On the bone

On the drive to look for Qin Ran, there is always a faint uneasiness accompanying him, which Cheng Xinhai can't describe clearly, but it's just...very uneasy.

Not only this part of the journey, but very early on, maybe these two days, or from the moment Qin Ran used Liu Yu to threaten him to maintain a physical relationship with him, his heart was flustered.

If there is no Xia Pei, he will not be held in Qin Ran's hands like this. If there is no Xia Pei, Qin Ran will not jump over the wall and torture him with this kind of low-handed means. Xia Pei, Xia Pei... But there is no sound Move your mouth and say this name, you will suffocate every breath.

Some distance from home, he parked the car on the side of the road.

Leaning his head back, he tried his best to calm down the panic that he didn't know why, and deliberately calmed himself down one by one.

Didn't he break up with Qin Ran? The next step is to quit his job and take Xia Pei away, away from this city, he can go to a certain city, where there are some friends who are familiar with each other and can still rely on him. It is completely possible to start a quiet life for a period of time...

He pinched the bridge of his nose, closed his eyes intentionally, and after a moment of silence, he started the engine and put it in gear to drive.

Slowly put the key on the shoe cabinet at the entrance to avoid making too much noise, and intentionally put on the slippers with the help of the corridor light. After the door is closed, the room suddenly plunges into darkness.

He was startled sensitively—Xia Pei didn't leave a light for him.

In the past, a small voice-activated lamp would be lit in the foyer. Xia Pei has many small night lights, and he will let the light of white or yellow or other colors illuminate the way in, no matter how faint or small, it will always be will be seen at a glance.

Xia Pei also told him that the rented house is just like this, and he must make a few more sockets in the entrance of his own, not the one in a neat row, it will be a mess, one here and one here, so late at night After the lights are turned off, the arranged night lights will have the feeling that the room is full of fireflies.

Cheng Xinhai squeezed his hands, swallowed his throat, fumbled to turn on the hall light, the hall was illuminated, suddenly he turned his head to look in the direction of the shoe cabinet - Xia Pei's shoes were quietly placed there .

That's enough fucking enough, Cheng Xinhai laughed at himself coldly, why didn't he have the courage to say goodbye to Qin Ran earlier, he had to wait until Qin Ran called home before breaking up with him... Fortunately, it's not too late, it's dangerous ,so close!

Careful Xinhai rubbed his chest, exhaled, walked lightly towards the bedroom, turned the doorknob, a figure was outlined by the moonlight outside the window, he was lying on the half side of the bed, with his back to the bedroom door, everything was peaceful, as if every night.

It's just that the moonlight tonight seems a little too pale, and the entire bed sheet and quilt are dyed a dull plain color.

Put your heart back little by little.

Cheng Xinhai turned around and went to the bathroom to wash his hands, he still had to take a good bath.

Footsteps sounded, and the person on the bed moved, as if curled up tighter.

He lifted the quilt, afraid of disturbing the sleeping boy next to him, and carefully laid down next to each other. He didn't like the cold moonlight tonight, so he pulled the curtains to the bottom, and searched for the temperature and smell of Xia Pei's body in the dark room. , rubbing against his neck, he didn't want to wake him up, but he really wanted to hug him.

Cheng Xinhai wore a sweet bath fragrance, and when she hugged her, she could smell it all the way, um, it smelled like cherry blossoms.

One of Sharpay's favorite brands.

The one who was apparently asleep didn't smell anything, but turned over as if disturbed, and squeezed across the bed, his head almost falling off the pillow.

Cheng Xinhai blinked, chuckled, moved his fluffy head and pillow to his side, covered Xia Pei with a quilt, and turned over to lie down.

When there was no more movement on the side of the back, Xia Pei opened his eyes.

As if he wanted to see something clearly in this dark room, his eyes were focused on a certain place, and he just looked at it until the morning sun came in to illuminate this place, and it was dazzling again.

Yu Li told them that this was over, and at the same time praised Ning Huiran very kindly. In fact, the child had already been scolded by him all morning.

At first, Yu Li was very puzzled why Ning Huiran was so slow to start work this time, and also guessed whether it might be because he vomited up his body in the last night's scene, causing some kind of mental trauma, and it was difficult to enter the role in the play—later, after drinking During the coffee, he didn't look up, but deliberately raised his eyelids to look at Ning Huiran who was being reprimanded by him, and just caught him throwing a meaningful glance at Mu Mingyi, who was putting on makeup over there.

With just one glance, Yu Li understood.

Unsteadily floating to Mu Mingyi's side, Yu Li elbowed him: "Teacher Mu, did you do something wrong last night?"

Mu Mingyi knew what he was here for, Ning Huiran repeated NG, Yu Li decided to burn his ass, handed him the iced watermelon juice that Ye Fei had just bought for him, and asked him to pour the fire on: "Old Yu, give me more time, Hui No problem."

Ning Huiran stepped into the group in the morning, an extra second of announcement time would be a waste, but when he was ready, he said nothing and couldn’t get into the scene. The last shot of Xia Pei lying on the bed was re-shot repeatedly, and his scalp became numb .

Sighing, Yu Li took it over and bit the straw.

"This love affair..." I didn't know who to blame, it was him who kept persuading Ning Huiran like a matchmaker, and he couldn't get rid of it if Ning Huiran couldn't get into the role: "Why don't you break up with him first?" , talk about it after filming, don't interfere with him getting into the role."

I don't know whether it will work or not to go back and make up for it now.

"Director Yu, I really don't have to worry about Huiran getting into the show, the time he will spend in the future will be shorter and shorter," Mu Mingyi said calmly, looking at Ning Huiran, who was sitting on the seat over there, lowering his head and picking his nails when he was talking to Li: " I'm worried that he won't be able to act so easily."

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Biting a cigarette, curling up his legs and hugging him with his arms, Ning Huiran curled up on the window sill of his bedroom. He was like an empty stall in a market where people came and went, busy with their own business. The lively studio looked out of place.

He just stayed there quietly, with his forehead pressed against the glass window, and half of his face was pressed against it. A piece of soot accumulated was scraped off, and the smoke was scattered everywhere.

His face was calm, without frowning, without any slight movement of expression, even Yu Li couldn't catch it in the blink of an eye, a face without any waves-Xia Pei's face.

A light suddenly shined in his eyes, and Yu Li finally began to understand what Mu Mingyi said, the boy would either not be in the play, or it would be a disaster if he was in the play.

Sharpay was also smoking, never reaching a full cigarette in one breath, and he also learned to drink.

When I came back from the alley that night, I vomited and cried, and suffered from insomnia, and after going through all this, Xia Pei found that he couldn't let go of Cheng Xinhai, and shamefully, he couldn't let go of his comrades. His relationship, what a terrible and hopeless emotion.

A naked derailment, a complete betrayal, was about to be digested by himself, how ridiculous and hateful.

Drinking, smoking, and throwing up the toilet constituted the whole daily life of Cheng Xinhai when he was not at home during the day. For a whole week, Xia Pei didn't get up to prepare breakfast for Cheng Xinhai. When Cheng Xinhai asked him what was wrong, he only said that he was sleepy , After this person left, Xia Pei got up and bought wine and cigarettes. He only bought a day's supply. After drinking and smoking, there was no trace.

Smoke one day and drink one day, throw away the cigarette butt, and spit out the alcohol. It is strange to say that Xia Pei is intolerant to alcohol, but he can use vomiting to reduce the effect of alcohol. He will tidy up the house, take a bath, and then As if nothing had happened, waiting for Xinhai to come home from work.

He doesn't like to talk, doesn't like to get up early, doesn't like to eat, doesn't like to sleep, he doesn't like anything, and he can't ignore Cheng Xinhai's needs. Serve him well.

Rejected once or twice, refused three times or four times, and really couldn't get past the fifth time, and Cheng Xinhai's face was too ugly.

And just this one time, Xia Pei was sure that he would never let this man enter his body again. Halfway through, he covered his mouth and pushed him away, stumbled into the bathroom, and spit the stuff that came up into the toilet.

Cheng Xinhai ran over and stared blankly at the man lying on the toilet.

After almost throwing up, Xia Pei straightened up and smiled lightly at the man: "Stop fucking me, I'm really going to throw up."

After finishing speaking, she stood up with her hands on her knees, walked unsteadily, and passed by Cheng Xinhai.