[HP] turns in your hand

November started off to be noisy.

The dementors were quickly evacuated from the school, but rumors quickly spread with them.Many students witnessed Sirius and Peter lying side by side at the door of the principal’s office, and the bombing news in the newspaper the next day made them confirm this point—a dramatic reversal, the fugitive Black was not the real murderer, He lies dormant for revenge like Hamlet, and a Robin Hood figure helps him bring escaped criminals to justice and leave evidence for interrogation.

In the first Defense Against the Dark Arts class in November, Lupine's extremely exhausted state just proved the aftermath of this farce.Of course Draco was willing to tell everyone about the "inside information" he got, saying that Lupine had been repeatedly investigated by several waves of Ministry of Magic Aurors, because he was suspected of being the one who lynched the little boy after drinking Polyjuice Potion. "Robin Hood" by Peter Dwarf.

"But wasn't he at the Halloween dinner that day?" Zabini said.

Draco glanced at Lupine who was sorting out the lesson plans on the podium: "It's also possible that his other accomplices helped him pretend to be used to create an alibi."

The real "Robin Hood" Chiara was sitting next to Draco packing her schoolbag.

She wasn't listening to Draco's nonsense at all. For her, the part about Peter Pettigrew was completely over. The rest was for Dumbledore and Lupine to think about. What she had to think about now was How to find Little Hangleton, and how to break the curse around the Resurrection Stone Ring.

"Miss Luo, can you stay for a while?"

Chiara paused, she looked up at Lupine, and Lupine nodded slightly to her: "Yes, I checked the class schedule, you don't have class in the next period, I may have to delay you for a while."

Chiara was a little tense as she walked to the podium, ready to give him a "forget it all" when Lupine asked if it was Peter Pettigrew she killed.

Fortunately, the worst-case scenario she envisioned did not materialize.

"I suddenly remembered something when I was chatting with Harry two days ago." He said with deliberation, "It seems that in our first Defense Against the Dark Arts class, you didn't face the Boggart directly."

Ziara breathed a sigh of relief.

"Yes, maybe there is not enough time." Chiara replied.

False, she drew back on purpose so that Lupine would not call her by name.

"The Boggart is within the scope of our final exam, and if you don't personally participate in the practice, I'm worried that you won't be able to perform normally in the exam." Lupine said softly, "It's just right, I moved that Boggart today. Here comes the classroom...would you like to try it out for a while?"

Chiara looked Lupine scrutinically up and down, mentally judging whether his words were credible.

Her memory told her that it seemed that the third-year Defense Against the Dark Arts final exam was really a boggart.

"... yes," Chiara finally said, "but I'm asking for a curtain to be drawn later, and you're not allowed to spread the contents of my Boggart, because I don't know what I'm going to see later."

Lupine didn't seem to expect that the extra-curricular tutoring he proposed would be Qiara's request here, but he quickly reacted and smiled wryly: "Of course, I won't spread the word...well, come here , Miss Luo, let me see if there is anything to cover it up."

Ultimately, Lupine's search turned up nothing.

"Then I'll turn around, and you open the cabinet yourself first." Lupine ordered, "If anything happens in a moment, you just-"

"I'll handle it myself." Chiara raised her wand calmly, "Think of it as something funny, like you taught Neville Longbottom to do to Professor Snape, I know."

Lupine sighed, and turned his back: "Well, it seems that this matter bothers you as much. So, I wish you a success, and remember the key—"

Chiara responded quickly: "Funny funny!"

"That's right." Lupine turned his back on Chiara, "Let's go."

Ziara took a deep breath. She had vaccinated herself in advance, because she had already thought about what form her Boggart would take as early as the first Boggart class.

There is an 80% probability that it is Snape's body with his neck torn apart, and he may struggle to say "lookatme" before he dies; there is also a 20% probability that she got up from the ground and asked blankly: " Haven’t I already been Avada, how come I’m alive again?”

She also thought about it well, if it was Snape's body that appeared, she would imagine that Snape was filming a movie, and after a moment of stiffness, she got up from the ground holding her neck and asked, "Is it finished?"

If it was Chiara herself who appeared, she would go up and kick Feifei: "Die me again!"

Well, well planned!

She thinks it's time to start!

Ciara pointed to the "thumping" closet and whispered, "Ahola's hole is open."

The closet door was pushed open with a "snap", and Qiara clenched her fists tightly. The final scene that she was trying to recall in her mind was completely interrupted by the unexpected person who appeared in the closet.

Lupine, with his back to Chiara, didn't hear any sound after the closet door opened. Two short but long seconds later, a trembling inquiry came from behind him:

"……mom?"

A middle-aged woman with black hair and dark eyes came out of the closet.

She was wearing a set of clothes that Chiara was very familiar with, her face was like the one she saw in the last video call before her death, and the wrinkles at the end of her eyes were so kind and nostalgic.Chiara looked at her obsessively, her brain had completely stopped at this moment, and the sudden burst of inseparable grievances and nostalgia made her tremble with thousands of words she wanted to say but they were stuck in her throat.

Chiara's mother came up to her, and she looked very bad.

"Don't call me mom, I don't have a daughter like you."

Chiara's pupils constricted instantly.

"What do you think? How dare you commit suicide? Do you think you can escape if you commit suicide? I raised a mentally ill daughter when I raised you at your age?" Mom frowned coldly, with an angry expression on her face, "Have you ever thought about your parents? huh? How could you be so selfish? Do you know that we were pointed at by everyone after you died, and they all said we didn't teach you well!"

Chiara couldn't say anything, she stood there blankly, her mind went blank for an instant after a "buzz".

"You really embarrass me and your dad! We have such a mental illness in such a decent family! Why don't you want to study? Didn't you learn well before? Why do you suddenly say that you are under pressure? Others Isn’t the child under a lot of pressure? Don’t your classmates all go through the same things as you? Why didn’t they become mentally ill? Find the reason in yourself!”

Chiara couldn't move as if the soles of her feet had taken root, and she watched her mother become a father again in front of her.

"Shame!" Dad yelled, "Your mother and I worked hard to earn money for your education. What will you give us in return? Are you worthy of us? Are you worthy of the money we spent on you? That's all right, who will pay you in the future?" We retire?"

"I told you a long time ago, don't read novels all the time! Does reading novels help you study? Take a look, now you think your brain is broken and you are mentally ill!"

"White-eyed wolf!"

"Things without a conscience!"

"It hurts us so much!"

"I knew I shouldn't have given birth to you in the first place!"

Lupine couldn't understand the Mandarin of Chiara's parents, so he asked hesitantly, "Chiara? Are you okay? Why haven't you made a sound?"

Chiara has completely lost the ability to think and act. She didn't even dare to shake her head, and stood there like a thunderbolt with tears on her face, watching her father change into another appearance in front of her.

This time it was indeed Snape.

"What are you delusional about?" Snape's lips curled into a sneer, "Do you think your efforts will be useful? Do you think your plan is really foolproof?"

"Do you think……"

Snape took a step forward and poked his finger on Chiara's shoulder: "Do you think I really like you as a student?"

"Don't be stupid, I look at you like a clown, I don't look down on you at all. Every time I talk to you, I feel disgusting. If it weren't because I am your dean and professor, I wish you would hurry up Disappear before me like the scum of a failed potion."

Chiara completely fell to the ground, curled up, and bit her wrist desperately to keep herself from crying.

it is as expected!

That's how he really looked at her!

She was wrong, her greatest fear wasn't Snape's death at all.What she fears has always been the same from beginning to end. From her previous life to this life, the source of Chiara's fear has never changed. Even ending her own life is not like the excuse she gave herself because she doesn't want to continue to work hard up.

The biggest fear in her heart is to be denied by the person she cares about the most, to be unable to meet the expectations of the person she loves, to be regarded as waste and embarrassing garbage by her beloved relatives and friends.

"I'm sorry..." She bit her wrist tightly, and the habit of years and months made her force herself not to cry, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, mom, I'm sorry..."

"Miss Luo?"

"Miss Luo, are you okay?"

"Chiara!"

Lupine immediately put the Boggart back into the closet. He knelt down and tried to break off Chiara's wrist: "Don't bite, be sober, it's just a Boggart. Don't bite, you already put yourself It's bleeding!"

The pain did not wake Chiara, and she felt a vague sense of cruel pleasure in the pain, and hurting herself was a reward, because a shameful piece of shit like her had to be punished.

Seeing that she was about to bite through her wrist with such ferocity, Lupine had no choice but to take out his wand, and pointed at her wrist and shouted, "Let it loose!"

嘭

Chiara lost the strength to bite for a moment, she let go of her mouth, and her bloody wrist fell down.But she still couldn't restrain the urge to cry, so she wrapped her arms around her knees, curled up on the floor, and shivered muffled.

The door of the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom was suddenly opened at this moment.Lupine looked up one by one, and found that standing at the door was the man who just walked out of the closet.

"Some students said you were in the classroom, so I brought the medicine directly." Snape said with a cold face, holding a glass of Wolfsbane potion in his hand.

Lupine breathed a sigh of relief when he saw it was Snape.

"Great, you are needed here. Come and see Miss Luo, she is not in a very good condition now."

Snape didn't recognize who was curled up in a ball in front of the closet at first. After hearing Chiara's name, he raised his eyebrows reflexively: "Who? You mean Chiara Lowe?"

"It's her, yes, just now she was practicing how to deal with Boggarts—"

Snape roughly thrust the Wolfsbane potion into Lupine's hand, and walked quickly to Chiara's side.After seeing the terrifying bite marks on her white wrist, Snape immediately glared at Lupine with murderous eyes: "You bit her?! You bit my student?!"

"It wasn't me! She bit it herself!" Lupine immediately raised his hands, almost spilling the wolfsbane potion, "She just bit her own wrist and won't let go!"

Snape knelt down in front of Chiara, he lifted her wrist, and quickly tapped it with his wand: "Healing as before!"

A cold feeling spread on her wrist, and Chiara was still stuck in her own emotions and couldn't get out.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I'm sorry... It would be fine if I died, but it's not right to die, I'm sorry, I'm sorry no matter what..."

"What's her boggart? What scares her?" Snape asked Lupine over his shoulder.

Lupine opened his mouth and said with a complicated expression: "Uh, I didn't see the complete one, and I couldn't understand what her first two Boggarts said, it seemed to be in a foreign language...but her last Boggart I did see it."

"Say it!"

"It's you," said Lupine quickly. "It's you who say you hate her."

Snape's expression was momentarily stunned.

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The author has something to say:

Snape: Huh?

Snape: When did I say I hated her?

Snape: I quite like her!

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Boggarts are fake.What Xiao Qi saw was her own nightmare, something she imagined, the reality is not like this, in fact she is Snape's favorite student () Many things are actually caused by us scaring ourselves, it is us I think too badly too badly.

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