Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog

After Tang Jin left, Duan Xiao lost his appetite at all. He stared at the sumptuous breakfast on the table for a few seconds, then took a deep breath, stepped into his room, his whole aura seemed helpless of.

Before entering the room, Duan Xiao greeted Xiao Xu, "Eat by yourself, I'll take a shower, I should go out later."

Xiao Xu nodded subconsciously, before he finished nodding, Duan Xiao had already turned around, Xiao Xu watched Duan Xiao's door close in front of his eyes, pursed his mouth slightly, and then sat down at the dining table by himself, Xiao Xu Xu looked towards Duan Xiao's room from time to time, but the room was extremely quiet.

It was the first time he had seen Duan Xiao and Tang Jin get along like this, and the two seemed to have a very good relationship.

But it seems to be extremely bad, it is really unpredictable, these two people seem to be the kind of people who are full of stories.

Duan Xiao didn't go into the bathroom immediately after closing the door. He leaned against the door and raised his head slightly to calm his heartbeat for a while.

Tang Jin really put him in a difficult situation. To be honest, Tang Jin moved out. If he wanted to say that he was at ease, it must be a lie. Even though Tang Jin was often much more independent than him, but in his heart, He just couldn't relax.

Maybe he always regarded Tang Jin as that child, as the one who regarded himself as the only child, and he also regarded him as the only child.

Duan Xiao leaned against the door for a while, and then walked into the bathroom with some tired steps.

He stood in front of the mirror and stared down at the faucet that he turned on. The scene just now was still playing in his mind. Tang Jin's decisive and rough kiss, where did Tang Jin learn it from? ?Has Tang Jin kissed other people like this?

Sometimes Tang Jin is really childish, but sometimes Tang Jin is different from ordinary people's maturity.

I don't know whose fault it is, but what's going on, why he and Tang Jin suddenly came to this day.

It may be that he has always been used to escaping from reality, and it may be his fault. When Tang Jin pressed him under him for the first time, he should have taken this matter as a very important signal in time. Always keep it in your heart and remind yourself.

But because he was afraid of facing the result, he himself did not dare to open up his heart to Tang Jin about this matter.

He couldn't give Tang Jin what he wanted, but he didn't want to lose Tang Jin, so when Tang Jin said that no one was drunk, he actually acquiesced that this matter was Tang Jin's drunken mess, Then the matter passed.

But this matter can't be passed, obviously it can't be passed, whether it's in his own heart or in Tang Jin's, once the bottom line is crossed, they can't go back to the past, so everything is as peaceful as before. It's just an illusion.

Duan Xiao really wants to love Tang Jin like he used to, but now, the more he loves Tang Jin, the more harm he will bring to Tang Jin. He can't replace love with love and toughness, he knows it clearly, Tang Jin What kind of love does Jin mean when he loves him?

Duan Xiao looked up at himself in the mirror, and for the first time felt that his personality was really bad and annoying.

He raised his hand, and clasped his palms together to support his chin. He took several deep breaths. What is he and Tang Jin like now?

Maybe Tang Jin really won't come back again, but he is really sad in his heart. He is too reluctant to part with Tang Jin, the child he loves and hates since he was a child, the child he has given all his patience to.

People are always like this, they automatically block what they don't want to give, and then want to grab what they want. He thinks that Tang Jin will always be by his side, always be that child, and always revolve around him. .

He still wants to give Tang Jin his love, he hopes that Tang Jin will never change, but what he wants to give to Tang Jin is completely different from what Tang Jin wants, love and love are different, Duan Xiao compares love for the first time It is shocking to admit that Tang Jin just loves him.

It wasn't the love of him hugging him and coaxing him to sleep, telling him stories and giving him a goodnight kiss, Tang Jin's love for him contained adult impulses.

When Duan Xiao came out of the room, he had already showered and changed his clothes.

Xiao Xu has already cleaned up the dining table.At this moment, he was sitting alone by the sofa with a magazine in his hand.

When Duan Xiao stepped out of the room, he glanced in the direction of the sofa, and then walked straight to the door, "You stay at home by yourself, I'm going out..." Duan Xiao's tone still carried a little exhausted.

Hearing Duan Xiao's words, Xiao Xu pursed his lips, then put down the book in his hand, and he also stood up.

"Brother Xiao, are you going to a bar?" Some asked knowingly.

Duan Xiao nodded, "Yes, I'm going to the bar."

Xiao Xu walked over in two steps, then looked at Duan Xiao and said, "Can you take me there?"

Duan Xiao looked at Xiao Xu, with some inquisitive eyes, Xiao Xu smiled lightly and shrugged, "Brother Xiao, I'm actually not very busy. Although I study art, I can't really go straight to art every day. Drill, I still have to deal with life, don’t I?”

Duan Xiao pursed his lips slightly and narrowed his eyes, "Going to the bar is dealing with life?" Duan Xiao didn't know what theory this was.

Xiao Xu smiled resentfully, "Just... I've been at home for a few days, the bar is more lively, I think I should go to a lively place to stay for a while, this is also conducive to the creation of art."

Duan Xiao is still a little unclear, so this explanation is too wild and unconstrained, but since Xiao Xu said so, he has no reason to reject him, his legs are on his body, and it is his freedom to go anywhere, besides, he has no right to refuse Let people go somewhere, they are just a cooperative relationship.

Seeing how much older Xiao Xu should be than Tang Jin, he is already an adult who can take responsibility for himself.

Duan Xiao really took Xiao Xu to the bar. After arriving at the bar, Duan Xiao took him to greet Bai Zhuo first.

There was no one in the bar at the moment, Bai Zhuo was sitting alone at the bar with a wine glass in his hand, but when Duan Xiao looked closer, it seemed that there was no wine in it.

When he saw Duan Xiao and Xiao Xu, Bai Zhuo put down his cup and raised his eyebrows. Duan Xiao met his gaze and turned his head slightly. The meaning in Bai Zhuo's eyes could not be more clear to Duan Xiao.

After all, he knew this person too well, Bai Zhuo was asking him what was going on with his eyes, why did he bring him here, was it a fake show for real?

Duan Xiao had some admiration for Bai Zhuo's imagination, he smiled lightly and shook his head, then pointed to a seat beside him, motioning for Xiao Xu to sit down for a while.

Xiao Xu glanced at Bai Zhuo, Bai Zhuo pursed his mouth slightly at the moment, looking unhappy, Xiao Xu nodded, and obediently sat aside.

"Why did you come here so early today?" Duan Xiao sat directly beside Bai Zhuo, then picked up the cup that Bai Zhuo had just put down, put it in front of his nose and smelled it, and laughed, "Are you drinking water? "

There was a smile in Duan Xiao's eyes, and Bai Zhuo snatched the cup from Duan Xiao's hand in dissatisfaction, then raised his head and drank it down. When he put down the cup again, his face was a little helpless, "This wine, too It hurts."

Duan Xiao smiled, then leaned his elbows on the bar, with an expression of ready to listen to the story, Bai Zhuo cleared his throat, and then the helplessness on his face deepened, almost to the point of dumbfounding, "I drank too much yesterday, I admit my mistake people..."

Bai Zhuo was a little embarrassed when he said this, Duan Xiao nodded clearly.

The reason why he didn't live with Bai Zhuo at the beginning also had something to do with this. After all, he still brought Tang Jin with him to give the children an absolutely quiet and pure environment.

But Bai Zhuo's place is definitely not very pure, Bai Zhuo still has some habits of the rich second generation to some extent.

For example, he has never lacked bed partners around him, and he has had them since he was not very old. Some of them he thinks feel good, and he will stay by his side for a while.

So he often has several regular companions by his side, but Bai Zhuo seldom talks about his true feelings with anyone.

Duan Xiao felt a little sympathetic, but he patted Bai Zhuo's shoulder insincerely, you're almost done, if you continue playing like this, let alone admitting to the wrong person, I'm worried that one day you won't remember how many people are around you . "

Bai Zhuo smiled, still confident in himself, he patted his chest and replied, "It's not like..."

Bai Zhuo took a deep breath, then skipped the topic, he looked up at Duan Xiao, "How is it? Did your old man really find someone to watch you?"

Duan Xiao frowned and recalled that when he drove the car out just now, there should indeed be some eyes staring at him nearby, but he was with Xiao Xu, so this might be a blessing in disguise.

Bai Zhuo smiled, then remained silent for two seconds, seemingly hesitating, and finally said, "How is your kid?"

Hearing Bai Zhuo talk about Tang Jin, Duan Xiao unconsciously lowered his eyes again, looking a little disappointed, "I came back today and left again."

Bai Zhuo looked at Duan Xiao's appearance, raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder to show comfort, "Believe me, it's definitely a good thing for him to move out, whether it's a good thing for you or him."

Duan Xiao nodded, he admitted that Bai Zhuo's words were right, but he just felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable, as if the child he raised with great difficulty suddenly didn't want him anymore.

Although strictly speaking, he was the one who didn't want Tang Jin anymore, but he always felt inexplicably that he was the one who was left behind.

Tang Jin is still so young, with so many interests, and he still has so many friends, maybe he soon forgot about Duan Xiao.

But for Duan Xiao, emotionally, he can no longer give such deep affection and patience to another person.

Duan Xiao has not been in love for so many years not only because he has not met a suitable one.

More importantly, he doubts whether he still has the ability to love. He can't treat another person better than Tang Jin.