Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog

When he went to Xiaoxu's place again, Bai Zhuo mustered up his courage.

Lifting up and ringing the doorbell, and waiting for the door to open, Bai Zhuo glanced down at the suitcase in his hand. He felt a little uneasy. He knew he had to come, but he hadn't. Think about what Xiao Xu should say.

Bai Zhuo clenched his hand tightly, counting the time silently in his heart, in a few seconds, Xiao Xu should be able to reach the door and open it.

Sure enough, the next second, the door was opened, and Xiao Xu seemed to have just finished painting, with a little bit of color on his face.

Standing at the door, Xiao Xu was slightly surprised when he saw Bai Zhuo, "Are you done?"

After Xiao Xu finished speaking, he turned sideways to give way to Bai Zhuo very caringly, and Bai Zhuo stepped in. Only then did Xiao Xu realize that Bai Zhuo came with a suitcase, Xiao Xu frowned slightly, and then Looking at Bai Zhuo who had already entered the door, "Why are you carrying the box?"

Bai Zhuo entered the door, then put the suitcase aside, he turned to look at Xiao Xu, "Close the door first, the temperature is going to cool down these days, I brought you some clothes..." When Bai Zhuo said this, Try to keep your tone as calm as possible.

Xiao Xu turned around and closed the door, then raised his foot and walked in, "Thank you, I have quite a lot of clothes here, do you drink water?" Xiao Xu looked polite and unfamiliar when he spoke, he didn't wait for Bai Zhuo Answer, I have gone to pour water.

When Xiao Xu poured the water, Bai Zhuo was still standing beside the sofa. He looked at Xiao Xu in a daze. Xiao Xu seemed to have lost some weight. He always thought that Xiao Xu should be able to eat, drink and sleep well. , People who can take good care of everyone around them should also be the best at taking care of themselves.

"Sit down..." Xiao Xu put water on the tea table, wiped his face, and smiled, "Sorry, I just finished painting, are you in a hurry? I want to take a shower first .”

Bai Zhuo hurriedly nodded, anyway, he hadn't thought about what to say yet.

Bai Zhuo watched Xiao Xu's figure enter the bathroom, and he sat on the sofa numbly, then took a sip of water, and Xiao Xu gave him warm water, which he was most comfortable with drinking. that temperature.

Sitting down and drinking the water, Bai Zhuo stood up again after a long while. He pulled the suitcase beside him, opened the suitcase, and dumped all the clothes inside on the sofa. Hurry, it's not a question of whether you're in a hurry, even if you're not in a hurry, he can't organize these things properly. He, Young Master Bai, has never packed his suitcases himself.

But at this moment, he still hopes to show it on Xiao Xu's expression, at least not to let him see a mess when he opened the suitcase. set aside.

When Xiao Xu came out of the bathroom, Bai Zhuo was still packing clothes by the sofa.From Xiao Xu's point of view, Bai Zhuo's way of cleaning up is simply a mess, but looking at Bai Zhuo's appearance, he is quite serious.

Xiao Xu stopped, stood not far away and stared at Bai Zhuo slightly sideways, he actually couldn't remember how he fell in love with Bai Zhuo in the first place.However, people may not believe in evil and blindly brave.

No one does not hope that they can be different, that they can turn the prodigal son back, but in the end, there are not many who can really do it.

As if feeling Xiao Xu's gaze, Bai Zhuo suddenly turned his head and glanced in the direction of the bathroom. When he met Xiao Xu's gaze, he smiled awkwardly, "Why don't you come and sit first? It can be done."

Xiao Xu nodded quietly, then walked to the side of the sofa, he tried his best to sit on the other side, not to disturb Bai Zhuo's efforts.

"Why do you still have your clothes?" Xiao Xu looked at the clothes stacked aside, and could recognize at a glance which one belonged to him and which one belonged to Bai Zhuo. Terrible, habitually too much attention to his every move.

Hearing Xiao Xu's words, the movements of Bai Zhuo's hands paused, he stopped suddenly, and then sat down on the sofa. He looked at Xiao Xu, bit his lip, and said, "I I think we... can still try to save this marriage, what do you think?" When Bai Zhuo said this, he looked at Xiao Xu cautiously.

Xiao Xu looked at him, and suddenly smiled, Xiao Xu was actually very pretty when he smiled, in fact, Bai Zhuo already knew that Xiao Xu was not amazing, but he was really attractive, the kind that became more comfortable the more he looked at it.

Xiao Xu got up, then squatted down, he finished the rest for Bai Zhuo, he folded all the clothes.

But he separated the clothes, the part that belonged to Bai Zhuo, and he put it back in the suitcase.

"Actually, it's very easy for me to pack these things, and it won't waste much time. I don't want you to do these things for me." When Xiao Xu put the clothes into the suitcase, he turned his head and glanced at Bai Zhuo. Bai Zhuo didn't understand, to clean up these things, he was willing to clean up for Bai Zhuo for the rest of his life.

But the premise is that he is willing, he thinks it's worth it, and the premise is that Bai Zhuo can give him enough sense of security in other aspects to make him feel that it's worth it. In fact, he doesn't want Bai Zhuo to change his identity to replace him at all. work.

He didn't leave because of a lot of work. In fact, what is this little work?

"Then what do you want?" Bai Zhuo followed Xiao Xu, and stubbornly took out his clothes. He looked at Xiao Xu, "I'm stupid, you have to tell me, what do you want?" What?"

In fact, Xiao Xu is one step away from the happiness he wants. He already has a lot of things, and Bai Zhuo is willing to love him and is willing to do for him. At least if anyone in this world can enter Bai Zhuo's heart, he is the first. indivual.

But, maybe it's exhaustion, maybe it's greed, but Xiaoxu suddenly felt that it was too uncomfortable to be stuck there.

If Bai Zhuo doesn't like him at all, he can let him go, but Bai Zhuo likes him.

But Bai Zhuo didn't really love him so much that he had to, it was just this kind of feeling that made people uncomfortable, and he didn't know whether to take a step forward or take a step back.

Xiao Xu sat on the sofa and allowed Bai Zhuo to take out his clothes again. He looked at Bai Zhuo's side face and felt a little uncomfortable in his heart. It was hard for him to leave Bai Zhuo.

But it's really not that he can't go on, as long as he is more ruthless, maybe he can let go soon and start a new life, but if he turns back, there may be endless sadness and torture.

Bai Zhuo has not changed, since the first day I met Bai Zhuo, hasn't Bai Zhuo always been like this?

Xiao Xu admits that he has changed, become vulgar, caressing about gains and losses, he is afraid, and he has lost the courage to be indifferent to feelings.

Xiao Xu smiled, "What do I want?"

What he wants is that Bai Zhuo can do it without asking, and what he does can make him feel loved and at ease. There is not even a special word for feeling, how should he ask Bai Zhuo to give, a person as emotionally insensitive as Bai Zhuo may never understand.

Bai Zhuo also sat down, he looked at Xiao Xu, this person used to be so close, but now he suddenly became very far away.

Sometimes a person smiles at you, smiles at you all the time, you never know what that smile means, but if one day he stops smiling at you, you will understand how good the smile used to be.

Although Xiao Xu is still laughing now, it is different from before.

"I...don't ask any more, but I want to try harder." Bai Zhuo glanced at Xiao Xu when he was speaking, and seeing Xiao Xu in front of him, he couldn't help but want to hold her in his arms. He used to do this a lot, for some reason, just out of habit, but now, he doesn't have the courage.

"Give me a little more time, I won't affect your life, but I'm not reconciled, I want to work harder."

Bai Zhuo doesn't know how to work hard, but it's true that he is not reconciled, he is not reconciled and he is not willing to let go like this, Bai Zhuo's bad nature is still there, he doesn't know what is the ratio between unwillingness and reluctance.

But think about it, if one day, Xiao Xu fell in love with someone else and had a new life and pursuit, at that time, he would treat another person the same way he did to him back then.

Thinking of this, Bai Zhuo felt that he couldn't bear it.

Xiao Xu looked at Bai Zhuo and didn't speak, Xiao Xu is not stupid, it's not that he doesn't understand Bai Zhuo's thoughts.

But some things will need to be retreated after taking a step back. If you make up for a while, there will be countless places to make up for in the future.

Maybe Bai Zhuo likes him, but he wants to have a more vigorous love, instead of just like this, half hanging, liking but not reaching the point where he must love.

Vigorous feelings do not need to be earth-shattering, but when you really come into contact with love, a look and a smile from your lover are enough to make something shocking in your heart.But, obviously, the relationship between him and Bai Zhuo has not reached this point.

"Anyway, I won't sign it, unless I really give up..." Seeing that Xiao Xu didn't answer, Bai Zhuo opened his mouth again.

"I live here, I will never disturb you or affect you, I just want to be closer to you..." Bai Zhuo was a little aggrieved when he said this.

Bai Zhuo moved his buttocks, and then moved closer to Xiao Xu's side, "Let's try again, just try to get along, I will never force you, if you still don't feel good after we get along, I will give you freedom."

Xiao Xu glanced at Bai Zhuo, and could see that Bai Zhuo had already sat beside him, Xiao Xu frowned slightly, and Bai Zhuo sat further away resentfully, "That's it, a safe distance, okay? "

"Does it make sense?" Xiao Xu leaned against the sofa slightly, "We've been together for a long time, and we've gotten along like this until now. We've been together for a while, but it's just the same mistakes..."

"No, it will be a new beginning." Bai Zhuo looked at Xiao Xu firmly.

Xiao Xu stared at him for a few seconds, then turned his face away, "Whatever you want..."