who was knocked out, and slowly uttered two words, she deserved it——

She laughed, she actually laughed!

Looking at it casually from the third perspective is a little frightening. How old is Ye Yining at this time, maybe less than ten years old, and she is so cruel. The madness in his eyes makes him, a bystander, tremble. This is no longer a fight between children, this is blatant malice.

Before Random could react, the picture in front of him disappeared again, and he continued to fall. When will he fall to his head...

The light came on again, and he came to a high-grade ward, and there was a baby crying, here is...

He walked in, and there was a young woman who looked lovingly looking at the two children in the crib and outside the bed, beside her was a handsome man who was pouring chicken soup for her.

"Xiao Ming, this is your younger brother, you are an older brother, you must protect your younger brother well in the future."

dad?Mother?

He recognized the two at random, they were his parents, and the six or seven-year-old child who was looking at him in amazement was his elder brother Suiming.

"Brother, hello, I'm your elder brother Suiming." Xiao Douding Suiming gently held the baby's hand, introducing himself in a milky voice, "I will protect you from now on!" Looking at The little brother who is rosy and white, Xiao Suiming likes it more and more the more he looks at it.

"Mom, mom, brother's hands are so small..."

"Mom, mom, brother's hands are so soft..."

"Mom, why is my brother crying? Is he hungry..."

"Mom, mom, what's your brother's name?"

"My brother's name is called random, which means whatever you want. My mother hopes that he can live freely, live as he pleases, and don't ask for much success. I just hope that his life will be safe and smooth, and you will be too. Same..."

The picture in front of me was still clear, but the sound gradually faded away, and my eyes were moist at random. It turned out that my mother's expectation for me and my brother was only to be safe and smooth...

"Do you understand now?" A voice rang in my ears, and I came back to my senses at random, only to see a very familiar looking little Douding standing next to the crib and looking at him. This is not this world Is it a little casual?Why is he here?

"Understand what?" Randomly asked subconsciously after a moment's pause.

The little Douding tilted his head casually and smiled, and then, with casual disbelief in his gaze, he turned into a wisp of smoke and floated into the body of the baby in the cot, and the baby in the cot opened his eyes, and the direction of his eyes was He, and then, the little baby smiled at him.

"Mom and brother opened their eyes—"

This was the last sound that Random heard before the picture in front of him shattered. He fell into the darkness again, but his body didn't sink any further. He just floated there, motionless.

Several pictures kept going back and forth in front of my eyes, and Random suddenly had a bold guess, could it be that he is the one in the two worlds, and he is not reborn, crossed, but returned to this world?

Then everything makes sense, but it’s still not right. If his soul is in another world, then who is the soul in the randomness of this world?Was his soul split in two?

But that's not right, if one soul is divided into two, wouldn't both souls become demented?But obviously there are neither of them.

Or, when he entered another world, did another soul enter his body in this world?

After thinking about it, he prefers the latter, because he only has the memory before the car accident, and the memory after the car accident is still blank...

"Master's thinking is indeed correct. Master's soul does belong to this world, and Lu Mingxuan was able to travel through rebirth because he has a deep bond with you, Master. However, his soul is an outsider in this world, so this The world has been rejecting him. 』

"Tiantian?" Listening to Tiantian's voice coming from all directions, he subconsciously looked around, but there was no Tiantian around, "Where are you?"

"Master, don't worry, I'm still in the original place, but this is the deep memory of the master, my energy body can't enter, so the master can't see me." 』

"So that's how it is," nodded casually, and then remembered Tiantian's words just now, "What did you say about my brother's soul being rejected just now?"

Author's gossip: I'm late, I just got to work, I have more things to do, try to resume daily updates this week