Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog

Before I knew it, the days passed like that, how could I live or die?

After all, he is an adult, and it seems that he is not just an adult. This age has reached the time when Duan Xiao feels embarrassed, and even Bai Zhuo is married.

The relationship between Duan Xiao and the old man eased a lot. The old man didn't bring up any topics about marriage and love, so Duan Xiao naturally wouldn't take the initiative to bring it up.

Sometimes it takes some distance, Duan Xiao still didn't move back to live with the old man, he just had dinner with the old man from time to time.

Before you know it, it's getting colder, and before you know it, the Chinese New Year is coming, time seems to be getting faster and faster.

But Duan Xiao always insisted on his own way of life. Even during the Chinese New Year, he just went to pay homage to Tang Jin's parents alone, and then had a New Year's Eve dinner with the old man, and finally drove back to his own place.

Along the way, Duan Xiao drove very slowly, the roadsides were all festive red, but there were few people.

After all, on such a day, all the people should be gathered at home, accompanied by their relatives and lovers, who would come out here to blow the wind in this cold night.

Duan Xiao rolled down the car window, he felt that the cold wind could wake him up.

Duan Xiao and Tang Jin have spent countless years. They thought it was a matter of eternity, but they never thought that one of them would be separated.

I don't know if Tang Jin spent the new year abroad alone, or if he followed the time abroad.

Duan Xiao stopped the car, and then took a lot of festive red photos with his mobile phone.

He thinks that this photo can be developed and put in Tang Jin's photo album, maybe, maybe Tang Jin will come back one day.

Duan Xiao got into the car again, and then drove straight home.

After Duan Xiao returned home, he sat straight on the sofa again. A small quilt was placed beside the sofa. In the past, Tang Jin would throw a quilt on the sofa in the winter, because he was lying on the sofa with the quilt covered. Games are a very happy thing.

Duan Xiao covered himself with the quilt, and then slumped for a while, very lonely, but he seemed to be used to loneliness.

After being paralyzed for a while, Duan Xiao slowly got up and went into the bathroom. The New Year has no special meaning to him, he just wants to take a hot bath, and then have a good sleep. One day, another new year.

Maybe another year without Tang Jin.

It's been a holiday for the past few days, and it's rare for Duan Xiao to be able to sleep in again. He has been self-disciplined for too long.

Duan Xiao woke up very early, just wanted to enjoy the so-called vacation, so he always lay in the warm quilt.

In the past, Duan Xiao felt that Tang Jin was always warm.Now, sleeping alone seems to be warm.

Duan Xiao doesn't know whether getting used to loneliness is a good thing or a bad thing for him, he can still live well.

But whether it's good or not doesn't seem to have any special significance to him. For him, the current life is more about muddling along.

Duan Xiao stretched out his hand and groped under the pillow for a while, and when he touched the phone, he retracted subconsciously, the phone was too cold.

Duan Xiao turned to look at the helmet on the table and smiled, "Morning, baby, happy new year."

Duan Xiao feels that he is a mature person, and a mature person has his own ideas and bottom line.

He can live well, but he is unwilling to change that part of his heart for anyone. Whether Tang Jin will come back, he loves Tang Jin and waits for Tang Jin.

The phone rang, Duan Xiao thought about the coldness of the call, and didn't want to answer it. At this time, it must be those New Year's greeting calls. Duan Xiao really doesn't want to deal with these. Happy New Year?For him, the new year is not happy.

The phone rang a little stubbornly, but Duan Xiao reached out to reach for the phone again. He glanced at it, and it was Bai Zhuo's phone. Duan Xiao sighed, and pulled the phone under the quilt. He felt a little warmer, and then put himself on the phone. His head was also covered in the quilt.

"Hey, call me early in the morning?" Duan Xiao's voice was lazy, with a hint of reluctance to talk to Bai Zhuo.

Feeling the silence on the other end of the phone, Duan Xiao sighed and spoke again, "OK, happy new year, where did you spend yesterday..."

"Xiao... let me show you something..." Before Duan Xiao could finish speaking, Bai Zhuo spoke with a slightly serious tone.

Duan Xiao frowned slightly, before he had time to ask why, Bai Zhuo had already hung up the phone.

Soon, Bai Zhuo sent him a video. The video was a piece of news about a motorcycle race. A dark horse from China appeared today.

There is a flashing picture, that figure, even if it is just a figure, Duan Xiao can still see it.

Duan Xiao sat up suddenly. After reading it several times, he began to despise himself. He was always duplicity, hypocrisy and even deceiving himself. He had just finished building up his mind and said that it would be another year without Tang Jin. He was used to loneliness. But now seeing such a figure, he couldn't help but feel overwhelmed.

The phone rang again, it was Bai Zhuo's call, Duan Xiao answered it, put the phone to his ear, but didn't know what to say.

"I know the location of the final. Aren't you on vacation these days? Do you want to go?" Bai Zhuo's voice came.

Duan Xiao swallowed subconsciously, unable to say a word, does he want to go?Of course I did.

At the beginning, he knew rationally that Tang Jin didn't want to see him, and he couldn't find Tang Jin.

Even if he finds it, it's meaningless, it's just self-inflicted humiliation, but after so long, and he has been thinking about it for so long, he may not be so rational now.

"Want to go? I'll find a way to help you get tickets..." Bai Zhuo's voice was a little anxious, he just couldn't see Duan Xiao's awkwardness the most. Don't you think you don't know the most in your heart?

"Okay..." Duan Xiao's lips moved, but he still opened his mouth. It was just such a word, which seemed to have exhausted all his strength.

It doesn't matter if Tang Jin doesn't want to see him, he's just going to watch a game that thousands of people might watch, Tang Jin doesn't necessarily know he's there, he just wants to go far away Look at Tang Jin.

Once some ideas take root in my heart, I can't wait to start to look up.

I haven't seen Tang Jin for so long, and I haven't seen him since I didn't see him. He also came here for so long, but now, for some reason, suddenly, the seeds of thinking about Tang Jin took root in my heart in an instant, and it stirred up everything in an instant. His heart hurts.

In fact, he wanted to see Tang Jin, thinking about it like crazy...

Bai Zhuo's actions were quick, and he quickly got a ticket for Duan Xiao. When he sent Duan Xiao to the airport, he was full of resentment. My busy life has some meaning.

"Where did you get the ticket?" Duan Xiao looked at the ticket that Bai Zhuo gave him, feeling a little incredulous.

This is not a field they are familiar with, so they may not understand many things, but every field has enthusiasm in every field, so this ticket is definitely not so easy to get.

It is not easy to buy tickets for domestic events, let alone foreign ones.

Bai Zhuo coughed lightly, then scratched his hair, and said in a low voice, "Master Liu gave it to him, and he snatched it, so you have to do something meaningful, brother, or you will be sorry for me."

This is really snatched, Mr. Liu snatched it from his cousin who is a motorcycle fanatic, and he hasn't coaxed it yet.

Bai Zhuo looked down at his watch again, then raised his hand and patted Duan Xiao on the shoulder, "It's almost time, go in..."

Duan Xiao also glanced at the time, then nodded, and when he turned around, he was still apprehensive.

There may be some things that he has to do. He wants to see Tang Jin, whether Tang Jin wants to see him or not, he wants to see Tang Jin.

Even if Tang Jin didn't want to see him, and Tang Jin ignored him, his ending would still be the same.

In any case, he could only continue to wait for Tang Jin, maybe not for Tang Jin, after all, the word waiting would put pressure on people, and he was unwilling to put pressure on Tang Jin.

So he never waited for Tang Jin, he just couldn't like other people when he was new.

When the plane took off, Duan Xiao's whole heart was pumping violently, and many emotions were intertwined.

After a long flight, Duan Xiao finally landed in the country where the competition was held. Everything here is strange, the airport is strange, the language is strange, the faces are strange, even the air is strange .

Duan Xiao took a taxi at the airport, and then went to the hotel that Bai Zhuo had told him about. In previous years, the contestants usually stayed in the hotel closest to the competition.

But that hotel is covered, so generally fans will choose to live in the nearest nearby hotel to that hotel, and the one Bai Zhuo told him is one of the closer ones.

Fortunately, although Duan Xiao was not serious when he was studying, he passed the test in English after all. He found the hotel without much trouble. After Duan Xiao got out of the car, he went straight into the hotel.

He didn't book a room in advance, because it was too late when he left, and now he can only hope that there are still rooms in this hotel.

Entering the hotel lobby, Duan Xiao found that he was still naive, even the seats in the lobby were full of people, they must have been a step too late to get the room, Duan Xiao's heart sank slowly, and then looked around In a circle, there are people of different skin colors, and even Chinese youths from afar.

Duan Xiao recalled what Yuan Wang had said before, but if he really understood the slightest bit of Tang Jin's dream, he wouldn't know everything.

Duan Xiao still asked the question as usual, but it was exactly as he thought, there were no more rooms, and the place was almost overcrowded.

Duan Xiao came out of the hotel, and then sat alone on the side of the road. He was still far away from Tang Jin. He even began to wonder if he could really see Tang Jin. At this moment, he didn't even know where to go.