Every day driven crazy by the little wolf dog

When leaving from Zhang Yue, Duan Xiao was physically and mentally exhausted.

Tang Jin really got out, Duan Xiao couldn't remember clearly, how many times Tang Jin ran away from home.

When the love is strong, you always have the illusion that you can love him to death, and you always think that you are great enough to endure all his unreasonable troubles.

However, this is not the case. The fact is that no one can really accommodate and tolerate another person unconditionally.

This time Tang Jin disappeared completely. After Duan Xiao signed the contract with Zhang Yue, he took care of the follow-up work. Tang Jin never called him. Duan Xiao wanted to call him several times. He, but he didn't dial it in the end.

He can no longer just accommodate Tang Jin blindly, Tang Jin will only become more and more presumptuous if he continues.

Duan Xiao worked overtime for several days, and it was already late when he got home. Duan Xiao looked at the empty house and his heart was also empty. The phone rang suddenly, and Duan Xiao picked it up and took a look. , found to be a reminder.

Tomorrow will be Monday, and he set the alarm to remind himself to pack up, but now...

Duan Xiao put down the phone, suddenly felt suffocating despair, their trip was hopeless, how could they go on a trip together when Tang Jin disappeared, Duan Xiao put down the phone, sighed deeply, then got up and went to the bathroom bath.

After coming out of the bathroom, the phone was still quiet. It seemed that Tang Jin hadn't planned to come back yet, so Duan Xiao went to bed on his own.

Duan Xiao went to work as usual the next day. He was so busy these days that there was no weekend at all, and weekends alone were meaningless.

In the company, Duan Xiao glanced at his mobile phone from time to time all day long. Their tickets were about to be invalidated. Duan Xiao didn’t know where his persistence came from. You have to wait for the flight time to pass before you give up.

Duan Xiao was a little absent-minded. He advanced his off-duty time. When he left the company, Duan Xiao called Tang Jin. They should have a good talk. This is really not the way to go. He thought that Tang Jin would be at least today It will appear, as long as Tang Jin appears, he can temporarily put down the affairs in hand, and then go on a trip together as they said before.

Tang Jin's phone was turned off.

Duan Xiao didn't know if Tang Jin turned off the phone today, or if it hadn't been turned on for so long.

Duan Xiao drove the car back home, and when he opened the door, Duan Xiao suddenly felt something strange again, Tang Jin seemed to have come back.

Duan Xiao excitedly ran to push open the door of the room, but there was no one in the room, everything was still the same.

But it seems that something is missing. Duan Xiao didn’t have that moment like now. He had a strong sixth sense. Tang Jin came back and then left again. Maybe he took something with him. The drawer was pulled open.

There was some confusion in the drawer, apparently Tang Jin turned it over, Duan Xiao followed suit, and then his heart sank.

Except for Tang Jin's ID, everything was still there, and Duan Xiao felt his heart tremble.

Duan Xiao looked through the address book and called Yuan Wang. Only Yuan Wang knew where Tang Jin was best.

Yuan Wang answered the phone, very quickly, Duan Xiao could hear the environment Yuan Wang was in at the moment, it was the airport.

"Where's Tang Jin?" Duan Xiao roared almost out of his mouth, and for a moment Duan Xiao felt a strong uneasiness in his heart.

The person on the other end of the phone seemed to pause for a few seconds, and then Duan Xiao heard Yuan Wang's deep sigh, "He's gone..."

Tang Jin is gone. He stayed with Tang Jin at the airport for a day today. Tang Jin has been waiting for Duan Xiao, waiting for the agreement with Duan Xiao to go on a trip together. He didn't really decide until the moment when the ticket was cancelled. Yes, go the other direction.

Tang Jin is gone, maybe he and Duan Xiao are the same people after all, vulgar to the extreme.

Love has been lost, he has to hold on to something, right?He still has a dream, he still has a dream that he almost gave up for Duan Xiao, at least he still has a dream, at least he doesn't have nothing.

Duan Xiao didn't know how he hung up the phone. The phone slipped from his fingertips. He felt that the whole world collapsed. Tang Jin really left, rolled away and never came back.

He and Tang Jin had quarreled too many times, and every time he felt that Tang Jin would come back after the quarrel was over.

But suddenly one day, Tang Jin left and never came back, just like that, he completely withdrew from his life.

Duan Xiao's world collapsed silently like this, how could he do it?How could there be no Tang Jin?

Although noisy, Duan Xiao really never thought about how he would live without Tang Jin?

Duan Xiao spent the most desperate night in his life, although Duan Xiao was alone when Tang Jin ran away from home.

But at this moment, only he himself knows how desperate he is, because he has no hope, because Tang Jin will not come back again.

Duan Xiao's whole heart was suffocated and numb, Tang Jin left him and left alone.

Duan Xiao didn't even know how he survived. On the second day, he welcomed Yuan Wang. Yuan Wang brought the things left by Tang Jin to find Duan Xiao. Tang Jin didn't take anything away. He left with anger and despair.

Tang Jin was unwilling to let Duan Xiao go until he left, and Yuan Wang could lose his things if he didn't want them.

But he wants to give Duan Xiao what he left behind, and he wants Duan Xiao to understand more strongly that he has lost him.

A whole suitcase of clothes and daily necessities, these things allow him to leave home without any burden, and leave as soon as he wants.

When Yuan Wang arrived at Duan Xiao's place, he felt a deep sense of despair.

I don’t want those broken-hearted people to fill the floor with wine bottles, Duan Xiao didn’t even drink, but the moment Duan Xiao opened the door, a breath of despair rushed over his face, Yuan Wang really felt that despair, Yuan Wang suddenly remembered, Tang Jin said, He said he couldn't see that Duan Xiao would go crazy, so what about Duan Xiao losing Tang Jin?Will it also be desperate to go crazy.

That's right, Yuan Wang had always hoped that Tang Jin would leave before, the kind of departure that he would part with Duan Xiao dignifiedly, so that he could keep his love and pursue his dreams.

But now, he can't be happy, because he knows that Tang Jin didn't leave happily, and he can feel Tang Jin's despair more than anyone else.

Whenever Duan Xiao appeared, Tang Jin would still choose Duan Xiao between Mengxing and Duan Xiao, but Duan Xiao did not appear.

"Where did he go?" Duan Xiao stared at Yuan Wang for a long time, his lips moved for a long time before he asked this sentence.

"He's gone..." Yuan Wang looked at Duan Xiao, not understanding how things had come to this point. These two people have been here for so many years, and he thought they would continue to live like this for the rest of their lives.

"Mike, do you know?" Looking at Duan Xiao's confusion, Yuan Wang shook his head in a ridiculous and sad way, "If you really want to know a little bit of Tang Jin's love, you should also know who Mike is. Racer, very famous."

"Mike happened to pass by this city during the last game. After watching that game, he fell in love with Tang Jin..."

"Tang Jin is actually not so useless. He works hard, is excellent, and is very talented. Maybe these things are worthless to you, but he is willing to give up these things for you. In many cases, he is not really naive. , he just couldn't help it."

"You thought you guys would just go on, but in fact Tang Jin never relaxed. Ever since he fell in love with you, he has been afraid that you will leave him and that you will fall in love with someone else in the future. Later, when you were together, his The fear only increased.

After all, it is more painful to gain and then lose, maybe you still think he is naive, but he is really afraid of losing you..."

Duan Xiao looked at Yuan Wang, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.

Since Tang Jin loves him so much, and is so afraid of losing him, why is he left alone now?

In Duan Xiao's view, this was a quarrel, the same as the countless times before, and he thought the result was the same as the countless times before.

But no one told him that this was the last straw that crushed Tang Jin.

Duan Xiao didn't know how Yuan Wang left, he only knew that his heart was going to die of pain.

It really is Tang Jin, it really is Tang Jin who can torment him the most, he left, but he didn't say that I don't love you anymore, he left and tortured him, but he wanted to let him know that it was his fault, why did he do this Tell him, I left because I didn't love you anymore, I still love you, it was you who forced me to leave, he had to imprint all the mistakes between the two of them on Duan Xiao.

But how can a person like Duan Xiao continue to live with these burdens on his back?How to keep falling in love with others?

Among the things Yuan Wang sent was a photo album, the first half of which was the photos of him and Duan Xiao in the past. From childhood to adulthood, it was the first time for Duan Xiao to feel the passage of time so clearly. For a moment, but Duan Xiao clearly remembered, remembering Tang Jin growing up by his side bit by bit.

It hurts so much that he wants to pull this person who has been embedded in his bones every bit and every bit from his heart now.

The second half of the album may be the more real Tang Jin, the Tang Jin he doesn't know, the one he spends with Tang Jin every day, and the person who claims to know Tang Jin best in the world can't really understand and touch that part.

Many of the photos in the following are photos of Tang Jin on the track, which is another side of Tang Jin that he rarely touches.

But Tang Jin on the track was shining, those smiles were real, after Duan Xiao repeatedly scolded him for not doing his job properly, he could still have that smile and enthusiasm.

Tang Jin was willing to give up his love and ideals for him, but he lost Tang Jin after all.

His Tang Jin left, and Duan Xiao burst into tears holding the photo album.

For the first time, I really felt the pain of loss, the pain in my wrist bone.

His child is gone, leaving him alone and walking forward...